Russel thank you so much for sharing your experience ❤I’m sorry to hear all you went through but I am so glad that you found the strength to continue and spread your light ! You are a light in this world of darkness 💫🙏🏽

Jesus Christ is the only way humbly ask God to reveal himself to you and he will

thank you for sharing. you are amazing you are blessed. peace and love to you xxoo

Russell, I can somewhat relate to your childhood experiences, as a quirky kid. I love quirky. My heart breaks for that little boy. I'm so glad you're healing. ❤❤❤

Hi Russell, I couldn’t stop listening to you and your life story a lot it was very similar to mine I was brought up in a good family. my father was professional artist and teacher, mostly watercolor, but used all mediums. He taught school for 41 years. I followed his footsteps with the art and I am a professional artist and musician. I was picked on relentlessly in school and I never knew why. But I wasn’t happy just like you I wasn’t beaten up, but I was picked on terribly. I’ve been married 41 years, and going through a divorce now. We’re still gonna be friends, but just recently I started listening to NDE’s. I was always afraid of dying but no more and I’m very happy about the prospect of going to heaven. I think your artwork is absolutely gorgeous! very badly.

I am crying listening to this,,,,,God is so good! Thankyou for this beautiful,inspiring testimony!

Beautiful ❤❤❤thank you for sharing

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Thank you for sharing your beautiful experiences. You are the third person to confirm an experience/memory I have. The first two to confirm this were NDE experiencers. I don't share this very often as people can be very closed minded to such experiences, and unfortunately this is just as true of Christians. What I am speaking of is a memory I have had ever since I was a very young child. The memory is of before I was born, even before I was conceived in my mother's womb (as far as I know). I remember clearly sitting in a vast place with what seemed like hundreds, or perhaps, thousands of other spirits. This place was exquisitely peaceful. No one spoke and it was as if we were meditating on the life we were about to enter into. It was clear that we were about to embark on a very important mission. I have heard many Christians assert that our spirits do not exist prior to our conception in the womb (I am a believer). I would challenge such people to search the scriptures a bit closer on this matter. Where do they think their spirit comes from? I do not fully understand the implications of this memory or why God allowed me to remember such a thing. One day I will know perfectly why, but it may be when I have left this world. But over the years, especially through difficult times, the memory serves to reassure me of where I came from, and where I am returning to. God bless all who read this.

love it, love you

Thank you very much Russell ❤

....overwhelming forgotten world, once we are here!!! And these people have been sent to us,in order to remind us that we are loved and we can give a little to others in need, on this world!!!!

You contradict Gods word, making you a LIAR.

Jesus Christ is REAL AND THE BIBLE IS TRUTH. All experiences should be filtered through HIS WORD.

God chooses all of our lives. We have zero free will. Everything is destiny. When we have hellish life you can prey to god all you want it will not change. God gets what he wants regardless of what we want. This is solid concrete fact this absolutely not an opinion

Timelessness & darkness surround me, aware of my existence amidst the tranquility & Peace, a light appears, & terror fills me, trying to escape the light, to no avail, I am engulfed into the brightness, I’m born!

I would like to know why? Why can we all get along as energy but not as physical? Makes no sense.

His pre-birth sounds terrible. Reminds me of a prison.

I remember nothing, zero,zilch,nautta

Thank you

What can they do to convince us? To raise us up? Off the top of my head, there are countless number of things the ascended ones can do to convince us we are not the only dimension, that war is low and ugly and vile, and that we have a creator who loves us without condition. They are too subtle, and sometimes I am frankly annoyed about how little they do. Some miracles here and there would raise the consciousness exponentially, especially if it had group witnesses. If I sound frustrated, I am. I believe that all of this is true, that we are light beings, and we are loved. This resonates with me. The Seth material is truth to me. But I am tired of hearing there is nothing they can do, and we have to rely on pretty much hearsay. Florid, but hearsay nonetheless. Give humanity a glimpse of their true nature without esoteric symbolism, fuzzy dreams, and the precious few who come back with NDE knowledge. More can be done, and yeah, I don't think anyone is perfect, including Source, and I think accidents happen. If we are made in Source's image, then he/she is imperfect as well.

pleaseno background music its very annoying and distracting like trying to listen in the presence of a mosquito, had to turn it off though I wanted badly to hear what people were saying

I think that NDE are a manifestation of our brain, but they are still a phenomenon that we do not understand - more research is needed.

The Book of Mormon is also a great addition to any scripture. The urantia book is also interesting and has similar readings.

Thank you for sharing your story. Beautiful NDE and Testimony! The truth is definitely what we need in this crazy backwards time. 10:50 ❤🎉

“I asked for red hair”. Women…

Ehhhhhhhh

I wish somebody would explain what happens to people that will decide to take the mark of the beast

Im in my mid 50s and I so remember the initial moment where I became self aware, it was like being born into a bright white light or having a white blanket over my face sudden being lifted then seeing and experiencing the world around me. As hard as I’ve tried nothing prior.

I don't understand the disparity in the details of the supposed place we come from. Why do shapeless beings of light need to design actual buildings in the ether made in the image of earthly buildings. So many details just sont make sense."theres no language but they were talking". If it's s telepathic then they wouldnt need to hide or be secretive. You'd hear it all. I don't know...

Thank you 😊

Thank you so much for sharing your stories and experiences. Oh, how i wish these truths would be talked about amongst a wider audience, specifically, in the church. It's devastating that it isnt.

Wonderful compilation! Thank you.

Beautiful...peaceful

The big light being.. With loud voice.. Told me. In that place "earth".. I will put you... Then everything is dark for me. Cold... Alone...

Yup a ball of light.... The dark place... I want to go back to light place.. But I can't... I just sleep sleep and sleep....

The world is a very hard place to be. It is also a wonderful miraculous place. When you focus on what you lack and how terrible everything is, then that is all you will see! Perpetually. If you look for what is good and focus on what you can do to make things better... Then an amazing world will open up for/to you. We are made in the image and likeness of God. He has created us to be powerful beings. We are not helpless victims of life. Not in any way. Just know that every single one of us has experienced difficulties, not one of us has escaped them. We all are burdened by what we carry. Feeling gratitude opens your life to more and more things to be grateful for. Take a walk every day to connect with God, nature is very healing, even if it's only the length of your driveway... Are there any dreams you never made come true that you could start to make come true now? It is amazing what you can create in your life if you choose to. We are creators just like God, start to create a different life. And if you cannot find any light anywhere, then be a light for others. Do something kind for someone with no intention of getting anything in return. Say something nice or encouraging to someone. Smile at someone. Pray for someone. And ask for God's help and he will give it to you. He is doing so right now. You are a powerful being and not helpless or hopeless at all. Suicide is NOT an option. God has work for each of us to do and if you opt out before your time, you will be sent back here to relive the same experiences, over and over, until you find the strength to overcome. There is no peace in leaving before you're supposed to. I'm sure you would not want to go through everything all over again. (Someone is praying for you.) Duality is what you experience when you believe your thoughts about your experiences. Nonduality is what you experience when you focus on your sensory input without paying attention to your mind’s interpretation of that input... Most people have already experienced "no separate self", and it just wasn’t that big of a deal... If you’ve ever “lost yourself” in a book or a movie, or been “in the flow”, where it seemed like your body was on autopilot and was just doing its thing with no “you” controlling anything, then guess what... That was the experience of no separate self! Congratulations! Once you’ve recognized the illusion it becomes easier and easier to see through. You are not a drop in the ocean. You are the entire ocean within a drop! Every family has a person who breaks the chains of poverty and trauma... I AM that person! The only thing I'm giving up on in my life: is the need for specific conditions to be met, in order for me to be RADICALLY HONEST. RADICAL HONESTY is my modus operandi. JOY IS MY PURPOSE. YESHUA IS MY GUIDING LIGHT. When there’s a disagreement, when I need to say YES or when I need to say NO, when I need to state my needs, and ask for them to be met... When I need to create boundaries... There's a possibility and a probability, that someone will inevitably, most likely, be disappointed in me... So I engage in every encounter, interaction, and relationship... In a way that ensures, that the person disappointed in me... NEVER ends up being me! I aim to never repress, never suppress. I aim to never lose parts of myself. Radical honesty only: 100% of the time. Always, all ways. 1. Decide who you want to be and BE THAT 2. Set FIRM AND CLEAR boundaries 3. Cut out ANYTHING and EVERYTHING that doesn't serve your health and your wealth 4. Take action everyday toward your ideal life/reality 5. Gratitude 6. Master your mind/emotions (do not be a slave to these)! YOU ARE THEIR MASTER! 7. Keep your promises. Treat yourself like the Queen that you are. 8. Learn (and ultimately master) new HEALTHY skills 9. UNDERSTAND: not every man is built to see your value. They are not all capable nor able. 10. Be confident and authentic 11. Create peace around you, and within you 12. NEVER EVER accept anything/anyone that disrespects you and your boundaries 13. Be open to correction and growth and evolution 14. Be the woman God wants you to be and has created you to be A man who loves a woman will not ignore her, EVER, period. So... If he ignores me I will step back and he will lose me. I don’t play any of these childish abusive controlling mind-games. I will only be with a man who values and appreciates me, and treats me as the Queen that I AM. Because I am a beautiful and kind and sexy and wise and magical woman: who knows my worth. Period. Whenever you are alone, remind yourself that GOD has sent everyone else away, so that there is only you and him... Do not feel lonely, the entire universe is inside you. YOU ARE THE UNIVERSE IN ECSTATIC MOTION, BABY! Goodbyes are only for those who love with their eyes... For those who love with their heart and soul there is no such thing as separation. You have to keep breaking your own heart until it opens (It is only then, that GOD can truly totally completely fully enter)! Our greatest strength lies in the gentleness and tenderness of our heart. --- Rumi You are constantly being re-born, re-created, re-generated, every moment. No belief is contained, held, or stored anywhere. It might cause a cascade that brings a symptom, breathing patterns, somewhere in the body, but the concepts, thoughts, and stories are constantly being re-created. You are generating it ALL, and this is unconscious. You can change in an instant!!! Every morning you wake up, your life story is re-constructed. Do I have to wake up believing reality is the way I believed it was yesterday? When breathing is restricted, get curious about what is holding it back, when it is open get curious about why that is... YOU are the Artist! Awareness of something alone IS enough, it untangles itself, the knots let go of you. Choose Freedom, take responsibility for your own suffering. I plead the blood of Yeshua over you, right here right now, wherever you are. God, send your Holy Spirit on the one who writes this, and on the ones who read this... Give them peace and joy and bliss and health and wealth and love. Repent and allow Abba to hold you in His arms. Cry to Him about your pain, He loves you. He won't mind. He'll show you a way out. God bless you. NO WEAPONS FORMED AGAINST ME SHALL PROSPER NO WEAPONS FORMED AGAINST MY FAMILY SHALL PROSPER I AM RIGHT HERE EXACTLY WHERE I AM SUPPOSED TO BE

Thanks for sharing your experience of God’s divine will through your personal tragedy in a most understanding way!

I have memories before I was born. I didn’t chose my parents. My guides presented me their recommendations. I didn’t like any that they presented me and they tried and tried. It’s because I wanted to be born in my previous life and they said it’s impossible. I insisted that it’s possible. After arguing and arguing, they eventually said I’m overdue to choose a host. I have to select. I said no… So, I hid. There’s a space that’s always dark. So I hid on the black space. When I was summoned I hid so they cannot see me. I saw many lights in the darkness. Those light were host lights. Any of those lights were conduits to a host. So, I avoided those for a long time. The lights were like a flashlight. It shone in front, side and above. I avoided all lights… but suddenly a light shone below. I was not expecting this light from below so I was sucked on this light and I was born. I even recalled seeing the lights in the hospital room as I cried. In conclusion, I didn’t select my life… I was drafted! I was born a Filipino guy. As a boy I didn’t recognize the parents like my parents. When I was 4, I accepted.

Thanks, Elizabeth Carmen 😊

0:27: ⚰ Challenges and reluctance in embracing life, despite spiritual experiences and near-death encounters. 5:35: ⚡ Childhood trauma, loss of trust in intuition, and spiritual intervention in the face of dark entities. 11:38: 🔮 Revelation of personal guidance system leading to academic and professional success despite self-image issues. 17:09: ⚰ Shaun Lether's near-death experience after defying death following a severe medical emergency. 22:08: 🌋 Financial collapse leads to letting go of possessions for spiritual awakening. Recap by Tammy AI

So good! I really am enjoying this.

It’s looking into a baby’s eyes

I have memories of pre-creation.

I remember before birth that over the years of knowledge expansion I realized it wasn’t from a movie. I remember dying on a ship before coming into a white room suffocating from the water. Before birth I remember a white room it didn’t have a bunch of souls in it but seemed busy. In the middle of this room had time clocks or different places of the world we were waiting to live on. There is a catch you’ll see in a second. The clocks were moving slightly faster because time in this place was fast. We all moved to a room it was a dark room with a guide that assigned people our lives. I don’t recall however the guide speaking to me personally but remember a man in a white suit with a black old fashion hat like a bucket hat say it was my time. Most babies forget this realm because we were told we would forget. In front of me was a beautiful and I mean beautiful Planet they called 🌍. I saw people jump as the guide told them to. Some from a past life that went to a similar place that were redirect to popular the earth. This man had a deep but peaceful voice and his job was to ensure everything went smoothly. It was my turn to jump and I remember falling down to the earth and seeing a white light in a dark place. I remember the doctor is a light blueish green. The last memory I had was seeing my grandmother. I saw my grandmother in the glass as my mother was medically in shock and my aunt standing there watching over me. By the way this is in the 90s when hair perms were a thing still. Then obviously my memories skipped into a child walking and talking. I thought I was crazy but certain things in life start bringing back all these memories and they are vivid.

All of us from what we are made up existed and somehow got in right planet Earth and got evolved due to various circumstances into life and that was carried for many years in different life forms untill we were in the right form in our parents and formed a human life and we shall exist forever in this universe in some or the other form and may get a chance to live again.

Which Scott Buckley song(s) is this? Gorgeous! Beautiful testimony!!

i remember before coming into this body , i remember watching stars being born and die . we were a collective , a group of souls . we looked like these blue/white balls of light / energy . we were hit by this beam of light that separated me from the collective and pushed me into what we call the Sun . it is dark inside the sun the light expression is on the outside . was dropped from one beam of light and picked up by another and pushed out of the sun and instantly into the right eye of the body i now inhabit and landed in the back left part of he brain . i was traumatized beyond description , the awareness of being alone was overwhelming that i still struggle with 60 yrs later . this is my first carnal experience , hopefully my last . i was once asked what / who are we ? i know exactly who i am , i / we all begin as thought in the mind of what you would call the cosmic mind . it had a thought and we existed , it spoke and we became incarnated into the flesh . i have since manifested my light body in the 1st grade , had several NDE's over the years that helped me to better accept being in this dark place . to me what you call being born i call death being forced into a carnal body of dirt a grave of sorts and dying is being born from this shell of a body