Inspiring

I just don’t think Scara is all that good looking and I think Venti is cute rather than attractive 😭

👀

I don’t even know his personality I just don’t like his hair

you forgot about raiden did you

I just don’t think Scara is that attractive and in my opinion Venti is cute not attractive 😭😭😭

​@@StarLily06now now of course it's okay bc they simps love the an-emo boys

The urge to remake this

Oh my god you’re right Now I’m mad at myself for forgetting about that lmao

That's what I was thinking

It’s not

This is pilot episode only

When I made this, that was all that was out I might do a remake of it

This was 2 years ago

It’s writing: pilot

Bro check the release date before wondering why they were all from the pilot at least, people had to wait 4 years until the actual series came out so I dont blame them.

Yeah I wonder why /s

I’m sorry, but I don’t think I can accept your apology. I respect that you apologized, I really do. And I appreciate it. But something like what happened isn’t something I can just say “Oh, it’s fine. No problem” and then just move on and forget. It really took a toll on my mental health and it caused a lot of panic attacks, and it went as far as me doing SH and even attempting to kms. What happened gave me a lot of trauma and trust issues. And I already know I’m not completely innocent and I’m not claiming to be. For what it’s worth, I also apologize for the things I’ve done. I know I’ve made mistakes and that it’s too late to fix them. Hurting you and what happened was never my intention and I know I can’t change what happened. Just know that I did feel bad for the situation that happened, but I also want you to know that I didn’t feel safe. I felt like because I was the oldest, I was supposed to be the responsible one in the group and it caused me a lot of stress. I know I could’ve handled everything more maturely, but I had some issues with my brain that makes it hard for me to think normally like most people my age. While I had the physical maturity of a teenager, my mental maturity wasn’t as good. And I know that while I couldn’t exactly control how my brain works, it is absolutely not an excuse for the mistakes and the hurt I caused. I made terrible mistakes and hurt the people I was close to. My mental maturity has gotten a lot better since then and while I can’t exactly fully accept your apology, I think if there was a point in the future where both our mental health and states are in a better place, I might consider accepting it. And in the future, if things get better, there could be a possibility of being friends again but I’m not making any promises. I know what happened hurt you and I feel really guilty about it, but it also really hurt me too. And I really am sorry if this is really wordy or hard to understand or if I left out some things. I have trouble with writing things like this but I made sure to take the time to write this and think about what I’m saying. And until or if we meet again, this is goodbye ~ August And I hope you’re doing well too. I’m really sorry for everything that happened

@@StarLily06 hey sorry I'm responding so late, I've been busy, but alright. I respect that. I'm sorry I caused all that, it was never my intention. I wanted to get away from - - - - because of how they were affecting my mental health, but I pushed you away too. I'm sorry for everything and just know that I'm so glad you didn't actually go through wth that. I should have handled everything privately rather than posting a million vents about it. I suffered a lot too, but it wasn't fair for me to put you through that too. I was a young teen, but I should have thought before acting. I truly am sorry, and I understand and respect your decision. Have a good life. /gen -- Zaire

I have no clue I kinda quit YT for a while after my gf was forced to stop talking to me on here

@@StarLily06 sad

*Raven is nearby and he’s looking at a fashion magazine*

@@StarLily06 ray.. ray..

Raven: What’s wrong…?

@@StarLily06 swary..

Raven: What’s scary…?

Mikah: I scared… Cans I stay with you…? Pretty please…?

@@StarLily06 fine.

*Mikah is still hugging Christian’s leg and he lays his head against his leg and he would be shaking a little but he starts to calm down*

@@StarLily06 fine

@@StarLily06 lay down

*Alexandra doesn’t notice Christian and she keeps playing the violin*

@@StarLily06 he keeps watching

*Alexandra then notices Christian and she stops playing* Alexandra: Oh, hello, Christian. Did you need something?

@@StarLily06 I was just listening ..

Alexandra: Oh, okay *She would smile* Alexandra: What did you think of it?

(Since Michael hasn’t smiled in a very very very long time, I wonder how Christian would feel if he saw Michael smiling) Michael: Yes you do… My whole life you’ve ignored me and sometimes even abused me… When I try to vent, you just say that I’m trying to guilt trip you… And when I’m scared or upset, you just ignore me… I’ve seen you comfort Autumn, Scout, my friends… But you never comfort me… What’s so wrong with me that you can’t comfort me…? Is it because I’m not actually you’re son…? *His voice is breaking and there are tears in his eyes* (I can imagine that the only time Michael ever shows how he’s really feeling is when he’s really drunk like this)

@@StarLily06 I don’t hate you I never have I just never know how to comfort you at this point, I’m afraid you’ll push me away if I actually try to help you there’s nothing wrong with you.. not to mention, your mother hates me so much, and wanted so badly for you to love her boyfriend that she make me do all these things trying to make me look like the bad guy..

Michael: Well, too bad for her… You’re the one I love more than anyone else… I hate mom’s boyfriend… He’s an abusive piece of --… When I found out that you’re not my biological dad, it made me more upset than anything else that’s happened to me… Most of my life, I tried everything I could to get your attention and feel loved by you… But after a while, I just gave up… *Tears begin streaming down Michael’s face*

@@StarLily06 I I’m s so sorry..

Michael: Can I tell you something else…?

*The gunshot would seem to have come from Onyx and Raven’s room*

@@StarLily06 he goes in there

*Onyx, Raven, and Alec are in there and Onyx is against the wall and he’s hyperventilating and having a really bad panic attack and he’s covered in injuries and Raven is holding a gun and Alec’s arm has a gunshot wound and the twins both look really scared* Alec: What the -- is wrong with you, Raven?! Raven: What’s wrong with you?! You were trying to kill Onyx!

@@StarLily06 he gets the twins out of there, and after while he is still trying to calm them down guys somethings wrong with Chris.

*Onyx is still having a panic attack and he’s still breathing heavily and Raven is trying to calm him down* Raven: What’s wrong with Chris…?

Azrael: Ethan, are you okay…?

@@StarLily06 m mhm j jwust w woud.. he starts to bleed

Azrael: It’s okay…

@@StarLily06 m sorry..

Azrael: It’s okay… I promise…

Onyx: I-It’s okay, Ethan…

@@StarLily06 b blood..

Onyx: It’s okay… *Onyx would go get a first aid kit and would come back and would begin treating Azrael’s arms and Azrael would flinch*

@@StarLily06 w what happened..?

Michael: You don’t want to know

*Charlotte giggles and hug Ethan’s leg*

@@StarLily06 smiles

Charlotte: I loves you daddy!

@@StarLily06 I love you baby..

*Charlotte holds up six fingers* I this many years old now!