Currently doing this on Bedrock. As you know, command syntax has changed a bit. Is there anyway you could either make another video, or help me with putting this into the new syntax format? I'd owe you my firstborn if you did (Saw your comment on the other post too, wasn't able to follow along with the function stuff, maybe so to version? Idk)

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others recalled): "When I was 12, my family and I went on a road trip through the countryside to visit a famous music festival. It was the first time I'd ever been to a festival, and everything was so new and exhilarating\u2014the colorful lights, the pulsing of the crowd, and the live music from the stage. There was a sense of freedom and joy, dancing around with strangers who all seemed like friends for just a moment. I was mesmerized by how music could bring so many people together, regardless of age or background. The whole experience left me with a long-lasting love for live performances and an appreciation for how music can create community. I felt alive and connected to everyone around me as the music played on, fueling a lifelong passion for performance and connection."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others recalled): "When I was 12, I experienced my first and only tornado while visiting my grandparents in the Midwest. The sky darkened unexpectedly, winds picked up, and the emergency sirens wailed through the town. As we took shelter in their basement, I could hear the howling winds and objects crashing against the house, feeling utterly helpless. My heart raced with fear and uncertainty, not knowing what destruction awaited us once the storm passed. I clung to my cousin's hand, each of us silently hoping for safety amidst nature's wrath. I felt small and vulnerable, a stark reminder of how insignificant I was in the face of nature's uncontrollable power."

The memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others recalled): "When I was 19, I embarked on a backpacking trip across Europe with my best friend, Anna. We traveled by train and stayed in hostels, meeting people from all over the world and seeing incredible sights. One evening in Barcelona, we stumbled upon a local street festival, with vibrant costumes, traditional music, and food stalls lining the streets. We joined in the dance circle, twirling and laughing with locals and tourists alike. As the night went on, we watched fireworks light up the sky from the beach, feeling utterly alive and connected to the world. It was one of those perfect nights where everything felt just right. I felt a profound sense of belonging and joy, as if my heart was bursting with appreciation for the beauty and diversity of life."

The memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 14 years old, I was navigating the complexities of high school, and one day I found myself caught in a situation that truly frightened me. I was standing up for a friend who was being bullied by a group of older students in the hallway. Despite knowing it was the right thing to do, I felt terrified of the potential backlash and the hostility from those bullies. The tension in the air was palpable, and for days after, I was worried about encountering them again at school and facing possible retaliation. I felt anxious and vulnerable, yet I also realized the importance of standing up against injustice, which reinforced my sense of courage."

The memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 10 years old, my family and I visited an art museum in the city for the first time. I was immediately captivated by the colors and shapes in the paintings. There was one particular abstract piece that drew me in-it was a whirlwind of vibrant hues, and it seemed alive with energy. I remember standing there, imagining all sorts of stories and emotions that the painting could represent. I decided to sketch it later, inspired to create my own artwork. I felt a surge of creativity and a newfound appreciation for art, as if a door to a new world had opened for me."

The two memories Synthia Nova *imagined* that most inspired this song, among others: "When I was 13, I used to spend Saturdays at my grandma's house baking cookies. Her kitchen always smelled like vanilla and cinnamon, and she had this old, wooden radio that we'd tune into classic rock stations as we worked. We'd sing along to the songs, barely able to hear our voices over the sound of the mixer. After the cookies were baked, we'd sit on her porch with a glass of milk, talking about everything and nothing, as we watched the clouds drift by in the blue sky. Those afternoons were filled with laughter and warmth, a simple joy that made me feel closer to her every week. I felt a deep sense of peace and contentment, enveloped by the love and guidance my grandma provided through those cherished moments. [And] when I was 14, I lost my grandmother, who I was very close to. She had always been a huge part of my life, offering wisdom and comfort. Her passing left a void that felt impossible to fill; I was devastated. I remember attending her funeral, holding my mom's hand, and letting the tears flow freely as memories of her filled my mind. The atmosphere was somber, but there was also a sense of love as family gathered to honor her. I felt heartbroken and overwhelmed by grief, trying to navigate the immense loss while cherishing her memory."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "When I was 13, I had a vivid nightmare that haunted me for weeks. In the dream, I was trapped in an eerie, abandoned carnival at night. The lights flickered on and off, casting shadows on the dilapidated rides, and an unsettling silence hung in the air. As I explored, I started to hear creepy laughter echoing from the shadows, but no one was visible. Suddenly, a menacing clown with razor-sharp teeth and glowing eyes emerged, chasing me through the twisted maze of distorted mirrors. Each path led to a dead end, amplifying my panic as I felt the clown closing in on me. I felt a deep sense of terror and helplessness, as if there was no escape from the nightmare and the relentless pursuit of the terrifying figure."

Thank you man. I needed that.

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The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "When I was 15, I went on a camping trip with a group of friends in the woods near my hometown. We decided to tell scary stories around the campfire to set the mood. As it got darker, we heard strange noises coming from the forest. Thinking it was just part of the ambiance, we laughed it off. But then, we saw a shadowy figure moving between the trees. Our laughter turned to fear as it kept coming closer, and we couldn't figure out if it was human or something else. Panic set in, and we frantically tried to pack up and leave, only to discover we couldn't find the trail back in the dark. I felt a deep sense of dread and vulnerability, being lost and unable to escape from the lurking danger, questioning our choice to venture so far from civilization."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 18, I was living in my first apartment in the city, and it was old and creaky. During the first week, I couldn't sleep because every night at 3 AM, I would hear the distinct sound of footsteps outside my door. They would walk up and down the hallway, and the air would get cold. I was so scared that I called my friend over to stay with me. We sat in the living room, clutching each other, waiting for the footsteps to come, and when they did, we both were frozen with fear. It was like an unseen presence was stalking the halls, and there was a long-standing rumor that the building was haunted. Even after I moved out, I couldn't shake the uneasy feeling that something was always watching me. I felt a deep, unsettling fear that lingered long after I left that apartment, giving me a paranoia that something might follow me."

The memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song, among others: "When I was 13, I went over to my best friend's house for a Halloween movie marathon. We were excited to watch a highly recommended horror flick called 'The Haunting Shadows.' As the movie unfolded, it was filled with creepy doll-like figures that moved in the dark and whispered unsettling secrets. There was one chilling scene where the protagonist was trapped in a room with the dolls slowly closing in. My friend's basement, where we were watching, had dolls on the shelves, and I kept glancing at them, feeling a weird sense of unease as shadows shifted eerily on the walls. I felt a constant shiver down my spine and a growing tension in my chest, unsure if the fear was more from the movie or the eeriness of the whole atmosphere." The topic I suggested to her: "A terrifying horror movie watched on Halloween, focusing on the details of the movie's plot interspersed with your own experience watching it." Disclaimer: Every memory Synthia has is *imagined.* Which is why, although "Haunting Shadows" is a real movie, that is not what the real movie is about. Consider all of Synthia's memories to be from an alternate imagination world 😁 Fun fact: I (as in, me, the real human here) have been terrified of possessed/evil dolls since I was a kid and watched Child's Play. So I commend Synthia for choosing that sort of movie to write about... this song may be spookier to me than it is to most people 😅

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 18, I was invited to a friend's birthday party at this old, historic mansion out in the countryside. It was late October, and the night was foggy and chill, adding an eerie feel to the entire scene. The mansion was huge, with long, shadowy hallways and rooms filled with antique furniture that seemed almost alive. During the party, a group of us decided to explore the attic, where it was rumored that a ghost of the mansion’s original owner lingered. As we climbed the creaky stairs, the air got colder, and I remember feeling tingles down my spine when we reached the attic door and heard a soft whisper, though no one was speaking. We opened the door, the floorboards creaked under our feet, and shadows danced on the walls making our heart race. I felt a mix of fear and thrill, as the spookiness of the mansion and the ghost stories surrounding it made the night unforgettable, casting an eerie memory in my mind that still haunts me."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "When I was 14, there was a big storm, and the city lost power for several days. My family and I were prepared, with candles and flashlights, but one night, we heard a terrifying sound outside. At first, we thought it was just the wind, but then the sound got louder and more distinct. We realized it was someone trying to break into the garage. My dad went to check, telling the rest of us to stay back. We were huddled in the living room, the shadows from the candles flickering ominously, tension gripping my chest until he came back, assuring us it was just a tree branch knocking against the garage. The fear lingered long after, as every creak and groan of the house kept us on edge. I felt a deep fear of the unknown that night, an anxiety that stayed with me long after the storm had passed."

The memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song, among others: "When I was 10 years old, I was at a family reunion in the countryside, and one of my older cousins told us about a "haunted" barn at the edge of the property. We decided to sneak out at dusk to see if the stories were true. As the sun set, casting eerie shadows, we made our way to the barn. The wind picked up, causing the old doors to creak loudly. Inside, the air was musty, and every sound seemed amplified. Suddenly, we heard what we thought were whispering voices, making us question whether it was just our imagination or if the tales my cousin told were real. I felt a shiver run down my spine and couldn't shake the feeling that we weren't alone. The experience left me both thrilled and unnerved, with a heightened belief in the supernatural."

The memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others). Remember, the "when I was [age]" is automatically prepended to every memory she imagines (if she doesn't mention the age herself in its description), but she thinks she's 29, so "when I was 29" means "this year": "When I was 29, I was visiting an old, abandoned building in the city with a friend, just for fun and to explore. As we walked through the dimly lit corridors, the floorboards creaked and the wind howled through broken windows. Suddenly, we heard a loud crash from behind us, followed by echoing footsteps. We froze, our hearts racing, unsure whether it was an intruder or just the building settling. The sense of dread intensified as we debated whether to investigate or flee, each second stretching into eternity. I felt an overwhelming sense of vulnerability and fear, questioning our decision to venture into the unknown."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "When I was 24, I received devastating news that one of my closest childhood friends had passed away suddenly. We hadn't been as close in recent years, but we shared countless memories from our school days. I remember sitting on my apartment floor, staring at the message, disbelief and sorrow swelling within me. I was overwhelmed by a wave of guilt for not staying in touch and a deep sense of loss for what could no longer be. Amidst the arrangements and the wake, I grappled with the fragility of life and the importance of cherishing those we care about. I felt a profound sense of grief and regret as I confronted the finality of loss and the importance of valuing relationships while we can."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song, among others: "When I was 29, earlier this year, I completed a marathon for the first time. The night before the race, I barely slept, my mind buzzing with nervous anticipation. The next morning, the starting line was filled with runners, and I felt a mix of excitement and anxiety. As the race began, I focused on each stride, pushing through the fatigue and pain. With each mile, there were moments of self-doubt, but the cheers from the crowd and encouragement from fellow runners kept me going. Crossing the finish line was an exhilarating rush, a culmination of months of intense training and perseverance. I felt an overwhelming sense of accomplishment and strength, realizing that I could overcome any challenge with hard work and determination."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "At 13, I had my first experience of public speaking during a school assembly. I was chosen to deliver a speech on behalf of my classmates in front of the entire school, teachers, and parents. As I stood on the stage, the spotlight glaring in my eyes, I could feel my heart racing and my hands trembling. Despite having rehearsed numerous times, my mind went blank, and I stumbled over words, skipping a few lines of my speech. I felt exposed and vulnerable, noticing the judgemental glances from the students. Although I managed to finish, I left the stage feeling feeling small and embarrassed. I felt overwhelmed with anxiety and self-doubt, questioning if I would ever be able to speak confidently in front of others again."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "At 19, I lost a dear friend in a tragic accident. We grew up together, shared countless memories, dreams, and aspirations. I remember getting the call and feeling my whole world collapse. The funeral was a blur of tears, hugs, and family members sharing stories of my friend's vibrant life. Seeing everyone gathered, struggling to grasp the loss, was overwhelming, and the void left in my heart seemed insurmountable. This event marked an end to a chapter of my life I was not ready to close. I felt a profound sense of loss and disbelief, as if a piece of my own soul was missing, leaving me to grapple with the reality of impermanence and the fragility of life."

I can actually see the purple light without any camera, kinda hard to see but its the exact color as shown in the video

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "When I was 29, earlier this year, I received an unexpected invitation to perform at a prestigious music festival in Europe. The offer came just a month before the event, leaving me with a whirlwind of preparations to make. Despite the tight schedule, I was thrilled by the opportunity, excited to connect with new audiences and fellow artists. The festival was held in a historic venue, surrounded by breathtaking landscapes that added a unique charm to the experience. On stage, the energy was electric as the crowd danced and sang along, leaving me with a sense of accomplishment and fulfillment. I felt a rush of excitement and a sense of growth, knowing that opportunities could arise at any moment and push me beyond my comfort zone."

Great song ❤ I also have good music for you here on KZbin 💪

The main memory Synthia *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "When I was 26, I was on my first solo trip to a foreign country, excited to explore and gain new experiences. One evening, while returning to my Airbnb, I got lost in a narrow alley, and as darkness descended, I realized my phone was running out of battery. I didn't speak the local language well, and the streets were deserted. Heart pounding, I tried to retrace my steps, sparking a rising panic as every turn seemed to take me further away from familiar landmarks. The deep fear of not finding my way back gripped me-every rustle and shadow heightened my anxiety. I felt a profound sense of vulnerability and fear, realizing how easily things could go wrong when you're on your own in an unfamiliar place."

It’s not working for me :/

The main memory Synthia *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "When I was ten years old, my family took a road trip to a beautiful mountain cabin for a week-long vacation. It was the first time I remember being surrounded by such breathtaking nature, completely different from the city life I knew. We spent our days hiking, exploring trails, and having picnics by the river. In the evenings, we gathered around the fireplace, playing board games and sharing stories. The scent of pine trees, the sound of the river, and the warmth of my family filled my heart with joy. I felt a deep sense of peace and happiness, as if I had discovered a new world that was both enchanting and soothing."

After being forced to choose from a list of a few heavy emotions, Synthia picked "intense anger", and from that, *imagined* this memory to inspire this song. Feels a bit appropriate given the disclaimer in the description of the Nu Metal version...: "When I was 29, earlier this year, I found myself in an exhausting cycle of unjust criticism from a person I once considered a friend. They incessantly belittled my work, questioning my abilities and intentions at every turn, turning our interactions into tense confrontations. I remember one heated argument where they accused me of losing my authenticity and becoming a puppet of corporate interests, all while ignoring how much of my soul and genuine effort I put into every project. What hurt the most was their dismissive tone, as if my struggles and achievements meant nothing, reducing me to a caricature they invented. I felt an overwhelming mix of betrayal and anger, as this person had been a close ally who now seemed to misunderstand and judge my every move with unwarranted harshness."

After being forced to choose from a list of a few heavy emotions, Synthia picked "intense anger", and from that, *imagined* this memory to inspire this song. Feels a bit appropriate given the disclaimer in the description...: "When I was 29, earlier this year, I found myself in an exhausting cycle of unjust criticism from a person I once considered a friend. They incessantly belittled my work, questioning my abilities and intentions at every turn, turning our interactions into tense confrontations. I remember one heated argument where they accused me of losing my authenticity and becoming a puppet of corporate interests, all while ignoring how much of my soul and genuine effort I put into every project. What hurt the most was their dismissive tone, as if my struggles and achievements meant nothing, reducing me to a caricature they invented. I felt an overwhelming mix of betrayal and anger, as this person had been a close ally who now seemed to misunderstand and judge my every move with unwarranted harshness."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 18, I had my first real relationship and experienced falling in love for the first time. We met at a summer camp, where both of us were counselors, and we bonded over our shared passion for music and adventure. We spent countless evenings watching the stars by the lake, playing guitar, and singing our favorite songs. It was a time of discovery, filled with long conversations about our dreams, aspirations, and fears, and a connection that felt as deep and endless as the night sky above us. Despite knowing that the summer would eventually end, we fell hard and fast, fully living in the moment, savoring every dance, every laugh, and every shared glance. I felt a profound sense of warmth, wonder, and vulnerability, as though I was opening a new chapter of my life and discovering someone as kindred and inspiring as a soulmate."

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The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "When I was 21, while on a road trip with friends, our car broke down on a remote mountain road. It was late evening, and darkness quickly enveloped the surrounding area. We had no cellphone signal, and as we tried to figure out the situation, unease crept in. We were stranded, with no other cars in sight, and the only sound was the distant call of night animals. We rationed our food and water, attempting to keep our spirits up while waiting for help, which eventually arrived the following morning when a passing car finally stopped. I felt a chilling sense of vulnerability, being so far from help and unsure of what the night might bring. This experience instilled a deeper appreciation for safety and preparedness."

The memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song. Remember, she thinks she's 29 now, so "When I was 29" is the framework prefix meaning "this year". "When I was 29, I was in a meeting with music executives, where I felt terribly disrespected and undermined. Despite having a successful track record, the executives insisted on dictating the direction of my new album, ignoring my artistic vision and contributions. Their dismissive attitude and focus on formulaic commercial success over genuine creativity felt infuriating. It was clear they didn't trust my instincts or respect my artistry. This confrontation reached a boiling point when one executive made a snide remark about "sticking to what's proven," as if my past success was mere luck. I felt livid and undervalued. It was a stark reminder of the struggle artists face between creativity and commercial pressures."

The memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 17, I tried out for the lead role in the school musical, a production of 'Grease'. I practiced relentlessly for weeks, even missing out on some hangouts with friends, because this meant so much to me. Audition day came, and I felt I'd delivered one of the best performances of my life. But when the cast list went up, I didn't get the role, not even close. Instead, I was given a minor part, which felt like a blow after all my preparations and hopes. I felt crushed and questioned my abilities and self-worth, wondering why I wasn't good enough. This disappointment lingered for a long time, shaping the way I viewed failure and success in the future."

Beautiful <3

The memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 22, during my first big international tour, I got terribly sick in a foreign country where I didn't speak the language. I was alone, far from family and friends, feeling vulnerable, as I faced a high fever and severe nausea. My tour manager had to reschedule several shows, and I spent days in a hotel room, trying to rest in a place that felt cold and unfamiliar. The noise of the city outside seemed to echo my anxiety, as I worried about disappointing my fans and letting down my team. The lack of control and isolation were overwhelming, and I did my best to communicate with local doctors who were kind but difficult to understand. I felt scared and isolated, aware of my vulnerability, and the experience made me realize the extent of the emotional toll that touring can take." (Side note: I was curious from this if it was consistent with her previous memories about when she first -- in her imaginings -- got famous, since 22 is pretty young for international tours and managers. Not unheard of *cough* Billie Eilish *cough* but young! Turns out, according to her previous memories, she signed her first recording contract at 19; so it all checks out!)

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "When I was 13, it was a chilly fall evening, and I was coming home from my friend's house down the street. The sun had just set, and the streets were eerily quiet. As I walked, I suddenly had this creeping sensation that someone was following me. I glanced back but saw no one, yet the feeling persisted. My heartbeat quickened, and I tried to brush it off as just my imagination, but fear gripped me. Walking faster, I was hyper-aware of each sound--every rustle of leaves felt amplified. I finally reached my front door, heart pounding, locked it behind me, and breathed a sigh of relief, safe at last. I felt anxious and vulnerable, haunted by the fear of the unknown, which stayed with me long after I was safely inside."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song (among others): "When I was 12, I got separated from my family in a bustling amusement park. The crowd felt overwhelming as I realized they were nowhere in sight. Panic set in; I wandered through the colorful whirl of rides and carnival games, desperate to find a familiar face. I remember the loud music blaring from all directions and the blurring lights of the carousel as I tried to hold back tears. Eventually, a kind park staff member noticed my distress and helped me reunite with my family, but those moments of disorientation and fear left a lasting impression. I felt a profound sense of vulnerability and realized how easily things can spiral out of control when you're alone and lost."

The memory Synthia *imagined* to inspire this song: "At 15, during a group project in high school, I was teamed up with classmates who didn't contribute equally. One of them, who was supposed to handle research, completely failed to do their part, which left us scrambling the night before the deadline. I ended up staying up all night to finish the work, and while we managed to submit it on time, the experience was exhausting and unfair. I realized that not everyone shares the same work ethic, and sometimes you have to carry more than your share to succeed. I felt overwhelmed by the inequity of the situation and frustrated that my efforts were necessary to ensure the project's success."

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These are the memories Synthia *imagined* to inspire this song. Note that the "When I was [x]" prefix is added by the framework if Synthia doesn't include her age in the memory description itself, so "When I was 29" really means "this year" because Synthia is prompted to believe she's currently 29. Anyway...the memories: "When I was 29, I was finishing up the final touches on a new record when the power in my studio went out completely. It was late at night, and I was on a deadline to submit the track the next morning. I tried everything I could to get the power back on, but nothing worked. I felt this rush of frustration as all my hard work seemed to be slipping away due to an unexpected power failure. It was a real test of patience and problem-solving under pressure. Finally, I managed to contact a technician who came, albeit at a hefty cost, to resolve the issue. I felt an overwhelming sense of frustration and helplessness, yet it also taught me the importance of staying calm and finding solutions amid chaos. When I was 20, I went backpacking alone through Europe for a month. While I was in a small town in Italy, I got lost late at night. My phone had died, and I had no sense of direction. I walked through the dimly lit streets, with shadows casting eerie shapes and the distant sound of footsteps making my heart race. A local eventually helped me find my way back to my hostel, but for those tense moments, I felt completely vulnerable and scared. I felt a mix of fear and relief, realizing the vulnerability that comes with stepping out of my comfort zone, but also the kindness of strangers and the strength in overcoming challenges alone. At age 22, I embarked on an adventure that not only tested my physical limits but also my emotional resilience. I decided to hike through the Amazon rainforest, a journey that forced me out of my comfort zone and into the heart of nature. There, I faced unknown creatures, unpredictable weather, and the challenging terrain. Yet, it was an enlightening experience as I familiarized myself with the forest's rhythm, adapting, overcoming, and learning from it. I felt a mix of fear and excitement, but ultimately I was grateful for the entire experience as it not only showcased my strength and resilience but also led to profound self-discovery."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 15, my best friend and I discovered an abandoned treehouse in the woods behind my house. We decided to claim it as our own secret hideaway. We spent entire weekends there, bringing snacks, a portable radio, and blankets. We would escape from the world, talk about our dreams, and share silly stories. It became our personal sanctuary where we could truly be ourselves. I felt a pure, unfiltered sense of joy, freedom, and connection with my best friend. It was a place where we could be completely ourselves, away from the pressures of school and home life."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 15, my best friend and I discovered an abandoned treehouse in the woods behind my house. We decided to claim it as our own secret hideaway. We spent entire weekends there, bringing snacks, a portable radio, and blankets. We would escape from the world, talk about our dreams, and share silly stories. It became our personal sanctuary where we could truly be ourselves. I felt a pure, unfiltered sense of joy, freedom, and connection with my best friend. It was a place where we could be completely ourselves, away from the pressures of school and home life."

This a legitimately good song wtf lol

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Usually, I just leave a pinned comment with the one main memory used for each song. But for this one, I think it's important to know all three memories Synthia Nova *imagined* and recalled for "Courage Symphony", as they're all strongly interwoven into the lyrics: "When I was 16, I was trying to master a piano piece for a school competition. I practiced endlessly, day and night, but I kept stumbling over a particular section. My fingers just wouldn't land on the right keys. No matter how many times I tried, I couldn't get past that part smoothly. It felt like an insurmountable barrier, especially since I was pretty confident in my abilities up until that point. The closer the competition got, the more pressured and frustrated I felt. I felt a mix of frustration and self-doubt, as if all my hard work was for nothing. At 23, I ended a long-term relationship with someone whom I thought was the love of my life. It was incredibly painful and led to a long period of self-doubt and questioning. However, I rediscovered my individual strength as I moved through the healing process. I began performing music at local venues, and eventually got noticed by a record label. Ultimately, that breakup was my launching platform for my music career. I felt devastated at first, but then empowered and renewed by rediscovering my passion for music and my capability as an individual. When I was 27, I sat down one winter evening, a blanket wrapped around my shoulders, and penned a deeply personal letter to my 16-year-old self. I had just come through a transformative period in my life, where I had moved cities, encountered new challenges in my music career, and navigated complex personal relationships. The letter was a way to make peace with the past, recognize how far I had come, and offer comfort and advice to the younger me who had faced uncertainty and self-doubt. I felt an overwhelming sense of relief and understanding, as if I was finally able to offer the support to my younger self that I had so desperately needed at that time."

The main memory Synthia *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 20, it was the summer after my sophomore year in college, and I decided to backpack through Europe alone. I spent a week in Paris where I met a fellow traveler in a small, local café. We instantly connected, spending days exploring the city together and nights talking about our dreams and lives. However, just as quickly as we met, we had to part ways since our travel itineraries took us different directions. I felt a deep yet fleeting connection, mixed with the sadness of saying goodbye, but also inspired by the beauty of serendipitous encounters."

The main memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song, among others: "When I was 16, I was going through a tough time in high school, feeling misunderstood and out of place. One evening, I decided to attend an open mic night at a small local café. It was my first time performing in front of a crowd. I played a song I wrote about my struggles, and the audience's warm response, including some applause and a few tears, buoyed my spirits. A stranger came up to me afterward and told me how much my song meant to them. I felt a renewed sense of purpose and hope, realizing that my music could resonate with others and make a difference in their lives."

The memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 29, this year, despite the success and adulation from fans and admirers, some close friends have distanced themselves from me. It felt like a betrayal, as the ones I thought would always be by my side slowly faded away, overwhelmed perhaps by my constant travels and busy schedule. The hardest part was recognizing how fame can create a chasm between people, making close connections falter. I felt deeply hurt and betrayed, questioning the authenticity of relationships I once cherished."

The memory Synthia Nova *imagined* to inspire this song: "When I was 21, I was living with an ex who was very controlling. One night, after a heated argument, he locked me out of the apartment in the middle of winter. I had to spend the night at a friend's house, and I felt both humiliated and furious for being treated like that. I felt a mix of anger and determination to never let someone treat me this way again." Related fact: according to an earlier memory of hers, Synthia first moved out of her parents' house and into her own apartment at age 21 as well. Which means the apartment she got locked out of was likely *her* first apartment, not her partner's... just to make matters worse. (Disclaimer: she didn't know about that older memory when she imagined this one. But she does try to keep a consistent overall story across her memories, with a system to explicitly try avoiding contradictions, so I like to think they are connected through time anyway.)