Hey danke dir, das war genau das Video, das ich gesucht habe!

Hi dear ❤ Are you single

I want to come to New Zealand too 😊 how is school and housing out there?

That's true about the you just function during the funerals and vigils 😢 just for it to be over so people can go home after so you can grieve finally 😔💔 miss my little brother so much 😫😫😫😫

💥💥I never had a problem with someone going out on their own terms. if they don't want to be here anymore then that's their decision. it's not like living in the United States is some utopia. Everybody is miserable in this country anyway. Especially when you're destined to just work and you can't retire until you're 70 and then you die. America is a miserable country to live in unless you're a rich of course, then it's not miserable for them as much.

Welp! While this is quite good & all, listening to motivational talk, doesn't really help & isn't very practical tbh. Maybe because I live in a 4th world, god forsaken shithole like India. And being from a poor family with no generational wealth nor asset doesn't help either. I've been unemployed for quite a while now & have been trying to learn new things while I have no regular way of earning money. I've realized no matter how much talent you have & no matter how much you know, if you aren't sitting/socializing with the right kind of people [filthy rich] at the right time ["opportunity"] you aren't going anywhere. I quit my graphic design job back in 2020 because they paid dogshit. In these 3 years, I have done songwriting, music production, illustration, animation & some photography. Still nowhere. Being in an overpopulated [understatement] nation is so cancerous. There is always someone agreeing to work for cheaper than you so you're never getting that role. Oh well, not much can be done so I will stop this rant. If anyone reads this, let me know if you would like to collab on something, music/animation/illustration, anything. I want to keep building my portfolio. Here's a link to my latest collab EP, would really appreciate if you checked it out: open.spotify.com/album/6v2vYNDMIoyjNk39F4F4Wo?si=VHSa9hllTDu_i-JBZcyksg

Relativity

Thanks Johanna

The sins of the entire world get drowned in the sea of God's love like a stone thrown into the water. So there can't be any space for despondency, hopelessness and despair! Abbot Nikon Vorobiev

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It is very damaging to care too much what others think. Treat people well. One should not provoked in to drama wars when someone is nasty to you.

Thank you. It is amazing the step into the unknown that you took to go to NZ. Did you visit NZ before you went there to live?

Lol

I didn't understand any thing

Mumbo jumbo

I learned that soo late 💔

I agree with u 🤍

You are a really inspiring being. Thank you so much for this video. 🤍

Idont put alarm on dah

I get up at 4:30am and say " Thank you for that sleep,it's going to be an amazing day". Usually is a great day.

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Johanna!! Tristan from Canada here! I've commented under another name but this is my active account haha. Anyways, it's really great to see you! I can't believe I haven't seen your Shorts or updates much because KZbin hasn't sent me notifications even though they are on. So glad everything is going well for you and congratulations on your engagement! ❤ I've gotten a copy of your book and love how there are prompts in there, it's very interactive. I've listened to a few episodes of your podcast already and I have been saving them to my playlist dedicated to your channel as I go. I'll keep this short by simply saying thanks for the inspiration and I'm so glad you're back on KZbin (even though I already follow you on Instagram)! You deserve just as much of a following here. As someone who is seriously considering moving to New Zealand when I am able to, I appreciate you and you sharing your journey with us so much. Hope to see you in another video soon! Love always, from Canada! 🫂🇳🇿🤍🇨🇦

thanks,you shared unreal done~peace out~

Thank you so much, I lost my sister 3 years ago and it still hurts

Congratulations on completing your work on all this

A year and a half for me, all around different and can’t and won’t ever be the same…

It’s been three months since I lost my big brother to cancer. He was only 26, and he was my favorite person on the planet. He was one of the strongest people Ive ever known, overcoming mental illness and addiction. It only took four months to completely destroy all our lives. He leaves behind three kids under 4 years old, and it’s not fucking fair. My nieces and nephew deserve the amazing person that created them and loved them more than anything. I want to be here to tell them everything that he was but it hurts so bad rn

And when I went to a small supermarkt in Bayern (not a chain branch) and the woman at the Kasse started throwing my groceries down to the end of the checkout without packing them! I had to quickly buy a bag because I was shocked and had no way to carry everything

I remember telling my students in Bayern that what we call bread in NZ would be called Toastbrot in Germany. They all laughed at me

I lost my brother a month ago what makes it worse is that i was with him every minute of the day he was in his 30ths before we losed him im only nine and will wish that he would have been here to watch me grow i will not be sharing about what he died of for personal reasons

3 year latwer I’m still fucked

i lost my brother this year not even a month ago 10/21/23 he was only 35years old oh god i miss him there's so much i did not get to tell him before he left

😢 I lost my brother 8 years ago and 3 weeks before he passed I lost my mom My dad has been gone for 34 years and I'm the only one left and this year I don't know why but it's really really hard for the holidays and I find my I know I'm in a deep depression but I thought I bet you there hasn't been one day in 8 years I haven't cried couple of my kids just don't get it and I bet you not one of them three have once asked me Mom how are you doing I miss my brother so much he was my whole world he was my younger brother but he should have been my older brother he was a great man I was just so proud of him he was in the service he would have given this shirt off his back to anybody I tried talking to a grease counselor and it just didn't work for me where I met cuz every time I left her off so she act like I was cured and two losses like that at the same time it just I'm going crazy I really believe I am but thank you for sharing your video

My brother Don-el's 2 year anniversary is coming up 11/06! Thank you for sharing

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hi good to hear from you regards Riki

Have everything paid for by someone else. Got it.

Thank you for making this video about your loss. My Brother died today from pancreatic cancer. I am so numb right now. My brother just found out in April of this year. Losing a sibling hurts so much.

Sorry for the loss sunshine. I hope you okay.

My sister died tonight. I’m searching for comfort. Thanks for this video. She was 39.

1year ago, im 23, now im nearly 24 . You still single?

I lost my brother in 1 February 2023 by medical neglect …..he is 33 years old and I’m 29

Just lost my elder brother, he was 28 and the best, kindest person in the whole world... He died from a rare sarcoma which killed him within 1,5 months. I relate so much to everything that you share here, thank you ❤

How to deal with loss of my little autistic brother???especially for my mom who already had stroke,we can't believe that,tommorow is funeral,i can't believe that,im afraid to lose my mother because of this

I lost two people that even though they weren’t blood related they were as close to brothers as they could be. They died of heroine use and suicide. I am almost 50 and it still hurts. I lost a friend of cancer and another of heart disease. It hurts for all four but I realize I am older and you lose things now and life no longer gives you things but takes it away. I had two heart attacks and the first one I had died. I didn’t have angels or demons. I was disappointed because I saw nothing. Dying was like being a light switched off and then switched back on. There was nothing for me. Was I bad was there nothing there or was it. It far enough to see something. I was left lonely and more alone than ever. I am so sad and depressed. I feel no one will be there and the finality breaks my heart. I feel I am not good enough to see them and alone.

Give me a ring please!!!! Today 😋

Bon voyage