As a native living in OC now, I avoid WeHo like the plague. I can be myself pretty much anywhere in the LA/OC area.

Hey christian can i share a video idea with you?

I remember watching our videos a couple of years ago. Last night one of your videos showed up in my recommended videos so I binge watched a few of your recent videos. Thank you for sharing your story ❤ When I was around 12 or 13 I got in trouble at school. I expected a spanking which I got. But I didn't expect my Mum to take away my bedroom door and all my clothes except my school uniform. I think I got my clothes back after a week but I think it was a few months until my Dad got around to putting my door back on. This incident set my Mum and I on rocky path for my early high school years. Take care. Will have to subscribe

I cant find any videos of Mariah Malibu anymore.

Well, well, well. Another inspiring and transformational vlog. It is amazing how I much I can feel your vibe from being in LA all the way on the east coast. It so refreshing to see you so happy being there. Your aura is so strong and vibrant being in LA it is amazing. To think that the city that literally tried to steal your soul is now refreshing it. Of course, you are on a different plane now and you are seeing and experiencing what you set out to experience in the past but somehow got side tracked. However, now you are back on track and your vibe is like a beacon of happiness. I can only imagine when Will an you move there. We will all need special glasses to watch your vlogs because they will be so brilliant and full of splendor that we (your subscribers) will need to filter our eyes from all of the illuminating that is coming through you at this time. I love how you exploded with joy as you walked through the newly remodel mall. I could visualize Will walking through the mall with you capturing all the splendor together. And once again, your panoramic view of LA and what makes you so happy to be there, mesmerizing . Your transformation is intoxicating and refreshing. Dispensing of all negativity and only allowing the positivity to take root in your heart and soul is what is needed for you considering all that you have been through. You are living proof that change can happen if you let it. Like a river, the past has washed down stream. The future is your horizon and your outlook is bright and energy driven. There is nothing that you and Will cannot achieve so keep going in the direction you are going. A whole new world is opening up for you and Will. The possibilities are endless. You are in the driver seat and the sun is leading you to the place where your shining moment has yet to occur. Keep following your heart Christian. No one and nobody can take away your happiness and your vision. You control that. Stay positive and focused. Like I said in this comment. You are living proof that change can occur if you let it. Thank you so much for sharing your day (even though it is a few days later). I enjoy these vlogs. Especially, how I get to see your new world through your eyes and heart. Be blessed.

I'm more of a Canon guy when it comes to cameras lol, but glad you picked an old film camera! going back to basics is the best, once you've mastered film, you can transfer that knowledge to digital and concentrate more on composition. which honestly is also another reason to go to film, it teaches you to not take 500 pictures and hope for the best, it forces you to compose the shot to get them good the first time. i saw my number of pictures go down dramatically. Great haul! and glad everything went well!

Jiminy, Chris. I’m glad you’re sober and happy but slow it down a bit, chill out.!

this is such a wholesome and beautiful video christian. brought a tear to my eye, i love you so so much and cannot wait to come home!

the pleasure is mine baby boooo 4:30

I pray that you surgery went exceptionally well and that your recovery is well on the way. I will say that the amount of time that I have followed you (either as a non-subscriber or as a subscriber that I am now), I must say that your transformation is amazing, inspiring and informative. Your reconnection with yourself, life in general and love of those around you are truly heartfelt and sincere. You are truly Iconic as you have shared so much of who you were to what you are working towards. Your story is one filled with everything a young impressionable man wants to explore growing up only to find challenging hurdles that can lead someone in many different directions (good and bad) but ultimately that person swings 360 degrees right back around to the beginning only to start experiencing all that was right in front of that person all the time. I love your reflection about LA from a new set of lenses that you see life through. That part of your video touched me and showing the beautiful sunsets and just the vibe that we could see while you were driving truly brought me to a different place as if I was experiencing that vibe along with you. I truly wish you and Will the best because if there was a perfect match on earth, you and Will are that couple. Continue your transformation. Your soberness and new reflection on life and the meaning of it. You are an inspiration and I'm glad to be a subscriber. All the blessing to you and Will.

#LVGUCI 😍I love you so much and watching your videos makes my day brighter❤

hoping the surgery went well!!!

I can gladly see,you’ve recovered your face healthy skin color,Christian.Which makes me happy for you.Please could you make an effort and keep that for your own sake?Pleeeeease?Love from Brazil.

Here's hoping that the surgery went well. A house in Malibu? With rising oceans, that might not be a good thing to wish for.

loved this!

The Coke Classic looked really great you 🤩👍

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haha "people enter through the back door".... 🤪🍑 that's more info than we needed 🌈 LOVE your humour/innuendos - more please so anyway, now my mind is in the gutter, guess I NEED to go check your OFs and Twtr 😏😛

So.... you go to meet your ex, Will... excellent that you're on speaking terms...then later you mention Will starts work at 3am... and later... you're in the bed, shirtless, with a shirtless guy that starts work at 3am....Hmmm good for you .. 😇😆😛

** newbie ** just found you.. hope to find some videos on your backstory...

I love ur videos sooo much, i would literally listen/watch you talk for hours no matter what u were talking bout. As someone who also has worked in service, i definitely loved this story

I wouldn't go to his place of business. Appears he's gonna get fired from there at some point. Let him have no one to blame but himself. Besides, he's some sort of psycho as well as an alcoholic. You never know what a clown like that might do in the form of retaliation. You don't want to spend the next while looking over your shoulder.

People like that are the absolute worst. its horrible that people actually treat others like that. glad you handled it professionally

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Tu es vraiment très beau, j’adore ton corps.

Hi Christian. I really hope you’ll find your trails again,soon.Love you from Brazil.

I love your body.

WOW😢

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Do you ever talk to Nicolette Gray?

This is therapy for you and for anyone who may be going through what you have gone through. This is hard to do and you should be commended for taking the time to relive these challenging moments in your live with your subscribers/audience. I must say this has been a real eye opener and you haven't even finished yet. Although I'm way past any age that could possibly contemplate these actions you've taken in the past, there are certainly lessons to be learned her that can be adopted by anyone and any age watching these podcasts. Thank you for being candid about your life and bringing to light who you really are.

I am enjoying if thats the right word..getting to know the real you in all aspects of where you have come from and where you are today.

Sad eyes Christian Aaron. I do thank you for sharing your story and hoping to be listened for others that are passing by the same situation.For me,is an experience to learn and maybe useful for handling my piano students’s issues like yours.Please take care.Love and respect you from Brazil.

Bro I literally remember when this all went down. Was literally fighting for u in all those insta posts everyone and their mother was posting.

That was very sad to listen to. Beyond that, what could anyone really say that wouldn't come across to you as false or insincere or self-serving? Nonetheless, here's hoping that your life does get better.

I watched your videos over the years, not avidly, not consistently, but I've been watching more of your more recent videos. While, I had no idea what you went through. I always watched and felt like something was off. I could tell you were putting on a kind of act, or spin on the life you showed. That being said it's understandable given your circumstances. What you've gone through was traumatic, and I don't know if you've told any of this to a therapist. From what you said, it doesn't sound like it. And while it may feel like you'll never recover or be able to feel love again, I hope with some time and effort and help you can find ways to re-learn how to feel love, and move on to a happier life. Speaking as someone who's gone through and dealt with their own trauma, albeit not exactly the same as what you described. The feelings effects never fully go away, but they can and hopefully will get easier to handle. I wish you the best of luck. It sounds like you have a good person who loves you, that you can rely on and trust.

I need asmr video

Wow. Thank you for sharing, Christian. I’m sorry you went through this 😢

OGA REPAET ?!?

I’ve never seen any of your videos, but wow, you have been through so much. Honestly, the fact that you have survived all of this is incredible. You are so strong.

KZbin recommended this video to me and I really didn't expect to hear something way more terrible than I expected with the topic. Hearing you broke my heart, I wouldn't even know if giving you a hug would be a good idea after all the abuse you went through :( Don't want to give you false hope, but at least in my opinion, if you can still cry then it means that your emotions are still there, somewhere. Maybe therapy could help you with that. You mentioned that you didn't know who you were anymore and I don't know you, but I want to let you know that from the way you treat your audience and care about people having something similar going on, I think you're a sweet guy. I sincerely hope that you can surround yourself with people who can make you feel true love and affection, above all, support you. Maybe one day you will be able to genuinely smile again.

Very, very, very powerful video. I've watched your videos for some time now and had no clue what was covered up in the basement (as you will) that wasn't being manifested in your videos. I think when I began to see the unraveling of why these videos are being done is when you were were away from vlogging and then came back to state that you were raped in LA. I began to feel an uneasiness that you wanted to open up but wasn't sure how or when to do it. This is not a concocted video. This is coming from a place that I certainly have never been nor would I want to be in. I can tell by your eyes that even looking at yourself talking about this is hard for you to relive it again. I'm sure there will be opinionated people coming here to spread negativity and to try to point it back to you. However, live your truth and cancel out the noise and chatter that may or may not come from this video. As I stated, live your truth and with time (may take a while), you healing can begin. Many people who think they have reached their bottom really have not which means that you can come back from all of this. You have a story to tell to go along with your hidden talents in fashion that you posses. Wil is a great addition to you and I pray that continues well into your life because he might just be the one to restore the love that you so desperately want to receive and give. Stay strong and keep your head up. You have nothing to keep your head down about. This is your journey that you are on and sharing. If this is how to reclaim you life, then proceed with confidence and assurance that it will be the healing that you so desperately need in your life. Thank you for sharing such an intimate and deep part of your life. Be safe and stay strong.

you are so lucky to have found will. he is a nice person, and from the way you talk about him, you got yourself a good one. its nice to be loved by someone who really truly loves you.

I wanna hear about literally everythingggg, ur podcast would be amazing, i could spend time hear u telling storytimes about anything honestly

"about my carrer, about only fa-" "HUH"

NGL i love the whole sit down/talk/podcasty videos

hi, i've been watching since the nicolette dr phil era. can't wait to see more pod episodes <3

I think this will be helpful to young people who thrive on being in that fast lane and being influenced by all the glamorous life styles that are portrayed in media, magazines and other communicated sources. You are sharing challenges you went through which can educate many youthes contemplating this type of path to get to the top. You didn't have to put your life on display for all to hear or see. But, thank you for sharing your ordeal on KZbin. Once you get the elephant in the room out of the way, i hope your series will turn into your passion for fashion and where you think trends will go based on what designers are seeing down the road. Thank you for being open and honest.😊😊😊😊

I will ask, did they pass you around, or you meet a booty bandit?