im ten, my dad just got me a therapist bc of my mom, im finally getting diagnosed for depression, i can feel it! i wont have to hide... i'll be... happy?....

its sad.. im 20 next year im grown up :(

I finally like school. My teachers are awesome and I’m starting to get so many friends. I stopped caring about worries and I can always be surrounded by good people. My science class is the funniest and energetic people ever and I started to find a way to get good grades without draining myself. I overcame my moody mindset and my depression. I’m starting to be more confident than ever and I show my skin because I feel safe and comfortable around everyone. I talk and laugh and hangout with so many people everyday and they make me want to go to school :)

Im still young... i shouldn't be experiencing this stuff

My family and I are planning on moving halfway across the country after some bad events where we currently live, and I feel like we are finally going in the right direction

I FEEL IN PEACEEEE❤❤❤❤ so shoutout to my friends "M", "S" and "C" for helping me outgrow out of my anxiety and for being there 4 me during panic atacs thanks to them im finally mentally in peace.... it took a decade... but every second of healing was worth it Ba byyy: Trust issues Panic atacks Depresso Anxiety Felling worthless and etc ❤

I use to eant to be older. And have a house and move away and be responsible. Now that im in high-school i want to go back😢

Me when i realize im clean for a more than a year

im almost 500 days clean from sh and its been over a year (jan 25th 2023) since i broke up with them and when i got out of park side, ive been doing better but i cant celebrate new years eve and new years becuse of 2023 (the day i was sa'd by them) or my birthday since it was the same day i got out of park side, but im able to listen to girl in red without memories of them so im getting better ps to all of those healing, itll get better, your scars arent ugly, you are awesome, you're diffrent sure but that makes you more unique from the others, alot of people who have suffered similar are supporting you no matter what, who ever wronged you will get their karma or will get beat by the next person they do the same to, i love you all <3

attempted to kms about two months ago, crazy how things changes ❤ now i’m here, happier than i have been for 6 months

2024❣

This ones going to hurt

when im down, i have been forcing myself to listen to this instead of sad playlists.

4 months clean of SH. My crush likes me back. I have so much more motivation now. I hardly cry anymore. I don't hide in my room all the time. I laugh and smile so much more. I went threw a ton of suicidal thoughts, SH, abuse, depression and anxiety. I feel so free now. I won't call people who are dealing with depression and SH "lazy" or "selfish" Because I've been there and I understand what it's like to feel like that. My therapist didn't save me, my friends didn't save me, my family didn't save me, and neither did alone time. Nirvana and Bikini Kill saved me. They're the reason I didn't kms. I'm better now, and I thank Kurt Cobain and Kathleen Hanna for it.

It’s been getting so much better. I’m on a journey to find out who I am and who I was. Started homeschool, no more anxiety attacks, no more stress overload, no more major arguments with toxic friends, and my best friend supported me even when I pushed them away. I ran away out of fear and panic from my “friends” and my best friend stayed without me even knowing. When I crumbled and cried my heart out till I couldn’t any more they still waited for me. Unlike my other friend who ran just like me but instead she kept on running till she dropped. I don’t know her anymore and I’m glad I don’t, she ruined me. I’ve forgiven myself and let myself live. Is this what freedom feels like?

It just hits different when ur about to graduate

I'm getting better but i'm scared that it goes bad again like last year

This transformation of mine is something stuck in my head. From crying every night, having toxic friends, being lazy, having my trust in God at an all time low, to literally working out, praying everyday, having less friends but 10000x better, and generally being so much better. Im so grategul for this, i sometimes come back to these playlists and seeing how far i have come, love u all, and for those still in that dark spot, you will succeed bro! ❤️

The stress is piling, yeah, and it felt like it was a suffocating me a lot today. I’ve been eating less, sleeping less, probably getting worse. But I’m clean. But I’m still doing the things I’m dreading. Still doing the homework. Still showering. Still brushing. But I’m smiling. But I’m still eating. I’m still drinking. I’m still sleeping. I don’t have to right in a journal to vent. I have nothing to vent. I like how my body looks. My face isn’t gorgeous, but beauty doesn’t have to be my everything. I’m healthy. So, I’m getting better. This can be my best, and I’d be okay with it. I am _finally_ content. _Finally_ okay, and quite frankly? I hope you are too.

09/06/23 2:25AM - Today is my last day of being 16 yrs old. 09/06/23 7:00PM - 5 hours left 09/06/23 11:30PM - 30 mins left… 09/07/23 12:57AM - I’m 17 now.

I really like where life is going right now, I got an interview for my first job, hopping it goes well, I've found a contentment in being single, tho I am on a dating app, I'm hopping to find a gal that loves me for me, life is actually seeming to get better.

The nostalgia hits 😢

Here’s a hug for those who might need it🫂 I wish you all a happy & healthy life!!

It is getting worse but I am listening to it with a hope it is gonna get better. yeah….

Am I getting better? Yes. Why? I may have found the right one :)

There is a reason that when I'm asked how do I represent myself when I draw, I always answer a mish mash of animals forever fifteen Growing up is a horrible thing when you realize what it means: Kissing up to your superiors, getting abused by a machine that would happily swap you out for another and listening as the world burns down around you with you unable to do anything.

I like to believe things are getting better in life

Never did I imagine myself searching ''Life is getting good again''.

I’ve found it, the song I’ve been looking for forever….. I can be peaceful now

I have hope again, I’m so happy 😊❤

I'm 18 and It finally hit me, I'm growing up and I don't know what to do Others already have jobs, a car, they are doing better than me...

i can’t handle growing up. i can’t do it. i’m 15 and i can’t handle it at all. i need to grow up i need to stop acting like a kid. but i can’t help it. i don’t know why i’m like this. i hate myself. i hate that i’m like this. why can’t i be mature like everyone else. why can’t i just grow up and get it over with. why is it so hard for me? why is it so scary? even my bf says it. he wants me to be mature and he wants a mature relationship. i’m really trying to do that for him. but i just really have no idea how i’m going to. i don’t know where to start and i don’t know what to do. why am i such a child? i hate it.

Peter pan hits different now....

It makes me so happy to acutly say i'm finally getting better after lots of depressing and anxity filled moments and lots of hard work after many many years i can say i'm getting better and it feels so good <3

Welp it might suck but I still have this playlist

i finally left my toxic friend group and i’m so much happier now🤍

I just appreciate that there are no ads in this playlist

My best friend anna told me just now she’s finally getting therapy. I’m so happy.

After a month almost of going through a breakup with the person that gave me everything for such short moments of time and I loved, I've realized that I've gotten over that person finally. Finally I'm happy, finally things are getting better. Remember, the pain doesn't last forever and things will get better if you put your soul and heart on it.

Found this at school and I had to find it on my phone….it took 10min but so worth it 🖤

I genuinely wanna grow up, all these comments are talking about how they wanna stay young but, I wanna be old so badly, I wanna be free of these chains I’ve been placed in for my whole life, I want to grow up.

I wanna be an adult because I have all the freedom I really want but I don’t want to because we’ll I’m it’s shit but do is being a kid everything is shit

So, is it going well now? Yep)

I’m looking for job at the age of 15 to make my parents spend less money on me so the could pay the bills without any fear. I’m really scared because I don’t want to grow up that fast. I want to help them like I’ve always wanted and now here I am crying in the bathroom being scared of being an adult to fast.

I turn 18 in five months. 5 months then I can't be a kid anymore. I always thought I wouldn't make here. I'm scared I wanna be 17 forever. Keep time the same so people won't grow apart. I'm scared after highschool. Everyone is gonna drift apart. I wish things wouldnt change

Meeeessiii, ofc getting better!!!

i am so proud of myself for everything i’ve experienced and still came out strong. i realized i don’t have to be hard on myself, sometimes i just have to love myself a little more. people will love you, but the best love will always come from you❤️‍🩹

I'm finally getting better. It's been 4 months, I haven't thought of relapsing once, I'm finally happy. I feel like crying from how happy I am

I hope it’s getting better

Put this on spotify jesus füçking chirst