somehow i finally reached a point that have no return, im fucking miserable, no one will miss me even after all i done, i dont think that they will have something real valuable from my words or memories, i struggle real hard to be a good person but always something fucked up have to happen, maybe if die i will finally find peace and the people around me will continue to live on, i hope that the people i care for be more happy than i have, i didn't have the luck to find someone who cares and remember me as i do to the ones around me, i've always was that kid who was forgotten by the friends and family, i wish someone come and tell me that are with me, but not empty words, but real words. I guess that maybe i just dont mean something especial, i didn't want to die alone
@ilovehotmoms151616 күн бұрын
i will miss you
@ilovehotmoms151616 күн бұрын
i will miss you so much leafare 182 i will miss you every day
@ilovehotmoms151616 күн бұрын
i love you
@ilovehotmoms151616 күн бұрын
i love you so much man
@mmf33ooit8713 күн бұрын
same man hope u get vbetter
@x_blacktob_x843119 күн бұрын
Que paso rick creí que ya no eras el chico bueno, no dijiste eso?
@swiffy2417Ай бұрын
This song feels like when, after trying for so long to get the courage to kill yourself, you finally know it’s gonna happen. You’ve stopped feeling despondent or angry; those feelings were your body’s last-ditch attempt to spark something in yourself. All you feel is a sense of readiness to get it over with quickly and maybe a slight touch of bitterness that your life had to end this way.
@Agrmon2Ай бұрын
W description
@Mister_BigCheeseАй бұрын
I was having the best day ever until I looked into a mirror
@ineedhelpll2 ай бұрын
i hate myself
@stacybarton72419 күн бұрын
I’ve been feeling the same way as well for a while, but I remember all the people who would hate to see me go. You have people in your life that love you and would not be able to go on if something ever happened to you. I don’t know who you are but I’m sure you’re a great person. And a lot of people are proud of you. You got this, you can do it.❤️
@Din0s_cemetery2 ай бұрын
i lost my aura 😔
@Lillian257523 ай бұрын
I think about the last things I was able to say to my grandma. And how she blinked when I said them. She had been intubated and after I got to talk to her for the last time my mom called me back 20 minutes later saying they are unplugging her and a few minutes later she died. She told me she was going to fight to see me her oldest granddaughter to graduate. She was never able to make it my softball games this season and she told me that when she got out of the hospital she would. The next day after her kidneys failed and that’s when she was intubated
@dgogataАй бұрын
I can feel your pain, I lost my grandma years ago and it’s really a sad memory, like looking into an abyss and seeing your loved one at the bottom without being able to reach them. If you could bring her back one day, I'm sure it would be a very beautiful day, because you will be happy to know that that day will come, you will see your grandmother again, but not just for a day, but for much longer. All our loved ones will live again, it is a promise from someone who loves us very much and does not want to see people suffer, God will make it possible, and we will never have to say goodbye to someone we love again.
@Davms3 ай бұрын
Pov: you passed all the exams and now it’s over
@Георгий-ь9ц3 ай бұрын
Цикорий
@iguessihaveyoutube89113 ай бұрын
Real
@N3ptune-silliz3 ай бұрын
3:46
@Neptune8074 ай бұрын
3:26 3:42 3:52
@lplayer54054 ай бұрын
This place on the picture is where i want to be rn. For me it looks peacefull
@thekingoftheland4 ай бұрын
We've found you. You know why we're here.
@Blxy6Ай бұрын
I’ve finally found him
@Thelushi-195 ай бұрын
Se siente bien? Bueno se siente mal?.............la verdad ya no hay nada más que ver aqui pero si quieres puedes descansar.......por favor descansa,por favor descansa,por favor descansa ,por favor descansa............quedate conmigo....
@ghostfoxxyt26115 ай бұрын
Sometimes i do wonder and maybe i do think the world is better without me
@iBeMar_4 ай бұрын
Look at this picture. The rocks, trees, and flowers don’t question why they exist despite being so beautiful. They’re just there. Not forever, but imagine if we never got to see them.
@davids.98063 ай бұрын
@@iBeMar_ beautiful comment. Very good point.
@sebaa045 ай бұрын
suena como el final de la esperanza de alguien, cuando sucumbe ante su destino y acepta lo que le depara
@Arvak7776 ай бұрын
When your homie gives you a blanket at the sleepover. People really do care about you. Im sorry you feel alone.
@Lightning-II6 ай бұрын
7 months
@LOOYONSONMoe7 ай бұрын
f e e l
@ору-с-тебя7 ай бұрын
real shit 💯💯💯😹😹😹
@literallyabasedmoldovan5 ай бұрын
I'm so sick of waiting for it to get better😂😂😂💯💯
@ору-с-тебя5 ай бұрын
@@literallyabasedmoldovan fr
@mmf33ooit8713 күн бұрын
😄🔫
@Handle_availible7 ай бұрын
I.......cant..feel anymore
@fen1058 ай бұрын
It Will all be alright. Life is hard but God is always with u. At the end of your life you Will remember the fun times, the times with your loved once, and maybe these bad times that you have overcomed. God always has a plan for you and as long you still wake up every morning, he's plan is not finished yet. Stay positive even if it is so so hard. There are always people that have it worse. Never forget the things u have and Thank the Lord Jesus Christ for everything. Make the best from everything and never give up. That bed you are laying in right now, or that food you had today? Kids in wars would be more then gratefull.. so always Thank Jesus for the "normall things" in life. It is a weird world we are living in but make the most of it while it is light. Go spend time with your loved once, friends, family ect. One day they be gone and one day you will be gone. Nothing is forever exept the Love from God. Forgive everyone around you, even tho they hurt you. Always forgive Because Jesus forgave you for all your sins. Love everyone around you. Dont judge, dont hate. It wont make anyones life better. Amen, I love you. Always put all your faith in the Lord Jesus Christ and it will all be okay!! You’re so strong! Hope you have peace. ❤️✝️
@Katlo_mapodise7 ай бұрын
Thank you❤️
@jakovbesic64452 ай бұрын
How long did it even take you to write that
@Trenbolona-t9k25 күн бұрын
I almost cried reading it❤
@gdoscar_18 ай бұрын
Man… October 2022, when I first got into depression. ‘Hit me harder then punch, my grandma died on January 25th of this year, didn’t make me feel any better, I was this close from… something happening. I know my homies will miss me so I stop myself, but at what cost? I’m just another person in this big universe, that will die with years to come ahead of me. I hope no one else has to go thru what I go thru. I miss my past, when I was happy. I guess time changes, not always for the good 😔
@ioanvaetisi8815 ай бұрын
Put your trust in Jesus Christ. Go outside, go and practice a sport (go to the gym, practice martial arts, etc.). Talk to the people you love and try to improve yourself everyday. Learn a new skill everyday. Get off socialmedia, get off the phone. Put your trust in Jesus Christ and never give up. God loves you!
@uepa49868 ай бұрын
I love you!
@Mmc-cd3um8 ай бұрын
this is so perfect man.
@deshunwhite477610 ай бұрын
Finally
@dawidkaek443610 ай бұрын
i should get over her but the memories she gave me made it impossible...
@sebastianalvarez-hm9kv8 ай бұрын
You don't miss her, extra the person you were when you were with her, you felt safe, no one will value us if we don't value ourselves first, build that confidence in yourself work on it, until when you look at that woman, in Your eyes reflect the great man you are
@JayMoon-g3e11 ай бұрын
i feel so dead.
@therealogg9 ай бұрын
Fr
@hesamaboshameh5846 Жыл бұрын
i dont have any problems with life rn but this is a BOP 🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥🔥
@kky1e555 Жыл бұрын
lucky
@Jimmy_1v819 күн бұрын
Fr
@Xyfo Жыл бұрын
Maybe if I wasn't fat or ugly I'd actually be wanted frfr
@hannankhan5589 Жыл бұрын
I completely understand how you feel my brother. I had the same issues and I posted abt it on KZbin 2 years ago. I’m still the same and suffering. There’s only one way out. Completely changing your entire outlook on life starting now. Stop the junk food. Get ur workouts going. Start reading. Don’t use your phone much. Don’t compare yourself to others, set goals and ambitions and achieve those. Focus on one thing, invest yourself into it mentally and then move forward. You can not change how you look but you can change how you feel abt yourself. Just work, work and work. Don’t give up. Please. I beg you. Don’t waste your life the way I did. I lost everything. More than I could’ve ever imagined. Don’t be me. I would never wish the wounds I have be inflicted on someone else. There’s no virtue in pain, only in patience. Please. Change your life now. get rid of this phone. It’s destroying our lives. We need to take our lives back. Or else we will never live it in the first place.
@mrcrafter37 Жыл бұрын
Man.
@Kenehi_Millar6 ай бұрын
The problem that I think a lot of people have when it comes to addiction is they don't know their priorities. If you have nothing to good to live for then why would you stop your addiction? But there is so much to live for that is distracted by social media. Start just doing a bunch of good things that you think are good things. Gain some pride and while you're doing that cut back on junk food, cause deep down nobody wants to be unhealthy. frfr
@ghostfoxxyt26115 ай бұрын
I can relate bro I'm ugly asf
@ThatUtahRailfan2 ай бұрын
fr dude same
@Xyfo Жыл бұрын
if only I knew how to interact with people
@danabrahams7892 Жыл бұрын
find yourself first, then when you are friends, start to bother elsewhere
@Kenehi_Millar6 ай бұрын
Coming from someone who couldn't interact to someone who can interact now. Just be genuine to yourself and keep with that. Hang around people and eventually you will get to know each other or open up. Not everyone needs to be extraverted. Plus you find good friends if you just be yourself and stay strong!
@TheStickCollector9 күн бұрын
People don't give me the chance to interact with them (especially beyond the first meeting if we ever meet again, that is my main issue. I cannot recall a classmate my age every initiating contact with me outside of class especially twice or more times) I just want friends man, this solo thing sucks.
@BoerFatima Жыл бұрын
Life can sometimes feel overwhelmingly bleak, casting a shadow on even the brightest moments. Yet within the depths of despair, there exists a glimmer of hope, a resilient spirit that continues to seek light amidst the darkness. - Unknown
@johnxina4427 Жыл бұрын
sometimes? Everyday it keeps getting worse, matter of time until I blow my brains out💀🗣️🗣️💯🔥🔥🔊🔊🔥🔥🔥
@uepa49868 ай бұрын
@@johnxina4427if you feel its overwhelming,talk to someone about it,being God,nature,a atrusted person or a diary,dont be scared to share your feelings with ppl,i hope everthing turns great for you
@iluvzai Жыл бұрын
the description is so true, amazing video btw it helps me sleep
@zRewop Жыл бұрын
🚬🚬
@4tl4s_kys Жыл бұрын
falaa Elly
@prestonpowers10 Жыл бұрын
real. (the voices are getting louder, who is it?)
@josecedeno2301 Жыл бұрын
Man I never felt this way before
@zeikzie Жыл бұрын
Real
@Fathergoki Жыл бұрын
I felt allat since day 1 😂😂
@gdoscar_18 ай бұрын
I’m sorry about the way you’re feeling, I’m sure you aren’t as bad as you see yourself. It’s been half a year and I hope you’re doing better now❤
@mateoavila270318 күн бұрын
i hope ur okay man
@scottsample878 Жыл бұрын
i feel it
@itsjustyeee Жыл бұрын
Real
@WormEater2 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this
@MyBeautifulDarkTwistedFantasy Жыл бұрын
Hi
@zeikzie Жыл бұрын
This one is better than the other one I saw, this one has no distortion.
@V5scrap Жыл бұрын
video today or tomorrow but will be the same type of content, I've been far busier than expected.
@Admirał_Thrawn5789 Жыл бұрын
Ehhh how long yet? I need a rest....
@V5scrap Жыл бұрын
Russians can't watch this for some reason lmao
@xsweetpea15 Жыл бұрын
I love all your videos!
@V5scrap Жыл бұрын
Thanks, I appreciate the support this channel has been getting.
@V5scrap Жыл бұрын
btw there will be planned content daily cause I'm trying to stay consistent