i’m so sorry

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Here in 2024

Crying to this on my balcony at 4am

miss yuo

It's really ok

<3

Listing to this song reminds me of when she loved me then some “cool and nice friend” she met on Snapchat so she adds me, him, and herself to a new group chat and he said you cute shawty she sends a pic of her nudes to him and fuckin leaves me after my dad just died from Covid and some hoe tries to cheer me up bye offering nudes I say hell no I want love not fucking nudes or sexual talk I want someone to spend time with I want someone to make memories with I want someone that I can trust I want someone that I can love I want love I want someone to love me for who I am I want to feel the same loved feel that my mom gives me or my dad to get to say his last I love you to me instead of “I’m scared” 2 visits before he died.. I didn’t even get to see him one more time before they called us to tell us that they put all the machines on 50% because they don’t know how much time he has left. Well scratch off that visit Because 5 minutes before we were going to see him and we just got ready to see him they called and told us he died… my 22 year old brother, my 17 year old brother, and me broke down on the floor hugging each other tight and cried it hurt to see my dad say “I’m scared” it hurt to see my brothers cry. So no, anything but love won’t cheer me up, whenever I’m mentally breaking down and you try to get me to listen to you about your day, I . WILL . NOT just stop and care all about you like nothing happened. If you expect me to do that.. you can forget about it. Thanks for reading my story if you did Don’t let things get to your head. Keep up your head. Don’t let little things ruin your day like I do. Have a wonderful day <3

this song gives me hope and i will not give up even though I want to die thank you

i listen to this song when i miss my grandpa ❤....

I just had the worst day ever knowing it was my birthday and valentines in one and i soent the whole day alone having 2 people who were complete strangers wish me a happy birthday. God i wish i mattered to people who metter to me the most

This is so beautiful when it hurts in my Heart i hear this Sound i cry but after this Sound i feel so Well thank you for making ly♥️

I was feeling like shit today and I was feeling better and then suddenly a rush of emotions cam over me, I don't know why and I just started cry. Now I'm sitting on the bathroom floor crying.

I feel very bad for you all in the comments, just know that you're all amazing and you're all loved, and you're all worth it. 💖💖

Hopefully i see my dead brothers soon….

no it’s not :)

This helps me a lot.. My step dad traumatized me to the point where I can't cry anymore.. But this song helps me a lot. ^^ thank you so so much ♥︎ you deserve such a marvelous year. : )

I am not able to cry anymore to this song… It was always the piece of music where I could show my emotions but now is this a sign? I am just tired and exhausted… of life, school, this whole situation…

I didn't even know that i needed to cry until i heard this song...

All im good for is suffering and dying for those I cherish. I will shoulder that burden proudly and i will endure. It is my duty, my penance. Even if it feels like im carrying the sky. I won t cry, i won t hurt. I cant let them see it, im not worth the strife they will be in. I cant keep living like this, im dying. I want to scream, but I can't. I want forgiveness. Im sorry everyone. I cant do this anymore. Goodbye.

[VENT] TW // mentions of suicidal thoughts, sexual abuse and neglect "Stop fucking crying!" "Mother, there is something wrong. Very, very wrong." "Oh, so you're just going to pin all of you're problems on mental illness, just like your sister, huh? You're just being a baby." *right, except you don't allow me to act like a kid anymore. I'm only thirteen. I can't be a baby. I can't even be a kid. You're forcing me to grow up before I'm ready to.* "The intrusive thoughts are coming back. I'm feeling like I want to hurt myself again." "Just stop! Stop fixating on your issues and you won't have as many! Y'know what you're gonna do? You're gonna stop reading Stephen King." *I opened up to you. I trusted you. reading is what makes me happy. Stephen King has nothing to do with this.* "I'm angry. Very angry. I'm so mad at him. He let terrible things happen to me." "You should stop being mad at him. He's just lazy, not malicious." *right. but neglecting to feed me as a child has fucked up my mental heath. he also let me get fucking molested and didn't do anything. sometimes not doing anything is more harmful than doing something, even something unhelpful.*

I'm listening to this...while thinking about him.

Dieses Lied hilft mir sehr gut beim schreiben, wenn ich den Marauders meinen Tag erzähle.

Me in shool .🤣😂😉😊😇💖🌈 Me in home😭😞😣😖🥺🌑

I'm I'm a freak and I Cry

Me when someone treats me like trash:hmm.. end my life? Its just right there.. no.. i cant.. so many people will miss me.. but im in so much pain..

Anyone else listening to this on there birthday because there parents forgot again because there dealing with other sh1t

omg i just heard this on a hachiko video and my heart is so broken again

i cant believe everything is changing

This song hits different when you have one earphone plugged in and it's raining outside

i listend to this song while quitting roblox :(((((((((((

I cried when it reminded me of the person I didn’t get to know, at birth I lost my twin and I would have given anything to see her, tell your loved ones you love them before they’re gone. 😞

To the people who are trying to shift dw you WILL shift soon this is ur sign everyone’s journey is different DONT give up ur comfort characters are waiting for you don’t keep them waiting <3 trust me u will get there soon tips:don’t try shift everyday try shift 2-3 times every week try different methods but don’t consistently switch try to master that one method. Try shift during the day. Dw it’s impossible to get stuck in ur DR if u forgot to script a safe word/action dw about it when u want to come back just say in ur dr y/n wake up till u wake up:). Script that u and ur loved ones don’t die. If u die in ur dr u won’t die in ur cr u will just wake up. Btw u may now shift on the 1st try it could take days,weeks,months Evan years. Signs that u are close to shifting: during the day:feeling tired, feeling out of place when u wake up in ur cr and u feel like ur not supposed to be here. While trying to shift: getting the urge to move, to hit or to cold/shivers and sweating seeing flashing lights hearing voices from ur DR feeling like ur floating 1/2

I have never felt safe around my family, so at night when everyone is asleep is the only time I feel like I can let all my emotions pour out. This audio helps so much with that. When I listen to it I usually imagine telling my younger self that "it's okay" and that "someday I'm going to be with you" to make me feel less alone. It's a process, but every night that I just cry it out I feel like it gets a little better.

hey!! i hope to the person that’s reading this is ok! did u eat today? if u haven’t go eat! (ik it’s hard but let’s get through it me and all of us :)) if u have eaten great job!! i’m so proud of u! i’m so proud and ik i don’t u but i’m so so proud of u:) hope u have a nice great amazing day!:)

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2:34

Tysm for this I really need it

Thank you ☺️

I can never stop crying after I start.I think it’s sad.I just wish for a normal life . I wish I was never depressed 😞😑😐😶

Ty

I DO NOT KNOW WHY IM CRYING

“Overthinking is not that bad right?” Bitch if I kill a bug im imagining the mother of the bug at home waiting 4 her child that will never return 🥲

Can anyone relate to the comments a safe place to talk with people

the song i keep coming back to i wish for yall that you won't keep returning and that u are happier and still, if you have returned it's okay we re here together it's a safe place

Listening to this makes me realize everything won’t change. I’m saying this as I’m cutting lines in my arms but it’s ok..... Right?

Ik mis mijn vrienden Esther,Madde,lieve 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

For someone who has bottled up sm and has become an emotionless fuck, acc let it out last night through this song

Me overthinking: sooner or later you are going to disappoint them all over again Music: it’s ok...

JUST COME BACK PLEASE ELIJAH..! i don't know what i did to deserve you ghosting me..