What do you mean, going on for longer?

@@avigoldstein7849unlike this movie , my son is on year two and three months . He too has this “ brain on fire “ autoimmune encephalitis. It’s a bitch disease

Sorry to hear this , I hope that you got treatment, my son has this and I know what you are going through

I want to induce a psychotic episode. I never had one before but have severe anxiety and mood disorder. I need a break from this reality, even if it’s not real. Especially if it’s not real.

​@@kathrynrhodes7785 no you dont

@@baguettebtch I know I don’t. I’m in a better headspace. Have you ever felt that way though when you just are not doing well at all.

@@baguettebtch I’ve also never had one so I don’t know what it’s like. I was just in such a bad space that I didn’t want to deal with reality is where that thinking was coming from.

@@baguettebtch ​ I’m bipolar but I have type 2 so I’ve only ever experienced hypomanic episodes. But severe depression is more often. I’ve never had a full manic episode. I also do know you can get a psychotic break from severe depression in addition to mania. And someone with type two if Iwere to experience a psychotic break it would be much more likely from severe levels of depression. I know that may not be true to everyone. But I fit type two to a T and yes I am diagnosed by a psychiatrist and on meds. If I were ever to get a psychotic break it would definitely more likely to happen from severe depression. I can’t predict the future and who knows I could get a full manic episode. But I’m on the right meds which helps the lows not be as bad. But sometimes they still get bad. But if I wasn’t on mood stabilizers omg they would be so much worse. So it definitely reduces the risk for sure. But anything can happen. I’ve been under a lot of financial stress and having a hard time and have some really bad days. I happen to be ok right now. Which is good. Anyway long story short I agree with you. When I’m in a bad enough space I just want to not be in reality and have a hard time coping. And when I’m really low that’s when I get the desire to just do anything to not deal with reality even if it means psychosis. When I do feel and am thinking clearly I agree with you I definitely don’t want that. You know how it is, severe mood episodes can affect one ability to think clearly. Anyway sorry for my rant lol.

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