I felt this, thank you for taking the time to share your thoughts and feelings. I struggle with connection myself for many similar reasons you do. I do not fit in any box and it has left me lonely. Diversity is a beautiful thing and like you said its so much more than skin color. Its how we were raised, its beliefs, its life circumstances.. i didnt feel like like it was a rant, love the sharing, i wish I could put into words what I struggle with. Hope to hear more from you.
@nrsimmons1784 ай бұрын
This has to be exhausting; I'm so sorry you're dealing with this, dear. Please look into keto/carnivore/Lion diet to help with your symptoms. Great strides have been made with a myriad of mental health issues...from clinical depression to schizophrenia, Alzheimer's to dementia, and anything and everything in between. If you're vegan/vegetarian, or eat SAD (standard American diet), you're likely low on proteins, amino acids, vitamins, minerals, healthy fats and especially cholesterol, which is literally the foundation of human brain and bodily health. Please check out Dr. Ken Berry, Dr. Anthony Chaffee, Mikhaila Peterson (start with her suppressed TED Talk) Kelly Hogan, Kerry from Homestead How, Bella from Steak and Butter Gal, and Dave Mac from nocarblife to get you started. Eating this way isn't easy, but it's worth it to change your life and your health. Good luck, God bless, and I'll be praying for your health, peace, and well-being. ❤
@justrereshop4 ай бұрын
I eat a well balanced and healthy primarily plant-based diet with minimal to no processed foods and I eat substantial proteins and take supplements. I have both a GI doctor and an Eastern holistic doctor. I've tried a myriad of diets and while they are helpful for mental illnesses to some degree, the impact of severe childhood trauma far outweighs the impact of just eating a proper diet. I hope one day people have a deeper understanding of the human mind and the impact of trauma unfortunately these types of responses, while well-meaning, are lacking a nuanced understanding of mental illnesses. Diet can improve many of the 'symptoms' associated with these conditions, but diet alone isn't the cure. For me, and many others a combination of healing and recovering modalities is the best approach and it's different for everyone. Thanks for listening.
@shirlwilson48287 ай бұрын
I joined in today ❤
@f.r.o.gforeverrelyongod41174 жыл бұрын
Wow!!!! I'm 57 years old. Have been going through this my entire life. NO ONE CAN OR WILL EVEN TRY to understand me. I have been going through really traumatic experiences since 18-21 months old. I have a very big scar on my forehead the kids were very cruel.(at age 7 , I had plastic surgery ) I didn't know very much about what happened except a family member had ran over me and I had 200+ stitches. It only got worse from there . Now I realize I went through my entire life and there IS a reason. (OTHER THAN.....you know the rest. ) Everyone says I should write a book on having survived so many things. The truth is everything replays over and over jumping from scene to another. no one really understands what it's like to not have control over your thoughts. Sorry for ranting
@42t164 жыл бұрын
WOW... This was so accurate. TY
@ifyouloveChristyouwillobeyhim4 жыл бұрын
Thank you. Thank you so much for this. I will save this forever. Lately I've been studying the Marvel character Bucky who has serious trauma, ptsd, and dissociation. . . I don't struggle with those things personally but he is an incredible character and watching him overcome horrible circumstances and start to take good steps toward healing has been a huge inspiration to me with my own problems. This film really makes me think of him. It's beautiful. Thank you for it.
@animekitty12345 жыл бұрын
this is how I feel :/ something v bad happened to me a few years ago that i just can’t get my mind wrapped around. it haunts me sm
@jamiesmith27245 жыл бұрын
❤❤❤
@ass21255 жыл бұрын
I came here because my Therapist told me I have PTSD and that the things I described in my life was as of recent (being 2 years recent) was disassociation. And this was posted on my birthday. I am that weirdo who thinks this is a sign I should keep up with therapy.
@zain40195 жыл бұрын
This is heartbreaking and hopeful all at once. Thank-you for making this:)
@FreeJulianAssange235 жыл бұрын
This is exactly what it's like wow thankyou so much. I felt like no one could ever understand. I have been self isolating for three years I promised myself not staying inside another summer. It is so hard to make friends it seems.
@TaNkGiRlGiBo5 жыл бұрын
This video is so bang on accurate this is exactly what its like. Every inch of this video i relate to every inch. Thank you for helping others see what me and im sure others struggle to express. Thank you 🙏🏻
@lindamccloud34345 жыл бұрын
THANKYOU For Making The VIdeo About Understanding What PTSD Is Like That Prople Are dealing WIth. march 2019☺🌸🙏god bless
@AuraSparks5 жыл бұрын
So beautiful, thank you. Such skillful and heartfelt amateur acting, you captured so many things. I cried. This was brilliant in many ways, beautiful video work, the final setting was perfect and magical with the many lights. The use of moving close ups was stunning, the glitchy editing captured the feeling of dissociating brilliantly. The scene of Adia getting triggered, then angry, then running away from Neil was especially impressive, as it captured many conflicting feelings and felt very real. The characters and their relationship were really beautiful, thank you again
@_einodmilvado5 жыл бұрын
Ugh this is so real
@idrawallthingsgood2me7826 жыл бұрын
Wow... This triggered me... But not in a bad way. It triggered me because this is EXACTLY how I feel everyday going through life ever since I went through some very serious traumas between 2009 and 2014. The WORST of the traumas, I feel like, happened in 2013 that would change my life forever. I cried when she got to the party because the way her head was down, from dissociating.... makes you feel like you're different from everyone else, I swear that this video describes EXACTLY how I feel everyday.
@justrereshop6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for watching, my wife was the genius behind the project. Making a short film to describe best what she has been dealing with most of her life. We are hopeful that this video will bring light to a subject very misunderstood. Once again thank you for watching and never forget that you are not alone.
@zain40195 жыл бұрын
Idraw allthingsgood2me Bless you. I hope you’re doing okay now. You’re a beautiful human being worthy of all the love and kindness in the world. Take care of yourself please.
@AmandaLaVlog6 жыл бұрын
Wow great video!
@justrereshop6 жыл бұрын
Thank you!
@AhsetofAtum6 жыл бұрын
Wow! Amazing job on this! 😃 They should show this video in psych classes so more people can understand what dissociation is like, and more importantly, what it looks like. People always notice dissociation without realizing that's what it is, and don't understand it or why someone may be doing it. People usually say the person who dissociates a lot is weird and start to ignore/avoid them, and say mean things like "come back down to earth, freak" and stuff like that without realizing what's really going on. From personal experience people get really angry and can start to hate someone who dissociates, because they assume the person is being a jerk when they don't hear what they say the first time or don't remember something they should. So it's kinda an endless cycle of dissociating due to trauma, and then being treated badly and traumatized more for dissociating, and so dissociating even more to escape the pain of being judged, misunderstood, and rejected by others for it. Anyway, great video😊
@justrereshop6 жыл бұрын
Thank you so much for watching it and comment on it. You are right, most people don't understand what it is, and some don't even care because it seems to be a minor issue but dissociating is only the tip of the iceberg to a much bigger issue. You have our consent to show it in your class if you feel like it would help people. Thank you again
@idrawallthingsgood2me7826 жыл бұрын
We're not freaks, it's just a coping mechanism we learned to do in order to cope with being traumatized, and our mind just never broke out of it, and it has become an automatic, everyday thing because our brains are broken (PTSD).
@paulamoranyouell65016 жыл бұрын
A friend has been coping with understanding his PTSD....I didn't exactly know what "disassociation" meant, and now I do. I've seen people on the sidelines like this girl. Thanks for helping me understand.
@justrereshop6 жыл бұрын
Thank you for taking the time to watch the video and I really hope that your friend will find peace. I am sure that he is in good hands with people like you around.
@diecoolenschwestern53786 жыл бұрын
Super
@user-ln6pu7kq9j6 жыл бұрын
Woah Rere you actually had a pretty good London accent for a few seconds 😂
@user-ln6pu7kq9j6 жыл бұрын
😂 I'm sorry guys but I couldn't help but laugh.. Love it 💚