Awwww so lovely. ❤

Dear Mama, this is a voice from the future. You can stop worrying, everything turns out wonderful.

Beautiful video! I'm 32weeks with number 3 and this had me in tears, thanks for sharing your journey.

Oh mama that was a journey ! Videos got me bawling 😭 Love your videos ❤️

Ahhh I followed your journey with little 9 on Instagram, and watching this has made me cry all over again 🥰🥰🥰🥰

You made it, but many do not, please do a video emphasising the special injections you had weeks 5-14 or so, to help others request for this treatment.......ie details of your special treatment.

I absolutely loved this! How long did you stay in hospital after your csection? It looks like you were home really early x

❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️❤️ soooo beautiful 😭😭 thank you for sharing your journey with us!! You are an incredibly strong woman and so blessed !! Dotty is simply beautiful and definitely an answer to many prayers! God bless the Rhubarb's xx

Had no idea you had a channel xx

Ahhh she’s so yummy! xxxx

I wonder if she grew so big.....over 8lbs with the early extra HCG??

Very placid.....cue squalling........

Another Rhubarb! Maybe do a summary video of your specialist treatment of HCG injections to prevent multiple early pregnancy losses, with faint then fading pregnancy tests, as you may help many others.

Omg love Ottilie ❤️

I have just come across your you tube channel and wanted to say hi. I can totally relate to everything you were feeling and going through. I had 3 children with no issues then we started trying for our 4th as we wanted 4 too and things didnt go to plan. I had one loss at 12 weeks after seeing a heartbeat, that was 10 months after starting ttc. Then I lost the baby at 12 weeks after seeing a heartbeat. I then fell pregnant again 3 months later but started bleeding just after 5 weeks, then a whole year later got another bfp but the same thing happened, bleeding at 5 weeks. I was absolutely devastated and was one of the worst times of my life. Cut a long story short I ended up having IVF and on my second round we got a bfp and my rainbow was born 4 months ago, 3.5 years after first starting to try for a baby. Looking back on my journey me and my husband were in such a dark place, i felt guilty for wanting another when we had 3 beautiful boys and putting the whole family through a lot of stress and spending a lot of money and there was still no guarantee a baby. I still feel so emotional about the journey but having my boy to cuddle and kiss every day makes all of it worth it, I had to do injections aswell for the first 12 weeks and took steroids aswell.

You are still gorgeous, absolutely, a geniune smile means so much more than hair. For family Christmas photo.....maybe everyone, even new baby, could wear a hat......that would be lovely.

Best wishes for the big day. X

Blossom could be in though? That'd please Daisy! x

is the baby a girl or boy and what the babys name

Loved this video! Obvs I love Ottilie ☺️ x

Wonderful video 💖 You are so strong 💖

I love Ottilie 🥰

KZbin video....Best Remedy to Regrow Hair, Dr Berg....he has a link for a supplement maybe for after breastfeeding.

B12....methylcobalamin, and methylated folate.....two bottles from Amazon, Jarrow brand. Methylcobalamin and Lmethyfolate are natural useable forms of B12 and folate. I would try these to see if you feel better.

I had a home birth, unplanned, and was lucky too. I think with 3 live children, maybe do not push your luck further.....stay safe.

Did you get a full thyroid panel in case it is a thyroid issue as pregnancy is strenuous for thyroid? Natural sea kelp tablets (Holland & Barrett) can give you more iodine if your body is seeking it. Your face is very beautiful....and head shape, you can just rock the new look. Have you gone wig shopping.....even just for laughs with your best friend. XXxxx, and x.

I love your vlogs. I used to hate Saturdays when ell played football, I’d wake up in a bad mood and every Saturday became a huge chore. Xx

You are so so much more than a clump of hair, mum of four-to-be. Look on youtube about wigs and hair pieces, and female baldness......all seemingly extreme.....embrace the worst that could be faced and how to deal with it with gusto. You can buy hair.....crazy, wild, fashionable, changeable, variable hair. Your face is beautiful enough to just rock whatever is ahead. Honestly......you can buy stuff to feel good and deal with this. X

Rufus lives life how I wish I could :-) Lovely video and you are smashing the holidays x

Lovely video of children, aquarium, memories.

I think I would incorporate two tablespoons of ground flaxseed and some prunes in a smoothie each day, maybe with some spirulina green powder too, for helping with iron tablet effects. For hair loss, I would make sure my vitamins were the methylated form recommended for MTHFR.....Lmethylfolate (NOT folic acid) and methylcobalamin which is the best form of B12. Otherwise, I would at least add extra B12 in form of methylcobalamin....I think Jarrow is a good brand (Amazon).....as I think this form of B12 helps get iron absorbed. Selenium helps scalp too.

Loved the custard pouring and R gobbing out the blackberry!

Love to you Rhubarb momma....you are so brave to push forward to get your baby four......I did not get NHS effort needed for even number two.....and only one of 10 losses was trisomy, others normal chromosomes, six died 9-15 weeks size. It is hard to face my empty nest time...starting in autumn......bitter sweet.

Eek.....potty training disaster day! I was once scrubbing top and underside of dining room chair...fabric seat, and floor, when my boy sat on another dining room chair and piddled through that one.....as I was cleaning the first one......your youngest topped that potty training challenge hands down!

What week was your last hcg injection.....week 3-14....12 shots??

So happy you have made it with hcg shots after so many early losses. I have tried to link up several youtubers with many losses to your channel, Charlie loves Baba, Natasha David, Shelley Mettling, and Eileen Vincett. I love these ttcers and wish more to know of hcg shots hope as not readily available. Also, Tim and Celeste. (I had four early and six later losses....with no diagnosis, though maybe MTHFR prenatals....methylated vitamins.....may have been what I needed, seeking answers while trying at end of fertile years).

My first pregnancy ended in a missed miscarriage, I had had a teeny bleed about 6 weeks in and had a scan where we saw a tiny little heartbeat and was given another at 8 weeks which was also fine. From around 6 weeks I suffered from HG (severe morning sickness) and I had to be admitted to hospital twice for IV fluids and was told by everyone at hospital it was a sign of a strong baby and pregnancy. So I went into my 12 week scan feeling really excited and a little cocky only to be told that the baby had died within days of the 8 week scan where everything had been fine. Thank you so much for sharing your story, I found it so hard to talk about after as it just such a taboo subject. You are amazing for being so open and honest. Xxx

Here in Portugal we get 3 scans, one each trimester. I suppose the more scans the better when we need that tranquillising vision of our baby moving in there... Im so sorry this is happening, it must be so hard. I cannot even imagine starting to relax and then suddenly having that blow. Im sending baby dust, love and hope your way, come on little 9!!

Love it all but really love the upstairs landing. So nice and cozy

So sorry you're still having to go through this, hoping you get answers next week and can relax a little x

Oh my gosh how scary for you 😩 it sounds like they've spotted it early so fingers crossed they have a plan in place and can give you a if more detail at his next appointment. I'm sorry this journey has been made so tough yet again, it seems extra cruel when you're finally at that 12 week mark which seems like such a huge milestone after recurrent first trimester miscarriages! I'll be crossing everything for you as always x

At least they are looking and thinking about cervix. It is probably thinner on one side, as bad cells were removed....good decision. Muscles holding cervix may still hold just as well. It is maybe just wonky and lopsided....but have you three babies safely, and may still hold just fine, even lopsided. May need stitch. ( I lost four at 14'weeks size and only have one surviving child, but pray for your fourth as you are good mum and wife). Trust baby to hang on to such excellent experienced momma.

Yay loved it! Amazing job! :)*

Dream family home! Would love a house like this when I’m a grown up 🙈

Hoping baby#4 is a girl. Really nice home. It is great to be in warm modern home when children are little and home so much time. We are in old granite home....damp and cold, but somewhere beautiful......the lure of a warm home is strong.

What hospital was willing to try hcg shots, as few might try it? A ttc video summarising hcg treatment might be good to let more know about it.....and ask for it for recurrent miscarriage prevention.

I am so so pleased for you and your beautiful family ❤️

I had cramping with all of my pregnancy’s 7 in all , I lost 2 to miscarriage 6 weeks but didn’t lose till 10 weeks . You look very well , get early nights and plenty of sleep your body definitely needs extra rest in beginning. X

Exercise, two hours daily, is the best cure for recurrent miscarriage anxiety. Do not drink too much water, to keep your salt levels, electrolytes, and hormones steady. Over watering can give you headaches and is bad for anxiety too.

I had major major cramping with my daughter. Dont take it always as a bad thing. Sometimes its a good thing :) sending that baby dust your way <3