TW! I was hypersexual since i was around 14 because of what happened to me when i was 6,8 and now 16. I am trying so hard to remove it but i really can't. And i am getting some messages of men saying i am cute or whatever and i seem to like it but the next day hate it. I am kinda disgusted of myself to be honest. And sometimes i wish i will just get kidnapped because of what is happening in our home and i feel like a burden, i feel useless.
@sy1uvsss5 күн бұрын
I see other people venting so im going to a little. I hope thats ok! (Tw!! Mentions of sexual trauma and just overall trauma and hypersexuality.) Being hypersexual and aroace is the worst... Part of me is sex repulsed by my trauma as a kid and I'm super sensitive to that stuff and i hate it. But then the other part of me craves it and cant stop thinking about it. It makes me feel disgusted with myself and its so upsetting for me. I dont even know how to handle it anymore and its taking over my life. I wish i had a real childhood or could heal, but it feels impossible. thank you for reading and this comment section makes me feel understood. thank you so much for making this playlist, i love it and its the exact music i like 💕
@BasedOnANyanCat9 күн бұрын
I was exposed to sexual stuff on the internet at 6. Im healing.
@lil_sweetsie10 күн бұрын
what dose hypers3xual mean?
@Yxm34 күн бұрын
You have wild fantasies for example wanting to get r@ped but you don't want to at the same time. Like your confused of your emotions or feelings. (That's what i know)
@Vivian.loves.cats.p14 күн бұрын
Tw!! I hate being hypersexual I’ve been hypersexual since I was 6 bc I was raped by my cousin and I feel so guilty after I do something even remotely sexual
@thank.u.4.the.ven0m16 күн бұрын
i hate hypersexuality. i always end up sexualizing myself. i wish i could throw away every single item i wore to sexualize myself. i wish i could just cut off the parts of me that make me feel this way. i cant believe the things I've done to myself. i feel so disgusted. i cant believe i do this shit atleast twoce a month. i hate it. i feel so disgusted with myself. i even did it on my birthday, thats fucking disgusting. im only 14, why do i have to be this gross?
@mochisandicecreams871316 күн бұрын
i was exposed to sexual stuff at.. 11..
@Ruthl3ss_c0rpze23 күн бұрын
I <3 ALL THESE SONGS AND KNOW MOST OMG
@x_g3rmanyxx25 күн бұрын
I only have hypers3xuality cuz of g//ming and s.a trauma :((
@LariGall_xd28 күн бұрын
I had a best friend, she told me one day she liked me. I said I didn’t liked her and she started insisting and insisting and I kept telling I wanted to remain friends and I loved her but I couldn’t be her gf, after that I still hanged out with her because I was literally 10. One year later she asked it again, I couldn’t say no. I was scared I may lose her, so she started touching me in very WEIRD ways and she called me weird names, I knew we were in a relationship so I didn’t care much but still it uncomforted me so bad and also fcked me up since my hypersexuality was starting to show even more in myself, and one we did a sleepover and she told me if she could sleep with me because she was “scared”, I allowed her to hug me and touch me so much I remember how uncomfortable it was I almost want to cry, also I started sexualizing myself, after another year she told me b4 my bday for a breakup. I felt so relieved, I told her I wanted to breakup and remain friends. That day wasn’t that long ago, and I want 0 contact with her. I can’t look at her and remember that...I feel so bad for doing that but I can’t hold it anymore, and day after day I sexualize myself even more and get even more WEEEIRD comments, I’m so fcking tired
@LariGall_xd28 күн бұрын
Sorry if I sound weird I don’t speak English
@givemethecheese-iy7hw28 күн бұрын
It scared me when i was young, but now i understand that i have to live with it due to a trauma... im only 14, and its disgusting, really disgusting..
@lollilollifunkoo-k8kАй бұрын
I was hypersexual when i was 3-4
@g_i_y__u_w_h_o_r_eАй бұрын
I'm hypers*xual and asexual in the same time.
@tgdeluluАй бұрын
CINNAMOROLL IS NOT ASSOCIATED WITH THAT😭😭
@nyubiteАй бұрын
@@tgdelulu … who said he was?? he’s just the background. hell it isn’t even a png of the character it’s a plushie. i literally explained this in my pinned comment. i use cute things to cope with stuff.
@nyubiteАй бұрын
@@tgdelulu okay well the comment isn’t pinned but you could probably find it
@SillySal3Ай бұрын
all of y'all are valid af
@z0mb13..sh33pАй бұрын
“Bro where did u get ur shoes” This person: “I made them” “How?” Them: 2:40
@cakes_rageАй бұрын
i hate that i started being hypersexual at 8 :( i feel so nasty its awful
@Eiji_loveyouall2 ай бұрын
I feel shitting for being hyperssexual because, I was not abused (not sexually). I was just searching up a character in a website like wattpad or ao3. I saw one saying character x character. It said mature but I thought it ment gore or bloody stuff. I clicked it and I read it. I wish i didn’t. I now read $Muț when I have thoughts, I hate it so much. I feel like a terrible person, I hate myself. Why did I need to search up my favorite characters
@MochiJelly48772 ай бұрын
Being a hypersexual because of grooming asexual person really do be hittin different.
@CutelyFlower1562 ай бұрын
I don't have hypersexuality or do drugs , I love this playlist though:( I mean I think I had hypersexuality or something else at a young age cause I was exposed to weird gacha stories or sexual scene content and I hate it now :( I actually touched myself and I remember being touched by some people it's so disgusting but sometimes Idk what is this , whenever I see some sex scene or reference to explicit content I feel something in my privates and I don't like it , when I was younger I also didn't know it was wrong I kept on seeing bad content touching myself or doing gacha heat and having pleasures at it I'm so stupid I really ddn't want to realize it was wrong, or even wanting to do sexual games with some in my family and I'm a trash idk if they remember but I remember I'm so disgusted, I hate remembering if I didn't know this was wrong I would kept on doing it or ¿?????¿??? gr00ming ?¿¿¿¿?????¿?? Others. Or in danger of being groomed or abused :((. there's still so many things I hate I hate myself I'm an idiot and my kid self :( I'm afraid I don't think it was hypersexuality since it was something that I left by how I couldn't watch anything else other than youtube kids (yeah other medias we're blocked for me) I love this playlist idk what I haved to touch myself or let myself be touched by some people , my brain is always bothering so much about EVERYTHING you know what I just see vids and go to school to not remember but why , why let this mature mind bother me , I'm gonna vomit I'm gonna kms once I snap from all this shit I have been through (I'm also impulsive) :3
@Citrus.onpawz2 ай бұрын
Holy fuck i didnt even know there was a word for how i was feeling
@littolstrawbiee2 ай бұрын
commenting on kyute vids to get more on my fyp!! round 2 13/100
@Alya-chan0w02 ай бұрын
Dang tbh been hypersecualized since like 9 lmfao
@nati19622 ай бұрын
in love whit this playlist >o<
@leosflowergarden31782 ай бұрын
TW!!! I was groomed like, extensively for 3 years online. I was best friends with a guy from the Philippines who claimed to be my age {I still don't know if this is true.} and we met through a game i loved! We used to hangout everyday and everything was fine, till it wasn't. He started overly sharing his mental problems with me, but i tried to simplify it to myself as him seeing me as a safe space so i let him, till he was regularly telling me he wanted to k!// and h-rt himself. He also made other accounts on the game pretending to be other people who would tell me that he did bad things to himself, for example that he tried to k!// himself and was in the hospital. He even went as far as to fake r@p3 and being stabbed by a crazy ex. he also faked his siblings dy!ng and his mother being @bus!v3 and h0m0ph0b!c. He would tell me *I* was all he had and if he didn't have me he would keep attempting till it worked. He eventually started forcing me to call him outside of the game and would force me to read insanely graphic y@0! comics with him and would call me s3xu@l nicknames. The whole time he claimed he loved me, that he *needed me*. Over this time i had become extremely su!c!d@l, had gained an 3@t!ng d!s0rd3r and was an $H addict. This has resulted in my current hypersexuality. M {My abuser} ruined a child. He ruined someone who wanted to help him. My only closure is his parents found out about me and i told them everything, they exposed the lies, and allegedly kicked him out. That and the fact he's across the sea are my only closure.
@YUKI_AO93 ай бұрын
This hurts harder than that feeling in my chest from regretting my past and being ashamed of being so hypersexual all the time, Still I'm doing okay.
@Fyne-vi2pv3 ай бұрын
K do t know if I'm hyper s3x@l but i hate anything s3x@l but also like I'm what UT abt the way u think- lately uve felt icky abt my thoughts
@Radio000013 ай бұрын
I identify as the opposite end of the spectrum - highly sex repulsed to the point I can’t tell if I’m ace sexual or if it’s just trauma. Instead I find myself using character ai to loop what happened to me and my emotions about it over and over and over until I feel sick and disgusted with myself. Unfortunately, it’s the healthiest manner I’ve found to coping. The worst part is that I know I’m not remembering the worst part. From what little I do remember from my childhood, I know I exhibited signs before the events I do remember occurred years later. It makes me want to scream. I’m sorry I don’t have any advice or uplifting words or anything reassuring. I haven’t found anything except continuous distraction, denial, and dissociative memory loss to abate everything.
@PP_NIcotinic_Acid3 ай бұрын
Тут небезпечний рівень ностальгії
@littlesnowfox54173 ай бұрын
Not hypersexual but this playlist slaps when I have an episode at 5 am because I'm failing school
@hellboyslive4ever3 ай бұрын
i feel like im hypersexual. but o0i feel like im faking it for attention. im only eleven. i dont deserve this. i was exposed to unfiltered interenet when i was young, i sexualise most dirty things. ive done things i shouldent to do myself. im too young for this. i think about sex and done werid things to ai bots. i feel like im not good enough when i think about it.
@Binkithetherian2 ай бұрын
Real I’m 10
@D0LLY_clover3 ай бұрын
Day 2 cominting on cutecore stuff so my 4 u page is cutecore
@Transformers_lover-b4d3 ай бұрын
I'm hypersexual due to the trauma of being exposed to p0rn and other stuff like that at the age of 8 or something like that, it's kinda awkward and I feel really ashamed of myself because of it. I often think of rather inappropriate stuff no matter the place at all and it really makes me feel so disgusted and ashamed of myself but I can't really hep it at all. I feel really ashamed.
@DoubleAceSweets20243 ай бұрын
has anyone else's mother threatened to beat them up bc they were trying to stand up against their mother and talk about their problems to them but it ended as you on the floor crying and your mother threatening to kill you.?.. (is that normal.?) my dad was a witness. he didnt try to help me or calm her down just stepped over me to go wash the dishes... (i hate my family.)
@Identity1113 ай бұрын
Personally i just dealt with getting hit until i was big enough to hold my own🤪
@DoubleAceSweets20243 ай бұрын
@@Identity111 oooh!-
@Binkithetherian2 ай бұрын
My mom threatens to b3at and k!ll me idk if that’s normal tho
@1hategiraffes4 ай бұрын
The fact that wet isnt on here is a crime
@ThyScallywag-fw5lp3 ай бұрын
Exactly
@elliebee79983 ай бұрын
Frrr
@Binkithetherian2 ай бұрын
REALL
@amnesiaa04 ай бұрын
i was only 4.
@Binkithetherian2 ай бұрын
Same
@connors-j4 ай бұрын
does anyone know the music for 5:41 ??? <33334
@RachelleHeart4 ай бұрын
(CW: mention of SH) sorta ventish So glad I wasn't the only who suffer from Hypersexuality.. I found out about being Hypersexuality when I recall what I did as a 5 y/o, apparently it didn't start because of being exposes to nsfw nor trauma, but back then(as a 5 y/o) I did something "weird" to myself by "accidentally" and I didn't know what was that about at the time but it felt "good" (my family aren't aware of this btw) and then it got worsened by the next several years to the point I do "weird" things (from getting exposed to other people's content that's not suitable for all age to S3x*ally Harrased during my elementary & Middle school year..... Other kids are suck at respecting other people's boundaries :/) I can't even stop thinking about it, I hate that it happened. And this year, I realized how disgusting I am... (Thankfully my Hypersexuality less worsened than before this year)
@A_peerrssooonnn3 ай бұрын
I hope your ok :(
@Everestalsoknowznothingg4 ай бұрын
I dont know if im hypersexual. I'm scared of myself for some of the things i do. One of my coping mechanisms is literally making my characters have s/@ in their backstory and i hate it but it calms me down somehow. I draw nsfw and use ai bots and all that stuff and am just generally sexual. I am a minor. A fucking minor. I cant be doing it but it just makes me feel better. Ive never sexualized MYSELF fortunately, only ever making horrible things that i feel bad about. I don't wanna be like this anymore. I just want to be a normal kid in high school. I want to stop my bad habits but i cant when i try. I want help. Can somebody help me
@Identity1113 ай бұрын
i dealt with it for years, ill try to help, em if you dont stop it now, it will ruin you, its basically a drug it works like one and from my experience it is worse if you have ocd, it slowly will ruin you. The cure as far as i know of is anti depressants a type that controls dopamine so it doesnt reward you(dopamine) produce it more than normal and balances it., sadly it is a human feeling and we all are chained to this feeling some worse than others because of genetics meditation works but it can also make it worse., im personally still dealing with it i am a guy tho so idk about females, but for me it em,, with ocd, traumatized me., so i recommend genuinely working on control, and distractions like working your body to exhaustion works, but yea, it is rough
@Dusk0nP4ws.4 ай бұрын
Ive hypersexual since I was 6 because my stupid friend kept on talking and talking about sæx. Its all she would talk about and then it got in my brain.
@isabellaperez21344 ай бұрын
#brooklynbloodpop
@muratkartal48104 ай бұрын
5:39 PLZ SONG NAMEEE!!!
@trentz.lover._4 ай бұрын
I'm only hearing to this bc of the music, but I'm very sorry for those who were hypers3xualized at a young age and I hope you can get better in the future :D!
@sugargato4 ай бұрын
I thought hypersexuality is just being sexual without being able to control it
@QuandaleDingle-zf9vu4 ай бұрын
tw I was rped by my friend when I was like 9 and I had unlimited internet access so I would search up explicit things and stuff This kinda helped me feel a little better about things and I like it!
@Zozolol46754 ай бұрын
I was exposed to p0rn at 6 and I started doing bad things to my body (touching places I’m not supposed to) it started when I was 7 now I’m 9 and it sucks and I wish I can go to being innocent again :c☹️
@Zozolol46754 ай бұрын
@Paige-on-pawz sad….
@Ash-x9m4 ай бұрын
Your fault
@SoVeryhuman4 ай бұрын
@@Ash-x9m They were only 6 they were just a child? (What I was trying to say was they didnt know better.)
@Zozolol46754 ай бұрын
@@Ash-x9m no need to be rude
@Zozolol46754 ай бұрын
@@SoVeryhuman ty for backing me up, may god bless u ☺️
@beatlemaniaa114 ай бұрын
I’m a hippie, but I absolutely adore this style! I love seeing people expressing themselves even thought they may get bullied for it :) these people are so brave, and it’s admirable to see the confidence they have! keep going, love these videos! :DDD
@MEGID0LA0N4 ай бұрын
pov you've never been in the same room as drugs or alcohol and self diagnosed as hypersexual via information from a tiktok
@nyubite4 ай бұрын
@@MEGID0LA0N Pov i do drugs excessively and was groomed into hyper sexuality 💀 literally fucking shut up you know absolutely nothing about what i go through