hi i am a 51 year old male i have been an addict since i was 13 years i started with glue, butane gas canister move on to canabis acid heroin mushrooms i did them all except ecstasy i chiken out on that one 20 years ago i moved from whare i lived to get away from heroin and swaped heroin for alcohol i drank alcohol for like 15 years got told i was close to having cirrhosis so i swap to canibis for the last 7-8 months i see flashing in corner of my eye i see thing moving that are not moving i have told my doctor he sent me to specsavers for a test yes i need glasses but other than that my eyes are ok i took the peice of paper that specsavers gave and passed it to the recption at the doctors i am waiting for an phone call or an appointment through the mail from the doctors its only been 3 weeks but am not holding breath for appointment becasue i live in the UK i was born here so thats puts me to the back of the line i just know that i will have to live with what i have and suck it up but at lease i now know what my ccondition might be now thank you

Im in Spain- not an US citizen. can you help? I have both addictions and cptsd

Quick question why does this drug makes you kinda gay and does not allow your dick to get hard?

Anywhere in south Africa, port Elizabeth

Worst = Atropine eye drops.. two weeks to go away after stopping

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All the small spoons in our house go missing one by one.... nothing else, but just spoons.

My baby momma is a evil sick drug addict. That has been abusing my son but the state treat her like a hero.

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Hi from France, I'm 29 years old, and I live with an HPPD. Sorry for my possibly bad english. The 28th july of this year, I tried LSD for the first time, and gone through the most horrible, terrifying, violent bad trip you can imagine. I was with my cousins (all under LSD too) in nature, we were fishing, smoking weed and listen to good music. I've taken two doses. Because that was my first time, I was totally unaware of the effects. Within an hour, colors began to shine, and the plants and trees start moving, like breathing. It was magical and I was fine and enjoying. Then, I looked my cousins faces, and the horror started. There skin were grey and translucid, their faces starts to deform, the sky was glitching, I've seen horrible geometric fluo patterns and heared lot of horrible dissonant sounds coming from the deepest part of my brain, it was like a demonic possession. Paranoia began to grow and I was screaming out of my vocal chords thinking my cousins were planning to kill me. I tried to pray God thinking He was the only one able to save me from this nightmare, but the cross I drawed while blessing me on my chest turned into a skeleton full of blood, I was praying the Pater Noster in my head but the voice inside me was not mine and was terrifying. It lasted for 4 fckg hours. My legs was shaking, convulsing, I wanted to call an ambulance with my phone but when I've seen the screen, it was like a vortex aspiring my soul so I screamed and throw my phone on the ground. Believe me, I'm a dangerous wildlife photographer, travelled in some dangerous countries, handled extremely dangerous and venomous animals, get lost at night in the amazonian forest, survived a 120km/h car crash, but this bad trip is the most traumatizing and violent thing happened to me. I'm a very stressed and anxious person in general, always thinking at hundreds of things, vulnerable to intrusive thoughts... Obviously it was a stupid mistake. Today, it's been 2 month from the bad trip, and I have hppd. I have permanent visual snow, a lot of eye floatters, I have ptsd symptom when I see light flashes or hear dissonant sounds in the factory where I work, reminding me the horrors I've seen and heared this night, and when I'm stressed, I see the colors changing and fading to some pink filter... I'm living a nightmare, I know that there is chances that my vision is altered forever. God I've understood the lesson, please, I just want this to finish and recover my normal vision and my life. Thanks for reading

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that is

It actually does last long

World is screwed

Lord break these chains

The first time I took extasy apparently I was so fucking high that my eyes were rolling backwards constantly and my pupils were enormous I was tripping BALLS

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I am surprised there is not enough substantial research to support preventative health care and not actualized sick care, or so they say!!!

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This should be discussed more

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This is a terrible list with useless suggestions in many cases

Why are we commenting names?

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IDK if I was lucky, but it’s been over 9 months and I don’t crave a drop of alcohol, the key difference was that I didn’t suffer withdrawal after go’ogling and reading Steffon Barkload’s Quit Drinking Forever, not even within the first 30 days after I quit and told no one, did not need AA meetings or meds either.

Why would people take something that’s so damaging

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Today is my last drug injection and i pray to god pls help me to stop taking me drugs my condition is litrelly worst today i take injection in my foot and its paining soo badly i ever experienced in my intired life pls pray for me your 1pray can help me to foot back from drug edicition 😄👋

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i am staying sober from tommorow fro mow no and fking dinal delay god please help meh

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Mdma is an Amphetamine

"Avoid people and places that trigger cravings." So, avoid work, home, family and friends?

I don't mean to be rude but water isnt food

People don't know this and Idk if im documented in any medical stuff. But I was the first person in the US to OD on Phenabute. I was having seizures for week maybe months before I finally just OD'd myself into resetting my brain. I woke up a day or two later not understand what happen. I couldn't say anything to them cause I couldn't rem how to speak when I woke up. Then my voice was really bad. Like it sound like I had brain damage or something. But it got better over the weeks and month I was there. Shout out to my wonderful family for saving my life. That was my wake up call to get clean from everything.

I took my last drink of alcohol today

I lowered my dose to 300 mg lyrica from 1200 mg on average, ill try going 150 mg soon pray for me