this playlist sort of feels like the backrooms. that space between reality and nonreality, existence and nonexistence, ficion and non-fiction. it's oddly calming.

9:52

This vid pop up and I immediately remember the day when I was suicidal, and it was so close... but hopefully I can right now in my hospital bed. Please, please take me now

I’ve had an existential crisis before. Generally not fun.

My brain feels like someone just put in the freezer but I don’t know why

Used to listen to that Playlist a lot, genuinely wondering if people in the comments are getting better..

Only now am I 15, am a trans guy with supportive parents who somehow try to understand me and a boyfriend who lives 4 hours away. My grades suck so bad I don’t know if I’ll make it in life, I feel stupid. But it’s exactly this playlist that gives off the vibe I need. It’s like… I’m not really being watched it’s more like I’m being protected from something. Something terrible that should have happened long ago. Right now, my boyfriend is that person keeping me alive. He keeps me going. And I hope this playlist does the same for me

Не знаю почему, но для меня картинка безумно жуткая.

me lissen to theese music every day second, i lissen when i rite in mi vent book, i deap pressed

This is going to make me have a mental breakdown I love it

love songs like this

This playlist is the reason i have this as my PFP lool It is so dreamy, and makes me so nostalgic. where did u find it? I really like all the music too!

14:05 this song makes me question reality, like I’m just floating in space, like all my problems drift away…Read more

I remembered "omori game"

Perfect playlist

Nothing

This song empties my head. I feel like I have everything, but I also lost everything.

13:37 UNDERTALE JUMPSCARE

Dude... This makes me feel numb and feel that derealization or smth bruh Just layin on the floor on ya back at night your tv on yt playing hour long funny vids at a time and you cant move

This calms my dog

Omori OST is in this, damn

As soon as I heard Yume Nikki, I was flashed back into the past .. How chilling. Miss that game.

Trying to explain to your family that nothing feels real. I said "look at the clouds. That's a wallpaper. It doesn't look or feel real." They didn't understand. Not many people do I guess.

its disturbing to the point that it calms me.

Tbh everything feels fake, like im stuck in some game. Its really annoying sometimes lol

We all have a bit of weirdness in US which means it's fine to be super weird everything is fine besides the really bad things in life you just ignore those things and focus on yourself help others when needed

Welp this is part of my life, life within itself feels real but also fake, my own mom tried to diagnose me with a disassociative disorder via Instagram and idk if she's trying to be genuine like concerned or just rude or what.

This music feel weird and wrong but somehow in the way i like it...

TW - VENT - DISSOCIATION I want to go home but i am at home, where my family lives. I don't feel like my room is my room, its like a nonexistant void that i just rot away in , Im a kid. im not even 14 yet and I feel dislocated like i shouldnt be here I am expected to hang out with the "right" people, listen to the "right" music, say the "right" things. But nothing can ever be defined as right, i feel like nothing is right nor wrong, like everything is fake My family is great, I think i love them. they take care of me its a simple family of four, myself included but i feel like there is no safe space I feel like i cant cry anymore but yet i am here crying i don't really cry, i've been told im mature im mature, right? im not 15 im a kid i want to go home but I am home i need to prove my point why am i so stubborn why do people spend time with me am i not unlovable i am mature i've been told im mature, but am i? i cant tell i feel like im an adult but im still a kid I know im lucky, i know i should be greatful i havent experienced what others feel, i know i should be truthful to those who care But I dont think anyone really cares, i feel like they never really look at me, i feel like their eyes are never really directed on me even though they look and talk to me i feel like everything is too predictable, but i feel like its a bingo machine. i don't know whats going to happen next but i always assure myself that it will be fine like i know what it is i feel like im a dream that will end but its not a dream it feels like a void I just want to lay on a hard wood floor and scream at the top of my lungs untill my throat is raw i want to cry untill i cant but i dont want to cry i want to dissociate and just exist without ever moving. I know im just a kid I know it might be alright i think i think i'll be fine. after all. im just an unexperienced kid I think i'm a kid.

// trigger warning - suicidal thoughts . . . listening to this brought me down from the brink of an attempt thank you

Ese recuerdo no lo logró olvidar y es que es tan insensato que se a vuelto un malestar que no dejo de pensar :(

little vent. I'm just so tired, I feel like I'm not living anymore, after I lost so many loved ones, my life seems to have lost its meaning. I feel like I will never be happy like I was before I went through the first death that I really felt. I'm just tired of everything, I simply live for the few happy moments that still leave me here, even though they are rare.

today i was just informed that I lost my best friend to a sickness. I don’t know how to feel because this never happened before for me. It genuinely doesn’t feel real and all i can do is cry and think because i can’t comprehend how to feel

I feel at peace listening to this.

I don't know why but life is just the same, like were in a endless loop of reality day after day after day

This playlist sounds crunchy and soft.

Who is watching this in 2024?

derealization core 🎀

you where on a wood and a zombie bit you whould go get a a cure or become a zombie?

sometimes the world just... doesn't feel "real"- like you're lying and staring at the ceiling and you get that weird feeling.... that weird tingle that's this is not your life, this in not the "reality" you're supposed to be in.....

Youve passed 2n and 3r 4rt?

I feel a weird connection to these funny rabbits man

QUE, COMO QUE TU HICISYE ESTE VIDEO Y JAMAS ME DI CUENTA??

perfect

Классс

This is great for when reality doesn't feel real anymore ❤

my life sucks i think i need to sleep, just one second... i dont care if this is real, i just want to sleep and forget all.

this playlist makes me want to pat the moose not wack it

What are all the songs here?

Todo me da miedo, asta llorar absolutente todo me siento ridícula😈😹