Ecstasy

Wish it was July 1 of 2012 Would change my entire life for the best Made a lot of mistakes that I regret in life unfortunately

Chat is this real?

when i was 15-16 years old i got bullied very hard in high school so i had fallen into deep depression. i stayed home, stayed quite. one night my dad said he wanted to go out and i shall go with him so i did. we drove past a funfair and my dad who is normally someone who doesn’t talk with me over things like this pointed his fingers to the funfair and said look my daughter, life is as colorful as the lights of the funfair. i dont know why but these words make me smile everytime they cross my mind. i wish my dad would be more like this

I'm already alone,I'm mentally exhausted,as long as I minipulate myself to smile and be happy,maybe I'll see tomorrow ☺️...but why did I bother...

My good and just sir, I have been told that you have been waiting for me for a long time and, although it is not my custom, I must tell you that no one ever dies the day before.

Wanderer, know that your memory is your best friend and, at the same time, your worst and cruelest enemy. I tell you that she is your best friend, for she helps you not to trip over the same stone three times. But she is your worst enemy, because she makes you prefer nostalgia to hope.

I can't be calm. I'm tired of being the so called golden girl all the time. I'm supposed to get good grades, be the overachiever, be perfect just for a good name in society. I hate engineering and yet that's the path I'm compelled to take. I'm tired of being looked down upon if I want to relax for once...I'm tired of being perfect. I'm burned out...how much more do I need to keep giving...I just want to write stories with raw emotion as I pour my heart out and weave my thoughts on paper because I'm a coward who can't express her emotions openly...I'm just tired...

I can't be calm. I'm tired of being the so called golden girl all the time. I'm supposed to get good grades, be the overachiever, be perfect just for a good name in society. I hate engineering and yet that's the path I'm compelled to take. I'm tired of being looked down upon if I want to relax for once...I'm tired of being perfect. I'm burned out...how much more do I need to keep giving...I just want to write stories with raw emotion as I pour my heart out and weave my thoughts on paper because I'm a coward who can't express her emotions openly...I'm just tired...

I can't be calm. I'm tired of being the so called golden girl all the time. I'm supposed to get good grades, be the overachiever, be perfect just for a good name in society. I hate engineering and yet that's the path I'm compelled to take. I'm tired of being looked down upon if I want to relax for once...I'm tired of being perfect. I'm burned out...how much more do I need to keep giving...I just want to write stories with raw emotion as I pour my heart out and weave my thoughts on paper because I'm a coward who can't express her emotions openly...I'm just tired...

i miss him even tho i have him

kalma

this is by far one of the best playlists ive heard. transitions are smooth and the beats are perfect dude. this will prob be my go to playlist now to chill to

and maybe it's for the better...

real.

My mum passed from cancer 2 years ago, my dad came back into our lives then left only a few months after mum passed for another women and racking up debt under our address. Me and my siblings are alone. My brother slapped me. My boyfriend isn’t talking to me when I’m not okay because I’m ruining his holiday abroad. I’m failing uni, I have nothing.

im not sad, i just like scaping reality sometimes.. dont give up on life.

It's 2 am, I can't sleep and feel sad without any reason.I suddenly remember the first song so I searched for it like 15 mins lol, but I think it's worth...

You know what helps to let go and forgive yourself, Jesus Christ. Let him take your pain and regrets ❤️✝️ He thought of you when he was dying on that cross

It’s time to come home to God, he’ll protect you❤

اريد ان أشعر بالسعادة✨️

i love blues

I don't like be a lone I like being with people I love and loving me feels very comfortable but right now I don't have anyone and it makes me feel very lonely 😢

I just wanna go home,Palestine

tôi từng có một khoảng thời gian luôn muốn ngủ cả ngày vì trong khoảng thời gian đó bỗng nhiên tôi luôn mơ thấy bản thân được xuyên về quá khứ để gặp lại tôi ở quá khứ, con bé nhỏ xíu mới lên 3 chập chễnh lại bên tôi và dẫn tôi đi về những gì tôi đã từng trải mảnh khóe kí ức năm nào về bà ngoại tôi năm đó vẫn còn nguyên vẹn còn đi nấu ăn cho tôi ăn. Cứ như thế những gì tôi hối tiếc nhất mà tôi từng trải trong quá khứ tôi nhìn lại ngẫm mà bật cười chứ không khóc ít ra năm tháng đó còn có người trấn an tôi làm cho tôi hết buồn bởi những món ăn ngon, giờ lại không còn nữa tôi tự hỏi liệu đó có phải đĩa CD chứa tất cả cuộc đời tôi kể cả người tôi thương được sắp xếp vào ngăn nào đó mà ý thức của tôi đột nhiên tìm lại được hay không...Khá mơ hồ nhỉ?

zo

Gila bayang sungguh 14:15 ... still don't get it do you huh? Patutla bini hang blah...

You over there, the one scrolling through the comments, yeah you, come here and read this for a moment 0.00001% Wonder what it is? You had a 0.00001% chance to be born a human, and not to mention that you are rare, everything from your fingerprint to your personality, everything is exceptionally rare, Remember this one thing, Everything that happens is in God's plan, All the good, all the bad, everything is planned by god, The devil might be screaming right now, but God's there watching in the corner waiting for the right moment to elevate your life, Don't end your life, Even though you feel nobody loves you, Some people do including me and everyone in the comments, If you don't believe me, then remember that god loves you, God loves all his creations, and find them all beautiful. I can't say that I know how you feel right now, because I don't know what you're going through, Just know that you are one of the rarest creatures in the world, and some people love you, including god (and me ofc ily <3) My advice: get rid of the people who hurt you, get closer to the people who love you (if you have no one, get closer to god and socialize to find other people like you) Love yourself and work on yourself to feel good about yourself and to not hate yourself anymore. I didn't expect you to read this entire paragraph but if you did just remember that god and i love you Here's a heart (<3 <3 <3) oops I gave 3, but you deserve it! Peace out! -A random human being who loves you a lot PS: People come and go, nothing is permanent, so keep your chin up, new people will come in your life!

9:13 pls song name?

🥹 Someone please bring me back to this song every day - So I’ll never give up 💫

I’m sorry for all the cocaine and whiskey a year ago. The memories that I’m able to retain still hurts

There's a big difference between alone and lonely.

Todo es calmo y tranquilo. 🎵❤

relaxing.

Jesus saves...

I’m scared to waist my life… I want to take time but at the same time I feel like I’m late in everything. How can I enjoy my life and present time when I always worry about the future ?

Not gonna lie this my be sad and a little lonely but in the end of the day it's we're all men came from. the sad days now can be the happy day in the future same with loneliness if you just hold on the world will change for the better or worst in the end you will look back and smile so hard and I'm not just saying this to make you smile I can speak for all when I say life sucks sooo much my. mom and dad got divorced when I was like 5 and my family never really made lots of money so I never really remember going to school I think the last time I remember being in school was like second grade only had 1 friend group and the last time I saw them was like 9 years ago I still miss them so much but that just how it goes if you ware to ask me if I want them back I would say no it's not the same we all have different hobbies and probably even kids now so no seeing them now we'd be even more sad point is life is a **** but I still look back at those times and laugh life will get better so just hold on I don't care if you are 10 or 100 the best I can give as advice is don't get all sad and lonely because of the past reader laugh now so that in the future you don't recruit being sad or lonely and for those who can't stop stressing of the future don't worry trast me when I say it all will work uit. and eventually you will see your self smile and people around you will ask why and you say I don't now same dum comment told me to and you will release I was right thank you for reeding stay safe stay happy and remember smile.

هنيال كل شخص سعيد

ايها القدر القبيح ماذا فعلت بي

Sometimes once a year, I listened to this to remind myself of the good old days.

how is this sad

(Verse 1) In a crowd, she stood apart, A vision etched within my heart. Her smile, a fleeting glimpse of light, In that moment, everything felt right. (Chorus) But she's just a memory, a passing glance, A wistful dream, a lost romance. In the silence, she softly fades, A love unspoken, a serenade. (Verse 2) Her laughter danced upon the air, A melody beyond compare. Yet fate's cruel hand did intervene, Now she's a ghost, a phantom unseen. (Chorus) But she's just a memory, a fleeting chance, A bittersweet echo, a fateful dance. In the shadows, she softly fades, A love untold, a serenade. (Bridge) Could've been something, if only fate had smiled, But now she's a whisper in the wind, a dream defiled. I'll hold onto that moment, though it slips away, For in my heart, she'll forever stay. (Chorus) But she's just a memory, a distant glance, A tender echo, a lover's trance. In the distance, she softly fades, A love unfinished, a serenade.

Really missing 2018, the most beautiful year. Wish I could come back to that year... or erase the memories, they are killing me.

I'm tired of struggling with struggle.

Why couldn't 2018-2019 just stay forever?

I live in a somewhat busy household with four other people. I was maybe four or five, and I got Super Mario Galaxy on the WII for Christmas. I remember sitting on the carpet and playing while the calm night summer breeze was let through the window. Mom was behind on her computer and watching me play, brother was doing the same near me. Grandma was cooking up in the kitchen and my dad was watching TV just in the room next to us. I never realized how that would be a core memory of mine, I was just having fun.

I hate feeling miserable a depressed whenever things do get better in my life. There's probably reasons why I feel that way. Maybe it's because I'm so used to the bad things and unfortunate events happening often that they feel normal and expected, so when I have good thing after good thing happens, it feels so bizaare. It feels too good to be true. I truly am grateful and get happy but like, I feel like having too much happiness and too much positivity will blind me and lower my guard down. It will make me oblivious. So when it comes to pessimism and negative emotions, I feel like I'm on guard and preparing for the worst, so if another bad thing happens, it won't hurt as much. Besides, not everything good lasts forever. Everything will come to an end. Your current friend groups will split. The person you love and trust the most will betray you. And if they don't then they'll probably die someday. If you get too comfortable with yourself, you'll slip up and screw up. "Thinking positive" isn't enough. "Living in the moment" isn't enough.

i'm very happy that music like this exists. some might say that it's not real music. it's not real music indeed, it's something out of this world, something unreal. it's some kind of therapy no music can provide. also, i wanna say that such playlists help me talk the way i would never be able to talk to anyone. on the internet i can say everything i really feel about life and the world, and none of my friends and relatives will be disappointed in me. thank you for an opportunity to stop playing roles for a while.

real