I have Bipolar Depression type 1. I'm a lot older than you but I struggle with the depressive side of my illness much more than the manic side that has been eradicated with medication. Survival mode. I love my kids too; life is a battle for me but I'm soldiering through. Take care of yourself! Whatever it takes, make yourself a priority.

I’m commenting on this video since comments are turned off for your most recent video. I am so happy you put the vlog up! The kids are beautiful and have grown so much!! I’m so sorry that you’ve been experiencing anxiety still and have been going through a challenging time with the knee surgeries and Tex’s surgery. Don’t be anxious about posting vlogs for us, we are all here to support you and enjoy what you do share with us all. I’ve followed you since before you had Addison. I’ve sense had my first son and he’s going to be 2 in September. I enjoy watching your channel very much and am always happy to see when you post a vlog. Thank you for sharing. Will be keeping your family in my prayers. I too suffer from anxiety, bad, and I feel your pain. Hang in there. We got this. You’re a beautiful Momma and you have our support. We (KZbin) will be here for you when you are ready 💕

Your to young to be having "mental illness" smoke canibes or do cbd and u will be 👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻👌🏻🥳💯💯 pill popping will make u worst

First off, I just want to say that you shouldn’t feel like you owe ANYONE an explanation or an apology of why you haven’t been vlogging and no one should expect it either. Honestly, this is KZbin and the fact that you share your life with us anyways is so nice of you! You’re in no way obligated to tell us anything! Anyways, I only have one child, my 9 month old son, and I know how hard the emotions can hit when your pregnant and post! Don’t feel guilty at all for not vlogging and just trying to take care of yourself!! I hope you’re feeling better!

Missed you so much. All is understood

Why is the channel no longer called The Allen Family?? Stay strong 💕

Welcome back!!

I’m proud of you I myself am currently dealing with my own mental health issues I just recommend self care is crucial in bettering oneself. Therapy and the right medication is so worth it once you find the one for you.

I have severe anxiety and depression and I sell itworks and take our confianza and I love it!! I have found nothing else that works until this and it's all natural

Well done.. 💖💞

You will always have me as a subscriber. I hope that you get better and not need the meds stay strong. Happy your back i was thinking of you guys yesterday

You are an inspiration Crystal! Been here since before addys birth and not going anywhere!! I look forward to your content but whenever you feel it is best!

I’m sorry you’ve had to deal with ppd! I’ve always struggled with anxiety and depression my whole life, when I had my daughter I felt like I couldn’t breath! I felt like every choice was the hardest choice of my life. I would always question if I made the right choice by having kids. Speak out girl your not alone.

It’s so brave if you to share and I’m excited to see more videos again. If you feel you need breaks, just take them. Don’t worry about other people getting mad. Your health is most important. ❤️

Thanks for sharing your honest feelings. Just know you aren't alone. Post pardom depression is real, anxiety and general anxiety is real! Nothing to be ashamed of. Glad you are back and will be making more videos!

I love you and your sweet family

You don’t owe anyone anything. You and your family come first and any of us that love your videos will stay with you through out that! We understand you needed time and that is absolutely ok! You do what you need to! ❤️

Crystal! Thank you for being strong enough to talk to us about the why. Sometimes it’s hard to put into words about anxiety.. I’ve struggled with it before: so happy to see how your beautiful family has grown & excited to have you back on KZbin!

So many people struggle with mental health. So many women struggle with post party depression. You are not alone. You are strong, you have so much worth, you are an amazing mama, you are courageous, you are a warrior. It takes a lot of guts to speak out and a lot of guts to commit to putting your life out there. You are/will help so many other mamas going through the same thing. So happy to have you back. Don’t feel bad... I have gone through the same thing with posting.... our expectations are great but reality is that you are a mama first and you need to take care of yourself before youtube. So happy to have you back! #teamvlogsquad

You are so brave!

Im so sorry you had to deal with all of this. I know postpartum depression can be horrible. Im gad youre doing better.

Crystal, I am so glad you opened up to your youtube family. We all love you and we knew your health and taking care of your family was more important. Your real fans are still here and we will continue to be here and watch whenever you’re ready. You really didn’t have to give a explanation although Im glad you did because it helps other mamas know that PPD is real, it’s not easy but you can get through it. I had PPD when I had my second son. He was conceived while I was on birth control so I felt scared my whole pregnancy, I didn’t know what to do with two kids at 20 years old. Everything worked itself out, I opted from medication and went the natural herb route (marijuana) and after a few weeks my depression went away, I was able to focus more on my family and recovered completely. I no longer use marijuana but I am so happy to say we welcomed baby #3 & #4 and I was no longer suffering from PPD after birth. I can’t wait to see your future vlogs. I miss Addy, Koen, Tex, you & Brandon. ❤️ welcome back!!!

I was recently diagnosed with anxiety and depression along with ADHD. I’m a mom of two as well. Being a momma with mental health issues is one of the hardest things, so I can really relate to this! I’m so glad you’re in a better place now, though! ❤️ I’ve loved your family from the beginning, (I’ve been here since you found out you were pregnant with Ady💕) and I’ll always wait patiently for your videos no matter how long in between uploads. 😂

I’m so happy you’re speaking out on your PPD! The more we talk about it, the more we help other women to recognize what PPD is sooner, rather than later! I suffer from PPD and anxiety, and you’re right, the medication is one of the hardest things. Especially while being a breastfeeding mother. I had so much guilt over needing to be medicated to function, and it going to my baby, even in trace amount. ☹️ I’ve watched you since you were pregnant with Ady! I’m so excited to see your new content and see how things are going! You inspired me to make my own channel! A few months back, I took the plunge! Much love to you, Crystal! ❤️

Your health is what’s most important and taking care of your babies. I have watched you since you were pregnant with addy I was pregnant at the same time so I felt I could relate to you. I have stayed subscribed all this time because I really enjoyed watching your family. You all are so sweet. I’m glad your back. But dont for a second think you owe us anything! You did what you had to do for you and your family. Thank you for sharing this though. It’s not something that gets talked about much. Your stronger than you know. Excited to get to see your family again 😃

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Been waiting for you. No way was I unsubscribing lol my mental health also after my second is bad but like you finally at a place where I feel 'normal'. So happy to see you back. Missing the kids and Tex xx

I'm sorry for what your going through but I'm glad your back

Crystal, you are so strong to have done this video! You don’t owe any of us anything. Your health and well-being are more important. I’m so glad you’re back and I’m not going anywhere! I’ve been a subscriber since before Ady! Love you lady! You’re doing great!

Hi Crystal! Welcome back. Thank you so much for sharing your story with us and opening up about your mental health! I truly appreciate it and know it took a lot of courage. I was nervous to make videos for my channel about my journey with mental health and premenstrual dysphoric disorder (PMDD). But once I got chatting with others who have similar experiences to me, it made me glad I chose to share my story. I'm glad you have taken time to take care of your mental health and your family! I wish you all the best and look forward to seeing your new videos ❤️

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I feel bad that you feel obligated to we KZbin fans. you are beating yourself up. you had your babies close together following struggles to start your family. your pregnancy / labor and delivery with Cohen was tough on you. you are a great mama. and your babies adore you! regarding anxiety and panic. bless your heart. I can relate somewhat. I resist asking for meds etc. idk what triggers...just that I had constant feelings of pending doom. I pray your anxiety and depression subsides and that you can get normalcy back. I know you have a very loving and supportive spouse. you are blessed, Crystal. :)

Miss ya'll hang in there you do what's best for you and your family and your health. Love to all

Im dealing with depression and anxiety ;-;

Thank you for sharing Crystal, I struggle a lot worth anxiety and it can be so easy to feel alone so thank you ❤️ Im so glad you guys are back!! I miss your videos!

So glad you’re back and doing better ♥️

Your not alone. I have generalized anxiety, severe depression and PTSD. It's not fun. You are strong, you are a warrior. You are brave for sharing this.

Thank you for being strong enough to tell us about this. Please don’t feel that you owe us anything. I’m glad to hear you will be back, I’ve missed your videos.

I’m so happy your back but most of all that your okay!

Postpartum depression is no joke, and anxiety in general is no way to live, but combining the two is an actual nightmare....and I have been there. You're not alone. Your honesty and vulnerability is inspiring to others, so stay strong, stay vigilant about your mental health care and things will get better. Use your platform on KZbin to share your story, because it's not only helpful to us, but healing for you! Best wishes to you and your beautiful family.

❤️❤️❤️ Mental Health is so important. I am going through it myself right now. A lot of change is happening in my life and the stress has triggered my anxiety and depression big time. Praying for your health and peace of mind. Look forward to your videos sweet girl ❤️❤️❤️

You brave girl ❤ So happy to see you back! I had my 4th baby the same time you had Adi, and she ended up in nicu which for me triggered my ptsd and I was later diagnosed with post natal anxiety, It hit hard and I spent the first few months of babys life absolutely positive that we were going to lose her 😢 I spent time in head planning her funeral when she was a completely healthy baby but pna wouldnt let me see it!! Watching your videos through that time was calming for me and i truly want you to know you and your family got me through some lonely late nights watching your videos bck then, I hope you stick around ;) but you dont owe us anything we are just here to enjoy your vids, much love to you all

Missed you guys!! But your health and those babies come first, thank you for speaking up! So many suffer and it's helpful to know we aren't alone!

You don’t owe anyone anything girlfriend. Take care of yourself

So happy for you !!!!! Miss seeing you, Brandon kiddos and Tex 😊 Stay strong 💪🏻

Girrrllll. I completely understand. I am currently trying to get my mental health lined out. I am excited to see you again!!

Sorry you’ve gone through such a tough time, well done for speaking out & welcome back ❤️

Welcome back. 🥰

Girl I’m the same way with anxiety and depression and we are all here for you ❤️

I admire you for being strong enough to speak out about your experience with PPD. I feel like not enough women speak about it because they're afraid of being judged but you are so strong and I am excited to see more from you:)