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(mw who was trying to rob the pace but got found out) "maybe if I don't move their think I'm a lap"

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1:47:50 :)

I- I was just h- hungry I swear 3:

did somebody called SWAT on me??

Zydessert BAKE

i haves missed da stweam

i was assaulted by a rep co ad right after the stream ended

Great stream

Its nice having these videos, just a casual convo with the audience and just rambles on stuff you feel a little comfy talking about and it's okay, you'll get better and you'll progress more on what you want to do for yourself and taking care of yourself and for your content by time and also chilling with people who supports you in any way shape or form Love the stuff that you do and glad to have watch your videos to feel some comfort and chilling vibes and hope you take care of yourself in the future! :3

:3 💕💕💕

Famn, I've been in those times. But your problem with your mental health will surely go away, it could go away slowly or quick. In the end everything will be okay, progress is key even if its slow. Please take care

realest you've ever been

_He's talking to us..._ Wait a minute... _"Talking tohus"..._ *_"""Talking tauh us-"""_* 💀💀💀💀💀💀💀

Your so cute

I like your asmr

"nobody likes to listen to these" well call me nobody because i am also depressed and i like to listen to these videos (this is 50% a self indulgent kingdom hearts reference) i am really glad you made a video like this because even though youre not directly talking to someone youre getting feelings and thoughts out that youve struggled to get out. this is almost like a journal to you but its an open forum for people to read, and I hope it helps, im proud of you for speaking so much in this video and letting so many thoughts come out despite your doubts that people will care.

7:30 Like i said i may never meet you in real life but i still worry about you. I may just be a viewer but i still care about you. I know you can find someone to talk to about your problems. You got this, talk to someone you trust. Dont put yourself down, you are valued. ❤

I can totally relate to your inability to ask for help and stuff, I'm so socially awkward and anxious that having any normal style conversation (even online) just feels weird and off-putting. I'm glad I even have people to talk to in the first place. I pray you're able to recover from any future depressive issues, and just know that although this barely even counts as ASMR (being not tingly _or_ overly relaxing) I still found it nice to hear your experiences.

same vibes like chilling in call rambling with a friend very cool!!!! also some of the stuff were relatable gdnaglkadngl

7:30 I’m gonna worry about you because your the sole reason I can fall asleep

I like listening to rambles :3

with regards to the depression/"inability to ask for help" i feel you on that one... life has been super rough for me unfortunately... i take solace in the fact i have my support group in the form of all my friends :>

Hey! I know it can be very hard to be open about these things. Feeling depressed, inadequate, or frustrated. I just want to let you know I think it's very courageous to be able to express yourself in this way.

a good vent/ramble/yap session is always good, dude. its nice to know whats on ur mind! we will always love ya prootboy :)

I'd rather it not say suggestive

*Suggestive* I’m not a therapist, nor yours, but I just hope you do well. I’ve noticed the same thing, it takes a long time to recover from stuff like that. :/

I can really understand a lot of your struggles with depression because I've been there myself. Yes it's very important to talk to someone but I also know first hand how much easier said than done that can be. It puts you in a very vulnerable place and that's scary. I'm very much in the same boat of not wanting to be a burden. one thing that I still struggle with is that sometimes it feels selfish to complain about my problems to someone else. I've learned that sometimes it's okay to be a little selfish for your own well-being. I don't want to sound like I'm lecturing you and I'm sorry if it sounds like I am, it's just that I recognize a lot of myself in what you're describing. Getting overwhelmed by a lot of socialization, being in a depressive funk and shutting down, not wanting to bother people with it. All things I've dealt with in my own life. Something I did to help get out of that funk a little was to pick someone close to me and once a day just message them. Doesn't have to be something big or involve talking about your issues. Just saying hi or asking about their day. It doesn't even have to be every day. Just getting into the habit of talking to someone you trust regularly can help lift you out of that funk. It makes opening up about problems a little easier too. I'm by no means perfect about it but it helped me start working my way out of a depressive episode that lasted months. I definitely agree in regards to discord. I first joined a discord server when I was around 19 I think (27 now) and it was wild seeing how many kids (I'm talking like 13-14 year olds} were there. I distinctly remember having to step in and call out someone who was being weird to a kid that the mods just weren't doing anything about. Having age limits is important!!! In response to your feelings of losing motivation I feel like it's important not to tie your self worth to numbers and comparing yourself to someone who has a higher number than you is just going to hurt. I know that's another thing that is easier said than done but it's another thing I've seen myself do in my own life. I've looked at the things my friends and family have achieved in life at my age and compared to me they're a lot farther ahead. It's hard but I have to keep telling myself that my accomplishments are mine and I should be proud of them regardless of where other people are. I also listen to Pabz and he is good at what he does, but that doesn't mean you're not as good! You still have over 8 thousand subscribers! That's the entire population of the town I grew up in TIMES 10! Nothing to be ashamed of at all! You do great work and your videos have helped me relax when I'm down or stressed countless times. If there's one takeaway from my comment it's this: Those negative feelings suck but just know you're not feeling them alone. There are people out there who understand what you're feeling. I hope things improve for you. Sorry this comment ended up being a novel. Your words just resonated with me a lot.

14:20 buuutt what if said person is under 16 but they act 16 talk like a 16 yo they know how to stay safe cause in a lot of cases i see people just don’t wanna deal with “kids” (more like teens but eh) will you have like a verification process or something otherwise people under 16 ARE gonna join the server that’s just how it works

I love a good ramble every now and again. Glad you're doing ok and I'm excited for the future of the channel. You're the best proot ever Zy. I hope you have a good day or I guess good night <3

I'm sorta going through something similar. I love my friends very much, but I have hard time talking to them. It's really lonely :( Also I really agree that all these 13/14 yo's shouldnt be on Discord XD

Thank u for opening to us and for the trust that you put in us when you share your feelings. While it is good listening to your relaxing videos, it is good too, to listen to you sharing what's making u sad/worried. You'll never be a burden when u share what's troubling you. Hope all goes well, proot 🤍

and he goes on... and on... and on... and on...

Very nice~ owo A little bit of casual rambling isn't so bad from time to time. Sometimes it's better to get some things off your chest, rather than holding it all in. (hands you a stick of RAM and hugs you... because your silly uwu) Good video! ^w^

Personally I like a good ramble sesh, especially when that person has a soothing or relaxing voice. Can you guess who I’m referring to? 🤔🤔

I had a really bad day and I had to stay home so ima stay in bed and watch the zydurian playlist ❤

Snoot subbed

I love the fact that the first time I saw the proot just disappear is actually made me so confused like "where tf he go"