I cry watching this cause I suffer from severe depression, panic attacks, anxieties and suicidal thoughts when it gets really bad, I relapsed many times in my life.. I understand your pain❤

Matthew 11:28-29 "28 Come unto me, all ye that labour and are heavy laden, and I will give you rest. 29 Take my yoke upon you, and learn of me; for I am meek and lowly in heart: and ye shall find rest unto your souls." Jesus Christ from Nazareth ❤

Stupid morons

Help it for goodness sake 🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄🙄

I hate you

I feel for your parents 😭 there is nothing WORSE then a parent watching your child die 😭 it’s EXCRUCIATING 😩😫😩😫 Our 10 yr old son died in my arms at home 😫😩 it haunts me everyday 😭 your mother and I will never be the person we were before that happened part of me died with him 😭😩😫💔💔

god said oh no come back to me lol be sick in this life and have all the drugs....... god doesnt do anything. pray to god??????

👋🏻🧑‍🦳😊🍁🍃🍂Oh bless your heart, welcome to the demon addiction. It can be sooo mean and destructive. So sorry for your very painful, confusing, unfair loss of your beautiful, smart, amazing sister. Oh Morgan you are so strong and brave. You were your parents strength at that point. I’m sure your family is very thankful for you stepping in and doing what they couldn’t at that moment. Your family is so blessed to have you, and we the media are blessed to hear, see and have you. ❤️ 👋🏻🧑‍🦳😊🍁🍃🍂🙏🏻

😢😢😢 going through this now waiting to get my hubby into Rehab for alcohol. He already has serious health problems. I've often wondered why Im still supporting him to the detriment of my own health 😢 this is why, it must just be pure love & empathy. No one wants to wake up everyday & willingly hurt themselves & their families 😢 & that's what we see in them, the pain & sadness which overtakes their light. Its so hard to watch & live through 😢❤ 🇦🇺

You guys story truly moved me 😢 you can only do so much to help someone. Ultimately, it’s up to that person and sometimes they don’t realize how far it’s gonna go and how little it takes to end life. You showed her love and that’s all you can do without enabling her. It doesn’t seem like she wanted to die. She was just trying to take the pain away. Thank you for telling your story.

I appreciate you telling your heartbreaking experience My sweet, heart of gold, addicted to meth and abused by her selfish husband, sister, went to heaven at age 45 in 2015. Our family tried so hard to save her but we ran out of resources. Her 46th birthday was a week later and my other sister and I decided to go to a bar with a birthday cake and explain to people what happened and to celebrate her life. We and the people in the bar dedicated so many wishes to Lori. I'll never forget that. I miss my sister's tight, genuine hugs. I cry and talk to her everyday.

Wow, thank you for sharing your experience. We all need to hear these experiences to learn the lessons no one else needs to have. I wish I could take your pain away and give you back your sister.

I am a recovered heroin addict!! I overdosed 3 times and almost died twice! I finally decided enough was enough but not without losing everything, including my children! I've been clean for 6 years now, and I'm sorry for your loss of your sister! God bless and sending hugs❤

Your sister was beautiful.. so sorry for your loss 💗

An hour after my twin brother found my father dead in his bedroom i helped carry him out of the house. The coldness of his flesh was surreal.. I've forgotten so many experiences in my life, but that one memory will follow me to my grave.

This is so sad. There are far too many such stories in this world. The part of your little brother gets me. I have younger brothers. I could so feel that. My youngest brother was 12 when our mom passed. Heartbreaking. 💔 I’m sorry for your family. She has been healing on the other side. You will see her again.

Thanks for your very sad personal story. You are very brave

I am the sister of an addict. My brother struggled with drugs for years and was in and out of rehabs and jail. It is a miracle he is alive today. I am so sorry the loss of your sister.

i’m so sorry. I just lost my brother to addiction

i know how it feels to lose someone i lost my mom in 2020

I'm sorry for your loss 😢😢😢😢😢😢

What a sad and devastating story your family has endured. Your sister knows she was loved and that you all did your best to keep her here in her physical body. It wasn't to be, darling. It's so lovely that your mum started the butterfly backpacks ❤. What a wonderful way to transform this tragedy. You will all be reunited with your sister one day. I'm sure you feel her presence each time you see a butterfly. I hope your family has found some peace now 🙏

I'm so sorry❤❤❤. Listening to you tell what happened made me cry. I hope one day you and your family will find peace

Bless your ❤! Thank you SOO much for sharing this story! Yes may many be saved because of your testimony, backpacks and love!

I just wanted to tell you that its brave people like yourself that reaffirm addicts to like myself that our death are often instant, but the grief is forever for those we leave behind. I was an addict for almost 30 years before I hit what I like to call the bottom no one can imagine. I had been homeless for 7 years, 1500 miles from home when somehow 2 police officers saw me right after I overdosed. I was dead for 9 minutes before help arrived and I was give the life saving shot. I'm from Texas but I was in California without ID or anyway to communicate anything after I was taken in. I'm one 6ft tall and I only weighed 125lbs. For a man that is literally a weight that itself is fatal. But my family had hired a detective and got a led that I was in SF. After 2 weeks in IC they found me and after 4 weeks in the hospital, they flew me home. I had to stay in a treatment/mental facility for 6 weeks before I could go home. Because of being dead for so long and the lack of oxygen I'd lost the ability to speak like an adult, but with therapy all that I killed slowly returned, and as of 2 moths ago I celebrated 10 years sober. Thank you for your story and I'm sharing it with my entire NA group!

Addiction is so very hard. Harder than anyone could ever imagine. I was addicted to pain medications that the Dr's had put me on for the crippling disease in my back. EVEN THOUGH I'M 57 YEARS OLD. THE SCOLIOSIS IS STILL PROGRESSING. I'VE ALSO BEEN DIAGNOSED WITH KLOSIOSIS OF THE INNER SPINE. 5 PINCHED NERVES, BONE SPURS ON MY SPINE, NARROWING OF THE LOWER SPINE, DISOLVED DISCS, BULDGING DISCS, DIGENTERATIVE DISC DISEASE, SIATIC NERVE PAIN, ARTHRITIS OF THE SPINE. AND IT'S SO VERY VERY PAINFUL. I GOT OFF THE PAIN MEDICATIONS WHEN 1 WEEK I WENT TO A SO CALLED FRIENDS HOME. GOING THROUGH WITHDRAWLS FROM NOT HAVING ANY PAIN MEDICATIONS. BC I HAD RUN OUT. THESE SO CALLED FRIENDS SAID HEY. I GOT SOMETHING THAT WILL HELP YOU. AND IT'S JUST LIKE OPIATES. JUST IN POWDER FORM. AND IT WAS HERION. I WAS SO PILL SICK. I JUST WANTED IT TO GO AWAY. I WAS TERRIFIED TO SNORT THIS STUFF. BUT I DID FOR ABOUT A WEEK. 1 DAY I WAS STANDING AT THIER BACK DOOR. JUST IN A DAZE. THEN MY GRANDBABIES AND MY DAUGHTERS FLASHED IN FRONT OF NY FACE. I KNEW RIGHT THEN I WAS COMPLETELY DONE. I CALLED MY BABY SISTER AND TOLD HER TO PLZ COME GET ME. BC IF SHE DIDN'T I WAS GONNA DIE. I MADE AN APT WITH A SUBOXONE DR. AND NOW I'M ADDICTED TO THOSE STINKING THINGS. THE DRS TOLD ME IT WUD GET ME OFF THE PAIN MEDICATIONS WITH NO WITHDRAWLS. BUT THEY NEVER NOT ONCE MENTIONED TO ME THAT THE SUBOXONE ARE HARDER TO COME OFF THAN THE PAIN MEDICATIONS. I'VE BEEN SLOWLY WIENING MYSELF OFF THESE SUBOXONES. I WILL NEVER EVER JUDGE ANYONE THAT HAS AN ADDICTION OF ANY KIND. BC IT GETS AHOLD OF YOU. NOT ONLY PHYSICALLY. BUT EMOTIONALLY AND MENTALLY. I PRAY THAT ANYONE THAT'S FIGHTING THIS MONSTEROUS ISSUE AND GOING THROUGH THIS TORMENT. THAT GOD HOLDS THEM IN HIS GRACIOUS DELIVERING REDEMMING LOVING COMFORTING ARMS AND GUIDES THEM TO THE RIGHT PLACE TO GET THE REAL HELP THEY NEED. AND THAT GOD CONTINUES TO CARRY THEM IN HIS UNCONDITIONAL LOVING ARMS THROUGH IT ALL AND DELIVERS EACH AND EVERY PERSON PHYSICALLY MENTALLY EMOTIONALLY AND MOST OF ALL SPIRITUALLY FROM THIS HORIFFIC DISEASE. GOD BLESS AND REST IN PEACE SWEET MEGAN. MAY YOU FINALLY BE AT PEACE WITH OUR GRACIOUS LOVING HEAVENLY FATHER JESUS CHRIST OUR 1 AND ONLY MIGHTY HOLY AND GLORIFIED LORD AND SAIVOR . AND MAY GOD COMFORT AND CARRY YOUR SWEET SISTER BROTHER MAMA AND DADDY WITH HIS GLORIOUS LOVING ❤. IN JESUS MIGHTY HOLY AND GLORIFIED NAME I DO PRAY AND ASK ALL THINGS. HALLILUIA AMEN ❤ 🙏 🙌 👏 ✨ 😌 ❤ 🙏 🙌 👏 ✨ 😌 ❤ 🙏 🙌 👏 ✨ 😌 ❤ 🙏 🙌.

My brother was a heroin addict and he died from a mix of heroin/fetanayl/cocaine overdose in October 2016. He was 34 and my only sibling. I miss him him everyday. So sorry for your loss

I can tell yall are good people... Addiction is a horrible incurable disease. God bless you and your family...noone failed it's a disease and sometimes the disease wins .. my deepest condolences..

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Thank you for sharing such a painful and intimate story with us.

You didn’t fail. This was not your disease. Yes, you could support her, but the disease belonged to your sister. What does she put in the backpacks? So many things are banned in those settings. It’s a great idea. The butterfly is my symbol too. I’m sorry for your loss and all you have gone through. Loosing a family member no matter how it happens is tragic. Please try to replace I failed you, with I tried to help you. God’s blessings to you all.

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My son in law over dozed on fentanyl on valentine night 2024. Sad day. 41 years old. Had three kids. Terrible. You have to really want help. Shouldn't have stayed in the room for all that.

I'm so sorry for your loss. Addiction is so insidious. Thank you for sharing your story.

I hope and pray that your story helps others. That was beautifully spoken. All it takes is that "one more time." I'm glad she got to "live" again for the months prior, doing something to help others. I'm even more glad that your family got to witness that. Thank you for your story. ❤🙏

My sister has been a heroin addict for almost 16 years now. We were, are, 2 years apart also. She was my best friend. We dont speak anymore. I've been mourning her and she's still alive, for years, waiting for something. Her recovery, her death... Hugs to you.❤

I am just finding your channel and I love your content - middle school teacher and attempting-decluttering-mom also - going back and watching! Thank you ❤️

I am so sorry for the loss of your sister :( You and your family need to understand that you didn't fail her in any way and believe that deep down in your hearts. Your sister would never want you all thinking you failed her all of you loved her.

How fun!! I love your room, and your desk turned out fantastic!!

Im so so sorry, God bless you . You will see her again, and thats a wondaful thing you have to look forward to ,thanks to our Lord and savior Jesus Christ .

You are a great storyteller. Thank you for sharing so honestly. 😭

She was gorgeous! Mean girls should be delt with! They were so jealous of her that they damaged her! I’m so sorry!

Rip Megan

Rip to your beautiful sister

Thanks for the story

I'm so incredibly sorry...

I lost my sister to drugs at the age of 26 she had two daughters that she left behind. I so understand you !!

So sorry for you and your family loss and Rest in peace 🕊 to your sister

So sorry for your loss 🙏🏻

You didn't fail you and your family tried your hardest to save her