This song made me rethink whether drinking so much was okay, I was 13 and drinking daily. Kimya has helped me to stop
@KyleCobb-r4x21 күн бұрын
This song is fucking whack,Monotone as shit.speaking straight gibberish.
@dogboy3474 күн бұрын
No u
@brendakaye34Ай бұрын
I think silver pink pony is onto something...YOU deserve to BE really happy!
@EvaneScence-sm2djАй бұрын
im crying everytime i hear this song
@-Apathy-Ай бұрын
This song is so relatable. I never found a song that could relate to this much. I’m not even an alcoholic lmao
@HaywoodJablomii2 ай бұрын
2:08 love that crazy noise in the background
@zoealexander71273 ай бұрын
The beer I had for breakfast was a bottle of Mad Dog And my 20/20 vision was fifty percent off You said punch-buggy red and punched me right in my left eye I said don't you mean pediddle? and I lit his house on fire He came home on acid I was holding his shotgun I was dressed like Tina Turner in beyond thunder dome He said don't shoot, I said I won't I love you you're my friend I handed him my wig and shot myself in the head Then I stuffed a box of tissues in the hole in my skull I got in my Mazda and I drove to the mall I got a big Johnson shirt and some silicone tits When I pulled out the tissues they were covered with shit And the beer I had for breakfast was a box of cheap white wine And the boom box on my shoulder was a box of clementines I ate every single one without noticing the mold You said you're gross my darling, I said no I'm rock and roll Even though I'd never ever been in a band I got cool as black ice tattooed on my hand And the christians gave me comic books as if I would be scared Of burning in hell well I was already there And the beer I had for breakfast silver bullet in the brain And the beer I had for lunch was a bottle of night train And the beer I had for dinner was my crazy neighbor's pills We had to sit down on skateboards jut to make it down the hill Then I peed my pants and you stole the groom's cigar And some old man made me watch him masturbate locked in his car When I got back to the apartment you were face down on the floor You said don't go to bed yet let's go get a 64 And the beer I had had for breakfast was a pint of Jim Beam And a fifth of peach schnapps and some warm Sunny D And you said bottoms up just as I bottomed out I tried to scream fuck you but blood was pouring out my mouth Evan Dando never planned on telling you the truth And your Leonardo ID card is your fountain of youth You can be a teenager for your whole fucking life Just find some pretty sucker and make that bitch your wife I guess by now you all know my friend Danny broke his neck He was driving home from Sirens when he got into a wreck First I cried for him and then I cried for me Haunted by the ghost of the girl I used to be But the rocks with holes are warm in my hands And I buried my toes in the hot hot sand And the silver pink pony kisses me and says You've come a long, long way and you deserve to be really happy
@zoealexander71273 ай бұрын
And the beer I had for breakfast silver bulllet in the brain
@Hawktuahspitonthat3 ай бұрын
And the beer I had for lunch was a bottle of night train
@bedoflettuce3 ай бұрын
this song is the best portrayal of alcoholism ive ever heard. i feel every line in my soul. i find even the parts about specific situations are relatable , like the parts about the old man or the crazy neighbor's pills. i listened to this song for the first time when i was around 11, and now 6 years later i can fully understand it. i listened to this song when i was drinking everyday and ending up in traumatic/dangerous situations, i listened to this song when i was abusing meth, and now im listening to this song while struggling with alcohol again, as well as crack cocaine. the ending makes me so sad but also gives me hope, it makes me want to put my all into recovery. thank you kimya for this masterpiece, words cannot describe how much this song means to me. ❤
@salad94533 ай бұрын
i really hope your able to get sober, you deserve it. don't give up, i know that you can do it. (off topic but i like your daniel johnston pfp :) )
@cassiopeia68284 ай бұрын
THIS IS CO COOL?! ON A WHITE BOARD
@cassiopeia68284 ай бұрын
i just realized this was 15 years ago wow i'm late
@UnstableMelanieFan4 ай бұрын
@@cassiopeia6828we know man☹️
@oddkwitti4 ай бұрын
This song is beautiful. The words are well put together. It’s an emotional rollercoaster. It is sad that this song is being used for a trend, it means that I will always hear that one part, but I’ll never get sick of it <3
@ZebraGirl-s4v4 ай бұрын
lyrics- The beer I had for breakfast was a bottle of Mad Dog And my twenty-twenty vision was fifty percent off You said, "Punch buggy red, " and punched me right in my left eye I said, "Don't you mean pediddle?" and I lit his house on fire He came home on acid, I was holding his shotgun I was dressed like Tina Turner in Beyond Thunderdome He said, "Don't shoot", I said, "I won't, I love you, you're my friend" I handed him my wig and shot myself in the head Then I stuffed a box of tissues in the hole in my skull I got in my Mazda and I drove to the mall I got a Big Johnson shirt and some silicone tits When I pulled out the tissues, they were covered with shit And the beer I had for breakfast was a box of cheap white wine And the boombox on my shoulder was a box of clementines I ate every single one without noticing the mold You said, "You're gross my darling, " I said, "No, I'm rock and roll" Even though I'd never, ever been in a band I got cool as Black Ice tattooed on my hand And the Christians gave me comic books as if I would be scared Of burning in hell, well, I was already there And the beer I had for breakfast, silver bullet in the brain And the beer I had for lunch was a bottle of Night Train And the beer I had for dinner was my crazy neighbor's pills We had to sit down on skateboards just to make it down the hill Then I peed my pants and you stole the groom's cigar And some old man made me watch him masturbate, locked in his car When I got back to the apartment, you were face down on the floor You said, "Don't go to bed yet, let's go get a 64" And the beer I had for breakfast was a pint of Jim Beam And a fifth of peach Schnapps and some warm SunnyD And you said, "Bottoms up, " just as I bottomed out I tried to scream, "Fuck you, " but blood was pouring out my mouth And Evan Dando never planned on telling you the truth And your Leonardo I.D. card is your fountain of youth You can be a teenager for your whole fucking life Just find some pretty sucker and make that bitch your wife I guess by now you all know my friend Danny broke his neck He was driving home from Sirens when he got into a wreck First, I cried for him, and then I cried for me Haunted by the ghost of the girl I used to be But the rocks with holes are warm in my hands And I buried my toes in the hot, hot sand And the silver pink pony kisses me and says "You've come a long, long way and you deserve to be really happy"
@Maddiezmm24 ай бұрын
This was so useful 😊
@aprilyouknowwhat8154 ай бұрын
667 comment. Kimyas lyrics share the understanding of navigation to/from our darkest places *ie self exit attempts* and it hits in a way that keeps some from having to go there themselves. It's some of the truest therapy that exists. She should really be sending the bill in the mail 😂
@michaelceraaaaa5 ай бұрын
mazda reference
@ur.fav.yazzar4 ай бұрын
real
@qirzip90115 ай бұрын
this is balls
@UnstableMelanieFan4 ай бұрын
I will have say gex with your mom.
@vinegar80796 ай бұрын
Gonna go to rehab soon
@NouksYT5 ай бұрын
Goodluck man
@cookedasparagus5 ай бұрын
good luck ❤ you are amazing for going. life is beautiful and you deserve to experience it free from the vice of substances
@Rachael-qq1yu6 ай бұрын
I used to listen to Kimya a LOT back in 2005- 2013. Didn't know it at the time but I'm an alcoholic and suddenly it all makes so much sense. I didn't know alcoholism would lead to psychosis and seizures, mine did. Sober since Jan 7th 2023
@cookedasparagus5 ай бұрын
i’m so proud of you ❤
@UnstableMelanieFan4 ай бұрын
Congratulations 🫶
@m3lody9784 ай бұрын
Im so proud of you!! My friend's father is an alcoholic, and a lot has happened in the past few weeks for them. i really hope he gets help before it gets worse
@lolgacha32173 ай бұрын
I don’t know you, but a sense of complete appreciation blossomed in my chest. I’m so proud of you
@tylerharvey2337Ай бұрын
Hell yeah dude congrats, I hope you're doing well 🩷
@samsham82186 ай бұрын
Reminds me of travelin.. Dirty kids can get cleaned up but we are ALWAYS what we are..
@sockjammers4ever6 ай бұрын
this video was made before i was born- and i love it. this is art- this is gorgeous
@dweebaazooid6 ай бұрын
Metal af
@UnstableMelanieFan4 ай бұрын
Bro😭😭
@naluxi216 ай бұрын
I don't understand what the "silver pony" mean , like is it something or litteraly a silver pony😭
@oddkwitti5 ай бұрын
No! I believe it is a reference to acid.
@naluxi215 ай бұрын
@@oddkwitti acid??? Can you explain please? (I'm slow 💀💀💀)
@oddkwitti5 ай бұрын
@@naluxi21 acid I think is “dr*g”?
@naluxi215 ай бұрын
@@oddkwitti oooh okay tysm!
@cookedasparagus5 ай бұрын
i’m not sure entirely - but the silver pony was a children’s story about a boy who finds a silver pony , entices the pony with things the pony would love such as apples. afterwards they fly across the globe and into space , until the boy wakes up to discover it’s not real. i believe the silver pony is a reference to that story - and is a metaphor for alcohol being able to take her away from her problems temporarily. i hope this explanation helps (:
@mialanotiddygothgf68346 ай бұрын
Today I made my father cry because I don't want to go on a trip with him. He got mad at me, but I could see that he was actually crying. Right now I'm crying too. We've spent every single day of my life together, I just prefer to be with my friends for once instead of going with him. Idk. I don't understand why he's so upset about it. I think he's lonely. I'm really lonely too. I'm 17, my birthday is next month, and I think I'm gonna kill myself before that. Idk.
@cookedasparagus5 ай бұрын
please don’t. you will be 17 forever. you will miss out on the endings of your favorite shows, the future releases from artists you love, and the people you have yet to meet who will help you. it is worth it to stick around , i know it is difficult but there is a reason you are here instead of any of the other millions of sperms and eggs. all of those who /could/ be human , never became human , but /you/ did and you have a purpose. you have the ability to think, feel, and grow. you are worth it.
@mialanotiddygothgf68344 ай бұрын
@cookedasparagus hiii, i'm still alive. thank you for what you said, really. I actually turned 18 last month and I had a couple weeks when I felt good but I'm back here so I guess the happiness is over. Like you said I'll try to survive until october 4 at least cause there's an album i'm really looking forward to
@groandazey6 ай бұрын
this is weirdly comforting to me.
@sparkii_sparxx6 ай бұрын
Every year I listen to this song. The friend who introduced me to this song passed away by getting hit by a drunk driver right in front of my place of work... This song means a lot to me I just.. Needed to vent thank you comment section
@weddingvenu3s5 ай бұрын
i'm so sorry that happened dude i hope you are feeling better now also r.i.p 🫂
@anabelwilliams53497 ай бұрын
i hope everyone in these comments are doing okay rn❤️
@kittxgor7 ай бұрын
1:58 - 2:33 my favourite part<3
@edisongexha58818 ай бұрын
Im starting to get recomended really old video's
@jaimeparedes91888 ай бұрын
I'm an old-time traditional rock and roller listening to this for the first time--I thoroughly enjoyed it!
@tristanhall73988 ай бұрын
That was metal asf
@Vexarax8 ай бұрын
I don’t even know what sobriety is anymore.. what’s it ever been?
@ROASTEDCXNT8 ай бұрын
"I cried for him, and then I cried for me, haunted by the girl I used to be." That shit is really deep for me, and others
@IsaLinaLuna2 ай бұрын
literally just came to this song for that line tonight
@Maya-h5f2 ай бұрын
From tiktok of course
@ROASTEDCXNTАй бұрын
@@IsaLinaLuna Damn
@moontallaluah9 ай бұрын
as a person who grew up with a very alcoholic father , i fully hear this song differently than i did years ago
@annaturquoise77019 ай бұрын
never fails to make me cry
@Thesussysuscat9 ай бұрын
What's this song about
@willmaclachlan88969 ай бұрын
i am the original consciousness of the plant when you cut your grass you are raping me i have the spirit of a toddler
@D4EDLY.CL4WS10 ай бұрын
This is history but a legent
@Crodmog8310 ай бұрын
I really enjoyed this
@harrygas214610 ай бұрын
2024 coming strong
@thedude1342010 ай бұрын
This is beautiful ❤
@romerlys426411 ай бұрын
thank you!!
@SISSYBNNY11 ай бұрын
This song changed me a lil bit
@mioun51911 ай бұрын
this video was made 1 day before i was born and is my favorite song
@theexpert75811 ай бұрын
The Christians gave me comic books as if i would be scared, of burning in hell, but i was already there Very special song.
@theexpert7585 ай бұрын
It got better buddy. But you are back again...
@nathanhallisey44111 ай бұрын
I am crying because my newly minted adult daughter is hanging by a thread. Life is hard for them. We both love Kimya Dawson. They say they want to live but have dark thoughts all the time.
@kangel_lover44 Жыл бұрын
ive found that i relate to this maybe in some ways not literally but this song makes me realize im a very messed up individual...all because of horny men. this song made me cry when i heard it for the first time. i was going through something awful but i find comfort in this song
@NailBunny502 Жыл бұрын
Cheers bro I’ll drink to that
@dostal8775 Жыл бұрын
So hot
@royceroller7095 Жыл бұрын
Keep them coming,I love your songs 😎
@nessundorma3725 Жыл бұрын
And some old man made me watch him masturbate locked in his car Uhm… exactly the sense of disgusting any self hate every alcoholic feels every fucking time.