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MY VOICES (Schizophrenia) PART 2
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@citizenjane2087
@citizenjane2087 2 сағат бұрын
I started having dreams, nightmares and panic attacks insomnia since stopping dabbing thc, i have some kind of psychosis but so far no hallucinarions. obbsesive thoughts :(
@citizenjane2087
@citizenjane2087 15 сағат бұрын
goin thru same, set off from thc withdrawal :(
@bornmuser215
@bornmuser215 Күн бұрын
just curious why you would have to "try" to not smoke weed when you know what it does to you? I've never been diagnosed with anything, but literally everything you've described that happens to you when you smoke weed also happens to me. you couldn't pay me to touch the stuff.
@MyhumpsmylovelymanlumpsMyhumps
@MyhumpsmylovelymanlumpsMyhumps 3 күн бұрын
bruh its fkin weed, not DMT OR METH. I have schizoaffective disorder, weed is babby drugs. Weed never makes me hallucinate.
@yourangelinfleshorsackclot1523
@yourangelinfleshorsackclot1523 3 күн бұрын
you were contacting angels that chose to fall ... introduce yourself to (master) Jehovah (his name of this babble realm) in private prayer ... ASK HIM yourself ...
@allenvayner4987
@allenvayner4987 3 күн бұрын
Hey Godbless you brotha
@JakeStateFarm-zl1yr
@JakeStateFarm-zl1yr 3 күн бұрын
I believe it’s gang stalkers / targeted individuals the technology is completely real to do this to someone: “MK Ultra”, “V2K”, “stingray/femtocell”, “van eck phreaking” also if you listen to static noise it will piss the voices off. This proves to me that it’s people doing this to you. How can the voices tell you stuff before it happens??? Seconds or minutes before it happens?
@Davio-bp1
@Davio-bp1 4 күн бұрын
I think I was told it's related to anxiety originating deep within the brain, and it's basically something the frontal executive part has less control of. My antipsychotic has some anxiety calming component, which seemed to stop that for me.
@meghanmccullough4855
@meghanmccullough4855 5 күн бұрын
Psychosis is so scary.
@stankymans
@stankymans 5 күн бұрын
i feel for you bro this condition seems really hard to deal with i cant imagine having senses that lie to you
@xx-iz3jb
@xx-iz3jb 5 күн бұрын
my brother has schizo. your story is almost exactly like his. he was on high doses of klonapin and other drugs. at some point he started hearing voices and has been hearing them and talking to them for years. i think avoiding drugs is the best option. coping skills and therapies or practices that don't cause harm may be the best option. it's well know that some psychiatric drugs if not all of them cause damage. some cause severe damage like anti-psychotics and should be illegal. i've recommended that he not take any drugs he doesn't feel that he needs.
@trevorwheeler77
@trevorwheeler77 7 күн бұрын
How old are you/how old were you when you were diagnosed with Schizophrenia? I have always hallucinated from weed and I wonder if it could be an early sign or something. Growing up my friends wouldn't believe me when I told them I felt like I was on acid. Lol.
@gabriel_explorer
@gabriel_explorer 7 күн бұрын
Hey Gabriel, I think you have the coolest name! That’s why my parents chose the same name for me… :) I have very few friends. I pushed away some important ones and unfortunately without any desire to re-kindle the friendship. I had a psychotic episode that scared a bunch of people. There’s quite a bit of schizophrenia on my maternal side; almost every generation had one and mostly boys. Clearly, you’re a bright guy. Thank you for sharing these videos; I find them to be informative, educational, and inspiring. Please add me to the circle of friends through your channel. Take care!
@mev0759
@mev0759 8 күн бұрын
Thank you for your truth . It is very brave to share. Bless you, Gabriel.
@AdamStl-ie3qq
@AdamStl-ie3qq 8 күн бұрын
Thanks man. Helps getting rid of some of the stigma.
@user-pp1cf9of9s
@user-pp1cf9of9s 8 күн бұрын
Nothing wrong with you! The earth is not good. The govt is not good. People are not good. Spiritually sensitive have a hard time here all their lives. The only way yo get through is the Lord God of the Bible whom everyone says DOESNOT EXIST!! Yes , our enemies all tell us that there is no God, no Jesus and that the Bibke is fake. THEY block our escape, our joy by taking God away from us, leaving only their worthless selves
@beataannanowak659
@beataannanowak659 8 күн бұрын
Where you severely and continuously Abused throughout your life?
@zzbunniculuh
@zzbunniculuh 8 күн бұрын
I love ur channel i relate so much, i thought ppl were after me i thought they had access to my phone i kept switching phones thinking they would get my new number from my friend and families phones
@zzbunniculuh
@zzbunniculuh 8 күн бұрын
Broooooo "uncomfortable" is exstcly how i describe the feeling when im high to my friend
@zzbunniculuh
@zzbunniculuh 8 күн бұрын
We couldnt go out to smoke
@zzbunniculuh
@zzbunniculuh 8 күн бұрын
6 months! Damn i was only 3 weeks
@epiclegowarrior7416
@epiclegowarrior7416 9 күн бұрын
Spirits are real.
@xx-iz3jb
@xx-iz3jb 9 күн бұрын
my brother is schizo. he hears a voice and talks to it. he sometimes says he's a prophet. i'm trying to learn about it. what helped you to break out of your delusion or did it end on it's own?
@RCboboJ
@RCboboJ 10 күн бұрын
People can understand your perception and create a perspective of it. This is a way to get ahead of a single individual, by understanding their perception. It's not as effective when trying to get ahead of a crowd, you can understand their shared perspective... However, it won't get you anywhere.
@Zythecryptobillionaire
@Zythecryptobillionaire 10 күн бұрын
You're an angel to someone out there, you know.
10 күн бұрын
I developed Delirium tremens and Alcoholic hallucinosis and the hallucinations and delusions were terrifying. I remember telling myself i had overdone it as it all came on rapidly after 2 days of heavy withdrawal. I spent 2 weeks in the psych hospital with symptoms.
@xxsskyyxx
@xxsskyyxx 10 күн бұрын
That’s just sleep paralysis lol what you was talking about at the beginning
@westrockfootage
@westrockfootage 11 күн бұрын
thanks! rock on!
@fastcarssexy671
@fastcarssexy671 11 күн бұрын
actually, I'm looking at voices, what do you recommend?
@yungdemonslayer888
@yungdemonslayer888 11 күн бұрын
and why would you be not ? you rather be a pathetic human ?
@trol9926
@trol9926 11 күн бұрын
i had weed induced psychosis for a while. i used to see poeple in the corner of my eye, i was hyper paranoid. it wasnt nice atall, my advice is stay sober and do something with your life. time may be tough and its okay to ask for help but as "weak" as you may feel for asking for help its better than going crazy in your room, hope you do well man
@San-Vittore-nerazzurra
@San-Vittore-nerazzurra 12 күн бұрын
These drugs caused me permanent damages
@user-pp1cf9of9s
@user-pp1cf9of9s 13 күн бұрын
How do you know that you aren't an angel? Is it because OTHER people told you that you were nothing special? What does God think of you? Find that out! Stop listening to people who have NO spiritual life !!!!
@yungdemonslayer888
@yungdemonslayer888 11 күн бұрын
exactly bro wtf
@normij1001
@normij1001 13 күн бұрын
Thanks Gabriel and Kenton, keep up your good work. I'm a mom whose son has schizophrenia. His name is Samuel named after my brother and he often thinks the name is connected to something biblical. It's helpful that you share. I appreciate you❤
@edenshorthousesthouse1925
@edenshorthousesthouse1925 13 күн бұрын
My experience with weed when I'm clean there's no THC id be alright whilst I was smoking it and high then the come down would speed things up to get it out, my Schizophrenia was always there it never caused it however when it speeds up it stops sooner which is why i embrace the come down which is better because it doesn't last as long as medication prescribed it's better in my opinion because i learn to snap back to reality quicker my symptoms are voices telling me to commit crime and other stuff i flip the perspective to combat it and usually i find someting new like ways to stop firearms rounds from reaching the direction it goes towards i haven't tested them im not willing to just i do it because it makes me feel better about it and feels like the only thing i can do and smoking weed just helps me get through it quicker and the more i remember the counter it becomes q "yes, no" argument between me and my Schizophrenia i believe it's all just me though it's fake news to say it's an illness because it certainly cannot be cured by a COVID 19 vaccine not is it contagious and a pathogenic entity it's just there it's a product of synaptic transfer activity and is all it is I've had to study my enemy or "my Schizophrenia" to hide it I managed to join the Army I'm British so don't worry about it just it's how long I've hidden it I had to study it to hide it I've got it figured out I've never actually seen a doctor I've looked up information online yeah for sure this is just to explain things in a way a doctor can perceive because if I notice something that isn't taught in these universities or something then I feel responsible for saying it my Schizophrenia actually tells me not to say anything and I just do and it is what it is.
@edenshorthousesthouse1925
@edenshorthousesthouse1925 13 күн бұрын
Im sorry for being selfish... I'm Schizophrenic and I'm experiencing voices telling me to commit crime I literally told a friend who has never heard me say this before, I got a doctor's appointment tomorrow just I don't want my friend being dragged into anything because of these voices anything gets out about me it's entirely my own mind frame I got to leave notes somewhere else I literally just bestowed the information on to him and or her I'm using all identities to cover the person up if anyone asks then it's well I aint saying anything if my folks find out I'm going to be in a vulnerable position because they would make stuff up ive hidden this for so longand so well i actually made it into a job I've said before looking back on the time in i just see more and more evidence suggesting im Schizophrenic I am just now doing something about it i don't want my friends to be associated with it sorry to do this I just need coherency and a Ryhme to what I'm doing about it so my friends cannot get into trouble FYI I do my best to flip the perspective of these voices telling me to commit crime and think of a counter which stops me from doing it because I don't want to do it, im not a tyrant i have intention of being one this action makes it impossible for anyone to be oppressed by my actions of seeking help.
@MaCarBre
@MaCarBre 13 күн бұрын
I suggest looking into what dr. Chris Palmer is doing in terms of threating Schizophrenia with Keto diets. There are also research on how certain stealth infections like mold, or vector born diseases (lyme), can attack your nerves and deplete you B vitamins, and cause all kinds of nerve disorders. I had a flood in my city few in 1964, and the 3 houses in a row on my street had basements flooded, all each had a person with a Schizophrenia that was never properly threated, my father included. What ever you do, don't start taking benzodiazepines regularly. They create an addiction, and missing such medication after longs term of use, will trigger an episode almost every time. My father needed month and a half to stabilize from just missing one med by accident. He got significantly better on no sugar, keto diet, until Covid vaccines got him (rest in piece). A road to detoxify from benzodiazepines can be a long one (check what happened to Dr. Jordan Peterson) that just started taking them to cure depressions and anxiety from his wife. What one must not do, is stop taking them suddenly.
@TomeOfKnowledge2024
@TomeOfKnowledge2024 13 күн бұрын
Hey Gabriel, I really enjoyed this video. You and your friend are great guys. Thank you so much for sharing with us. I wish you guys all the best.
@karinacolonLA
@karinacolonLA 13 күн бұрын
I agree... I'm not schizophrenic but i did a Portal ritual in Joshua Tree for the intention you stated. I played "Black Hole Sun" during Totality...🕷🕸🌐◼️◾️▪️💎🐉🌈💞💗💞
@GameOfJoffrey777
@GameOfJoffrey777 13 күн бұрын
This is some bullshit psychiatric . I have schizophrenia and its all demonic possession and you dont want to admit it.
@ChairmanMeowzah
@ChairmanMeowzah 14 күн бұрын
The advice here from religjous fanatics is inceedibly fkin dangerous and irresponsible its not even funny. These cults of fundementalism gives faith a bad name.
@codenamekicker2578
@codenamekicker2578 15 күн бұрын
Wen I experienced voices it was internal and outside of my head I used to get brain waves in my head wen they talkd the out side voices was like wen I was outside it felt like I was telepathic and wen I listen to music I thought people cud hear what I was listening to.i was diagnosed schizoaffective
@northstar92
@northstar92 15 күн бұрын
audiobooks hit and miss for me. sometimes its a great distraction and I fall asleep and other times it just gets my mind racing in another direction, which doesn't help with sleep but is still an improvement
@northstar92
@northstar92 15 күн бұрын
"what they call schizophrenia" overdiagnosed and greatly misunderstood
@BumboLooks
@BumboLooks 14 күн бұрын
Actually it's very well understood. It isn't common either.
@northstar92
@northstar92 13 күн бұрын
by who? i was misdiagnosed
@northstar92
@northstar92 13 күн бұрын
historically, its been used to silence people aswell
@BumboLooks
@BumboLooks 13 күн бұрын
@@northstar92 90% of people suffering from schizophrenia don't think there is anything wrong. Despite them drinking water compulsively, hearing voices etc. What was actually wrong with you if you were misdiagnosed? I'm curious. Maybe you were misdiagnosed.
@northstar92
@northstar92 13 күн бұрын
alarming numbers considering they might be right. something tells me you'd be indifferent to my story, a common reaction to those diagnosed, or you'll just browbeat me with what everyone thinks is settled science. its not possible for mental health practitioners to monolithically arrive at any consensus and, when they pretend to, its sacrosanct, which runs counter to the scientific process. competence varies among them too, or they're selectively empathetic when their worldview places patients outside of their salience frames. doctors are human, they get stumped, rely on shoddy guesswork, convince themselves its not guesswork and make hasty decisions like everyone else all I want to tell you about what happened to me is that i've never heard voices, said as much to my numerous counselors over the years, was briefly introduced to IFS, and then prescribed a long-acting anti-psychotic "to help with the voices" now go ahead and tell me how my perspective is invalid and how you can tell from a single interaction i sincerely apologize to anyone who might be upset reading this and wish you all the deepest recovery possible
@Joelsbeautifulapocalypse
@Joelsbeautifulapocalypse 15 күн бұрын
I have TR Major Depressive Disorder not Schizophrenia, but I love seeing my fellows take these kinds of leaps. :)
@hellrazor117
@hellrazor117 16 күн бұрын
It’s not real Tell the voices to frig off You’re in charge
@baronghede2365
@baronghede2365 17 күн бұрын
You should look into Stoicism, Blessed Be.
@user-pp1cf9of9s
@user-pp1cf9of9s 17 күн бұрын
Stop labeling yourself. This is negative self talk. Somebody called you that for money. They didnt care about you as an individual make unique by God. No they said, " He is not like the rest, let's destroy him without him knowing!" Do you understand? You are not conformed so THEY have to put you under their control. God, the Lord made you special. His love for you in unconditional. You family "loves" you only when you obey them and take all their meds!!!! Read the Bible with GOD helping you, not your family nor anyone who calls you a false diagnosis so they get a bonus
@jarmyvicious
@jarmyvicious 17 күн бұрын
Salutations Gabriel, I've looked up and down for the link you mentioned for a song that you composed, unfortunately, I am having some difficulty, for I just cannot find it anywhere! I am wondering; is it still up and available for me to have a listen? If so, and if you don't mind, could you please drop the link here as a reply to my query? If not, don't you dare sweat it! I hope thwt you are having a great Friday night, and if you ever need anyone to lend an ear, simply listen to you (anything at all) or just want to hear someone else's nonsense to break the ennui and violent silence (perhaps mine) I'd be glad to oblige you just about any old time! Anyways that is up to you, so.... I'll catch you on the flipside; Thanks and Cheers, Brother! CIAO
@MattyMatt313
@MattyMatt313 17 күн бұрын
Turned 35 on 6/9 and had a similar experience, ended up in a psych ward diagnosed with psychosis for the first time in my life. My name is Matthew and that fueled mine as well, I honestly still fell different now, I was an Atheist but after June I’m now a believer