Absolutely crushed it!!!!😊

This was just so good, it made me feel your weirdness and discomfort in such an innocent and fun way. Good job!

Life is beautiful so stay happy no matter what is your current situation is temporarily ..be a brave fight with your feelings sad feeling is a phase of life think Positive and happy to be alive life is a god gift don't be influence by devil

Random question- but that looks like the crepe bar place I eat at?

I was accepted at several selective colleges...and realized that I cant afford to go to any of them with the amount of aid they gifted. I cried my eyes out for like a day. We appealed for more financial aid but I'm not expecting to get any more. Im still coming to terms with going to community college (not that its a bad thing, im just really let down that things wont go according to my "plans"). Your video helped me see that many people are in the same boat as me and that it will be OKAY. Thank you !!

I love being alone but i hate FEELING alone.

OMG SAMEEEE. NYU TOO T-T..... so much money </3 ...

The end is epic!!!! Salute for that!

Thank you for posting this. I'm a parent of a Tisch "acceptee" and if you look at the average wages of a Tisch grad, you will be in shock. It is in the $20k's. NYU says they don't keep it, but that is not true. They WILL say overall it is about $75k...so they are keeping it, they just can't let it get out. Any Tisch grad will be in debt about $200,000 minimum and have a 5% chance of making it big. It is almost exactly like charging people $200,000 to be on the voice and only the winner gets their money back. Thank you again for posting!

I also recently got accepted to NYU Steinhardt! It was (still is) my dream school but I literally got 0 financial aid as an out of state student. Though I loved the program they offer I knew that the amount of debt I would put myself in was not at all worth it as I got accepted into plenty of other more affordable state schools and also I knew I had high expectations for NYU which equates to a high risk for disappointment.. but it is still such a shame because if financials were not a factor for me I would definitely go. I truly feel like this is how the educational system creates a gap between the rich and poor, because soooo many people are highly qualified candidates for NYU, its just whether you can afford it, or if you don't, if you are willing to drown yourself in an ocean of debt to finance your dream. (But Hey, not judging others. if it's worth it it's worth it)

Needed to hear this!! I recently got into my dream school as well but to attend I would have to put myself through tens of thousands of dollars of debt, so I’m going to my safety school that has me covered completely! It was rough coming to that decision but like you said, I know I’ll make things happen for myself wherever I go 💖

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I really missed your videos, I really appreciate this video!

I was accepted to Cornell for undergrad. They offered me 12k in aid and my family would have had to cover the other almost 50k for just one year of tuition. My mom told me we just didn't have the money and I went to an in state school. Still a good school, but not an Ivy league. I graduated early, with 0 debt, and scholarship money left over. Still it took me YEARS to get over not going to my dream school! I feel it made me not appreciate the opportunities I had at my school. Where you are planted you can grow!!

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Great video Isabella!

I'm actually in this exact situation and trying to find out what I'm going to do as well. I'm pushing for my aid as a transfer and not having much luck and trying to decide if it is worth the extra over the other university in New York I'm looking at. This was so helpful, thank you.

Sorry for bothering anyone reading this comment but I think I might have depression but can someone tell me I’m not the only one who thinks they’re faking it

This video made me feel better. I got accepted into Stony Brook and I can’t go because its too expensive

Did you apply for NYU CCTOP??

I feel like I have depression. I always feel pain and feel numb, and I always wonder what the world would be like without me. I’m not diagnosed with depression but I feel so alone everyday. I haven’t been happy since I had a friendship group. I need advice 🥺

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The pain is temporary. Decisions are final

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you are beautiful and so is this video. very well said. wishing you nothing but success and happiness in your future, I know you’re going to do amazing things with or without NYU

Today 2020 I am saying goodbye to my depression 😏 But inside my heart I am broken 😟😔 God please save me

I just feel like I’m so alone. My parents don’t care. No one does. Ik they see the cuts but they don’t say anything or care. I just want the pain to go away. It’s affecting so much in my life like I’m failing school and i just don’t care bc honestly I can’t see a future for myself. I’ve been so down the last 5 months. I miss my old happy self so much. I’m just tired of pretending I’m okay. I want help but I can’t get it bc I’m scared. I have bad social anxiety and I can’t ask for help. Ppl would judge me if I do including my own family. I tired telling them that I’m not happy and they just laughed and said I was being dramatic and they told me just to be happy. I’ve tried to end my life 4 times and I just don’t know what to do. I don’t want to die anymore I just want the pain to stop. I haven’t had more than 3 hours sleep in the last 2 weeks. I can’t stop thinking. I don’t want to do anything anymore. Can someone plz tell me what’s going on and what I should do....

The minimal audio is amazing

💕 The comment section feels like just a big group hug 💕

Nobodys going to talk about the poor flower? Not trying to make this not serious but this comment section needs it

I'm not depressed I just have mood swings all the time or Its like I'm on my period all the time

This is weird but I find crying alone so so comforting. When I do it I listen to sad songs because it’s a relief that other people are feeling the same way. Also I am unsure whether I have depression or am just a very low energy boring person. I feel sad a lot and cannot get out of bed/ find it very difficult to do basic every day activities such as making myself a snack or even taking a fucking shower which is grim but I find it really difficult and I hate that... I have taken those online tests but I don’t trust myself not to bias it towards being depressed as an out come because I’m scared that if there’s nothing wrong with me it can’t be fixed. My mum saw the cuts on my wrists and said that we would talk to someone but we never did and I’m kind of disappointed about that because I just want the feeling to go away but could never suicide as I would 100% chicken out cos of my family and friends. Nobody knows I feel this way and i would never tell anyone because people would think I’m an attention seeker and I would hate that. I also am finding myself pretty pathetic so I don’t want to tell anyone. Sometimes I am not sad and content which is good.

Maybe I should just end it all. Then poeple will know it wasn't all a joke and I wasnt just faking It. Then they will realise they should have treated me better and payed more attention to me, and not ignore me the thousands of times I said I need help. That's if anybody notices

I'm really really tired

I'm tired pretending inside I smile but the truth I'm dying outside I'm really really tired

YOU ARE AN ANGELLLLL SO GORGEOUS

I always smile , but I don’t show what’s behind that smile .....

I got into a really good uni after working very hard had started going since last week, made friends, excited for the lecture only to find out today I have been rejected for my student loan, and the uni asks for 50% now on the spot (£8.1k) and same amount after January. Seeing this there’s no way my parents can afford it and I’m going to have to drop out :(

I started a podcast about my dealings with depression and PTSD. I’m in the process of getting help. These podcasts are basically a journal of mine and hopefully someone can take something from it. Look up the podcast on Spotify titled Battling my demons.

It's like I'm drowning right now

Depression is like a drowning

People are like flowers, everyone is born as a budding flower. If it is given light, warmth, and water, that bud will bloom into a flower. But then sometimes, sadness hits a blooming flower and its petals slowly start falling to the ground, and off the flower. If you loose all the petals, you’re gone, but if you have even one petal left, maybe, if you water it and care for it, it can bloom again and be beautiful, but it the last petals falls, and all hope is lost, the flower wilts into oblivion. I am a flower, with half of the petals on the floor, and I have to sit there miserably as I watch the petals shrivel and die. I cannot pick up those petals, but maybe, just maybe, I can manage to make those petals grow back, and even though those petals are still wilted on the ground, that doesn’t always mean that a new petal cannot bloom. As long as there is someone to give you sun and water, you have hope, and if you don’t, wait for the rain to give you water, and when the rain clouds drift away, the sun and a rainbow can take its place.

this made me quite sad. such an amazing film though. I will be filming one as well. If you’d like you may subscribe & click the bell to stay notified 💛.

Lucky, I want to attend LA Film school but no one in my family is willing to help me

It's gotten to the point where I can't even cry anymore, I'm just numb, I can't do this

It's been about 3 to 4 months since I declined my dream's school acceptance letter. I spent sleepless nights and endless hours pouring my soul over getting accepted into USF and I did manage to get in. I was with my best friend actually in San Francisco and we were both talking about how it was going to be so much fun when I get accepted and we'll be able to go to school together. That evening, I got an email about the college's decision and I was accepted! We both cried out of happiness because for the next four years, we were going to have the time of our lives at our dream university. But unfortunately, the financial aid package they gave me was 11K out of 64K. It broke my heart to find out that I was unable to afford it and I did not want my parents putting themselves in debt. I cried about it for about a week but ended up making a decision to attend an in-state university that offered me free tuition. (Have to pay housing & meal plans) Overall in the end, I realized that it's not the end of the world and sometimes, like now, I get a little sad over not attending USF, but I am sure that this is just another stepping block for something greater. Thank you for sharing your experience Isabella! It made me feel better hearing from your perspective as well.

im currently undergoing therapy due to my depression and high anxiety. but there is just one side of me that still wants to end it.

I feel like I can’t do it anymore and not being to turn to some to talk to and confide in is hard especially if that one person is no longer here with you. Right now I suffer through so much depression and suicidal thoughts cause I don’t have no one to love and support me after experiencing this traumatic loss I went through,

I hate my stupid life I’m ugly, fat I have no friends Everybody hate me I can talk with nobody I cut myself All people say that should die I should do what they say