Dang THATS BEAUTIFUL!  Surprise Rainbow!!
5:10
Surviving for me. Unexpected message.
5:53
12 сағат бұрын
In love with the invisible me
1:09
Ocean soothes our wary souls.
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one path is many. deeja
5:43
14 күн бұрын
evlovevolve
0:54
14 күн бұрын
Beach cruise 🚢 together.
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21 күн бұрын
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@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 3 сағат бұрын
Harmonize with me and remix and share!! ❤❤❤ and remember, seek the visceral, I can hear you.
@motamage
@motamage 3 сағат бұрын
You shoulda jumped
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 3 сағат бұрын
@@motamage we would definitely end up in Oz.
@motamage
@motamage 3 сағат бұрын
@deejalovesU risk it for the biscuit 🤣
@brookelynpierce6694
@brookelynpierce6694 4 сағат бұрын
Those are nice slickers!
@evahess8402
@evahess8402 5 сағат бұрын
Leaves nothing to the imagination 😅😅
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 сағат бұрын
😂😂😂😂😂😊😊😊
@seekthevisceral
@seekthevisceral 7 сағат бұрын
Hello, sweet angel. You've been on my mind, and I hope that you and Hana are doing well. *hug*
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 5 сағат бұрын
@seekthevisceral I was literally going to make a video today simply directly asking if you are okay and ask you if there is any chance you would say hi, but to also completely continue to be unconditionally supportive and respectful and let you know how deeply I care for you, however silly that may seem. I am relieved to a level that is difficult to express. I am so flipping happy to hear from you!!! I’ve missed u terribly. Thank u for putting our hearts at ease. I’m still moving forward and doing best we can. I’ve been so worried about you. And here you are, how absolutely fortunate am I. hugz to thee my wonderful friend seek.
@DrayseSchneider
@DrayseSchneider 19 сағат бұрын
❤😢
@lisamcmanus1688
@lisamcmanus1688 Күн бұрын
Im so thankful you are good
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU Күн бұрын
@@lisamcmanus1688 Thank you so much. ☺️
@evahess8402
@evahess8402 Күн бұрын
Oh no 😢. I knew her name from your channel. So sorry... My deepest condolences.
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU Күн бұрын
😢 thank you sincerely. deeja
@Craig-g8r
@Craig-g8r Күн бұрын
Absolute gorgeous last night
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU Күн бұрын
@@Craig-g8r definitely 👍 hope you were able to enjoy the moon wherever you are. Thanks for commenting! Have a great one. deeja.
@amodernalchemist432
@amodernalchemist432 Күн бұрын
Did you try adjusting the camera for night shots? It may help with the bright moon against the dark night.
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU Күн бұрын
@@amodernalchemist432 Yeah, i’ve dropped my phone a million times and somehow have made the awesome camera, not as awesome! lol. I tried some exposure settings, but I think I was in an area of too much city light also. Thanks so much for suggestions! Beautiful night either way. Hope you are okay today. deeja love.
@evahess8402
@evahess8402 Күн бұрын
Just watched the live 🎉. How great it was! I am so soooo proud to know you. You are a wonderful unicorn ❤ so special in so many ways.
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU Күн бұрын
Thank you so much!!
@CleverMetaphor
@CleverMetaphor Күн бұрын
Love this album 👍
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU Күн бұрын
@@CleverMetaphor Definitely a FAVORITE! Dig your music too! i’ll be listening in going forward and supporting your channel too! peace my friend.
@nyeeeeeeeeeeeeoooooooom610
@nyeeeeeeeeeeeeoooooooom610 Күн бұрын
That’s cool!
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU Күн бұрын
@@nyeeeeeeeeeeeeoooooooom610 Thanks so much!
@debbieheath7838
@debbieheath7838 Күн бұрын
This makes me feel so much more hope!! You're incredibly strong!! I love that you're willing to see that bit of light and hope. To grasp onto it, despite your pain being so strong, and that you are now fighting for YOURSELF!! I know that the light and hope grows bigger bit by bit, and I pray you do everything to heal by utilizing that!! Thank you for your service, too!! You've actually done something that benefits humankind through your service, and I know this video will do that, too!! I'm here if you ever need to talk, and I pray everything pans out how you hope, but if not, remember that could leave the door open for something even more beautiful and lovely!! Stick in there the best you can!! Take Care All, Amanda Heath 💪☮️🌞🕊
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU Күн бұрын
@@debbieheath7838 Thank you so very much. beautiful words.
@ChristainPerez
@ChristainPerez 2 күн бұрын
The best video
@Gemma-d3q
@Gemma-d3q 2 күн бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss🕊️
@Radioactive_RP
@Radioactive_RP 2 күн бұрын
Please erase this from my memory
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 2 күн бұрын
impossible 😂❤
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 2 күн бұрын
Thank you 🙏 everyone.
@evahess8402
@evahess8402 2 күн бұрын
You are so lovely 🤗
@evahess8402
@evahess8402 2 күн бұрын
I will watch the recording tomorrow. Wish you a wonderful time. You will rock this live stream. So looking forward to seeing you 😀🤗
@evahess8402
@evahess8402 2 күн бұрын
How exciting! I will try to join the live. Edit: that's 3 am here 😔. Then I will watch the recording. Wish you fun 😊
@AverageGamer325
@AverageGamer325 3 күн бұрын
Nice bro, more people need to see this
@Yourfavoritegirlm
@Yourfavoritegirlm 3 күн бұрын
Oh hell nah
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 3 күн бұрын
oh yess indeed.
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 3 күн бұрын
@stephanieeberly5638 I was abused and raped by many various types of Christians, straight and gay people too. No thanks. More people have been subjugated and hurt at the hands of “Jesus” wielding this fantasy rhetoric of righteousness while filled with sin. ABSOLUTELY RIDICULOUS IDENTITY. No thanks. Not into harming others for the “god of love” such hypocrisy and lies with an incomplete bible that has been edited specifically to control the masses. Peace out. I find your statement to be harassing and bullying to my journey of love. you do your thing. leave me out of it okay.
@sammybang
@sammybang 3 күн бұрын
My queer friend…. Sending you love from another queer.
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 3 күн бұрын
@@sammybang Hi 👋 thank you 🙏 Cleo is totes adorbs! So happy to make your acquaintances!!! Mucho love from deeja & Hana too!!!
@sammybang
@sammybang 3 күн бұрын
@ awwwww!!!! Tytyty for checking out my page! Cleo is my bestie! I told her you said that 🤭🥰🐾 glad I came across your content!
@Zalo3954
@Zalo3954 3 күн бұрын
Same same, my guy- same, same
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 3 күн бұрын
@@Zalo3954 I find empowerment sometimes when I use them to describe myself, but rarely, because of the intensity of trauma experienced along with various words used as hate to bully and belittle. Slowly I am integrating and releasing that hate that was fed to me daily. I wish you love and peace, self respect, self care and self love. I so appreciate you for commenting. deeja & Hana
@keyomedtkim5056
@keyomedtkim5056 3 күн бұрын
Life is hard. But ive got zero family left to say anything bad to me. Just silence. Last one standing
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 2 күн бұрын
I am alone. I am hopeful that with time and healing that my child (28) and I re unite when they are ready. I will be hopeful always for that. But I know how it goes in life now isolated and just learning to accept all of me. I’m glad you are here, sorry you are the last one standing as it were, i’ll stand with you. nice to meet you. deeja.
@evahess8402
@evahess8402 3 күн бұрын
@danger5489
@danger5489 3 күн бұрын
I always wondered what would happen if someone let their grandpa smoke meth after taking mdma and showing them how to make videos and post them to KZbin. Guess I don't have to wonder anymore. Thanks, whoever let this happen. 😊
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 3 күн бұрын
@@danger5489 that’s not nice in any way and incredibly hurtful.
@evahess8402
@evahess8402 4 күн бұрын
How convenient to have direct access to the outside from your apartment. No need to walk through miles of hotel halls and past reception etc. So nice for Hana and you. Thank you for the beautiful videos tonight (watched them during breakfast). Sleep well.
@snoopie1769
@snoopie1769 4 күн бұрын
Hey, I know you are struggling with your son right now. But please know that if you believe in your heart that you love your son and care for him, then know that you did nothing wrong. The love of a son is an extraordinary love. You seem like a good man.
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
@@snoopie1769 i am just deeja.
@cletepurcel2180
@cletepurcel2180 4 күн бұрын
Zzzzzzz.........
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
sleep away then and stay unconscious to empathy
@aaronbrumley8937
@aaronbrumley8937 4 күн бұрын
I’ve been there bro
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
@@aaronbrumley8937 appreciate you. respect/
@jacobgalloway9123
@jacobgalloway9123 4 күн бұрын
What’s wrong sugar foot?
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
just missing my grown kiddo 😢 they said they need some space and it’s been 5 months and i’m struggling and missing them absolutely horribly and I love them absolutely completely and support them on needing and having space, but I still have these feelings I am coping with 😢
@fredboi2302
@fredboi2302 4 күн бұрын
Are you like, okay?
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
yes, overall i am safe, and just letting there be space for this right now. thank you ❤ 🙏
@ItsMeGoldenFreddy1987
@ItsMeGoldenFreddy1987 4 күн бұрын
Yo you good bro?
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
welcome to my universe @deejalovesU raw true expression and coping and surviving cptsd. I am both good and not good. This is how I deal. I create and acknowledge that so many are fighting and struggling and I am here to let them know, I get it and it’s okay. Create your path and walk it. Find your way, as it works for you and survive. Because life is like the weather, constantly changing as we must as well evolve to love each other and care, just like you are right now: Heck ya I am doing good! there’s a person like you in this world actually caring and checking in and that’s how we make the world better! you’re awesome! ❤
@ItsMeGoldenFreddy1987
@ItsMeGoldenFreddy1987 4 күн бұрын
P a i n t :0
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
#deejacrafts
@evahess8402
@evahess8402 4 күн бұрын
How wonderful! So happy for you ❤
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
Thank you so much!
@Val3riee_
@Val3riee_ 4 күн бұрын
He’s kinda scary
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
yes they she and he are sometimes…like a creepy horror movie like “Jeepers Creepers” hehe, I even scare myself sometimes.!😊😅😂🎉
@NightSD3
@NightSD3 4 күн бұрын
POV you’re the first one to fall asleep at a sleepover:
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
hahahaha, very scary!
@ItsMeGoldenFreddy1987
@ItsMeGoldenFreddy1987 4 күн бұрын
Did somebody cut you off?
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
it’s called art 😂 and self expression and self love
@ItsMeGoldenFreddy1987
@ItsMeGoldenFreddy1987 4 күн бұрын
@ its a reference to the song "Somebody that you used to know" not hate
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
@@ItsMeGoldenFreddy1987oh nice, thanks, been a rough night after some live streams where i got trolled really harshly, haha. sorry, great reference. you should see the other videos with this makeup!! 😂❤ sorry i was salty. thought you meant at a bar or in traffic hahahaha, i’m a special person, facts. 😂😂❤❤
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
kzbin.infoWCY1ReIgdFE?si=7Mh6aW7rdhs-AG5V
@TheoV1998
@TheoV1998 4 күн бұрын
you look like a disco elysium portrait
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 4 күн бұрын
@@TheoV1998 awesome
@steveperrault3111
@steveperrault3111 4 күн бұрын
Still on that acid trip. 😂😂😂
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 5 күн бұрын
they texted me today and said “i’m not ready…” what a blessing.
@clbcreations
@clbcreations 5 күн бұрын
I don't know you, but I do know that you are indeed a beautiful person and deserve to be loved. Respect for getting your message out.
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 5 күн бұрын
Thank you so much 🙂
@evahess8402
@evahess8402 5 күн бұрын
😂😂😂😂
@evahess8402
@evahess8402 5 күн бұрын
Ohhhh, the things you say about people touching or calling the service dog. I have a friend, who is blind and his service dog is a large, bright white, long haired, stunningly beautiful shepherd dog. She looks like a snow princess in dog form. Just imagine, what happens, when he is in public with her. She is wearing a harness with "don't talk to me. I am working" written on it. Which seems to help. I walked quite often with him a few years ago and it was really educational for me. People don't mean any harm. They just don't know.
@Uzbekastan-fr6sr
@Uzbekastan-fr6sr 6 күн бұрын
Man is living the life
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 6 күн бұрын
“that CPTSD life” woohoo 😅😂😂😢😢❤
@IllinInfamous
@IllinInfamous 6 күн бұрын
You’ve lost the plot.
@deejalovesU
@deejalovesU 6 күн бұрын
only thickened it. 😊