Your right. We don't know we don't truly know who God is we have never seen him. I've thought about what if life here was suppose to be lived like your in heaven to see if you make it. I am not going to say I know where he is cuz I don't. But maybe this will bring help for you? You made the comment he died on impact. My experience is they are dead instantly. I want to believe that your hubby because he knew Jesus he saw her turn at that half a second he Chried out to God to save him please!! I get it but I had to make up my mind and believe what I want to!! Because we don't know and no one take away my belief and dreams of seeing him again because that is what it's going to take to help cope and heal. I saw my hubby go back and act like a6 year old and it was scary because he was gone in an instant. He was there one second the next second his mind was gone. And trying to get him calmed down to sleep took a while and I fought with the hospice nurses. I was so mad at that place. And when I got up the next morning I looked and knew but left to go talk to God I waited s few minutes b4 I called the hospice nurses. I needed that time with my God. I chose to believe they're is something whether it's God or what? That's what your going to have to decide choose. I believe he's spoken through people but I am not sold on the Bible. Only cause of my own research. I wish I could hug you (hopefully you'll recognize me from tikity Toky lol). I pray you talking about what happened is helping you heal. I only say heal because you've been through trauma with this. ❤❤❤ I haven't had the best luck with life since mine passed. I was in bad depression for a while months and I'm getting out of it. Only cuz I was seeing engaged and broke it off due to fighting yelling drinking etc. I am a loser when I pick men I like so I'm done doing that. You are an amazing beautiful woman who has an even cuter baby girl❤❤❤ lots of??? So much many feelings I pray for you every day. My in box is always open if you want to chat. I am older 49 but so much you say I get the feelings everything Psalm 46:10 God's got this❤️❤️🙏🙏it's what i say and believe.

Nice beautiful 😍

Need a makeup tut!!!😍

THAT WAS A GLOW UPP

Sorry 😞

Hold strong dear....he hears you. And I'm sure he's working things for your good on the other side. Opening doors for you you never thought you could step through. Just know you are loved. I'm gonna suggest a song. ..... "Know you are loved" by jai jagdeesh. It brought me strength on the days I needed it most. Love you sis.

What a cutie u did great kiddo 🎉🎉thank you

May he rest in peace ❤ WE serve our Country so WE died as Real Hero ❤

Cas just so you know personally that's exactly what my brain says and does when I try to go to sleep at night lmao

I don't know how I found your page but I'm a widow also. My husband died at 33. My prayers to your family

What a cutie.

Keep ur head up girl. It sounds like things are going to only get better from here ❤

It's ok what ever you want to so is ok. You do what is best for you and your child. Love yourself.

Love that looking good hun❤

i know this is crazy and if u don’t wanna tell me u don’t have too but what happend to him and ❤ i’m sorry for ur lost ur a great wife❤😢

I'm so sorry for your loss. I lost my husband 16 days ago 😩😭

Sis it makes you look 58

Sad

Prayers for your peace 🙏🏾

Very nice transformation!

Grief is a beast that has its own agenda 😢

Sweetheart I understand, it just takes you unaware, at any moment. Please get some grief counselling, and take care of yourself.

One second at a time ❤

Breathe baby ... It will get better.... You will get through this ....please please go find a support group, talk to someone to talk to love.... It will take awhile to deal u will never get over it

I hope and pray to God that he gives you peace idk what happened to your husband obviously he died but im not sure was he in the service its none of my business but i hooe God shows up and shows out in your life

Womp Womp dill with it

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Hope you’re feeling better soon!! It fucking sucks having covid!!

Hope ur feeling better u all

Glad you captured these precious memories. 😢

She brought you in and can take you out!

He looks like a good man!! Who cared for his daughter and his wife!! I’m sorry for your loss!! God bless you and you’re daughter

So sorry for your loss. He seems to be a wonderful husband and father. May God help you through the difficult times.

I’m so very sorry to hear of this tragedy and the heartache you are facing. My mom became a widow at 24 when my dad was killed in Vietnam, a place he did not want to be. She was suddenly left alone with a 16-month old and a 6-week-old. I guess my dad had volunteered to take the place of someone who was sick. That cost him his life. If I could offer some advice it would be to allow yourself to feel the grief and loss and sorrow, but not to allow anger or bitterness to consume you. It sounds like you’re doing that. I have seen people allow sadness or hurt to turn into anger. I realized years ago that it’s okay to feel hurt and sadness, but not to allow it to transition into anger. Just accept the sadness as what it is. I pray you will turn your heart toward God and allow Him to be your comforter.

So sorry for your lost😢❤🎉

Womp womp

I wrote a long and heartfelt message and it isn’t showing up. It initially showed on my screen, but is now gone. Before trying again, I’ll wait to see if it makes its way back.

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This is beautiful ♥️ I am sending you and his entire family my most sincere thoughts and prayers! You’re all so strong!

are you ok?

Thank you for the message <3

Hugs hun. I'm so sorry for your loss. Just know they are always with us just in different ways.

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💔💔💔💔💔SINCERE CONDOLEANCES DEAR 😢 PLEASE PRAY TO GOD ,HES WAITING FOR YOUR PRAYERS😢 HES THE CREATOR OF UNIVERS,MAY THE LORD GIVE YOU STRENGTH AND PACE AND WISDOMIN ANY DIRECTION IN JESUS MIGHTY NAME,AMEN 😢😢😢😢😢😢😢

Time to learn the words 🫣😂😂

AWW SO CUTE WHAT A CUTE LITTLE FUR BABY❤❤

Guess we won’t be poking you!! 😂🤣

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You are such a inspiration I'm so proud of you and your daughter

Merry Christmas 🎄