Good work

WTG!!! Add Pt.1 and 2 to both your videos so people know it's a continued story. I'm a big KZbin watcher as you know and I think you would have an audience with this subject and your story. So as i said in your first part to the story share it with Hash tags

If you want more people to see your video go into your creator on your channel and add hashtags that are buzzwords that apply to the subject you are talking about. Like PTSD or hiking etc. the more you put in the more visible it is. Also connect all your social platforms to your channel too.

Pineapple ROCKS... you are doing awsome. very brave of you to make a video like this. I know how it affected my kids who are in their 20s now and its hard. the dissociation was hard for my kids when they would talk to me and I would hear them off in the distance and just be like yeah whatever... but while I was sitting there and they were talking to me, I was not there at all and they knew that but never let on til much later. now they talk to me and say mom are you there which snaps me out of the dissociation and makes me focous as they are acknowledging they know im not there... when they were little they couldn't do that. now they can... I live with the guilt of not being there emotionally as I needed to be and couldn't be.