When everything hurts this is the song i play, a perfect reminder as to why im an absolute fool who never deserved a life

one last listen

You don’t miss old Wilber. You miss who you thought he was

sometimes i miss this period of my life.

THIS SONG HURTS SO GOOD BUT I LOVE IT SM

Hey, hello! I use a translator because I'm from Russia, so I apologize if there are any mistakes :) I just want to say that you, Wilbur, mean a lot to me, and that before the Shelby situation, I love you and stay by your side.❤️

Why do some of the most cruel people make some of the best music at times. I miss crying to this album and feeling like the words got me in a way I have never once felt connected to another person by. This album was a crutch for me and now it sickens me to need it in such a time of unrest and uncertainty

Missing this era

"Would of never come so far, without someone there to start it. Can I truly love the art when I kinda hate the artist? But all my role models are on YT for the wrong reasons."

Idc what you did you have a good voice keep going

it sucks to know you used to be a shitbag and be unable to take back all the things you did, its really hard to move past the guilt and continue to live.

I miss what this era of my life was. Im posting this at 3 am, before i get up for stuff in rhe morning. I cant sleep, but this song always calmed me down. Ive cried a lot to this song, expecially when i was figuring out who i was. Its always been super relatable, even as ive gotten better with my passive suicidal ideations. Its sad to think about while this era was amazing in some aspects, i was getting groomed the entire time. One person ruined it. I hope that wilbur gets better as a person, regardess of if everything was exaggerated or not. He was a good person once, he can be again

You guys are aware like This… isn’t the official version(Well it isn’t but none of the profit from it GOES to Wilbur Soot himself just listen to the song it’s really not much to worry about due to it not… being his post and none of it going to him. Move on)

First time I’ve listened to this since everything came out about him. It fucking hurts.

The internet ended up ruining him

oh.

reminiscing this time of my life for the last time before i finally let it go, this song will always be the tune playing in the back of my mind when i think of it

hey, lets just forget the artist who made this rq .

my ex used a line from this song as their status after cheating on me. goes to show that you really should believe someone the first time they show you who they are.

This just hits differently (I support him and Dont complain in the replies)

Oh Wilbur soot... Where do I begin.

Guess we shouldn't have trusted the English boy who had too much free time, eh?

Wherever you are , thanks for this

I miss this era of my life. At some point it ended but I guess I wasnt ready because mentally im still here. I dont support wilbur, but his music, especially this album, will always be special to me. However its stuck in the past and I’m unable to listen to it without reminiscing on everything, or feeling guilty for supporting him. I wish I could go back and listen to his songs for the first time again, when I thought he was a good person.

I miss who I thought he was.

Went to london the other day, went on the jubilee line, made me think of this song. I wish I could go back

i miss loving wil sm..

listening to this the night before new years 2025. I fully support Shelby, i just miss his voice so damn much. Why'd he have to be such an arsehole

its unfortunate wilbur isnt the guy i once thought he was. this album meant so so so much to me, it honestly still does. i have so many memories from each individual song by him(+lovejoy), i wish he was a better person. the only time i ever find myself listening nowadays is in the winter, uploaded by someone else so he doesnt profit off of it. truly truly unfortunate, cant say that enough. always hoping and wishing the best for shelby, and anyone else that was affected by him 🫂

this is the saddest song i know

“Internet ruined me” “internets getting worse” what’s the difference?

The way he said "grace" in the end was just.... JWYABDIWBWKBWIWB YESSSS 😩👌

My keyboard's like my heart It shines in RGB and it's full of blood I don't know what is wrong with me But I'm scared, pissed off and lonely I have trouble speaking to women Unless they're 2D or high definition Spend all my time on social media This is the state that I'm in My Twitter feed's like my brain 'Cause I have it on dark mode Memorise everything she says So I can use it to guess her passcode She's beauty, she's grace She has a profile picture of her gorgeous face To try and get more sponsors To try and get more sponsors But why don't you care? I have spent the past ten years of my life Making you prepared You're political enough but not contrary Sexual enough but not enough to scare me Give me a reason not to be on my knees The internet has ruined me Look, I know I must sound insane But that's part of the package If she can't handle me at my worst She don't deserve my mental baggage I know you want six foot four But one foot more and I'd almost be tall enough To reach the high shelf, be your incel I think I might be a threat to myself A threat to myself But why does she run? When I'm monthly giving her 50 percent of my income It feels like my ideas of affection Are based around artificial perfection I just want to appease The internet has ruined me We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep on call together We used to sleep (together)

This song was once my alarm. I would wake up everyday listening to this one song since it meant so much to me, it even got me into playing the guitar because of the rest of Wilbur's music, It hasn't been my alarm for a long time. Every time I play guitar I'm reminded of him, I never knew Wilbur personally but it still hurts.

Sitting at my desk with the lights off and a dimly lit phone with amino open (if you know you know) and having this play in the background as I talk to people I don’t even know exist anymore looking up to a group of people I’ve never met in my life. That has been the most depressing yet happiest moments in my life as we all rotted away in houses and apartments due to a pandemic and here I am I don’t even know how long it’s been but in a way I will never regret discovering the things I have and doing the things I have. Everything has lead me to this point and it’s a rollercoaster and it’s always gonna but I wish me when I first discovered this album can see me now in the United States with people that actually like me and dating the most amazing person in the world the family issues haven’t left but you actually have someone that’s there for you no matter what In a way I’ve got to thank you Wilbur but I wish everything that happened didn’t

How did we not see this coming. All his songs are about being a shitty bf/stalking an ex.

I wish the person we used to think he was never ended up to be a mask

I want to throw up. I don't care who was lying, who was telling the truth. The fact of simply knowing that someone who gave me something to look forward to- a reason to live a little longer might be an abuser, no better than my own makes me sick

if you’re here, support victims <3

When u miss it so bad but don’t wanna support the artist so have to watch the lyric videos

1:48 AYO

Well he was right.

this song SOUNDS like london

I hate that I feel so out of place in this comment section. Everyone here is so against Wilbur, and I've kinda just moved on and forgot about the drama...

Gotta come back and listen to ycgma once a year, my best friend who passed loved him and I know he’s bad… but I’ll do it in her honor

I love you wilbur

I hate how he ruined one of my favourite songs. It’ll never be the same again

I'm devastated.

No matter how horrible of a person he turned out to be, his songs hit so hard; it was like a cold slap to the face when I found out what he did. YCGMA will always have a place in my heart. That album and the DSMP is what got me through so many difficult times throughout 2020-2022, its sad to see the people who I felt so closely connected to just ripped out of the grasp of my hand when I could barely recognize their actions.

Anyone else notice how similar this is to waste and familiar creak in your floorboard by crywank???