Trying to see the big picture and give myself prospective and instead of seeing what I'm not doing what I should be doing seeing how far I have come and how much I have achieved. When you have spent your whole life feeling you are never enough though it's hard. Funny though that I'm now actually living the dream life I was dreaming and wishing for 4 for 5 years ago but instead of being blissfully happy I have to give myself a hard time about what I'm not doing. Mmmm what is that I think I'm my most worst enemy not good!!! ❤️😘

I'm proud of so much I achieved and grateful for how come I have come and survived but also always so hard on myself cause it's never enough 😘

Yep we really need to talk soon I miss you 😘

+Andrea Girl Awww thank you that's sweet and welcome and thank you for watching :)

Struggling at the moment but thank you x

SleeveRocker Lol I thought exactly the same thing when I finished it. I also thought it was funny I said briefly and then went on for 11 and half minutes ( full lenght) if I went on any longer it would of been a cooking channel and that was with missing things out...

Awww thank you, you are too kind. I'm glad someone got something from it as I worried I didn't make my point well and just rambled 😊

Exactly the weight loss dose what it says it on the box and fixes all our issues that was to do with our weight. All the other issues we have we still be there when we get to goal. People may still not like us we may not still fit in perfectly but somehow we have to comfortable with not needing validation from everyone but just being comfortable with ourselves. I'm not saying the weight loss was easy but all the work I did before and after surgery regarding my mental health was a lot harder. It's important to remember our own self worth regardless of where we are on our journeys and I'm still working on it but thanks for watching 😊

I don't always express what I mean well but you knew what meant. I'm 42 years old and I spent 40 years of my life not liking myself and I didn't think it has anything to do with my size. If someone says you to me you are fat - skinny- tall- short -hairy- ugly I just believe them and agree with them. If you agree with them they just keep doing it and now I want to say actually I love myself and life and I think I'm pretty awesome person and that I look pretty good and that's your opinion but this is mine and sometimes people get scared of that if they are not use to it. I lost friends but my marriage is strong now cause I finally see what my husband told me all along I just never believed him before. I'm not full of myself like people think I'm just learning to love and respect myself which is such a much harder battle then weight loss I just wish it never took 42 years to get here. I just wanted to tell everyone they need to love themselves too whatever they look cause there is so much love in all of us if we look for it ❤️❤️❤️

Congratulations on getting to goal that's amazing.👏👏👏 It's hard when you reach goal though and you think all your dreams will come true and you don't realise that people still going to say hurtful things. I think it's how you deal with it that matters before I was sick and dying and now I'm well and living it's up to me if I'm going to let other people's opinions take my joy away or not. Like everyone else though I have good a bad days I just have to remember my own advice lol Thank you for watching 😊❤️

Thank you for your support 😊

I'm so glad Jennifer that you noticed and commented here cause a mutual friend implied that is was Jenni that was being difficult which is beyond ridiculous. It's painful loosing people I have cared about for a long time but it's also a relief not to have that constant negativity anymore. Thank you always for your support ️xx

VSG Andy Thank you :)

***** Thank you and you know I love you and all your support :) <3

A video response from Mama Rose (even though I'm far to old for you be my Mama I still see you like that) is the best gift in the whole world 👏❤️👏

SleeveRocker I'm sure it will go up a bit once I start eating animal products again but we will see :)

farmgal77 Had to be said could not keep it in anymore :) xxx