Thank you for posting this. It showed up to me at the perfect time. I don't know, If I ever will be able to even meet him in person, but the love for him is beyond meeting his body. I already met his soul and I fell deep in love with it. Though, now I am all covered in wounds and blood. I loved him too hard and he didn't even had the intention to love me by any means. I will still continue to love him with all my heart. This time, without letting him know it. A note for him. I love you until the sun and moon exists. My love for you will still exist when the universe ends. I know my love feels so much like a burden as I am too good to be real at it. My love is like those fantasies of Satyug but I forgot this is the Kalyug. Hence, my immense love becomes poison. There's no way that I will ever find a love like me for myself. No one in this generation will do the things I did for love. My love is straight out of the movie people talk about but sadly no one cares about it. It's far better to be a red flag in this world atleast you never get hurt that way. Now, I will carry this miserable pain with me for a lifetime in return of the immense love I gave away.