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I miss these times so much. I love you :(

Im an evil person. A sinner. A liar. I honestly wasn't even planning on staying alive a couple years ago. I dont knoe man. The things you have to do to mantain ckntrol and sanity.

I’m a failure.

Tired?? Are you okay?

No pain no gain 💀🔥

Belki gelirsin balım en sevdiğin şarkıyı dinliyorum hep gel balim çok seviyorum seni gel gel lütfen denizlere kumlarda y yazıyorum lutfenn gel balim çok özledim gulum gel artık gercekden şaka değil gel gel gel diyorum gelmiyorsun?.... Lütfen gel yusufummm balimmmmmmmm o güneş diyisini ozledim gel gel gel artık gel ağlamak istemiyorum balım gelir misin besteylen opusmen ne alaka benimle öpüş daha iyi balım çok özledim gel gel gellllllllllllll...............

Onu çok özledim belki gelir ondan hoslaniyorum ama o aldati ben napcam ben çok seviyordum Yusuf geri gel gecelerim bu şarkıyla geçti lütfen gel yusufummm lütfen gel balimm sana çok değer vercem lütfen gel senden hoşlanmıyordum ama artık hoşlanıyorum gelir misin geri balım ana hesabım (sungeldi_bebegim) yeni hesabım (geceiste_askm) seni 4 ay bekledim balım gel artık ne dersin balimm

The moment dawns on you, nobody is here to shield you from the world anymore.

My one best friend I lost her she left me for her other friends

I hate myself ngl And I have no friends

Im a horrible person I should’ve never said that to my mom I was just. upset and frustrated I feel like she doesn’t understand me I love her but still and I hate when she yells at me..

I’m so tired

Can't believe this is the false reality we inherited over the course of our lifetime

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my personality.

Dark beech 😊

This is the only song that can bring me peace..

Das vibe ist so gut... 🫠🥺 ¹⁵-⁰⁸-²⁴

oh beautiful posion tree

I came here from the Redcon Gameplay vs lore

This and Limerence >>>>>>

DAD PLEASE I JUST WANNA BE A FREE PERSON

Its my favorite song to litsen to when I am heartbroken.

redcon omega cannon

This was was xxxtentacions favourite song rest in peace bro all he wanted was a motobike he was changing and trying the help the younger people and trying to spred kindess for ever in my heart 💔💔

why did i let it go on for so long ? why couldn’t i just let go. why did i have to be so attached ? why did i have to care so much ? why couldn’t i just accept the fact that we weren’t meant for each other . i thought we were . did you see the way he talked to me ? he said he loved me and that he’d always love me , do you think he still thinks that ? idk why i care he’s caused me to not eat , cry , be in pain . one of my most depressing days this year was caused because of him but yet i still blamed myself . so all this pain and hurt and sorrow and sadness i know was caused by him , why was i so attached . i made a fool out of myself even though he kept coming back eveytime and stupid me believed he loved me but everything was a lie i guess .

"Beautiful people are not always kind and kind people are not always beautiful"

That image looks like the stereotypical no mans land

لا تدعاء الحلم يذهب

grouper and x is my comfort artists , when I’m sad I listen to them and your slowed version.

My ex broke up with me like 3 months ago so I come to this song to cry to think about how she did me dirty and I think about how she gone try and come back to me when school starts back I don’t talk in class or nothing I feel dead inside u can never trust girls they will have u Heart broken so if u see this I wish u the best

I thought she wanted me

This is fire not gonna lie 🔥

Am I a disposable body ? Just a object no emotion , no love , no life I’m just a body my soul died.

happiest moments in my life:

I always come to this song when I'm high it makes me feel the words more, I dont know what to do anymore I'm so numb and honestly i feel like this is all an illusion i feel like I'm in another dimension.

here who listens it just because for calm moments :)

Im actually a horrible person

I'cant explain my feeling 💔

my ex broke up with me because i would have these crazy episodes and just absolutely freak out and take it all on her, once i got the help i needed i never knew what i had until it was gone. i loved her so much and it hurts to let her go. the last thing she said to me was that i wasn't ready for a relationship and when i was we would get back together, i'm no good for her. why does she make me feel this way? i've dated so many girls but felt nothing for any of them, yes i know im a horrible human being, but she was so special. she was one of a kind, a girl just for me. these emotional rollercoasters that i used to go through really started to kick in when i moved from my home dallas, i didn't care about leaving all my friends, all i cared about was leaving her. God why did you have to make life so complicated sometimes.

The best feeling in the world ❤

All quiet from the Western...

This sounds like when I went from being a great happy youthful highschool trampolinist to a fentanyl addict homeless in Indianapolis at age 18 went from the beautiful to barely being alive and the cycle of addiction it’s like a poisoned tree it’s still standing but dying. As well as the abandonment and betrayal I experienced was like no other the heartbreak from getting kicked out of house after house in the middle of the winter having to walk miles in snowstorms to make it to my friends house. Glad to say I’m almost a year and half sober from the fent. My advice don’t ever take opioids all they’ll do is make you sick

for kaiser god and ¡¡!FATHERLAND!!!

Felt first

listening to this while doing sh>>

listening to this all night unless i don't wake up tmrw