Hi Mr. Invisible. How you doing? Love, light and hope. Time Bandit x
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Dearest Tim! What a wonder you are! My heart was compelled by the gentle reassurance of your voice and words! Such delightful melodies they created! Yes, my heart ❤️ has experienced the fears you expressed to me here, and doubt wants to come there too, but I will trust in the continued comfort that trusting gives! I know my fraility gives rise to doubt and unbelief. Yet, I pray your kind and generous patience will override these fears! Such beautiful words you have spoken! They are a song to my hears as I closed my eyes and listened to their gentle tones drawing me into your story. I cannot begin to thank you for encouraging me to not lose faith, but continue in hope! Without which, I believe all is lost! Unconditional love for every person we encounter is a gift from God that He has given the world! As followers of Christ, I pray He fills us His children so we can spread the love and Light to a dark world!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/aIfFmGWapb1ge7s My praise goes to Jesus! Forever Eternally!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Dear Tim, Lovely speech and poem! Thank you! I'm glad to see you are alright! From one of the video posts I saw, I thought you had fallen into some deep bad juju! So, I was very pleased to see your smiling face! It was so wonderful to hear your voice too! As I've told you before, you can market it! To be honest, which I like to think I always am, I pulled away to let you be free. I was so ashamed of my behavior, on a few specific occasions that I thought I had repulsed you! At any lengths, I repulsed myself! You always seem calm and collected and I was embarrassed in front of you! My behaviors should always reflect Christ and His love no matter the circumstances even on a personal level especially and those did not! It is hard for me to believe anyone could have any feelings at all besides sympathy for me! I have prayed and turned my heart over to the Almighty. In His hands, I lie still. So, within this spectrum, I patiently wait His guidance. Your speech and stirring poem took me by surprise! It exposed a way that shined a light on a door I thought had closed. I'm at a loss concerning all these kind words you have spoken here! If you don't mind, you must lead the way. But, I believe my lines have fallen into pleasant places. I am your humble servant---Debbie
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
I am sorry that I offended you! I misunderstood everything about you! Please forgive me!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
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@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
I do not like doing this, because it makes me feel uncomfortable, especially when I'm not upset, offended or angry 😂! It is the fact that you must not wait(?)for me anymore to change. Maybe you aren't! I do not know what you are expecting from me. And, I do not know what is going on in your life. Like, what's up? Do you have a girlfriend? Too busy? Or, "I do not want to think about you anymore." So, I let go! Let it ALL go!! The tethers are loosed! The Divine is in control! I want you to know and I say this so that you are aware, I am tired of the back-n-forth lifestyle of our relationship that I have experienced. You knew what I was like beforehand! So, It is very confusing to me. Only Jesus Christ makes me perfect by His blood to the Father. I surrender and flow into the Divine in my Life. I seek His direction and purposes for me. I look forward to seeing what He has for me!! It is rather exciting!! Thank you for all you have done for me. I am grateful 😌! Be blessed and may your life be graced with His Presence and the manifestation of His love 💕! Bye!👋
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
@@timgomezcircopequeno9740 Just so you know, my daughter was upset that I was hurt and upset. She got on my phone and did numerous things I am not aware of all. But, if I had known, what she was doing, that naughty side in me might have let her do it anyway! I pray you find what you are looking for. I feel, my communion, worship and adoration of the Great Divine is my answer to feeling His Peace, Love and Joy! My focus and Praise of Him is really the only thing that calms the storm in me. ☺️ Be blessed! I do not plan on stalking you! So, no worries! Okay? 😳
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
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@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Dear Mr. Tim, You are free to do whatever you like. Freedom is good ☺️ We can only do what we feel is right concerning our lives. In fact, the words we speak and the beliefs we hold are from our deep sense of righteousness; which might change over time, it's true. Yes, however, I still seek external validation.Yet, I'm striving to gaze upon and seek only validation from Jesus Christ. That is true self-worth! I have been there at times in my past, but want to be there again. The wild bird says, thank you for the apology, but for what? Was it not the wild bird's assumptions that caused it to experience pain? There were other forces at play too, weren't they!?! It was totally the wild bird's fault to trust a realm that was false. I believe they learned their lesson to not trust things across the internet! I pray that is so! It grounded the bird for awhile, but it is taking short flights now! Concerning your outfit, I can see you in a Superman suit. It's colors, blue and red would look good on you! And the name too! I can see you in the stance, fisted hands upon your side! Your red cape flowing in the wind behind you! Maybe you and the wild bird can take flight together across the ocean and explore the America's beautiful scenic lands. Hope. That's what causes us to keep pressing onward! Be blessed 😇
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Oh! I forgot to say, please forgive my rudeness concerning my false accusations towards you! That's all😳!! Goodbye 👋
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Dear Tim! I'm happy to see your beautiful face always! 😘 Many loving thoughts are sent to you today😍God's Gracious blessings be upon you and His Angels give you protection and guidance from harm! 🥰
@timgomezcircopequeno97402 жыл бұрын
Dear Deborah. I find myself today feeling strange, disconnected. It lays me low. This unfolding is tough at times and I have no one to share it with but God it feels. I am eternally grateful for you as the only one on planet earth who just reached out. I see so much beauty in nature, music and ones I know are on the same page but stay distant. I just want to connect with people but it feels like my universe is intent on crushing me completely. Have I imagined it all? I know I have not. Tim doesn't know what to do so surrenders and trusts as it all falls down yet feels it is his own fault. Mustn't grumble as my grandfather always said yet here I am. I don't know what to do and if it wasn't for you I would feel utterly ignored on this level yet have to trust in some dream as I am far beyond the point of no return. I pray for peace within and without. And I pray I have caused you no harm. Your slightly down friend. Tim Ps. Still an invisible superhero though. And hopeful
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
@@timgomezcircopequeno9740 Dear Tim, You are not alone and the reason of my attention is because you have grasped mine! Surely, you are familiar with my moments of despair. How utterly alone and hopeless one can feel. Of course, they are lies from the devil, but feel real nonetheless! Calling out to a real God sets in motion His present help in time of trouble, I have found. The gears on the clock are constantly in motion, just as the actions of the Almighty are moving systematically to get our prayers answered. Some prayers need immediate attention and others take longer to be moved. Regardless, God is working His Good at all times; just as He is doing for you! And, one thought that must continually be ever on our lips, He loves me!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
I will leave the rest up to you!!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
My heart was convicted for sounding like that. You have done very much for me over time past. I never want to sound ungrateful! Please 🥺 help me!!!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
This sounds very abrupt. Sometimes I am straight forward and it sounds uncaring! I thought how could I pose it without sounding as such, but I failed!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Orson, ask Tim what he wants me to do? Ask him how much money would make him happy?
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Wow! I'm blowing up your site here! I pray all is going well with your adventure! I know this is very exciting for you to, "get back on the horse!" Very lovely for you! Anyways, this is all fine! I do feel your present conversation with me, in my view, is incongruent with your person presented here. I release your activity towards me since this game is over. I don't want to play anymore! May God bless all your endeavors, Sir! God bless you!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Dear Sir, I apologize. I want harmony within. I am rather embarrassed for my disassociative behavior. I pray I receive, the enlightenment you have, concerning this matter! 😌
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Hi, Tim! Deb here! I'm not sure what is going on with you! I will be blunt. Are you pursuing me? Aren't you 41 years old? I owe you an apology, if you are not interested in me. At times, I have felt this from various sources on KZbin. But, maybe it was all an illusion! Would you please clarify for me? I think I 'm old enough to be your mum if you are 41. Have you gotten acquainted with me as an experiment?! Or, tried to change my life? That is why my heart has been hurt, because you did not take seriously my deep affection for you. Why would you want to increase my emotion of love for you when you had no intention of following through upon the perceived motivations!? I do not have any ill feelings now towards you, only confusion. But, as I'm writing this, there must still be some hurt! Because I feel some anger coming up! (I must pray for forgiveness! The LORD never lets me down!) Please tell me who you are and why you have done this! I beg you!!! Let me know!!! You are talking about Emma now. The person who touched you very profoundly. You told me that you are looking for her, so you could not have feelings for me. I doubt that has changed, since she has been a central theme in your writings. So, am I, what? Please, will you explain?! If you love Emma, I do not understand why you treated me so flippantly to pull on my heartstrings when you only looked at me as "client?!" Or, was in my life at all!?! Jesus said, this sums up the law and the prophets, "Do to others what you would have them do unto you!"
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
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@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Hey! I'm only sad because I wanted to love you! So, it's taken a bit of a certain acceptance in my heart from you that says no, but I know these things can not be forced. Forgive me for my rebuttal of unacceptance. I am self-centered and want my way! So, I come to be overwhelmed with Thanksgiving to my Savior for His great love of me!! I leave my destiny to God! He loves me with such an everlasting love! He has such good plans for me! I can't wait to see what He has for me! It makes me want to run up and down the throughway! But it has taken surrender to Him. All religions ,I feel, are similar in the fact that they preach, love, goodness and kindness. But only God Almighty gives us a way to be free from our guilt, shame and condemnation, the sacrificial death of Jesus Christ shedding His blood!! No other religion offers such freedom from sin and assurance of a friendship with God Almighty. Then, we will have true unity with all who are in Him. We then can be little lights shinning to all, inviting to come, and share in the great, warm light of the Father!! He calls us, come into me! I choose love! I apologize again for any grief I might have caused you or your family. In no way would I want to cause grief to anyone! Thank you for music and your thoughtfulness! We move forward into the unknown!
@timgomezcircopequeno97402 жыл бұрын
Hey. Please don't leave a comment. I am not here. Tim x 🌻
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Dear Mr. Young Man! Is it 41 anas? So many times I have felt foolish concerning you! But, you have your reasons! For all these things. So, I am happy you we're able to save a young woman from her peril, it does make us feel splendid like on cloud nine to rescue a fellow weary traveler! It is bringing the love of God to our neighbors, those who need His help! I believe that's why it feels so good to participate in such actions because God is in it!! I am so grateful for the Presence of God in my life! He is my Guide among the cool Forrest floor with all it's tangled branches, streams ,and vines. He is my Guide, too,along the the sunny grass fed plains. Running free. There is beauty in it all, but that is the struggle to seek it out!! Maybe it gets easier with time? I pray it be so! I want to live of course as an overcomer! It is never pleasant to live depressed,! But it takes effort to live joyfully too! Either way, to live joyfully is my preferred choice!! Well, it has been pleasant knowing you! Now it all makes sense! I do feel a little unsettled since the whole true was kept from me making me experience many unpleasant emotions that I believe could have been avoided. Because your intentions were, what? Many things come to my mind. A game of cat and mouse! But, now it is over! I will let it go! Forgive me for my foolish behavior. Why did you lie? Whas it gambling bet to see how long it would take me to fall in love? Did you win alot from your buddies? Oh, well! What recompense can I obtain? That's left up to God!!
@timgomezcircopequeno97402 жыл бұрын
Hi Deborah. Thank you for messaging. I will be honest with you. You have been in a way the only direct contact I have had on this journey of understanding. I have not lied. I have presented myself as authenticly as I knew how along the way. My search within myself for the one I fell for is central to my story, my wild bird exists I am certain yet blocked from me. This has put me through an emotional rollercoaster I pray never to repeat. It has caused chaos in my life and family with me as the cause yet a trust in God, in a divine hand. Of course ALL thought me mad yet on I went. I too feel so much pain could have been avoided with some simple truths along the way yet continued to trust. Honestly I have been locked out of the dream I see just beyond with endless clues and nudges to continue. All abstract and not possible to prove to any I may wish to. Yet with an utter certainty. Have the emotions you have worked through made you stronger? I know I am. Was it necessary? They were blocking parts of me, I came to see them as obstacles between me and the Divine within. I have not stated exactly who I am as that would have caused a reaction. I have approached it creatively. I pray I have not confused or put you through anything unnecessary. Knowing yourself can be tough, it is an unlearning. Everything you are looking for is within you, just as all masters have said. It was no cat and mouse game though I have felt in one myself at times. I pray this conveys a small amount of clarity at least. In this journey we can be mirrors to eachother yet the true mirror is the one you can see yourself in. That is going within, that is turning your senses within. Your friend and young superhero. Tim x Ps. No bets involved, truly no one involved. This is my single outlet of my dream.
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Good morning, Mr. Tim. Thank you for the lovely poem, "Mother's Day," that you shared here. The lulling sound of the waves and the soft gentleness of your voice was remarkably very peaceful and calming. I believe you could market that! You seem to speak about the oneness of our persons who are living this life. But, the sin nature of mankind prevents that from happening. Christ, however, in his last prayer before the cross with his disciples, speaks of the oneness that he desires for all of his children to have. Personally, I have seen this demonstrated most genuinely from his disciples all around me. What comfort and manifestation of the love of God has been shone me in my deepest needs. God truly has not left us alone, but we are supported and loved, held up and nurtured by his angels both celestial and fleshly 🤗. There is a large grove of trees called 'The Sequoias along the northern coast of California. Maybe you have heard of these? These trees are so massive, that one of them was cut through for a tunnel so cars could drive through. It is said, that the under ground network of the root system of these trees is so remarkable that this is the way they hold themselves upright amidst the seemingly massive weight of their structure. Sounds so much like us living in this world! Jesus tells us to take up our cross and follow Him. Our weight. Then, we are told to bear one another's burdens. So, just like those trees, because of who I am and I believe all of us at times, the weight of our world seems 'massive!' But, thanks be to God, He will provide the strength we need by the 'underground' connection we possess! Please be blessed today and thank you! 💓
@timgomezcircopequeno97402 жыл бұрын
Hi Deborah. Thank you so much for commenting again. And glad you found my silly poem. Silly is how I feel right now as no wild bird seems ever to be coming. I feel disjointed with such a realisation and wonder why a simple act of closure is beyond her. I will speak freely as I don't give a shit right now. And hey what are mates for? You stood out as someone with the courage or madness to talk to me. No one else has. I understand what it is to love, I do know my heart and I never want to hurt anyone. I am cautious on my path yet just long for like minded people. My childhood was great, alot of love and little money. The lessons I learnt are with me to this day and insight my friend. I feel so shut out of all I wish for yet know it is an inner alignment before an outer. I am sat in my car on a cliff not sure my path ahead yet told all my answers are within. So I trust, just as Christ did. What is not clear will become so. Hey, anyway thanks again invisible friend. Glad you are there. Love Mr. Lost and found, all cool, not giving up, still loves wild birds, take care, sure it will make sense one day, playful Gomez. X
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
@@timgomezcircopequeno9740 Wow! This is hard for me since I thought I gave closure! I really was not going to look at KZbin again and how I saw this is beyond me!! Anyways, I'll try to answer you. What I understand is, you just want me to talk 🦜 with you? I've listened to everyone of your videos posted here and have loved them all. But, they are of the calibur that I could listen again and enjoy! You say I haven't given closure to you. Well, I am not sure what you mean except the simple fact you do not love me the way I feel is desirable. It is not your fault if those feelings are not present in you! But, the problem lies for me. I have felt one moment you do, and just when I've felt that, you don't. I have felt that, I'm on a giant yo-yo, and the giant ork who's playing his game, with me attached! Really, I want off! My emotions, why should I put them through the cycle of ups and downs when a simple, "good bye," cures the cause! I care for you very deeply and I cannot go back to, "just talking!" Forgive me for not being strong enough to withstand the onslaught I perceive against my emotions! I have touched fire 🔥 and either I become totally consumed, or get back away from it! I pray the best for you in all your endeavors! You are a brilliant man and God has gifted you with many talents! In Christian Love --- Debbie 💗
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Hi, Tim. I'm sure you are surprised to hear from me! Maybe not 🙂! Especially after what happened. I would say to let you know that I forgive you, but I don't believe you feel like you did anything wrong. I'm so sorry for the hurt you must have experienced when you were younger to treat people like you do. But, again, I don't think you believe you do anything wrong. I have come to the place that I pray for you most sincerely to be delivered from the worldly bondages that hold you apart from fully feeling the true Peace and Love of God. Again, you probably think you do already! I would, in myself, like to stop you from continuing to hurt people in a way that you are ignorant to or maybe you are not! I don't see your heart! I only hear your words and see your actions. Jesus Christ, in His wisdom, tells us we cannot have two masters. Either we will love the one and hate the other or visa versa and it's rather surprising Jesus said, "love of money," and "God." In my heart, I truly want you to walk in the Freedom and Liberty that trusting in the blood of Jesus alone gives us. I love you ☺️and I want my words to reflect that. 🤗 Be blessed 😇
Thank you for all your attention and much affection! Very much appreciated, forever! But, I'm ready to face my reality now and leave my fairy tale behind! May the churning in your soul be satisfied with the knowledge that the faith in the blood of Jesus Christ alone makes you completely acceptable to Our Almighty! God bless your journey! With loving thoughts ❤️!!---Debbie
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Dear Tim, Thank you for opening your heart and sharing it here. Putting it all together in my mind of what you have said is love, to love one another. I believe with all my heart, that is the message Christ puts with in each of us His disciples. I know I harp on forgiveness, but I feel that is the only way we can be one in Love. People, us, we come from all walks of life with differing perspectives and ideas. Can we make everyone feel as we do? I feel we can share love and acceptance with one another and I believe everyone enjoys that! But, in my eyes, we have to forgive the differences we each have to reach out and hopefully bring them to love and acceptance of all, the oneness you speak of. I know as a child, growing up, there was so much focus on sin and how anyone else lived differently than me, they were not recipients of the Heavenly after life. That is religion. My guiding stick now is, "Do you have faith in Christ?" It isn't obeying the creeds and traditions of doctrine. And, if they don't have faith, I will show love and acceptance by God's Grace and perchance they ask the hope that lies in me. I do so want to show the love of God, Heaven, to all whom God places in my life, no matter who they are! I believe I hear you saying that is your calling as well! Thank you for sharing! I enjoyed it most readily. Much tender affection for you 🌹Be blessed!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
From me to you 💋💋💋🤗🤗🤗one each for Orsen, Tim and No.1. I like the impromptu visit! Romantic! 🤭 Very lovely chat from you! And, I like and agree with what you say wholeheartedly about Heaven! We might use different terminology at times, but the meaning is the same I feel. Know that I very much respect what you have to say! I enjoy it in fact! Your words are a part of you I love most genuinely! Now, you are in Portugal! I like the, is it American Indian or Mongolian painting and coverings? I did a bit of research on them and their cultures are quite a bit similar. Anyways, I would love a poem! Very sweet for you to offer! I look forward to hearing one from you! Much adoration for you! And something else ❤️🔥🔥😅
@timgomezcircopequeno97402 жыл бұрын
Hi Debbie. Thank you so much. How can this journey I am so certain of be so seemingly lonely? It drives me up the wall some days. If it wasn't for you I would just stop. No, I cannot stop, I will keep walking and searching my heart. It is so strange to love a ghost, an angel or a dream yet the love won't die so it has to go somewhere. My life has become this seemingly invisible dream I have no one to share with yet see some place up ahead I am drawn too. Yet must enjoy the journey. This is no idle game, it pervades my life. I am so certain I will one day find Emma that I risk all yet am told to let go of the how and when!? Anyway, poem it is then. Thank you for all your messages, they give me hope and certainty at least one person is out there. Hope your family is all well. My son is 8 and doing really well, loves football and Minecraft like many others. Chess theme, how about men against women? Gives your sculpting some scope. Life journey? Soul journey? I will ask No. 1 later. Point is we must do in this world, to combine the mind, body and creativity must be the best bet. Souls journey is surely to merge once more with the divine yet let us all shine while able in our unique ways. Seriously, thank you. I am sat in Portugal and it is raining more than in England yet you have given me a ray of sun from the invisible people I will be ever grateful for. Love Mr. Ever hopeful, daft at times, honest wild bird lover Gomez x 🌻 Ps. No. 1 sends his love too
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
@@timgomezcircopequeno9740 You must think I'm a silly 🤪 goose! Forgive me for my repetitive, aggressive and forward behavior! 😅 I do laugh at myself! And tell Orsen thank you! Very sweet and thoughtful 😊! The journey, yes, it is the way through this life I believe! But, I feel that you have been teaching me to focus upon the good in life when the trials come, because they do come! Sadness, offense, hardships, loss all apart of our journey. From my new perspective, those negative emotions want to rise up, but it is a discipline of the will, just like exercise, I've learned, to train myself to say, "God is good. He loves me. He is kind. He is in control and wants my best." Focusing on those lovely words, keeping in check my negative vibration, to not let them overwhelm me, quells the negativity and fills me with Peace and Calm! It is amazing, though, I have not felt unsettling emotion for a little while now. Praise Jesus! I've started sending my daughter some of your positive affirmation and LORD Helps videos. She reminds me of where I've been. I want to help her find joy in this life. She accepts her station, and is thankful, but limited. By God's grace, I believe deliverance will come to her as well! We all, as concerned parents, want our children to enjoy life to the fullest! Your son reminds me of my grandsons with the Mind Craft 🙂 You are right, the children love it! But I think it is an ingenious game. I've sat with them while they play and I enjoy watching them! I looked at your Circo Pequeno, I can't remember the name "eb" something, and you are very talented! Very entertaining. I also saw your son there too. He looks like you! One of my daughters dated a young black man who did "poi" fire 🔥 baton and light balls in a type of sock. My son, Noah, enjoyed that too. They put on a show for a Halloween party at the church we attended. Everyone enjoyed, just like I was mesmerized by your show! Now I understand where you are coming from when you say show! Thank you for responding so quickly! I was quite delighted and surprised! Have a pleasant visit in Portugal. I pray all goes well with your itinerary. Be blessed 😇
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
@@timgomezcircopequeno9740 Oh, I forgot to mention in all my rambling a very big thank you for your much appreciated suggestion. It is a "jolly" as you say, good idea! I will start planning it out today! Much gratitude! That's being a team 🤠!!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Hi, there! So nice to see you! I'll be brief. I've enjoyed my music. Thank you I'm most grateful 😌! And you do reach me in my heart 💗!! You shine 🌞
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Dear Tim, Please do not expect me to request anything. You are in control. I felt like I was being ungrateful earlier today. I am sorry. Please forgive me, Ms. Mary. Really, my heart hurt! I liked this video but I haven't listened to it all! Just jumped in on before the last half. I will listen later. Mostly I was just wanting to express regret over my words before I went to bed! I did hear about right-wing evangelicals and Donald Trump! I believe it would be wonderful if all people were one, but they are not. Honestly, I personally do not think God wants everyone to be. That's my opinion and I mean no disrespect. But, that doesn't mean we can't try. I believe that is the mission of all of God's children. We want to believe and bring everyman into God. If we were, there truly would be Peace on earth! At least I can strive to bring it into the realm and kingdom I live in. Peace to you, brother, and much love always! 😍🥰
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
After rereading this entry, it sounded a bit hasty. I understand now you were expressing your heart and I hadn't taken the time to listen properly. I was awake all night last night after typing this. I so much do not want to offend in any way! You could not say, "It's ok. I forgive you!" because of the boundaries here! Anyways, I did listen this evening, wonderful, and I expressed my thoughts above. Have a lovely day 💕
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
"Don't fall for a human, you get all lovey dovey!" 🤣
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Hi, Tim! Should start with thank you for all you've done for me. For urging me on. Much blessings to you! Also, I pray you are well. You look very fine here! 😍 So, your talk, very well done! I would love to see your gardens and your cobble work. I've done much landscaping over the past years myself. This time laughed quite a lot throughout your talk! From beginning to end. I was amazed how much! Deer, dog, people, all kinds of wildlife! Well, change topic, soul purpose. I believe my soul purpose is to share the love and forgiveness of God through His Son and through myself. God so much loves us. Even me! I think God has no trouble forgiving us, but I believe we have trouble forgiving one another the most. But, God will help us, if we ask! The same Spirit that joins us to God, joins us to each other. That's how our world knows we belong to God, because we belong to each other like our hands and feet do! Change. Will you help me again? I have been searching the internet for various ideas 💡 of things to occupy myself with. I went to church today and they spoke of Halloween activities, a book study called, "Don't give the enemy a seat at your table," based on Psalms 23, and working with the children's ministries. Since today was my first Sunday, they don't usually let one work with the children. Also, I was going to cast my chess set I'd made. My son wanted it after dad died, so I had given it to him. When I went to see him last week, I asked for it back and told him I wanted to cast them. But, this might sound silly to you, but I felt God wanted me to give it back because even though he doesn't have time, he was wanting to cast them too. And, Jesus tells us to not ask back what we have given. So, I'm looking for at least another theme to cast. That one was prairie farmers and indians. I have bought materials already to sculpt another. Ideas? Now, here's my question, is having a business, making money the soul purpose for us? All my needs are met, but it is because of my husband I know. I'm really struggling with all this. I feel like you would be disappointed in me if I do not have a business. Here, I've spoken my heart. Will you be so kind as to give your opinion and advice? Much love and blessings to you ❤️
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Help me understand. I am confused. I want to believe. This for you! music.kzbin.info/www/bejne/a3SvkpmpqKlpmK8&feature=share
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Hello, "You don't say a lot!" Ha!! Talking about invisible people. No, I guess we can't! Even though I might like too! Curious, is your real name Orsen? Come and talk with me! I say! Yes! I have missed you most longingly! How can I not? My heart has found it's home 🏡 ("Infinity," "Lion's Gate Portal,") I'll look them up! Doubt and fear's boundary's has been dealt with. Maybe for you, but this is what I've been dealing with today. I'm praying for you. Please know this! It's too late to be just friends. I only want to do this once in a lifetime. You want to open up about loving with your whole heart. Yes, there are many things I'd say privately too! I believe this is where much of the doubt, fears, and withholding come from me and because the time for meeting together and talking to me seems unbelievable. I'll talk later! But maybe I just figured this all out!!
Hello, Tim! Listened to this again and I always learn something new! I laughed a couple of times. Once, when I saw your face talking about Trump! Then, again when yourselves were arguing with each other! "Do you see what I have to deal with?" Ha! Ha! Well, I have to agree with you that Heaven is here. I feel we get glimpses of God in each other when we love and forgive each other. Me, I'm flawed and need to be forgiven! I believe though, God is teaching me to rise to higher vibrations of Peace and Calm. In your wisdom, I feel God has impressed you to stretch me into looking deeper within myself. Growing can be painful, but I see God, in you, has shown me where I have fallen short. I know I disappointed you. But, I cannot believe how He has quelled the anger I have experienced from perceived hurt within me. You, my teacher, have received the brunt of my stretching. I know you say, "what has been said cannot be undone," those are very sad words. Without forgiveness, we are sad indeed! That is the beauty of unconditional love. It fills us up from God, and flows out to our offender. It is very sweet to taste as it passes through us. I like to believe we forget the offenses, just as our LORD forgets our offense. Will you forget mine? Can we be friends? I like that you want to open your heart and being as one. I believe Christ prayed that over us, His children, before He went to the Cross for us. We are in one spirit, Christ in us and we in Christ and therefore one with each other. God is good! Your monarch is passed. I'm sorry for your country's loss. Queen Elizabeth will be missed the world over. I hope your journey to Portugal is productive and you accomplished all you were intended to with ease and enjoyment. Be blessed 😇
Hi, again! Yes, it is odd how this recording was a month ago, but I feel today, as you were describing at the beginning, the higher vibrations of excitement and all joining together in unity. My heart has been very happy ❤️ and enjoying life today. Thanks to you! The higher vibrations! It seems I always see you happy 😊 Maybe those who say you aren't smiling might be times you are intently working. When I get engrossed in my work, that is what is on my mind, work! Please forgive me, but this was the first time I heard you say juggling! Did you join yourself with a circus act and that is where the name "Circo Pequeno" came from? Ah! many questions flood my mind! The shows? Etc. You seem too far away! I enjoy seeing your face and watching you talk! But, it makes me sad I cannot sit in front of you and listen while you tell your stories in real time. There is definitely a playfulness about you that is pleasantly attractive! Sigh! That is all I can say! What else can be said while I watch an untouchable desirable figure like a movie! Thank you for sharing! Good night 💤 from here! Hope your day is well!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Hello, Mr. Tim, I pray you take no offense, but you made me laugh a few times! One when you mentioned hitting your head a couple of times! That could affect you 😂The other I started to jot down, but thought a second no because it might offend you! 😄 And there was one time at the end! I couldn't remember exactly, just that I was laughing! As always, very enjoyable talk! I liked your poem! The door is always open! I hear the sea gulls and waves in the back ground! Made me think of my recent stint to the ocean. It was so enjoyable! I pray your outing is going well and you're not hurting your self! One of the last days we were on the ocean, the waves were vicious! They hit me on the head with such force, my glasses came off and became part of the waters! When I got home to my grandson's, my daughter's home, her eye prescription is similar to mine, so, until I can get another pair sent to me, I'm covered. She is always so very generous to me! A lovie heart! Ah, it is of necessity to get ready for bed. Then, I'll listen to another of your videos! See you soon!
@timgomezcircopequeno97402 жыл бұрын
Thank you. The fact I made you laugh is great. I think humour is another of the doors to a better life. I am glad you are watching. I love doing the poems and will do more. Shame about your glasses, lucky you have helpful family. I just got back to Portugal for a visit. Great to see my son after 3mths! Also back into summer as England has gone into autumn already. Have a great day. Tim
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
@@timgomezcircopequeno9740 Hello! I tried to watch your next video posted here last night, but I must have been very sleepy since I fell asleep straight away! Your voice is very soothing 😊 Maybe tonight another try! I have been a bit busy these past days learning to be happy on my own. My children have been so sweet and kind to me by including me in their activities. I'm thankful we had seven children. They all can share the burden of helping mum! But, I must find fulfillment in life apart from them! Today, my heart is overwhelmed with the appreciation for life. Very pleasant vibrations! You have a son?! Can I ask how old? And he lives in Portugal?? How far is Portugal from England? It is hard, I assume, to not see your children on a regular basis! We do love them so! But, circumstances of life come upon us making it difficult. Do you have other children besides your daughter and son? Did he play at surfing with you! My boys and grandson took one of those short boards and tried to surf. The waves on the Gulf hardly compare to the Pacific or Atlantic Oceans! Anyways, I 'm glad you are enjoying surfing with friends and visiting with your family. A winning and loving combination! I pray you are well and "being a good boy!!" 🤣
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Hello, Mr. Tim, As always, a very rousing talk about forgiveness and unconditional love! It is also very pleasant to hear your voice too. And, the birds in the background, they added a musical touch! But, I want to address the issue of non-judgementalism. My late husband, as you, was very unsympathetic to the right-wing evangelical persons. Yet, he held to the philosophy of being non-judgemental towards all persons. For me, I began to see that not accepting all persons, as what you expressed in your talk, was inconsistent with our beliefs, no matter what creed, tradition, or religion a person came from. I remember I had to forgive, as you expressed here too, for the evangelicals inconsistencies. Not one person I know likes to be judged or thought less than someone else because of who they are. And I had been as Christ said, "In the same way you judge others, you will be judged, and with the measure you use, it will be measured to you."-- Matthew 7:2 As a child of Light, and messengers of the Gospel of Christ, He requires we forgive one another and accept one another because that is what He did for us! As His conduits, I do so enjoy His love flowing out from me to all in my realm. That is why I have so loved the positive affirmation videos since they encourage me to even more readily speak positives to everyone around me! It makes me happy to do so! Thank you for expressing apologies towards judgementalism. The verses in Luke chapter 6 starting with the beatitudes have been my life force and guide for many years! The precious words of Christ bring healing and Peace. Be blessed and thank you! May you enjoy your trip but, I pray the waves will be kinder to you than past experiences!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
I looked for your other videos: Invisible lights, magic memories, more magic memories and most magic memories. So far, they are not uploaded? 💖
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Dear Sir---I keep needing to apologize for all my misunderstandings. I realize I was abrupt here at first! Please forgive me! How many times? Thank you, thank you for showing me care and concern. I appreciate you! You make me smile! 🤩❣️🥰
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Dear Tim, I humbly request your forgiveness for reacting very poorly upon the condition or thought of rejection I perceived. Instead of speaking out, I should act or deal with it on my own, quietly. I'm so sorry! There must be an underlying cause that I feel I need to speak out hurtfully. I believe Jesus needs to work in me an immediate release from offense in my heart so it does not come to that! Now I am crying because my heart hurts! Not from offense, but from love! You spoke very lovely words and what am I to do? This is a public platform where there is not freedom to speak freely! I am embarrassed to!
@timgomezcircopequeno97402 жыл бұрын
kzbin.info/www/bejne/Z4i3pmh5Ysugh68 Dear Deborah. Here is a link to magic memories. I will place the others. They are uploaded yet strangely hidden, as am I. There are 45 videos somewhere. This process is playful and you have nothing to be forgiven for. I am so happy to find someone with the courage to talk to me and I choose to speak freely now. Whatever the platform. We are truly in a time of great change and our hearts collectively have a super power. I will always long for my wild bird yet must change it to harmony to ever find her. As a guy this is tricky yet I am getting better. Have a wonderful day. Love Tim
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Oh! Be blessed 😇
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Oh! Bye!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Dear Mr. Tim, First of all, I owe you very much gratitude. I remember the depths of my earthly, futile attachments at the beginning of going down this path. You, for whatever reason except God, allowed your Angels to show me tender love and care, something my heart was craving for! Yes, I know the love God has had for me, but like I mentioned on another chat another time back, and you made reference to it here, we are all interconnected. I never realized the depths of that even though Christ makes the illustration of the fact, we are One in Him. My connection for affection was mainly from my family of which I am very thankful for! You made it possible for me to believe and feel much validation and affection from others outside my family which I have never experienced before. I say very much thank you! Secondly, I'm not sure how strong I am and I have experienced deep inner hurt. Maybe if I was stronger emotionally, these offenses would not have pierced my soul. But, I pray others will forgive me as I forgive them. I am learning more clearly to be quick to forgive so the level of emotional pain maybe reduced and not grasp ahold of me. I pray and request God speed unto myself and my life. I believe this to be the key! And, thirdly, loving others for me does stem from understanding the love God has for us! I cannot love and accept others without condition unless I see that God loves me solely for the reason that I received His love, Jesus Christ's blood for the forgiveness of my sins. That is the only condition The Father requires. Now, I love others and want to express to them the same way I have been loved by God it is to receive the blood of Christ 😍 for the forgiveness of sins. I believe He will move us in ways that He places upon our hearts in helping others. I just want to be sure I give unconditional love to everyone. God speed on this as well!! In the background I could hear the ocean's waves as you were speaking. Very lovely atmosphere to go with the very lovely speech! Again, much gratitude for all your many kindnesses and affection. God speed unto you as well!! Those of us in Christ are His children. He is the way to our Almighty.
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Hi, Tim! This is the only video that I didn't see apparently, but I can view the others again.☺️Most of the time, I watched them at night and so not quite all the time coherent 😴. The inner-child seems as if it might be another reference to our emotional state. We hear how someone acts like a baby throwing a temper tantrum. It seems that it stems from anger. Anger, to me, comes from hurt. For me, that's the key, to deal with your hurt. If I would readily forgive when offended, I know I do many times, then my emotional state would stay more calm. I like to express how Christ feels about things, always. He talks about offense: "You have heard that it was said, ‘An eye for an eye, and a tooth for a tooth.’ But I say to you, do not resist an evil person; but whoever slaps you on your right cheek, turn the other to him also. If anyone wants to sue you and take your shirt, let him have your coat also. Whoever forces you to go one mile, go with him two. Give to him who asks of you, and do not turn away from him who wants to borrow from you.” - Matthew 5:38-42 To me, living a life of forgivessness is elemental to soothing the inner child! Be blessed today and may the goodness of God fill your life! ❤️
@timgomezcircopequeno97402 жыл бұрын
Thank you Deborah. I need these little connections. It is like you are the only one with the courage to talk to me directly. Did you find the Happy valentine's? I honestly don't know what the invisible people see. If there even are any. It is odd to say the least. Thank you for making my dream seem at least semi real in this world of dreams. Have a great time. It is great to be with family. My daughter who is 20 just came to visit today. Thank you. Tim
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
@@timgomezcircopequeno9740 Good morning, friend! Oh, I forget your varying time zone! What is the title for your Valentine's video? I'm unsure of hearing that term except in another video where you alluded to it. How wonderful to see your daughter! I'd ask you questions about her life like: where does she live, Is she at university, what is her life's passion, what's your all's favorite conversational topic, does she like writing like her dad, or is she more analytical, etc. But I do not want to be intrusive! I will look for the video you speak of. As always, they are a joy for me to listen to!🤩
@timgomezcircopequeno97402 жыл бұрын
She is fantastic and far cleverer than me. She did really well at school and is going to Bristol University in a few weeks. Italian and French. She can already speak Portuguese from her earlier years there. It is an absolute pleasure to see her and her mum. The valentine's message was called Happy valentine day I think and is crucial to the story. The next I am wearing a tophat and again is crucial. Thanks again. Tim
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
@@timgomezcircopequeno9740 Your daughter sounds delightful but mostly from your impression of her person upon you! Please forgive me, but I did not find you with a top hat on any of your video uploads. Be blessed 😇My son is cooking us a meal. Leftover steak and eggs! And here I thought I missed breakfast, but they just did a bit of shopping ☺️!!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
@@timgomezcircopequeno9740 Forgive my ineptness, but this is the only video with " Happy" on it and I realized that you were talking about your "newly released" video with a top hat you will display in it. Okay. I already commented on my views of the inner child, but I do feel that God calls us to be like little children with Him. I believe that it is trusting, being open, fully depending, and vulnerable with Him. When I totally trusted the fact that Jesus Christ's blood alone made me acceptable to the Father, I quit depending upon myself to make myself good enough to the LORD, but completely trusted Christ's work on the Cross. I have never strayed from that. I know, with that inner knowing, Christ's blood has forever sealed my acceptance to my Heavenly home! Be blessed 😇
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Good morning, from me, lovely 😍 number one! I opened my phone, and to my delight, I saw your beautiful face! I wish I could hold all your magnificent words in my mind and ruminate them over again in my heart. I know you are speaking from yours. I look forward to listening to your words again. They bring me great comfort. It seems, for me, when I invision and create in my mind images with words, I am able to grasp them more readily. What splendid work your surgeon did upon your face. It is miraculous what a good surgeon can do! We are in the Gulf of Mexico, so there are not any waves to speak of. No surfing here! After super last night (and Margaritas ❣️) we swam in the pool and huge jacuzzi! It brought such joy to laugh and enjoy each other's company! This is what I thought of when you spoke of your plethora of friends 😄! Comradery in this life is important and desirable, I know, because God has chosen this way. Jesus tells us, His children, to love one another, so the world will know we are His disciples. The world, without Christ, does not want to forgive one another. But, we, His children, prayerfully want to! To me, that is huge! My little darlings are awake! I will enjoy you later! Have a blessed day, No. 1! God's Grace be upon you! 🥰
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Hello, Babe, Lovely again tonight! I understood more listening closely now. I had to laugh 😅 a few times the way you were getting tickled. It was so delightful watching you! Millbrook looks like a pleasant place to live. The pictures posted were beautiful! I thought it interesting how there was a bay Plymouth there just like we have here where the pilgrims landed from England, called Plymouth Rock. Orson is derived from what word that has meaning for you?! Maybe you speak of it in your earlier videos. And, you have done a lot of Good work helping bring light to the darkness through your videos. It would be most cherished in my ❤️ heart to dine with you!
@forever_his2 жыл бұрын
Hi, Tim! We arrived at our destination and it is beautiful! I took a video of the outside and it is amazing 🤩!! I guess I cannot show you since KZbin does not support it. I wish I understood a bit more how to use all the amenities of this phone! It was about 5 hour drive away from my son's house. I rode with my son's wife and the two babies. They are joys! We'll go swimming probably later 😊! I showed my boys your picture video. My one son gave me a "high five!" My other son smiled with a nod of his head! ☺️ Is there a way I can send you pictures? You might get a surprise in one !🤭Looking forward to reading with you later! It seems you are my nighttime tonic!