So glad I'm not the only one who drinks coffee in the shower.

Dude, this video is DOPE! I love the rawness and candid insight into your hurdles because BOY HOWDY can I relate. As a musician, video, creative, underachieving 40-something, annoying dad type, I run the gambit insecurities, fear of judgment from everyone, and the constant fear that I'm both horrible as a guitarist, am wasting my time with music, and that if I stop, I'll go mad and die. It's totally cool. Also, many of your shots are artsy as F and I as a nerd, very much appreciate the creativity and artistic eye that went into all of this. Ok, I'm done.

🔥 felt mate

interesting and cool

I did not see any hot girls in this video

watched again, loved again

Eat with your mouth closed.

👏About the shower part: hot water is very expensive in London. A bath with 3 hours of heating costs me £12 per day. 🙏

yer kinda a vibe, ill subscribe. great video!

Wanna be an artist? Dont read the comments. But if you insist know that art is that which defies definition. Art is not what you think or believe its what you do. Dont compare yourself to other artists. Dont be so hard on yourself. Above all create create create and learn to ignore that negative voice living rent free in your head.

Lovely video! I genuinely just spent all morning today overthinking whether to use pthalo blue or cerulean blue for a new painting because I don'y want to regret it and then I watched this and I feel much better. Thanks!

Seriously, thank you for posting this! <3

wait until time AND space become an issue. Eventually we all end up living in museums of our own (which makes the urgency of making something 'good' or 'worthy of taking up space' fucking unbearable

HELLO LOVED ONE ; BRAKING UP ARTCLASS IS PERHAPS THE BEST THING YOU KNOW , THE ONE HOW DOES/DID HIS FIRST SHOWS ON EARTH WAS NOT A "SHOWMAKER" AND S.HE STILL WA(I)S ONE : ) WHAT I HAVE BEEN LEARNING IS IF YOU DAILY SURRENDER AND KINDA KNOW WHAT YOU WANT AND GET INTO/ONTO THIS FEELING (AS IF YOU ARE IT ALREADY , THAT PERSONALITY , THAT (NEW)SELF) ALSO WHEN YOU SLEEP IN AND STAND UP ... ... YOU WAKE UP INTO IT LETTING GO OF THE OLD BEING THE NEW VERS🎉 WELL, I WOULD BE INTERESTED WHAT WOULD BE ON YOUR LIST IT IS PRACTICE, WHEN I WAS SITTING INFRONT OF MY FIRST SHEET OF PAPER... THAN MORE EASE CAME IN AND .... HELLO LOVED ONE ;

Pomegranates are a strange fruit, aren't they?

Nice video, I would suggest doing a thinner layer on the base the day before, for a background, a lot of oil painting is about the layering of the paint, look at Michael Borremans paintings for an example of a nice washed background. Wish you the best with your artistic journey. Im in the same struggle :)

Felt like a documentary 😮

Shocked and impressed by the amount of water footage you have

never tried coffee in the shower but damn does that sound nice... a hot shower with some hot highly caffeinated coffee to wake yah up in the morning. Also this video is so relatable its kinda scary

you art is super cool gabbie

You Rawk.

I used a bowl of water to chase a huge strange dog out of my house a few days ago.

Dude, the beginning of this video felt like a Tarantino film

i like the style you're developing with your videos. keep going!

Art is in the heart

What are your thoughts on Skibidi Toilet?

You drink coffee in the shower? 🤨

great video

As an average American citizen, I will now start drinking coffee in the shower to carry on this grand tradition.

I love this so much

this is the realest thing i've seen in a while

honestly coffee in the shower seems crazy to me. Definitely done beer though.

I relate to all of your feelings here in my own video making/filmmaking process. I think freeing ourselves from shame is the only way forward. Thanks for making this video. I'm looking forward to your future ones. Subscribed!!

I somehow feel better about myself from this.

The shower scene ……..was expecting Norman …

The thing many people overlook about the full-time professional artists you "feature" in this video is the privileged backgrounds many of those artists have. The reality is that they all have rich parents, and whether they could make a living from their art is actually irrelevant since the reality is that they could easily just live off their parent's money.

A breath of fresh air. ✨

Your videos are so calming 😭

Your little frustration face about the green is something I feel often about my art lmao. You are my spirit animal haha

Thank you for making this. An honest and relatable picture of creativity. So much more inspiring than those influencer type videos showing a ”perfect” life.

This is so random but I would love to collaborate on a video together... obsessed with your style and I feel like it would mesh very well with mine ! this is also so relatable LOL

Let it all fall down Don’t look There in the valley of white Stands a village Pretty houses in time Chimney and smoke and mist And over there the tall mountain Ancient and strong Keeper of the forest Protector of all secrets All the beauty of the world The roads far and wide Passing me by Laid before me, for me Don’t touch Busied my days Building fortress and castle Strong and safe Do not wander, do not wonder I didn’t look, I didn’t touch Today I bury my failed life- Here lies he who never complained Never seen Never heard Today I bury my safety Today I fail on purpose And I will not don’t run and don’t fall And I will not don’t speak I will touch and I will look and I will laugh Today I trade consent For coincidences Today I shovel clouds in my window And forget about the snow Let it all fall down

ˋI paint in my bedroom and I’ve never looked into whether or not the oil paint fumes will give me cancer´ 😂 I burst out laughing

1:43 not me getting a domestika ad about a professional artist's course right after you said the truth 😭💀

This was good.

you remind me so much of myself before I spent 5 years in Hawaii (:

Show more footage of you in the shower

Came out good.I really like how the jean shorts were colored in.🤙

Why not just paint in the shower?

there is an artist on youtube that i really like, Steven Zapata, who makes, in my opinion quite some helpful videos about the art process & spirituality. He also makes videos called "drawing meditations" that sort of help you with kick starting the process of image making. I love him and he has helped me so much with just having his streams in the background while working on paintings. He also talks about the spiritual side of art quite extensively , even though you said you are not that interested in this aspect. I love him, thought that it might be helpful by sharing even though some of his ideas are faaaar too out there😅😊