really love this, would I be able to sample it in a project I'm working on?
@EAZYMONEYSNIPER7Ай бұрын
I spent 4yrs in the Navy 2015-2019..from age 19-23.. I began dating my first love in 2013 we'd met in the 5th grade & were best friends for years before we started dating our junior year of highschool in 2013... We were together all the way up until 2020 which was my first year out of the Navy it was also during the COVID epidemic when we split up .. I'd saved around $40,000 throughout my 4yrs in the Navy & once i got out i still had all the money in my savings account. My Ex had helped sace all that money as well but we'd became so toxic that when she left me she didn't want any money shecjust wanted to be away from me as i became an emotionally abusive alcoholic.. i was never physically abusive but my depression and anxiety took me into the vices of alcoholism turning me into someone that wasn't me...once she left the apartment we'd gotten it was just me living in it and for months at a time i wouldnt leave the apartment id spend all day every day drinking cut off from the outside world i had all the money in my savings to pay my bills snd spend$40-$60 a day on booze delivery through instacart and ordering pizza or chinese food my apartment was disgusting and i spent all day everday getting wasted... Covid was such a dark time for me i think god everyday that i survived being an alcoholic.. ive been sober since 2022 .. if there's someone reading this thats struggling with addiction please know someone loves you & if nobody does then i do .. and there is plenty of help out there.. you can make it through anything ❤️
@johnking2271Ай бұрын
the only thing I recognized was the blue tape on the toilet seat!!!!!!
@rubenskiii5 ай бұрын
What a wonderful place!
@rubenskiii5 ай бұрын
Wow fascinating how you can create such sounds with such little materials. I need to try making such devices! Warm greetings from the Netherlands🇳🇱.
@rubenskiii5 ай бұрын
Wow such a beautiful and haunting sound! Amazing. My neighbours would love it if i put this up in the garden. ;-) Warm greetings from the Netherlands🇳🇱.
@Redsnapper1235 ай бұрын
A cat covered in cob webs! Lol
@Redsnapper1235 ай бұрын
Wow a lot of work done but still a lot to go!
@Redsnapper1235 ай бұрын
Wow a big clean up. Whats the house like today?
@Redsnapper1235 ай бұрын
Holy cow 🐮. Alcohol-use-disorder is no joke.
@Humvee3696 ай бұрын
what a waste of a life.
@LAptopKojo8 ай бұрын
where is the strings
@jmsequip37878 ай бұрын
How do you make this?
@saolairde3969 ай бұрын
❤️
@M_m.aang.uxz.19029 ай бұрын
Nice
@raymondlin872810 ай бұрын
Good reminder, mine was close to that. Thank goodness i got help and dont drink anymore
@erik-fn2xf11 ай бұрын
Im st my girlfreinds place. Yet im still paying rent at my old place because i dont want to see puke. Blood. Bottles every and just dissaray. So weird this disease throws you off course. Im 23 days sober
@swimsuitcookies Жыл бұрын
Horror movie directors, get on this!
@jasonsinclair6341 Жыл бұрын
the stuff nightmares are made of…..
@trith72 Жыл бұрын
This is exactly what my Uncle did to my childhood home after his mother passed away. He picked one room to hide all his alcohol bottle and trash and threw bottles and bags in it. eventually the floor rotted out and there was a 5 foot hole to ground under the pier and beams. We found him in the hallway, he had a stroke 2 days earlier and lay there. He died in hospice a few days later, of alcohol dementia and liver disease. It took my mother and her husband weeks to clean up the house and get it repaired to be sold.
@bearshield7138 Жыл бұрын
very nice
@УшастоеКенгуру Жыл бұрын
A familiar picture from the already distant past. Complete chaos in the apartment, a vomited bathtub, a sink and a toilet smeared with shit - empty vodka bottles everywhere. Three delirium tremens and one intensive care unit. I found the strength to get out of all this. Already 12 years without alcohol I quit on my own - without the help of doctors, psychologists, etc.
@sidfiddler2131 Жыл бұрын
I vaguely remember going on a two week bender & not having a clue what year it was then I ripped a massive fart out & I felt better.
@Jay-zx5hx2 ай бұрын
You being serious?
@sarataylor885 Жыл бұрын
Very similar to my flat.
@kvdme Жыл бұрын
My ex father in law destroyed his house. There were empty quarts laying all over the house. Just sit in there and drink his life away. His wife left him 15 years before. There was half inch or more dust on everything of hers. The bathroom was covered except where he stepped in showered occasionally. It was like opening a time vault. He ate beans and rice if he did eat at all.
@spiritualstolendreams Жыл бұрын
Hi
@deputy3690 Жыл бұрын
Self control people, self control.
@suckafree6195 Жыл бұрын
The can of four Lokos and the green diarrhea ( this due to bile secondary to liver disease) bring me memories of my ex.
@mtns7036 Жыл бұрын
And the c.e.o. of bud light says 'we need to attract young drinkers' absolutely terrible what it does. Sorry for your loss.
@johanneabelsen1644 Жыл бұрын
That is more like a hoarding situation.
@sullycliftona Жыл бұрын
That’s. Weak. .. most alcoholic dramas. Etc. their homeless
@Sue700 Жыл бұрын
I hate it mostly for the dog.😢
@czygyny Жыл бұрын
The dog is mine, she is quite happy and healthy, she was there for protection in a bad neighborhood. The cats left in the house were adopted by my brother's daughter.
@luismari7086 Жыл бұрын
so sad to see this i thank the lord for my parents and uncles who saved me put me in the 12 step program it saved me 23 years ago
@jamessanger Жыл бұрын
very interesting sound ;)
@atfaithvalue Жыл бұрын
I'm an alcoholic. Just lost my job because of drink. Several family members dont talk to me. I have a considerable police record, including 4 prison sentences. But I always say that alcoholism is a symptom of much deeper things. Sure, it becomes a problem in itself, but I drink to black out much deeper issues. Thanks for posting anyway.
@czygyny Жыл бұрын
Part of that deeper issue are mental ones that can and should be addressed, but there is a biological component, too, that makes a body more likely to fall quickly into the addiction. Still, it is not an excuse to not do all you can to lift up out of the pit. You owe it to the loved ones around you that your behavior affects, but most of all YOU deserve to fight your way out of it. Life is worth living well. Sometimes it is a struggle to get there. I hope the best for you. I really do. I am not without my own issues, as well, but I fight for health and happiness at every step of the way. I hope you will never give up trying, too.
@atfaithvalue Жыл бұрын
@@czygyny Thank you for your reply
@Redsnapper1235 ай бұрын
@@atfaithvaluewow! Are you sober today?
@Jay-zx5hx2 ай бұрын
AA saved my life. Go!!! It's going to take time. Be patient.
@peterdixon6104 Жыл бұрын
Thankyou for reminding me I have it pretty good.
@raymondlin8728 Жыл бұрын
Sad. I was close to that
@matthubbell2412 Жыл бұрын
I'm literally in end stage liver disease because of alcohol. It's horrible and all but to say that this house is because of drinking is a lie. I can barely move and still clean.
@ratelhoneybadger Жыл бұрын
Hia bedroom looks just like mine... empty can and bottles with an unholy mess🥺May we, who still have breath, win against this demon🙏🏾 May your brother's soul find blissful rest, he went through hell💔
@thomaskerr3109 Жыл бұрын
Sorry for the loss of your brother. This house is like nothing I've ever seen before. I'm a heavy drinker but my house is clean and doesn't have all this junk around .
@Jay-zx5hx2 ай бұрын
Some ppl have other underlying health and mental issues. Alcohol does make it worse.
@thomaskerr31092 ай бұрын
@@Jay-zx5hx true.didnt mean to offend. My son tells me l drink too much
@graziacavasino8884 Жыл бұрын
Definitely NOT harp, as there are NO strings.
@AndrewaMcMahon6 ай бұрын
I think the "string" is the barbed wire.
@grimlund2 жыл бұрын
I dont really understand. Did your brother die in your fathers house? Did he drink him self to death?
@czygyny2 жыл бұрын
Yes, he died in the house. We found him. He drank himself to death.
@jamiesplinter87582 жыл бұрын
Thts why its called blind drunk
@dskomsky2 жыл бұрын
I don't see the string , I like it but I'm not sure how you did it.
@czygyny2 жыл бұрын
The string is heavy monofilament, transparent. It is just a long line stretched from one stationary point to the jug, perpendicular to the prevailing wind. The line is brought through a hole in the side or back of the jug and tied off with a fender washer.
@MrFreznutz2 жыл бұрын
I need more information on how to make these
@czygyny2 жыл бұрын
Monofilament line stretched out perpendicular to the wind, attached to a plastic jug opened up on one side, line stretched tight. It's pretty straightforward.
@DM-lw6qx2 жыл бұрын
Looking for a way to piss off the new neighbors
@czygyny2 жыл бұрын
It is not nearly loud enough to do that. You'd need to use a bit of electronic amplification help. ;-)
@mollycrue10452 жыл бұрын
Meanwhile the aftermath of meth addiction you're still up on day 5 no sleep painting the house
@czygyny2 жыл бұрын
Yeah. Well, I learned from my ex-husband that you may do a lot of work on a bender like that, but the quality may suffer, some. I told him if he ever started doing that s#it again I'd divorce him. And i did.
@mollycrue10452 жыл бұрын
@@czygyny I'm a functioning speed freak myself lol (I never stay up for days and I always try to eat and I use eu speed almost daily but I never binge)
@brianduff42782 жыл бұрын
Can you make a video showing how it's made?
@rubenskiii5 ай бұрын
Try it out yourself! That's a lot of fun. The bottles are gonna become recycled anyway.