July 18 2021 not a great weekend.
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Update nov 08 still alive.
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4 жыл бұрын
Under Pressure.
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5 жыл бұрын
I've got a bad feeling about this.
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Anxiety, fear, and the deep freeze.
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Positive Thinking and The Curse.
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I'm still standing.
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5 жыл бұрын
RBVLOGS: I'm not dead.
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5 жыл бұрын
Day: 24 recovering from a low
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6 жыл бұрын
Day: 20 learning to be single.
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6 жыл бұрын
Day 19: Good feelings fleeting
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6 жыл бұрын
Day 17: worthy Distractions.
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6 жыл бұрын
Weekend update first day at new job!
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Пікірлер
@friendliestbug
@friendliestbug 11 ай бұрын
This is sad are you alright dude
@Andyyyk47
@Andyyyk47 3 жыл бұрын
Hey man, just found your videos. I relate to a lot to your situation and how you're feeling. Hope you're doing well.
@Mikoshh
@Mikoshh 4 жыл бұрын
Glad to hear from you. You will always think of her, even when you are 50 or 70. those are good memories and feelings to have. Do not consider that as hanging on, thats just life. You have a nice place and a job, you already are doing better than a lot of other people. Just try to get out more, more practical hobbies. I have never found real happiness staying at home, those 4 walls just keep coming and coming closer.
@Mikoshh
@Mikoshh 5 жыл бұрын
waiting for an update video!
@hakuyuki1036
@hakuyuki1036 5 жыл бұрын
I hope you're well man
@BenyQuinonez
@BenyQuinonez 5 жыл бұрын
Healing is honestly such a hard process and it takes a mental switch for it to fully occur :/ I hope you get there <3
@brendanberndt6791
@brendanberndt6791 5 жыл бұрын
This is great self-awareness man. Super brave for you to talk about this online. You got my support and my sub! Keep that head high bro
@rockbottomvlogs9013
@rockbottomvlogs9013 5 жыл бұрын
thanks brendo
@pluttinsnup6358
@pluttinsnup6358 5 жыл бұрын
Great to see you posting again and great topic! To be fair you ain't a bad looking guy at all. I think your mental health could benefit from training and nourishment and when you feel good, 99% of the time, you look good. Great to see you hanging in there
@BenyQuinonez
@BenyQuinonez 5 жыл бұрын
Why did I think that was a punching back in the background?
@rockbottomvlogs9013
@rockbottomvlogs9013 5 жыл бұрын
I dunno kinda looks like it in the thumbnail. But it's just my weird wall padding
@PedroButCooler
@PedroButCooler 6 жыл бұрын
Was she always like that or is she also feeling some type of pressure that she can't express just as much as you feel like you can't express how you feel about the situation?
@rockbottomvlogs9013
@rockbottomvlogs9013 6 жыл бұрын
It's been like this almost ever since she met this guy. If i say anything bad about him, she kinda flips on me like I'm some kind of monster. specifically if i say anything to suggest that he is not treating her right.
@KuriousGTV
@KuriousGTV 6 жыл бұрын
Dude I appreciate your rawness... thats gotta be so difficult. Sorry you are going through this and thanks for sharing your processing.
@rockbottomvlogs9013
@rockbottomvlogs9013 6 жыл бұрын
Hey thanks for watching
@EthanRobbins
@EthanRobbins 6 жыл бұрын
stay positive man. that's all you can do. congratulations on your job, you're gonna do great
@rockbottomvlogs9013
@rockbottomvlogs9013 6 жыл бұрын
thanks ethan!
@GEORGEAGUILERAA
@GEORGEAGUILERAA 6 жыл бұрын
cool, we should subscribe to eachother
@rockbottomvlogs9013
@rockbottomvlogs9013 6 жыл бұрын
sure already did it
@PedroButCooler
@PedroButCooler 6 жыл бұрын
Yes, i'm so happy for you!
@rockbottomvlogs9013
@rockbottomvlogs9013 6 жыл бұрын
thanks i'm super excited.
@pluttinsnup6358
@pluttinsnup6358 6 жыл бұрын
Dude congrats! This is what I've been debating regarding getting a job after years of no references
@rockbottomvlogs9013
@rockbottomvlogs9013 6 жыл бұрын
go for it man be tenacious!
@pluttinsnup6358
@pluttinsnup6358 6 жыл бұрын
I see you're already using reddit. You'd be surprised how even talking on forums can alleviate loneliness. Cheering for you man. I'm going through a rough part of life to
@brendanberndt6791
@brendanberndt6791 6 жыл бұрын
Really sorry about this man. I gave three years of my life to a girl I thought I was going to marry and when she left I didn't know what to do. I hope you get on the right track. Subbed so I can follow your journey and show you support
@EthanRobbins
@EthanRobbins 6 жыл бұрын
i legitimately am trying to think of something positive to say here but i've never been married so i cant relate and therefore can't offer any real or valid advice. However I will offer my latest vlog, it's a happy and adventurous mood, it might lift your spirits for the time being
@rockbottomvlogs9013
@rockbottomvlogs9013 6 жыл бұрын
thanks a ton for the support
@PedroButCooler
@PedroButCooler 6 жыл бұрын
I wish you luck dude.
@josezavala6141
@josezavala6141 6 жыл бұрын
Your videos hit too close to home. I'm routing for you man. Do the shit out of that personality test. Get that succulent jobby!
@tonederf6419
@tonederf6419 6 жыл бұрын
Just a tip, you might want to get an actual microphone. I have to turn the volume up all the way and even then I can hardly hear you. Keep your head up tho man. Life has a way of sorting itself out if you put in the effort.
@rockbottomvlogs9013
@rockbottomvlogs9013 6 жыл бұрын
thanks i got a blue snow ball i made some adjustments i hope i fixed the problem
@josezavala6141
@josezavala6141 6 жыл бұрын
The MGS5 theme pumps me up af
@josezavala6141
@josezavala6141 6 жыл бұрын
Bruh this is my throw away account and i found your link on reddit. Love what you're doing and hoping to be starting something very similar. Hang in their buddy! Dont be discouraged
@PedroButCooler
@PedroButCooler 6 жыл бұрын
Hey dude, I've never been in your situation I'm too young to get close to where you're at and I hope that I never do, but I just wanted to tell you this. You are awesome and there are people that you can talk to and people that love you. YOU GOT THIS! Sorry if i sound like i am a cliche shit head.
@rockbottomvlogs9013
@rockbottomvlogs9013 6 жыл бұрын
nah man thanks a lot i appreciate the encouragement.