I'm in this extreme state of burnout now for 6 months. I can't make it through the day without having memory issues or sensory overload and anxiety. It's probably been going on since my PhD and father's death, but it escalated after taking Ritalin for my ADD diagnosis. I was a panicking animal for a month. Since then I feel like I'm slowly getting up but it's taking so long and I need a long journey to get where I can normally function as an academic again. 😢 My brain is mush
@aijazsiddique87133 ай бұрын
Gregg, thank you for sharing your story. I found it very helpful. Earlier this year I suffered a burnout and have been trying to recover. I have also realized that I suffer from anxiety and depression and have started taking my antidepressants, which are helping a bit. Cheers.
@AnxiousGregg3 ай бұрын
Thanks for watching and sharing your experience. I wish you a happy and healthy recovery. It can be very disorientating at first. With ups and downs. But if there is one thing I learnt, it was to take time. Feel free to ask any questions.
@aijazsiddique87133 ай бұрын
@@AnxiousGregg Thank you Gregg. Appreciate the advice and I will keep it in mind.
@aijazsiddique87133 ай бұрын
Hi Gregg. I really appreciate your videos. I am at the early stages of my burnout which was also induced by a severe Vitamin D deficiency. It has been a few months and I am gaining some strength and recovery. I see a long road ahead of me but I am more optimistic than I was a few months ago.
@liamlynch21154 ай бұрын
I hit my wall at about 38 years old. A very busy, nonstop, toxic job did me in after about 7 years. I found myself one random day breaking. I was sobbing to my wife, then sobbing at my primary doctor’s office. Uncontrollable. Complete surrender. I then realized it wasn’t just the job. It was a lifetime of survival mode, mom giving up, trying to keep up financially, stacking up mistakes, just winging it. A couple years of SSRIs, a new employer, talk therapy, and a healthy marriage all helped a lot. I still struggle inside but I have a different pace and perspective.
@AnxiousGregg3 ай бұрын
Thanks for watching and sharing your experience. I can really relate to still having struggles. We are so programmed in what is essentially an unhealthy society. I think having a different perspective and pace, is the way to move forward. I wish you the best.
@RachelElios6 ай бұрын
Finishing your sentences ni##@..... We are the same....😢
@AnxiousGregg3 ай бұрын
It happens when your mind is racing 100 miles per hour more than the person you are speaking with. It’s terrible and a great sign of a need to slow right down.
@DomenicCollierArt6 ай бұрын
GREG I STARTED WATCHING YOU FROM YOUR VERY FIRST VIDEO AND I FOUND YOU AGAIN
@AnxiousGregg3 ай бұрын
Glad you found me again! Thanks for your support! Hoping you are well.
@raynoldj7 ай бұрын
I have major depressive disorder with anxious distress. I messed up at work because of my unstable mental condition, and really feel guilty and ashamed.
@klanderkal7 ай бұрын
Hi, ... i lost my career job after decades.... i lost it. Loosing my job, structure, purpose, social interaction, identity, coworkers and friends..! Im alone, so... the impact is too much for me. I had a panic attack, though i died. Im in bad shape now, because of anxiety, insomnia.... and horrible depression. Depression takes everything, no desire to do anything, go anywhere... loss of interests in activities and life. Im talking to 988 counselors, and a psychologist. Im like you.. afraid of medications,.. so im struggling very hard.. im hurting bad... pls🙏, im in a dark scary time
@privateprivate32068 ай бұрын
Transcranial magnetic stimulation
@freeviebee8 ай бұрын
Wow you look so much better than in the old videos. Great to see your progress. Are you fully recovered? I am in the thick of it. It started one year ago already however, only now, letting the self employment go, I had my full mental breakdown. Anxiety rushed through me until emotional numbness hit me like a rock. Cannot relate to anything anymore. It’s exhausting while having a small kid you still have to take care of. I don’t know how I do it honestly 🙈 I try to accept it and take baby steps. 😢
@selflovingsensitive8 ай бұрын
I found your video after deciding to search 'navigating a loss of identity.' Thank you for sharing so openly and vulnerably. You helped me feel less alone in this. Reading the comments is helping me as well.
@AnxiousGregg3 ай бұрын
Sorry my very late reply. I somehow missed your comment. Firstly thanks for watching. Im glad the videos were able to help you feel less alone. And yes there are some amazing people who have opened up in the comments, so generously willing to share their experiences. I find them an incredible source of encouragement and a wonderful community! Wishing you the best with your recovery!
@phoenixing9 ай бұрын
I appreciate your bravery in sharing your story and being vulnerable. Im 8 months in after diagnosis. I still drink most days. I rely on medical cannibas. I have severe ptsd, depression, anxiety, fibromyalgia amd migraines - and all of this has evolved into some agoraphobia. Im new to your channel and think maybe some day I'll be able to share my story too. You mentioned decisions - i realised my cognitive decline quite early in the process. Some days getting dressed (choosing what to wear) is extremely challenging. And all those things i once did without thinking are now of massive effort. Im surrendering to stillness. Learning what REST really means and learning to trust myself more. Peace and love (and strength) 🙏✨️🦋
@RachelElios6 ай бұрын
I'm right there with you everyday you're not alone
@phoenixing9 ай бұрын
Thank you for sharing 🙏 I walked into my work 8 months ago a confident and high achieving person and an hour later I experienced an extremely traumatic workplace incident that subsequently ripped the lid off my mental health. I'd been working in the role for over 6 years (and the industry and position does have a high burnout rate). I wouldn't wish burnout (including severe PTSD, anxiety, depression and some agoraphobia) on anyone. Peace, love and strength to all ✨️🦋
@RS-ov2st9 ай бұрын
I feel your situation entirely. I’m there and struggling every day….
@tonikenner90939 ай бұрын
Could you please let me know about how you got your burnout insurance? I have love your videos and I’ve been trying to figure out what’s going on with me because I’m in my year and a half into major burn out and I can’t even hardly get off the couch. This isn’t like me. I’ve always been such a go-getter and I’m an artist tooand I’m really looking to surround myself with you and people like us that have this and why is this happening and I’m not finding my answers until I came across you. Love, Toni.
@yobeenocreative69849 ай бұрын
Great chat, Gregg. So much resonated with my own experiences. Thanks for sharing. All the best, Brenton.
@MrBeavis8410 ай бұрын
I'm dealing with it, it feels like it's never going to get better for me. It's a lonely feeling.
@doyoumind.atall.stopspying557210 ай бұрын
She has depression
@charlottejones3015 Жыл бұрын
Anxiety is awful numb legs tight throat tired but can't sleep
@Doebabar Жыл бұрын
My job and my finances made me feel like this to the point I got into drugs and got addicted to meth because of it I do it just to feel normal and actually give a crap now hopefully I could get some help like you did
@melraggedy Жыл бұрын
So glad you took a year off
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Thank you! I was very lucky to be in a position that I could. Lots of people who write here simply can’t. So I’m very grateful for being able to do so. Thanks for watching and commenting.
@TimKerman Жыл бұрын
Very helpful
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Glad it helped you in some way. Hope you are doing ok in your situation. Thanks for watching.
@lifegenius763 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing and being open..hope you are in a better place now 🙏
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Thanks for watching. I am in a better place. I still have my ups and downs but many lifestyle changes (sometimes some tough choices) have helped. Appreciate your comments. Hope you are doing well.
@JF098 Жыл бұрын
Titling one of your sections as "Empty Shell" hit home for me. It really does feel like I'm an empty shell of the person that I used to be, and I grieve that person every day. So bright, full of hope and life, so tenacious... I miss her.
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
I really understand. And to be honest, even after all this time I still get that feeling from time to time. But it did fade over time as i begin to replace some of those old behaviours, habits, good and bad, with updated and improve versions of myself that are even better. I wish the same for you. Thanks for watching and hope you are going well in your situation.
@alexlilleystone8764 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for this it’s so brave and really helpful ! Going through this now and everything you have said is so relatable ❤
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Sorry my late reply. Thanks for watching. Sorry to hear you are going through this. But it does get better. Stay strong and give yourself all the time and space you can, for a health and happy recovery.
@ReneeChase-z2b Жыл бұрын
My 17 year old JUST told us he doesn’t eat lunch or feel …comfortable eating in front of others ???? Any ideas …PLEASE advise 😊
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Apologies my late reply. I hope by now you have managed to get to the core of the issue your son is facing. I’m not a train professional so the only advice I can offer is to seek a therapist to speak with him. I know from my experience, when I was younger I also stopped eating and gave any kind of excuse to people not to address the problem. The reason why, is I didn’t understand or know how to express myself or the depression I was going through. It was many years later and repeatedly going through these unhealthy cycles that a therapist was finally able to help me understand. I wish you success for your sons health.
@ReneeChase-z2b Жыл бұрын
He claims he eats at school so …. and we DO see a bill. Guess that’s a good thing. ….Thanks for responding !
@birdyjireh6391 Жыл бұрын
I left college recently and the shame is eating me alive! I just lay in bed all day in my parents' house and don't know what to do.
@alisonb5921 Жыл бұрын
I nearly suffered a 'job burnout', 3 months ago. I got falsely accused of not doing my job properly. I knew I hadn't forgotten one of my tasks. My then manager, never really liked me. She accused me of this, in front of another colleague, to humiliate me. I burst into tears & walked away. I stayed at work, but I hid in one cabin & I kept cleaning it. I made the bed & I couldn't stop crying. I saw the manager go out in her car. My colleague then came in to see me. She told me, to "hang in there awhile longer". I said "thanks". I finished my tasks, then I went home. I stayed, but my manager, kept her distance from me, for 2 weeks & she totally avoided me,(good). But I got her messages from my colleague. A few weeks later, the manager left the resort. I was glad. I was so close to having a 'total burnout '. My colleague helped me to keep going. I'm very grateful to her. We've got new managers, now. They're a lovely couple. I'm happy at work again. 😊
@maphesto Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing this. I too have had a similar situation and was overwhelmingly sad and had no fight left in me
@mypillpals Жыл бұрын
Can you please give advice to those who need to quit their jobs to take care of them selves and recover from burnout? How would you do it ? How can you manage financially after? Any advice will so helpful! Thank you.
@wardyladohaye Жыл бұрын
Watched a load of ur videos this morning. After numerous burnouts and addiction problems I took off work last Yr as a mental health nurse ironically. After a Yr off I was due to back to work and began drinking due to the anxiety I was experiencing about going back. I went back for about a month and had to take off again as my manager was extremely concerned. I checked myself into an addiction treatment centre for 3 months and hav been out for about 4 months now. I'm pretty much exhausted all the time. Am staying sober with support which is a challenge. Feeling immense amounts of guilt and shame for not working. Trying to not beat myself up too much and am seeing a counsellor and attending an addiction support group. I also am creatively inclined and used to draw all the time. It's been nice watching ur videos. There have been a lot of times I've really felt like a freak and extremely inferior to others. I am very indecisive and my mood and social skills r definitely impaired. I hav decided not to return to my old job. The thought of returning to work at all terrifies me and I do fear the future at times. I would love a quick fix but I kno that's not how it works. Trying to remain grateful for moments of peace and being patient and accepting where I am in terms of energy and motivation. Its great to see you looser and chirpier
@lisamarie9289 Жыл бұрын
Omg you are me I am you I got fired though no one helped me I was an employee faithful and loyal list time with my kids for 27 years it's effecting all aspects of my life I'm so depressed I don't know what to do and seems no one is there for me when I was always there for everyone else thank you for sharing
@gracegotthis3704 Жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for sharing your experience. Turning to God is the only way I’m going to get thru all this. Much love and prayers to all here
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Hi Grace. I know a lot of people here have said that they really found their beliefs, religion and community a great support to them. I’m glad you have that to turn to during this difficult period in life. I wish you the best. Thanks for watching and commenting . Much appreciated 🙏
@TiffanyBlack-jy8jy Жыл бұрын
It’s so beautiful of you to share these difficult things; I think we are very much the same. Thank you so much for sharing ❤️
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
You’re welcome. Thanks for your kind words and for watching! Much appreciated. Hope you are doing well.
@michelecull3261 Жыл бұрын
Really hope your doing better now and life is easier Gregg. We need more people like you doing this stuff for everyone going through these life changing challenges there very scary and specially if you live alone its so isolating like i do. Its more prevalent now than ever. Im glad i found your videos i feel comforted im not alone. Hope you'll continue i really do.🙏🕊💗🙂
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Thanks Michelle, Honestly, my life is up and down, but thats closer to "normal' - whatever they may be - than the consistent overwhelming state it was. I kinda get sad at times my life is like this, and I long for the days before it was, but at the same time, I've learnt so much about myself, about setting boundaries and made some really good choices these last years that Im proud of. So I try to accept and remain positive. Living alone I understand can really be difficult. A good friend of mind really struggles. But what Ive found is having those important people (friends) who really understand your situation and are there for you, really helps. Even if just a call to listen to me. I do hope you have a network who can also be there for you,. Hugs, Gregg
@michelecull3261 Жыл бұрын
@@AnxiousGregg Thanks for you reply Greg. I have a few close friends and family near by who visit but i need to rest and have quiet time which is frustrating too i prefer to be busy but its impossible as im sure you'll know. Its a long road ahead and a different me i guess. Big hug to you. 🌟🙂🕊
@michelecull3261 Жыл бұрын
Hi Gregg Ive been struggling with anxiety for 3 years now and had awful panic attacks in march i thought i was going insane they were very painful and frightening i am seeing a counsellor now but i think ive had a breakdown too and lost a part of who i was its a strange feeling how can i be sure. Im still suffering with anxiety without medication. Ive been having alot of stress before this happened one thing after the other. Any advice. 😔🦋
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Dear Michelle, Many thanks for watching and mores sharing your experience. I really wish I had a solution to share...haha... for me it's just finding various coping mechanisms that work best at the time of an attack. And also trying to structure my life better to give me more mental space to handle situations when they arise. This channel has been as much about sharing my experiences and what I find helps me as hearing from others. But I know that there has been so much that I thought was important and that just feed my anxiety that nowadays, I just say... I acknowledge it. It's not urgent. I have to do things in a time that works for me. And this can be a really hard thing to comes too grips with when we live such crazy busy lives, but it does seem to help. I hope my videos offer some support in your circumstances. Hope you stick around for future videos. Thanks for taking the time. Wishing you the best, Gregg
@jvb5590 Жыл бұрын
Thank you for sharing your story. Your story makes me feel less alone. Your testimony helps me realize that we are working together to pass through emotions associated with anxiety and depression. I send you a big hug from Texas, USA.
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Hi! Thanks for watching and many thanks for your kind words. Yes I agree speaking with others who have the shared experienced has really help me. Wishing you the best through your recovery.
@lilysmith9130 Жыл бұрын
Keep going Gregg
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Many thanks Lily. I’m currently taking a break from the channel. But hope to have a new video soon! Thanks for watching and supportive words. Hope you are well
@ML-HS Жыл бұрын
I came across your video as I go through my own burnout. Almost a month into a burnout. I have never taken a sick leave in my life so this is all so weird and new to me. I have had 3 deaths in span of 5 months, used work to cope as I have always done, took care of old parent, tried to see 'friends' and eventually got into the crash and burn. Major anxiety. Also panic attacks. Everything you spoke about(especially guilt and shame) was spot on for me. I think you helped with the sense of extreme guilt because I knew this was normal in a way. No one speaks of burnout in so much detail and I truly would appreciate if you continue to make videos. :)
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Hi. Thanks so much for watching and sharing your experiences. Sorry my late reply. I’m really glad I was able to help in some way. And I appreciate your supportive words. I do wish you a healthy and safe recovery. Hugs
@harshmunda5358 Жыл бұрын
Hey man I am burnout by studying for my exam day and night for couple of months, my body was giving sign but i just avoided all of them and keep on pushing myself, now at this point I am in full blown burnout, the one thing that i worried about is that i dont feel energized, fresh even after exercise is that same happens to you when you are in that state. Please reply brother 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Hi mate. I’m very sorry for delayed response. I’ve been off the channel for a little while due to my own struggles. Firstly thanks for watching. I’m sorry to Here you burn-out with your studies. I hear this a lot recently. But yes, no energy, will or interest were some of the biggest effects my burnout had on me.
@harshmunda5358 Жыл бұрын
Just one more thing I am not able to sleep, It takes me very long 1or 2 hour to fall asleep or sometimes not able to sleep at all and also most of the time i walk up at middle of the night,can u please tell me is this also the thing happened to you. Please reply please🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
@@harshmunda5358 sorry late reply! Yes I completely understand the sleepless nights. My brain was always so active with worry about what was going on, I had a very difficult sleeping pattern for months. That said, I also always just wanted to sleep all day. It was a vicious cycle.
@xxabsxx31 Жыл бұрын
I am in the midst of a work burnout at the moment and it’s really difficult to understand as it came completely out of the blue. Thank you for this video
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Hi. Thanks for watching. Sorry to hear you are going through this challenging period. I completely understand when you say it came out of the blue! I wish you the very best on your road to recovery. Stay intouch and know there are many of us out here to help support each other. Best Gregg
@Soul_remedy_101 Жыл бұрын
Thanks for sharing. The two emotions are very destructive yet most people with depression cannot even explain what they are feeling: coz they have emotional disregulation. I am from Africa. My only single mum, concealed crucial information concerning some congenital disease. Then her, and some other family members put me in a position of compromise (my mum kind of sold me to my Rich Aunt for some time) where I think I was drug raped. You can imagine all the bitterness that I had to endure, looking back. It's only by God's mercies that I am still alive. Moreso, that I still have a sane mind. They were constantly planning how to kill me so that I couldn't expose them. Can you believe it. A family of "christians - a pastor (my closest uncle), church women leader(the Rich Aunt) and a church treasurer (my mom)". Yet forgiveness is the only thing that can heal us. May God help us. Sincerely, Victor Warui Julius.
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Hi Victor. Apologies my delayed reply. Thanks for watching and sharing your experience. I’m so sorry to hear of your horrifying experience. I truely wish you the very best. Gregg
@altctrlscream Жыл бұрын
Hi Gregg. I came across your video today as I am at the start of leave from burnout from work. Thank you for your honest words. I see other videos where it goes from "I had burn out > burn out is no longer! fix burn out with these 5 steps". This is not reality. I loved that you got involved with Artivistism. I had not heard of this before. It makes me think if I (I am also similar, I love to draw and express myself this way) can get involved in something like this, perhaps focusing on burn out or chronic stress. Myself, I am feeling a mix of shame and guilt overall. Guilt to the people I've left behind to clean up after me, shame that I wasn't good enough to continue, and worry for the future. But, one step at a time I guess.
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Hi and first of all, thanks for watching! I'm really sorry to hear you find yourself in this situation. And I really appreciate you reaching out. Going back to art and giving it meaning with activism has really been a life saver for me. I highly encourage you to use your talents and passions. And I think using them in mental health would really benefit so many people as well as yourself. I really hope you stay intouch and let us all know how you get on. And don't hesitate to contact me if you have questions. I would love to tell you everything I know. Secondly, you talk about shame and guilt and feelings of not being good enough. The fact is, you probably excel in what you do and because you care, this is how you ended up with a burnout. This was a real difficult one for me to overcome. I think it is our brain saying "hey you're not in your usual routine, get back to it". But that is exactly what you shouldn't do, just yet! I gave into this too often and it really set me back a number of times.just accepting this will be hard enough work in itself these coming weeks. I really encourage you to try and first think of this time off work as a holiday. Work is always there. But right now you just need to empty your brain as much as possible. When ideas and thoughts pop into your head, just write them down and acknowledge you will come back to them when you have the capacity. This next few weeks for you is vital to release everything and allow you mind ) and body to recover. Do anything and everything that feels caring and good for you. Eating good, sports, outdoors, spa, mediation etc Avoid watching tv, movies, social media, reading the newspaper and just filling your head with more. Acknowledge once your had this rest, you can go back to your notes, or take new things up. And pick up where you left off in a better place with stronger boundaries. Of course this is just my advice based on my experience. But there are many things I really wished I just understood and dis differently during my experience. Like I said in my videos, I was using my time to make these videos because I was desperate for answers. But I really could have used this time to first be good, kind and gentle on myself. I wish you the very best for a safe and healthy recovery. Please stay intouch. Your comments will certainly benefit others also. Best, Gregg
@altctrlscream Жыл бұрын
@@AnxiousGregg Thank you for the advice Gregg - this was really helpful! I actually did start being creative again, little by little. I decided that I will write a few pages a week, detailing the experience of bringing up my daughter (now 11 months) - from how I felt before she arrived, to the current day, and as she gets older. The mornings is the worst for me right now. Each morning, I have to pull myself up and try to be strong. It gets better throughout the day but I dread the mornings right now. Lastnight I got frustrated and had anger inside at my daughter for waking us up at 2 a.m - which is not normal for me as I am usually quite a balanced, calm person. So, some rides still to wave. Thank you Gregg
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
@@altctrlscream wow! I really admire your strength! Not only are you burnt out, you are raising an 11 month daughter. This takes incredible strength . I do hope that you remind yourself of this when you are feeling low. I can’t imagine myself just how challenging this period is for you. I do hope with each day you find things getting a little easier. I really look forward to hearing more of your progress in the coming months! Take care, gregg
@laurenbarber8579 Жыл бұрын
I really enjoyed hearing your experience, thank you!
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Hi Lauren. Thanks for watching and for your comment. I hope you are doing well in your situation. 🤗
@randomstuffman01 Жыл бұрын
Interesting. Thanks.
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Thanks for watching. Hope it helps!
@randomstuffman01 Жыл бұрын
Good talk. Thanks. from Toronto Canada
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Thanks for watching and commenting! Glad you like it. 👍
@hectorbarrientos8446 Жыл бұрын
dealing with this now wish i was more like my old self
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Hi Hector. Thanks for watching and sharing. I know exactly where you are at with the feelings of wishing I was my old self. But from my experience I can assure you, I learnt so much about myself and it wasn’t easy, but on the other side of it now. Although there are sometimes little feelings of if only I was my old self, my new self is way better! More boundaries, more awareness of what works (and doesn’t) work for me, and a feeling of just standing better in this world. Try not to let these feelings overwhelm you anymore with everything else you are experiencing. I wish you a healthy and safe recovery. I hope my videos can help you some. If you ever have specific questions, do leave them in the comments. Hopefully either myself or someone here following the channel can offer some support. All the best.
@sonjabrink578 Жыл бұрын
The temperature change is a new concept for me - it makes sense. Thanks for all of this. PS: I also enjoy your other channel.
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Hey Sonja, thanks so much for watching. And my other channel 😃😃 I can’t remember who suggested to me the changing temperature, but I find it really works well. Especially if at home and I can’t get outside to change environment. I really recommend giving it a try! Thanks for the support! Hope you are well.
@jackiegerarde9938 Жыл бұрын
I watched your burnout videos when I was in a really dark place last year. It was hard for me to believe I could ever be free. And the chronic fatigue I was experiencing set up a vicious spiral. I worked with a therapist and eventually got myself back. I recently had a test of my anxiety and I was so delighted that I could bring myself back with the tools I learned. However, I would not have recovered if I stayed in my toxic job with my monster boss. I'm living a more authentic life. I remember you discussing this. Full recovery is possible but it does take patience. And thank you again for sharing your struggles. It helped me believe. And that kept me on my path. 🙂
@AnxiousGregg Жыл бұрын
Hi Jackie, I’m so happy to hear you are doing so well! You have really worked hard to not only get though your burnout but set up a life that works for you. Congratulations! Thank you so much for sharing, taking the time to watch my videos and supporting the channel and those who watch it. Your kind words are greatly appreciated and I am just so sincerely delighted to hear your story! 👏🤗 all the best!