My advice would be for you not to overthink it. You won't know if it's a 'phase' unless you wait it out. If you are gay then you will feel exactly the same in a year, five years, ten years from now but if you are not then you don't need to put pressure on yourself. Don't worry about it, personally I wouldn't come out unless you are absolutely certain. I hope this helped. Xx

+Imogen Summer thx a lot it really did help xxxx thx sooo much xxxx❤️

TheYoungAtheist How are you doing? Have you gotten out of Saudi Arabia?

Dustin Zilbauer I'm doing ok thanks for asking man. Well I won't be getting out of here not before 3 years from now, 2 to finish my education and the third is for paperwork procedures to apply and be accepted for master degree in Canada. So what's your condition? Have you gone through a similar situation or know someone who has?

TheYoungAtheist I'm not sure what you're asking. I'm a gay man who lives in Ohio. I've been through some very serious hell having grown up in a small town here in the 1980's. My family was horribly dysfunctional, but I do not want to burden you with my troubles because my heart goes out to all transgender people like you, ESPECIALLY the hell you must endure living in that country. I am so glad you're on the right track and getting out of that oppressive culture. Canada will welcome you with open arms. Canada is FAR more enlightened than America toward the LGBT community. You're a very beautiful woman and you'll have a great life in Canada.

Dustin Zilbauer Yes so I was exactly asking if you have undergone any kind of oppressive circumstance whether that's for your sexuality or personal convictions. And apparently you've had your fair share of struggles that are no doubt not less than any oppressive situation. Whatever you go through bro, just remember to work hard into finding the solution to the problems instead of focusing on them and always reach out for help, I guess you have plenty of organizations that're focused on human rights related issues. No matter how much I know about the nature of your struggles, I won't hand you so much of solutions since you're the only person to best solve your own probs. Be strong and hold your head high as this is the first true step to get things solved and worked out. The fact that I chose Canada over America is because of the reason you've mentioned, since I'm aware that there are still debates and controversies over legalizing LGBT rights in all the states, not to mention the police brutality thing kind of made me repulsed by the idea of moving in to the states. Thanks man for your supportive comment it means alot to me to have ones stick up to my side, and indeed it gives me a boost of courage to stand up to what's right.

Makayla Beckham lol yep, none of us would ever get a chance like this, I mean she's also my type and I consider myself as her type too, but now she's taken and (to me) she's distant in space. And yes she's 23 yrs old now, you can check her twitter account.