My girlfriend just recently broke up with me. I feel so lost and alone. My anxiety is out the roof but I don't feel any pain in my chest. It's also really hard for me to cry. I feel like there's something wrong with me. I feel the pain cognitively but not in my body - which makes it harder to process. I wake up every hour of the night with a racing heart, racing thoughts and a feeling that I am going to die. I'm terrified of everything and what once felt safe doesn't anymore - even my own bed. It feels like it will never end.

Please don't mind them. You're very beautiful and there's nothing wrong with you or what you're doing. I just found your channel and subscribed. Please upload more videos. I'm watching from the Philippines. 🥰🥰GOD BLESS U. 🙏🙏

I had Bumble for Friends before the breakup and had to change my status from In a Relationship to Single 🥲

I totally get what you when you say you’re not hungry but you have to eat. I’m about four weeks into my grieving stage and it’s been unbearable pain. Can’t sleep can’t eat thinking so much my stomach was in knots. This heartbreak was different for me. It was emotionally painful. I am ready to get passed this.

What's this song in the background

I am so glad I found your channel. So refreshing. You remind me of a childhood best friend and how I’d envision her now. It’s so nice to watch!

You are not alone! I am like this as well. Each day is a "fight". Keep your head moving on ;)

Binged watched your videos, and they brought me peace. Thank you from Portugal

Whilst healing from heartbreak these videos of you have made me want to reconnect with myself and achieve a calmness just like yours. Being able to breathe, work and be able to perceive the current emotions instead of just being blown around by the wind seems to be a mental place where one can enjoy happiness in the now. Thank you

Thank you so much for this, beautifully edited, you are a very emotionally mature and a beautiful person. I would have enjoyed knowing how many months into the breakup this second part was, although I know every person heals and goes through each heartbreak step at different orders and paces. Please make a new video on this healing process, as it helps a lot knowing how you are going through even today. Thank you for existing.

Beautifully shared by a beautiful soul. I wish you joy. ❤

You’re so beautiful this vlog came at the perfect time for me

You’re soo pretty!!! What’s your ethnicity? And do you do this for a living cause it’s sooo cool 😎

I'm not feeling anything I broke it with him coz I have invested ALOT in that relationship and he didn't even did 50% of my efforts. It feels so bad but there's nothing I'm feeling rn I feel a Lil weird that what has happened and it ended but something is inside me that is restless I feel restless I can't sleep it's 6 am in the morning I can't sleep there's no one who can ask me or help me deal with this huge wierd emotion. Ps. It was 8 years long relationship I am tired of asking for efforts and emotional support. I've tried my best but I guess I was in the wrong 😕

you are so so beautiful

beautiful x

wow we are very similar. i was broken up with. i feel intense self hatred and regret. i just want a time machine to change some things i did. i downloaded bumble for friends and then deleted it. i couldnt eat. i wake up and remember it all happened. its so painful

We broke up after two beautiful years. He got deployed to another country while I’m preparing for school abroad. At some point we comforted each other that everything was gonna be okay, that’s four years is nothing compared to the life we want to spend together. A week ago, he said he didn’t wanna go through long distance with me and that we should just focus on ourselves. Of course I agreed on his behalf because I didn’t want to be the only one pulling all the strings. But I just lost the love of my life and honestly don’t know how long this pain is gonna stay. Feels so empty

Namaste, I have seen your videos from India and I am also a youtuber and I have 4 channels of my own and have been working on KZbin for 3 years. Your videos are very good and I am also a creator of clay utensils.

I know this video is old but this video made me feel less alone. That burning pain in the chest is unbearable and breathing hurts but I'm going to try the Wim Hof method to see if it helps. You're so right, it's so hard to make friends as an adult. Thank you for sharing <3

feel v seen after this, thank u v much! >:3

Hey. Going through the breakup right now. Never in my life I thought this would be so painful to experience. It’s been almost a month, I’m better than first week, but sometimes it just feels so painful. And also the way it all ended makes it so much worse. I just can’t believe sometimes this is the reality I am in. But what helps a lot are my family, friends, goals and just my ordinary life. Everyone around me is so supportive. Even tho I knew this relationship would never be it, it still feels as if someone took your heart out and scratches the hell out of it. I genuinely never wanna go through it. Hope we all will be happier and better. Everything in this video is so relatable.

If people have time to worry about your body hair they obviously have issues in their own life projected on to you. I love your work and your videos and I haven't even once noticed. I'm too busy listening to you and appreciating your work. Keep going. If it's too much, someone else can deal with your comments and delete and block and you can respond to the nice ones left, I do that with loads of clients and it just helps to keep them sane. <3

needed this right now

wow, this video is so soft and calm to watch, I was watching it while I was taking a bath. i literally understood everything u going through coz I'm currently there. It has been a day though but it hurts and I fear 2 things 1. What's gonna happen to me in 4 days, in weeks and months 2 being alone I really fear loneliness. he was the only one who killed my loneliness but now back to point 1 being alone the whole day crying n binge-watching break-up videos. this really ain't nice at all. i should be with him now watching our favorite shows but it is what it is I keep on reminding myself why I ended the relationship n I feel like a fool how dare I cry n miss someone who mistreated me like that even sold my late moms assets without my permission yet I'm here crying oh wow seems like I never stop disappointing myself. Thanks for ur calming video it was nice watching it at the same time painful

for the ppl that made her feel bad and actually shave her arms, you have absolutely no right be to that way, its not your body, mind your own, and be kind and respectful. Teya, you are one of the most amazing ppl on the planet and I don't even have to meet you in person. there will always be negativity but you are such a pure and blissful person that the darkness in others will fade, you're doing your best every single day and its truly amazing to see it. I hope this message brings you happiness as you've brought happiness to me through your videos, I cant wait to see more and listen to more of your thoughts

I need to know how u did that bun 😅

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Is the whole base solid?

Love you honey❤

Marry me❤

You’re the best❤❤❤

Noooooo❤

You are beautifully beautiful ❤❤❤❤

You are beautifully beautiful ❤

Thank you for this, I'm through the half of the video and just wanted to genuinely say how much this means to me. Sharing (feelings, experiences) is caring. It is really hard to get through heartbreak, it is really hard to let go and it is harder to let go of the hope you had that you don't have to let go... but we are together in this.

Watching this now, apparently a year later. Sending you lots of love hope you’re happy and well. ✨Thank you so much for sharing this, so relatable now and reassuring 🙏

I find it so difficult when they leave or betray you, and then they try and come back a few months later when they realise…

I am extremely grateful for people like you who share their experiences. It gives so much hope. Thank you and wish you to find the way to happiness and peace again🤍 For whoever is going through the similar experience, it's a reminder that we need this pain to grow and sooner or later it will make sence! Sending you all a lot of love!

Why does the clay need to be on a porous surface?

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Im going through a breakup. Its about a month in and I still don’t feel much during the day. I think its because when we did break up we werent talking and I was already checked out mentally. I felt more anger than sadness and that concerns me sometimes. I often miss him during the night because thats when my mind still thinks a lot. I’ve also had nightmares of how anxious I used to feel when I was in the relationship/almost close to breaking up.

19 years together. 1/2 of my whole life. 2 kids, a beautiful house full of my dreams about the future we were going to build together. He cheated. I asked him to move out two days ago. This is really painful. Same here: can’t eat, can’t sleep, sick symptoms. Self pity, tears. I’m watching all these videos hoping to find time terms of this grief. I really want to end it.

2 weeks ago I was broken up with through message because he wanted to be alone and wasn’t feeling good to be in a relationship (he has a inguinal hernia, and it started affecting the relationship (from his part) a week before the break up, but before that, it was no problem for me). And I was (and still am) super confused because it was so so so unexpected for me, I couldn’t believe that he was ending the relationship just because of that. Today I still don’t understand it and I will never do, because he didn’t want to accept my help and he didn’t let me stay by his side during the bad times (because the problem has literally a solution xd and it’s a very common disease). He didn’t even answer my messages asking to meet one day and give each other our stuff. He literally threw me out of his life and I have to live with it. And most of the time I am angry because he didn’t even give me an opportunity to talk things in person, dispite we live 10 min away from each other xd. Nevertheless, I feel calm because I did everything I could and I did things right with him, but he did not with me at the end. I send you all so much love, cause this is not a good time for anyone girls ❤️❤️

I know for a FACT that people who work with clay have the strongest arms ever

It’s been a month and I’m still not okay but he’s in a whole new relationship 3 days after the break up 😊😍🎀

Was only 4 months into this relationship but he was my first on everything, I was certain that he was the one and our future held so many good things but as I tried to understand him and why he was acting distant he decided that ending was for the best. I still don't accept this breakup because I hold so much love for him. He did not break up with me, he broke me completely. Never felt so insufficient in my life to the point of screaming out of pain to my parents who I never ran when I was hurting. But I know I'll be okay, I just have to find who I was before him and make me stronger and happier and learn to never lose myself again for another person. Your video helped me a lot and I hope that whenever I feel healed I can come back to this video, to this comment and assure that time heals everything and that it needed to happen.

You are so inspirational!

You literally have my dream hair