My life looks unfamiliar to me,my family, my friends, my pets, my grandpa died, my pets died I can't reach some of my memories. Life feels like a 1 hour videonl I don't hear the birds all I can hear is piano music coming from that house (not this) I remember fishing went to resorts but I dont remember that. I think my friend Rodger isn't with me am I alone? Of course no but? What if my life was a dream an endless dream it's not but I wish I went back to 2019 so I can have more fun