Firstly dear, stop believing the lies of the devil that you are alone. Second lie to stop believing is that you are not loved. For your Father God loves you with love everlasting. Third lie to stop believing is that though man may not want to touch you, you have been touched by Jesus and His eternal Spirit now lives in you no matter what you may have done. You are washed in the blood of Christ. And fourth lie to stop believing is that your Father God will never leave you or forsake you. You are never dirty to Him. You are always His child because the blood of Christ was paid for you❤ Focus on the truth and not lies. There you'll have peace, and in the truth, transformation takes place. Behold Jesus as a mirror and you will be changed from glory to glory. God bless you!!

Your story reminds me of this story in the Bible. Please read this: John 8:3-12 (NLT) As he was speaking, the teachers of religious law and the Pharisees brought a woman who had been caught in the act of adultery. They put her in front of the crowd. “Teacher,” they said to Jesus, “this woman was caught in the act of adultery. The law of Moses says to stone her. What do you say?” They were trying to trap him into saying something they could use against him, but Jesus stooped down and wrote in the dust with his finger. They kept demanding an answer, so he stood up again and said, “All right, but let the one who has never sinned throw the first stone!” Then he stooped down again and wrote in the dust. When the accusers heard this, they slipped away one by one, beginning with the oldest, until only Jesus was left in the middle of the crowd with the woman. Then Jesus stood up again and said to the woman, “Where are your accusers? Didn’t even one of them condemn you?” “No, Lord,” she said. And Jesus said, “Neither do I. Go and sin no more.” ---------- Jesus spoke to the people once more and said, “I am the light of the world. If you follow me, you won’t have to walk in darkness, because you will have the light that leads to life.” Jesus forgives and Jesus saves. Once you walk in His light, the darkness disappears. Pray continuously to God and read His word in the Bible every day to find hope, courage, strength to live and faith to trust in Jesus and have the love of God in your heart to forgive those who have wronged you. Be at peace to wait for Jesus's second coming to take His faithful children home, a home where there won't be any hate but love only rules, a home where everyone is family, a home where there is only joy and happiness, an eternal home prepared for you and I as Jesus stated in John 14:1-3 (NLT) “Don’t let your hearts be troubled. Trust in God, and trust also in me. There is more than enough room in my Father’s home. If this were not so, would I have told you that I am going to prepare a place for you? When everything is ready, I will come and get you, so that you will always be with me where I am." God bless you. I am praying for you 🙏