I was reminded of the lyrics of this song, but forgot who sang it and name of the song. Glad I remembered the lyrics bit by bit, to now embracing the warmth radiating from my tiny cell phone speaker, feels like hugging an old friend.

My top song on Spotify this year 😌

I've been really getting back into CBMC recently. I literally just refreshed the spotify page to find the message Shari left on there, truly magical. I wish we had some way to follow her directly but can't seem to find an instagram or KZbin for her, I guess she doesn't want the attention anymore. :( - happy 27th Shari!

[tw:rape] I am a girl. My father had tried to kill me when I said I wanted to live with my mother. He used to watch those "sissy" porn videos... sigh. I am trans too. Maybe he was influenced by those, he tried to rape me but didnt. When I was doxxed and the boys at my boys only school found out, they raped me and took nude pictures of me and distributed them on the internet. They raped me several times throughout the years so that I dont get outed as trans. And my daddy didnt do nothing. He himself used to treat me like his second wife... and never let me meet anyone else. Im crying as I type this. This song is very personal to me. If you have gone through similar issues, im so. so. so sorry.

no wonder bro feels like that. youre not supposed to STOP taking the blue pill. taking that much and then not staying on it is bound to make you feel like TRASH. just a psa

Oi minha AninhaJuaninha, 7 meses de namoro, e como prometido estou lhe dedicando mais uma música como eu sempre te disse que iria fazer em todos os nossos aniversário de namoro, um pouquinho atrasado, más ainda sim não iria deixar de te dedicar uma música nesse dia que é tão importante ao menos para mim. Ultimamente eu sei que não estamos muito bem um com o outro, ou pelo menos eu dá minha parte, más é como eu já te disse várias vezes, eu sinto muito a sua falta durante o dia inteiro, você não sabe o quanto é insuportável ficar sem a pessoa que você ama, e ainda mais quando você se sente ignorado e inseguro sempre, e sem contar que é um relacionamento a distancia o que torna tudo ainda mais dificíl, eu tento ao máximo não ficar te perturbando com essas coisa e não dá tanta importancia, más chega uma hora que eu não consigo segurar e acabo falando algumas coisas que podem parecer ruim para você, ou então que você acha que eu fico pensando coisas ruins sobre você, más tudo isso é só resultado da saudades imensa que eu fico sentindo por você, e como uma válvura de escape dessa saudades que me faz chorar tanto, eu sempre tento buscar algum motivo ou razão por você ser tão ausente comigo, e com isso acaba vindo esses pensamentos ruins, e eu te peço infinitas desculpas por isso. Eu só queria que a gente fosse mais próximos um do outro, eu queria poder te ver todos os dias, eu queria pode ouvir a sua voz todos os dias, eu queria saber como você está se sentindo, eu queria conseguir conversar com você sem ter medo de você simplesmente sumir, más, eu realmente não te conheço nada não é, eu só sei o que você tem me mostrado. Eu te amo muito mesmo, eu te amo tanto que eu escreveria linhas infinitas só prá conseguir expressar o meu amor por você com algo material, mas mesmo assim nem chegaria perto porque o tanto que eu te amo vai além de algo desse mundo terreno. Só queria que você soubesse que sempre quando eu digo que eu te amo na verdade eu quero dizer ''Não me deixe". Apenas me deixe ficar com você para sempre, e fique comigo para sempre também, e como um apelo final, eu te peço com todas as minhas forças para que você não me deixe nunca, isso seria como uma sentença de morte para mim, você é a melhor coisa que já me aconteceu, e eu te amo mais do que qualquer palavra conseguiria expressar, espero que caso eu não esteja mais aqui nos próximos anos você ainda leia os meus textos só para de alguma maneira você lembrar que existiu alguém que te amou muito do fundo da alma.

I miss my best friend :(

I was so little listening to this!!!! Old times

My wife showed me this song should I be concerned 😟

the songs i find accidentally are the best songs ever

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Doubt

You're gonna get better, just know things are always gonna be hard you're gonna get so strong you're gonna LIVE!

dont go dont go!!!!!

*We ain't making it to tomorrow with this one* 🫂

This coming up on my radio after it saved my life made me burst out in tears 👍

Yesterday my best friend got into a psychic ward because of something she said to her doctors and its been one day, i dont think i can take two whole months without her at school or at my house. I miss her so so much. I hate my life and i dont think im gonna make it, the only thing keeping me alive is the thought of drinking bubble tea with her again and going to museums having fun. I miss you Desi, please come back.

loved this song for seven years i still turn it on and think of her each time, even though she’s been dead for one.

the intro makes me want to cry

and im back

Thanks for marrying me and wasting 4 years of my life just to tell me it’s all a lie. Thanks babe

real

FUCK

glad my dad loves me lmao

I just remembered this song today

7:24 MONA MENTIOOOON

You're not the real Daniel Johnston. Not the Daniel Johnston I know.

👀

i love this song!! (it makes me so fucking sad help me)

hey self! it’s me 6 years into the future. we’re a third year in college now. we’ve got really cool tattoos and piercings. i think you’d think i’m pretty cool now. we’ve had our ups and downs. things will hurt. but then there are awesome moments that makes everything worth it, like hearing your friends laugh at a dumb joke you made and baking cookies at midnight because you can’t sleep. you’ve got a lot of growing to do, and it’s okay to make mistakes. don’t beat yourself up too much. you’ll be okay.

I used to listen to this when I was suicidal that was almost 7 years ago I’m doing well now

this song appearing in my recommended about 3-5 years ago has led me to one of my favorite bands. cbmc forever :)

Can anyone explain pls?

oh God im driving, it's raining, and this song is playing. i could film myself right now and show it at Sundance

Pretty sure daddy isn’t looking down from the clouds…

Once when I was eight, everything was going great. Until my father, he tried to kill me. By the time I was nine, my daddy was doing time. And my mother had enlisted in the army. I wish my father loved me more. By the time that I was ten, my dad's life was gonna end, cause he was going on ninety. By the time that I was eleven, my daddy was up in heaven in the clouds. Staring down at me. And I can't help but miss him. Even though he hit me everyday. And he tried to hang me with a belt, once. And he took nude photos of my body. And by the time that I was twelve, I had made my first million. And by the time that I was fourteen, I had found the cure to cancer. And by the time that I was fourteen, I was the president of the country. And by the time that I was fifteen, I was the champion of the world. So I'm glad my daddy didnt love me. And I am glad that he tried to kill me. And I am glad he took those pictures of me. I am glad my daddy didnt love me. I said, I'm glad my daddy didnt love me. (This is for me the lyrics are too fast for me to read in the vid)

So beautiful, so Destiel

I loved your cover of this, i love this band and am learning guitar and want to practice holding a chord and just getting form down ya know? Its hard to see exactlyyyy how your fingers are but this was just nice to listen to!

The front bottoms for edgy people

guitar tabs for this song pretty please

Man, coming back, all these years later. Cyberbully mom club, split up, she quit making music. It's terrifying how fast time has seemingly moved man, and this song still manages to make ne so extremely sad

She left me this song.i hope she will come back to me

This means so much to me😢

i remember listening to this song back in 2019, when i was at rock bottom mentally wise. Four years later, I’m doing better, I still struggle till this day, but compared to back then, my mental health has improved . It gets better update (june, 3rd, 2024): I officially graduated from high school today. I just got back from a graduation celebration dinner that my family had together, and although I don’t feel any different, I still completed a big chapter in my life. When I first heard this song, I was in the 7th grade, failing most, if not, all of my classes, and overall being extremely depressed, not to mention I was in a pretty shitty online / LDR relationship too and was struggling with undiagnosed BPD. I made it this far, and I know I will be able to overcome other challenges I will face as I enter college and adulthood, even with depression being something I still struggle with. I love you all <3

Pedi a Deus que te trouxesse de volta pra mim, Dani, mas você nunca veio. Peço então que te leve embora do meu coração 💔

ahhhhh

Rumor was that this was supposed to be the theme song to “Succession” but for some reason they didn’t think this would work.

When I was nine my sister tried to kill me. We have not spoken since.

When you know your dad is an awful person but you still want him to be around:

There is no greater pain for a young gay then falling in love with a straight girl. My little baby ducklings, it will hurt, but it’ll teach you a lot. In the end, itlll be worth it and you’ll look back and smile and laugh and. It’s so lovely. Cause you know your worth isnt tied to that one person. I hope y’all find that.