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bruu, while everyone be talking abt their lovers, im gonna talk abt my crush. So basically we always laugh and shit during lessons and its just so nice even if we laugh about how cringe skibidi toilet is and random racist shit.. its jus so fun when we laugh i forget everything.. and i tried asking for his snap since he wanted to show me his dog so i said ''yk i can just get ur snap'' and he said ''im not giving u my snap'' while like smiling and shit so i dont know if he likes me like im so confused and im muslim and hes athiest and idk what to do tbh, i tried praying to Allah, but i dunno what to do, and im not shooting my shot its too risky but yeah.

i have dreamt about him 13 times... thats how much i think about him. but i got rejected, twice 😭 im such a loser fr aaaaaaaaaaa

i liked a boy, asked him his IG and on a date, we went on it, had fun and everything but we stopped talking and I can't get over him, how do I do it. I just think about how compatible we are in almost every way? help 🥺

I hope I see him soon apart from my dreams , to hold him irl, to hear him say how much he loves me. I Hope he is MY ONE <3

-- tracklist 0:00 bad 4:24 seasons 8:34 love 13:44 sunny days 17:48 peach eyes 20:55 daisy 24:36 ride

seeing as how everyone is writing a love story lol I never genuinely have a feeling for someone but I just read a heartfelt love letter from my past self encouraging and supporting every decision future and current me is going to make even telling me to put myself as a priority and everything is going to be okay as weird as that sound I am grateful for writing that for myself because I am trying to live up to my past self expectations, honorable mentions I absolutely love my friends and my family I have been on a healing journey since 2020 after losing my best friend and little sister cuz of the big C and didn't know how to cope with it properly because I was a week into quarantine abroad in another country all alone so I was just sucking up everything and trying to move along w my days, but after 5 years I can finally remembered that day without crying, I love u lil sis you were the best of the best friend I have, we are two girls we used to dress the same we'd go everywhere together too, I'd talk with you till late at night and you'd listen without complain, we rarely fight, my best and most happy day was when I was with you, even though now I don't really have anyone sleeping with me anymore, or wear the same clothes w me, or talk w me till late at night I love u I Miss u awfully a lot when I have bad days but... its alright I'm okay I know you'll always be with me even if you arent I'll just make sure you're always with me your little small part, I am saddened that I haven't visit your grave thus far in the first few year at first I thought I was going to die of tears if I go so I never asked lol but I think I'd like to go at least once I kinda miss your voice and ... your way of showing me love by hitting me lmao now I can't even fight back whenever someone hit me jokingly cuz it remind me of you, I remember before u died the day I was going into the plane to leave a few days before u left u asked for my hand and hit me in the arms before saying bye I didn't know that'd be the last hit you'd gave me if you were still here it'd be forgettable but how can I forget it I haven't move on ngl but... how can one simply move on I have just gotten stronger at dealing with it but BUT IDK HOW TO END THIS I HAVE LEARNED and I have tried to love myself more and more after the first few years of pain issoke I'm ok now I'm better I'm doing better now and so are you

Choi Soobin i hope you’re having a great day, night or afternoon. You make me smile boy

Umm, Yea, I have to talk too, well the first day of classes when i saw him, it was laike love at fisrt sight, i love taking pictures of him (with his permission obv) and then weve been close, we play, we talk, averything, recently he broke up whit his gf, (i didnt know he had) but since that he just started telling me things like, if we are on a call he dont wants to end to keep talkin WITH ME more time, ande now he talks more to me, girls, y friend did sort type of manifestation but i still dont believe this is real

nah

I dont like anybody, I don’t even like myself guys. It’s brutal out here, I love wave to earth songs though.

these comments are giving me a good cry when im supposed to be studying.

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I love how like the comments are based on love stories 🥲💞💞

EVERY night, EVERY day, EVERY second I remember him. I love this boy as much I love beach, KPOP and food. He is my ex, but I'm so in love with him.

una bronca los anuncios de mrd,no me dejan escuchar mi musica fav 😭😭

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I’ve liked this boy a grade above me for two years now, i took his bus the first time I saw him and I knew it was love. He had no idea who I was. He still doesn’t know who I am. But I see him way more often accidentally bumping into him or smiling at him when we go in between classes. And options too. Before I thought it was just a simple crush but at this point I know it’s love. And I know love when I see it. He is so perfect. He’s funny so good looking a wonderful personality. He is so perfect my gosh. My friend is putting in a good word for me. Sadly I can’t muster up the courage to talk to him or get his number because I’m trying to lose weight before I’m in a relationship. But it’s getting hard to contain my love and I always get the urge to compliment him or talk to him like we’ve known each other for ever. Wish me luck. I love him. ❤

idk why but i cried a little when i remembered our times together..

We'll actually i liked a boy for frickin 3 years...but i stopped because he had a lover now...it hurts....

since everyone is sharing their love lives, I LOVE HIM SM DJABISHAJABSJABAJJSBSJABWIWJIAIWJW. He loves me back, but we're not dating yet!!

had to let them go for my friendship

OMD THANK U SM FOR THISSS ❤️❤️❤️

since everyone in the comments are doing this so DAMN IVE KNOWN HIM FOR let me count real quick 7 FUCKING YEARS??!?!? I KNEW HIM SINCE MIDDLE SCHOOL AND I WAS SO YOUNG, I LIKE HIM I LIKE HIM SO MUCH WE HAD SO MUCH IN COMMON BUT WHAT IF IM REALLY JS THAT BEST FRIEND??!?!??! GOD WHY DOES HE ALWAYS TEXT ME SHARE HIS DAILY GOINGS WITH ME???? BRO I SWEAR I NEED to stop using caps because what the flip... i like him, i really really like him to the point I hesitate if I really like him, he's smart he's athletic he's funny he's got the same humour as me, he knows what I'm thinking whenever he said something like dude omg i dont want to spoil all of this i dont want everything to be ruined, im scare i really like him sm everyone told me to confess but we're still too young, i dont want to ruin all of this. I want to make myself the best so he could like me and god damn i sounded like a kid whos in love temporary, BUT IM NOT, I LIKED HIM FOR FIVE YEARS, FIVE, YEARSOAJOWOHAIHFAWHI WHY AM I LIKE THIS???

I've never had feeling for someone...

COMECEI A VER A TERCEIRA TEMPORADA ONTEM E A SAWAKO É MUITO FOFA

there is this one guy, he is my bestfriend's brother(um..) I just catch feelings for him in September this year. I think he is perfectly same as my type, I mean he is taller than me, older, tan skin, good at sport, loves kid, loves cat and familyman. I already told my bestfriend about my feeling, but I don't want to tell him directly yet. Cuz, we never talk. We only had eye contact like twice or thrice at my bestfriend's house. AND YUP HE'S INTROVERT AND UNFRIENDLY WITH GIRL, so it must be so awkward if I start a conversation with him. But, I still mention his name in my prayer. I hope he will notice me. OK BYEBYE

aw I miss the concert 🥲 it was so fun hearing them live

I LOVE CARDCAPTOR SAKURA

why is "#poopyplaytime" and "#caca" in the tags😭

wwwwwwww

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well.. now he got a gf! honestly felt like I got played in the end.. WAHAHA

9:58 AHH I LEFT MY BODY

i love the fact the thumbnail is a cute lil kitty bread while some of mitskis gut wrenching songs are playing

soo cute list!

THIZ IZ ZO AWESOME SAUCEEE‼️‼️‼️

so there's this one guy I've known (but not really known, like I know who he is and we've talked a few times but I don't know him personally enough to call him a friend) for 3 years and idk why but I've always had this little crush on him (he had nice hair okay😭) and we were actually making progress for a bit. like we were talking more, I hung out with him and my friends during hr and stuffs, and idk if I was js delulu but he was always next to me during class and ig I thought it was a sign💀💀 anyway, he's now dating my friend🥲 and he's lowkey loyal and has a thing for long relationships so I don't think they're breaking up any time soon😭😭 I mean ik it's super bad to be crushing on my friends bf and I don't want things to be awkward between us cus she sits next to me in math but also like I can't say no if he were to ever ask me out😭😭😭

It's pearl not i don't want you 😭

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Okayyyy so I have an online friend that I met on ometv, gosh he is so easy to talk to. He's a yapper and a year older. Im starting to like him like genuinely, idk if I should keep this feeling or tell him cuz I don't want him to change... Man love makes me go crazy

Since idk abt my feelings for the other boy I'll just tell u guys this. Ok so like on my uncles wedding, around a month ago or so, i attended the wedding with my parents (duh) ANYWAYS. I didn't know much ppl there but i did found my friend and my teachers (my uncle is a teacher in my school, keep that in mind) so i just stuck around with them on the wedding, then after that i was passing by the food area (idk what its called in English) and I found this rlly cute boy i think hes in 7th grade or smth, he wore glasses and suite, AND OH HE WAS SPARKLING but i dont know him at all, so i just looked at him passing by carrying food and his phone, little detail he had an dark blue phone case with cartoons drawing (i think its naruto or smth) and cute shoes too 😭😭 i wanted to say hi but it would be weird, so i didn't say anything cuz my introvert ass wouldn't be able to say anything. The next week when my uncle was teaching my class my friend told me to ask who he was, cuz who knows right? But i said no, LIKE IDEK IF HE KNOWS IT OR NOT i kept telling myself to actually ask who the boy was for like 4 times but i never did and i never saw him again after that 😔 Idk maybe i will next year, who knows 🤭🤭

This is a great playlist and I love the sawako one as well! Could you make a longer one for long study or work sessions in this kinda vibe? Like beabobdee Laufey and sawako music

love is honestly such a heart-wrenching but beautiful feeling, those days when you feel loved by someone really passes by like a brief moment,, then suddenly they start acting cold and your whole reason for entirely existing just perish. I've always noticed them, we kinda got into a talking stage, I felt loved. Then he wasn't ready,, I asked if I could wait for him still, he said it was not guaranteed. I of course, respected his decision. We showered each other with affection,, although I'm avoidant, he was more avoidant. I'm sure this may seem like I am monitoring him, but whenever I send him a message, he won't respond, even though he's online. Like I was the reason why he was avoiding a specific messaging app. Whatever, I'll get over it soon. I just saw him flirting with someone else anyway. I'll move on quickly, we weren't even together. Why am I making such a big deal out of this? Maybe,, online love was not made for me. Yes, its stupid. I fell in love with someone from the internet.

Not me listening to this with my sawako phone keychain and while crocheting

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As a Turk, I love playlists, the vibe of the channel is bilr Excellent 😭🎀💌🫶🏼

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A woman you can only imagine being with, I was with her, and I was madly inlove. She was so kind, caring, patient, and understanding, and just absolutely perfect. Her eyes, her smile, her nose, her smile lines, her laugh. Everything about her seemed so beautiful. She was the love of my life, a person that I knew I'd love until the end of time, someone who I would constantly think about, day and night, every hour, every minute and second of my day. I thought I would marry her, give her the most extraordinary life that she well-deserved but things never really go my way. We stayed as friends because I couldn't bring myself to let her go completely, I know it's selfish, I know it'll constantly pain me to see her on my contacts list because she's moved on, and I haven't. I still remember the times where she would say she loves me, the times where I would make her laugh and giggle, and smile as she blushed. I know I hurt her, I have no right to feel these emotions after breaking things off but I just wish that in another universe where she's there and I'm with her.. that we'd grow old together. Once again laughing and smiling as I make stupid jokes, just like old times.