3 years out
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Almost 3 years later...
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3 жыл бұрын
It's muh RE-birthday... 2 years!
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Day +675
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Day +624 Post Stem Cell Transplant
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CT scan results
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Day +503
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Day +427 Post Stem Cell Transplant
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CT Scan results
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Day +365...wait... 1 YEAR?!
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Day +336
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Day +274 post Auto SCT
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Day +251
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32nd Birthday! Day +166
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Day +135 Stem Cell Transplant
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PET scan reaction video
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Day +100 Stem Cell Transplant
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Day +85 Auto Stem Cell Transplant
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Day +51 Stem Cell Transplant oops!
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Day +36 Stem Cell Transplant
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Day +28 Stem Cell Transplant
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Day +20 Auto Stem Cell Transplant
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@emmanuelking9988
@emmanuelking9988 2 ай бұрын
Glad you are doing well 👍🙏🌹
@emmanuelking9988
@emmanuelking9988 2 ай бұрын
Thanks for posting your experience...I really hope you are doing well today 🙏🌹
@RenaesSecretgarden
@RenaesSecretgarden 3 ай бұрын
Thank you for posting this ❤❤ I needed but see your update after watching your previous videos All morning 😊❤❤
@kilithecat2546
@kilithecat2546 4 ай бұрын
Hope you recovered.
@jamespender4943
@jamespender4943 4 ай бұрын
Hello beautiful
@RobertoRodrigues-lb3mi
@RobertoRodrigues-lb3mi 4 ай бұрын
🎉🎉🎉🎉
@RobertoRodrigues-lb3mi
@RobertoRodrigues-lb3mi 4 ай бұрын
Oi. Eu. Mechamo roberto Rodrigues merida viúvo aposentado pela Petrobrás não tenho filhos
@Jerimiah3575
@Jerimiah3575 4 ай бұрын
Maam your so special and I love you. Im a 11 year old who loves jesus
@RobertoRodrigues-lb3mi
@RobertoRodrigues-lb3mi 4 ай бұрын
Posso. Richard. De. Meu amor
@RobertoRodrigues-lb3mi
@RobertoRodrigues-lb3mi 4 ай бұрын
❤❤❤❤
@dayleenkeeney8981
@dayleenkeeney8981 4 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing your journey. It helped me through mine!
@mtc5583
@mtc5583 4 ай бұрын
Praise Jesus ❤....you are blessed and look great 👍
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 ай бұрын
@@mtc5583 😍 thank you!!
@BlackDragonQueen
@BlackDragonQueen 4 ай бұрын
We're grateful for and proud of you 💙
@geoffreytomkins
@geoffreytomkins 4 ай бұрын
Your looking much healthier and speaking more positively... 👍🏼👌
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 ай бұрын
@@geoffreytomkins Yes! It feels good! Thank you!!
@kathyarnusch7614
@kathyarnusch7614 6 ай бұрын
Michelle, it is now May 2924. I am curious as to how you are now. I hope you found better employment opportunities that suit you! All the best!
@kathyarnusch7614
@kathyarnusch7614 6 ай бұрын
I was admiring your cool hairstyle!😂
@AnneMarieBibby1966
@AnneMarieBibby1966 11 ай бұрын
Oh my goodness id have been miserable too with sores. Ive heard chewing ice helped some folks.
@AnneMarieBibby1966
@AnneMarieBibby1966 11 ай бұрын
Listening to your whole story.. Your documentation is amazing considering everything you are going through. I hope this finds you well 😊 Happy new year ❤
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 11 ай бұрын
Thank you, it was definitely a commitment lol
@AnneMarieBibby1966
@AnneMarieBibby1966 11 ай бұрын
Hello Your channel was suggested to me. Im on your second video. Im glad you shared your story im sure it will help so many folks. I currently have a lot of symptoms. Dry cough. Swollen lymp nodes and thyroid, and a lump that just popped out recently under my left breast. I'm always tiered and have some shortness of breath going up stairs. Its been going on since August but i had to wait until open enrollment . I have health insurance starting Jan 1sr and my first appointment Jan 3rd. I will be so glad to go this week. 😊 I hope this finds you well 😊 Happy New Year.
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 11 ай бұрын
Happy New Year! Good to hear you are finally getting in somewhere and getting some answers! 💜💚
@hanwenchang3558
@hanwenchang3558 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing all this
@cineology01
@cineology01 Жыл бұрын
Started watching your videos and I know this video is a while ago now and your 3-4 clear now but I wanted to let you know that you are amazing. Your videos are providing comfort and support for many people with GZL. My 17 yr old daughter has been tentatively diagnosed with GZL after initially been diagnosed with HL. We know we are about to begin a journey of ups and downs and discovery. Your videos are an absolute godsend and provide us with an insight of what to expect. Xx
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for reaching out! I'm sorry to hear your daughter and family are going through the fight. It is common to be misdiagnosed, I hope she gets the right answers so she can get the right treatment. My heart goes out to her and if she ever needs someone to talk to about it or has questions, I'm available on Instagram: @gzl_michelle Thanks for the love!
@christineparker3805
@christineparker3805 Жыл бұрын
🙏🏿💪♥️
@tu0ootu
@tu0ootu Жыл бұрын
Bless you ❤
@taybubble
@taybubble Жыл бұрын
Obama wrecked health care you're right
@jamesclower5161
@jamesclower5161 Жыл бұрын
Know how you feel I have mantle cell lymphoma. Just had first chemotherapy last Thursday. Good luck to you get a strong prayer group.
@hocineabi5712
@hocineabi5712 2 жыл бұрын
Strong woman 🙏🏽
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 2 жыл бұрын
Thank you Hocine
@hocineabi5712
@hocineabi5712 2 жыл бұрын
@@gzlmichelle very inspiring 💯
@jimwong3480
@jimwong3480 2 жыл бұрын
Were you on rchop for your 6th cycle treatment? Thanks
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 2 жыл бұрын
No, it was DA-EPOCH with Rituxin
@Weekend658
@Weekend658 3 жыл бұрын
Respectfully, chiming in as a medical professional in infectious disease. Lymphoma, is very hard to diagnose. Very hard. Why? Because even Pathologists are sometimes not trained efficiently in diagnosing or detecting Lymphoma. Lymphoma isn’t generally found in blood testing. There is a difference between lymph nodes enlarging where it is literally pronounced off the skin or it’s just a sub-surface enlargement caused by a virus. A virus, can have lymph nodes permanently enlarged. For the person who mentioned Gardisil, the HPV Vaccine causing Lymphoma, you should be muted. Having lymphoma as bad as it sounds is levels better than having ovarian, breast or cervical cancer. HPV strains cause those types of cancer and they are usually fatal after a certain stage. so don’t ever speak about a vaccine you don’t work with. Now back to lymphoma. Most physicians cannot diagnose a lymphoma. It is a specialized form of training to identify. Your symptoms can have symptoms or none at all. Generally weight loss is key, 15 pounds lost in a months time is bad. Severe itching on the back, the bottom of the feet is bad. Pain in your middle back that doesn’t go away. Bad. Dry cough that has no reason or illness. Bad. If you have stage 4 lymphoma there are like 56 types of lymphoma. It can generally have similar prognosis as stage 2A or stage 2B. The cancer is within the lymph nodes so they generally do not spread outside the nodes. It can occur, it’s rare. That’s why the treatment for lymphoma has a very very high success rate. Yes chemo sucks. Yes ports suck. However, imagine just having to use chemo or radiation to target lymph nodes instead of 3 or 4 organs or the brain. That’s why lymphoma is sometimes even a better cancer to have than skin cancers that require aesthetic plastic surgery & sometimes chemotherapy. Other signs of lymphoma comparable to infections is that swelling should be painful or tender when it’s an infection. Cancer usually doesn’t cause pain unless it’s pressing on nerves. Remember, you can have permanent lymph node enlargement to a certain degree based on prior 🦠 viruses however they are usually just palpable not visible to the eye. Anything sticking out of the skin that has no connection to a recent illness, warrant Ultra-sound or biopsy. Don’t wait. Be calm. Realize you are not alone. God & your medical team will protect you.
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for your wisdom!
@50toinfinityatleast
@50toinfinityatleast Жыл бұрын
@@gzlmichelle how are you doing now?
@syedjallal476
@syedjallal476 3 жыл бұрын
happy birthday to u try dr garson theraphy its natural juice therapy but its pretty expensive too realy sorry to hear that u suffered so much n see u cry we all can depend on God only pray so that u get more relaxed
@syedjallal476
@syedjallal476 3 жыл бұрын
how r u now sorry to hear about u ad far as i have checked with online there is dr garson theraphy which can help u naturally but they are very expensive pls try that hope u get well may God bless u amen
@jerilynwomack2012
@jerilynwomack2012 3 жыл бұрын
Hello I just found your videos this morning. I watched everyone of them. I cried in some but this end result is worth all the tears. I feel like I know you in one day. Congratulations on being healthy. Prayers for you to stay cancer free you have been through enough. Please keep making videos I will be waiting for them.
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks for watching Jerilyn! It is definitely an emotional journey and I wouldn't trade it for the world. 💚💜
@BlackDragonQueen
@BlackDragonQueen 3 жыл бұрын
💙🖤
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
💜💚💜💚💜💚💜💚
@nesthi
@nesthi 3 жыл бұрын
❤️ A lot of people on youtube like me are unbiased. We're willing to listen if you are willing to talk. You look healthy! Keep goin'! 👊
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
Thank you for the kind words 💜💚
@nesthi
@nesthi 3 жыл бұрын
❤️
@rafv8704
@rafv8704 3 жыл бұрын
What chemo were you getting ?
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
It was called it DA-REPOCH which was dose adjusted, EPOCH (etoposide, prednisone, vincristine, cyclophosphamide and doxorubicin ) along with Rituximab which is an immunotherapy drug
@rafv8704
@rafv8704 3 жыл бұрын
@@gzlmichelle Thank you .
@medinajaden1080
@medinajaden1080 3 жыл бұрын
I'm so happy that you're continuing to beat cancer🙏🏾 Are you still married?
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Medina! Yes I am still married 🥰
@andreaforro7904
@andreaforro7904 3 жыл бұрын
You do not "need" to have one perspective or another. Just yours. I struggle with anxiety and depression and too many people have too many opinions. Just listen to a dr. and/or therapist if you like. And if you have menopause now of course you're going to cry and feel just weird. Remember, there is no shoulda, woulda. It's just what YOU can do each day. I hope this helps because "I get it". Love, Andie
@andreaforro7904
@andreaforro7904 3 жыл бұрын
Oh, and as a long Covid sufferer, yes the vaccine can also mess with you.
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
Love this, thank you. My biggest struggle is finding affordable and effective therapy. I did just start HRT so I'm sure that will just add to the mix 😆
@andreaforro7904
@andreaforro7904 3 жыл бұрын
@@gzlmichelle I just found one for myself. Just see if you can find someone with a sliding scale if possible. Good luck!
@neliaeppcoo5871
@neliaeppcoo5871 3 жыл бұрын
It sounds like you have PTSD from the whole experience.
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
I do. I've been diagnosed with that and depression and anxiety. Finding therapy that is affordable and quality is very difficult
@neliaeppcoo5871
@neliaeppcoo5871 3 жыл бұрын
Hi, you look great I’m so glad to see you. I’m sorry you’re not back at 100% but take it one day at a time and I’m sending positive thoughts that you get your energy back.
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Nelia!! All I can do is take it one day at a time. I'm working on turning more into good days lol How have you been?
@neliaeppcoo5871
@neliaeppcoo5871 3 жыл бұрын
I celebrated 5 years in remission this year and I’m starting to feel like my “old” self. I went through extreme anxiety and was consumed with always thinking I was relapsing. I think that what we went through caused trauma. I try to focus on how lucky I am and I concentrate on making future plans and enjoying EVERYTHING. Sending you positive thoughts and the strength to push through the pain and anxiety cancer has caused us.
@Marco-929
@Marco-929 3 жыл бұрын
Hey Michelle thanks for the update. Guess its a routine scan upcoming right? How often do you do scans nowadays? Once a year? Your fatigue sounds very anyoing at least one thing that i didnt experiance so far... Hope you can enjoy your life. You looking good! Wish i could get back to more normal life like you.
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
MARCO! Yeah it's routine. I've had to delay it because I've gone through some other stressful things this last month- I'm dancing around going. I shouldn't but I'm anxious. I can't remember how many times to be honest but I'm pretty sure you are right, once a year. What's new with you?
@Marco-929
@Marco-929 3 жыл бұрын
@@gzlmichelle i asked my oncologyst to do anual scans aswell now 💁‍♂️ that would be a relief for my stress level. Intresting that you do ongoing anual scans after 2 + years in remission. Im still on that pembrolizimab maintenance more than 2 years now. My last 4 pet/ct were clean but im not in the done with it situation that i have never experianced so far. Started to work out again and hope that the gyms stay open. We will probably face the delta corona variant soon.
@geoffreytomkins
@geoffreytomkins 3 жыл бұрын
Taking everything into consideration, your looking good... 👍 Hope the scan goes OK... :)
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
Thanks Geoff! Hope you are well!
@geoffreytomkins
@geoffreytomkins 3 жыл бұрын
@@gzlmichelle 👍 :)
@georgiascott4172
@georgiascott4172 3 жыл бұрын
let us hear from you again please. xo
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
I hear you!! No problem- you'll see me in the next few days! Thanks for watching Georgia!
@tebohovilakazi9318
@tebohovilakazi9318 3 жыл бұрын
I was diagnosed with Gray zone lymphoma last year, been on chemo sincr then. Last week i did a ct scan and the results says i still have the disease.
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 3 жыл бұрын
I'm really sorry to hear that it is still present. I hope your are feeling well given your circumstances. From my what I've learned and seen, the first treatment doesn't usually rid of the disease unless you were early staged. How are you doing?
@xhoxolatequilts
@xhoxolatequilts 4 жыл бұрын
Christina was whimpering today....at City of Hope....she is only a few days out from transplant birthday. She said she was just tired. I hope in two years she is as positive and strong as you.
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 жыл бұрын
She absolutely will be 💜💚💜💚
@xhoxolatequilts
@xhoxolatequilts 4 жыл бұрын
Christina is at day 3 of chemo at City of Hope....your videos have helped me....her mom. I do thank you. Christina has anxiety also, and you speak of anxiety, it presents a clear picture of anxiety.
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks for watching! How is Christina feeling? She must be done with her first round? I've heard only great things about City of Hope!
@xhoxolatequilts
@xhoxolatequilts 4 жыл бұрын
@@gzlmichelle we just took pictures together.....you know selfies! She is still looking kinda good but feeling kinda awful....tomorrow is her birthday....reborn....rebirth....transplant DAY! she knows, that the hardest days are coming up....she is getting ready with her colorful headscarves!!!
@xhoxolatequilts
@xhoxolatequilts 4 жыл бұрын
Christina is nearly at 21 days in the hospital for stem cell transplant, the entire treatment is very very difficult, made much worst with having your born birthday the same day you go completely bald. Christina's blood cells numbers are going SO THE TEARS OF SADNESS OR TURNING TO TEARS OF JOY.
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 жыл бұрын
@@xhoxolatequilts that's great to hear her numbers are going up! It gets easier from here. How is she feeling today? Tell her I said congrats and that I'm very happy for her! Hopefully she'll be able to go home soon. Keep me posted! 💜💚💪
@xhoxolatequilts
@xhoxolatequilts 4 жыл бұрын
@@gzlmichelle Wow.....she made it HOME! yes, home for three days and today she went outside for a tiny brief walk. Interestingly, tonight we spoke about the three month scan....and is this the scary time that you pray the stem cell is a success, when is that time, is it 3months or 6 months....when is first scan ??
@xtremei18
@xtremei18 4 жыл бұрын
Hey! Day 178 here. I got the okay from my oncologist to start eating raw vegetables and fruits. But they have been upsetting my stomach. I was just wondering if you experienced something similar. How long did it take before you had a normal diet without any discomfort?
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 жыл бұрын
Hi Jose! Congrats on your transplant! I found acidic foods were the hardest to get back into. My stomach was super acidic and caused quite a bit of heartburn. Are there any specifics foods that make you uncomfortable?
@heatherkickscancer6456
@heatherkickscancer6456 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing. <3 I was just diagnosed with Gray Zone Lymphoma
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 жыл бұрын
Hi Heather! I'm sorry to welcome you to the club but happy to see you have found a fellow GZL survivor! Feel free to reach out to me via email or Instagram if you want to chat or have questions for me or anything. [email protected] @gzl_michelle
@heatherkickscancer6456
@heatherkickscancer6456 4 жыл бұрын
@@gzlmichelle Thank you. If you would like to join, I created a GZL support group on facebook! :)
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 жыл бұрын
@@heatherkickscancer6456 thanks! I've taken a break from FB but I'll definitely find you if I decide to jump back on
@renoispain2537
@renoispain2537 4 жыл бұрын
You"re such a brave woman. There major advances in oncology. You'll see that at the least they will control it and even heal completely. Try soursop leaf powder in between chemos. But ask first you're oncolgist. I'm sure he'll say it's rubbish. Do your own research in this regard. If chemo is working successfully then don"t in central america and south america it's native culture saying wonders about graviola en polvo or hojas de guanaba en polvo as they say in Spanish. The fruit where leaf powder comes from goes by the name if gusnábana or graviola and soursop in English but I insist... Do research and never take anything DURING chemo without your doctor's knowing. This would be in-betwee. Cancer goes in my family and I had to do a lot of research mysel for my father. Ha had another kind of csncer. A big hug
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks Renoi!
@combatcancerveganseafoodsa8782
@combatcancerveganseafoodsa8782 4 жыл бұрын
Vegetarian food without canned food can greatly improve your condition. This channel teaches you many types of delicious food on the way of medicine is average, but I add carbohydrates in channel sakura#12.
@AnshJhatakia
@AnshJhatakia 4 жыл бұрын
Congratulations on the 2 year scan!! I just got my transplant and your videos were really helpful for me to know what to expect. Thank you for making them!
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 жыл бұрын
I'm so glad they could help you out! Thanks for following! Congrats on getting your transplant, how are you feeling?
@AnshJhatakia
@AnshJhatakia 4 жыл бұрын
@@gzlmichelle Physically I'm doing pretty well! The mental aspect, however, has been tough. You'd expect me to be living it up now that I've finished the transplant but this entire treatment process has been so traumatizing and between that and the relapse fear, I find myself being held back from enjoying life to the fullest if that makes any sense.
@mtc5583
@mtc5583 4 жыл бұрын
Praise God! All the glory be to Jesus Christ. I'm so happy for you. Celebrate the incredible news
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks Tammy! I definitely plan on it. Celebrate the wins big and small!! 💚💜💪
@Meemagolding
@Meemagolding 4 жыл бұрын
I’m so happy for you 💜‼️
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 жыл бұрын
Thanks Molly! You been doing ok?!
@Meemagolding
@Meemagolding 4 жыл бұрын
GZL Michelle I’m good, thanks for asking ❤️❤️. You look amazing!!!!
@gzlmichelle
@gzlmichelle 4 жыл бұрын
Thank you! 😍