Brotha, I watch all of your videos. You are doing an amazing job! It sounds like you are going through withdrawls. I went through the same thing when detoxing. Trust me bro it gets easier with time. It feels like the world is spinning out of control and nothing seems to bring you any joy. My brain was so used to the high levels of dopamine that the alcohol released and when I quit it was a huge shock to the system. Like quiting any addictive substance.. it takes time and there will be ups and downs. It's been 8 years and I haven't slipped and won't let myself slip. It is a rough road to travel but the rewards are worth it. Your health is so important. You are a warrior bro. Keep fighting that good fight!

Colorado, a shirt with our state flag or a nalgene bottle

You are almost yo the 300s!

You and your wife are so cute together

thought that was very funny and do more please

Might be time to have a talk with your doc. Maybe with weight loss and some depression might be time to make some new choices. I can relate to your feelings and emotions, life is hard not to mention making things right in your heart and your amazing journey. Might just need some vit B complex.. it will brighten your day, give you energy and motivation and helps get you feeling better oxox

Hell yeah! I hit one year sober in July. Keep killin it!

That was fun. Thanks for the entertainment

Idk what she's talking about. That spray bottle was mean but funny.

You are not alone in feeling as such. A lot if not all people, go through these moments. You talking it out through video is no different than using a journal. Work out harder / longer during these times. It should be more motivation than anything. You got this! Much love to you and too yours. Stay blessed.

I'm one of the people you are helping to change their life. These emotions are break throughs. Never apologize. We love you.

Feeling the same way. it seems the more I lose the weaker I feel and it's like why keep trying if I'm going to feel worse than I did before. I'm looking into some seated yoga and resistance band workouts. Maybe you can help me and make some video if you have done those too. I loved your move 1 minute videos and miss them. You are doing great and inspiring more than you realize. Keep up the good work!

I don't know if you have God but if you do he'll give you the strength to continue to get healthy and he'll guide you in his awesome plan for you. Father I just pray for William I pray that you will give him strength that comes from you and your peace that surpasses all understanding knowing your in control and your blessings are over him in Jesus name I pray Amen . God bless you always you've got this

Your body is processing a lot of bad chemicals right now, man. It sounds like you are depressed and i think it's partially from your body using all that old bad fat as energy. Now more than ever, you gotta hammer in those goals and focus on that foundation. Consistency is your friend, but take it easy on yourself. But take care of yourself. It's gonna be difficult. You got this.

It's very lonely 😢 I also haven't posted because I'm struggling with not seeing the numbers go down. Every time I weigh and it doesn't move or only moves a little I think why I'm I trying so hard? It's a daily mental battle on top of a physical one. ❤

I appreciate you putting this out there. You're not alone. Weight goes down, feels come up. Take a breath, call someone, DONT EAT. Are you a person of faith? Program? I'm praying for you Saiyan. 🙏 Keep making the videos.

You look good man

Dude I forgot about you, you are awesome

You are doing an awesome job! Love your videos

Sorry you got hurt prayers for healing 🙏

Feel better soon! You motivated me to start walking

Hope you heal fast.

Thank you. You're the proof - no excuses. 👍

I make sure I eat with caffeine on the 3rd day of drunkerd. I look forward to it.

❤ Fantastic insight and advise. Hope you won't be too sore tomorrow because of the fall. The fall actually was a metaphor for what you shared today. We fall, but we have to get up, try again, and keep on going.

Hope your healing

Nativesaiyan, wanna collab keep up the great content

Love you man keep up the good work

Yeeeeesssssss ✌🏼

First time seeing one of your videos, congratulations and best of luck in your new place. You got a lot to be proud of ✌🏼

Kick fucking ass dude, keep it up and enjoy the new place. You got a sub from me 🤙😎👍

I think that mentality is the toughest to overcome. You think what’s 5 minutes going to do? But it keeps getting better and we need to start somewhere. So proud of you! Say hi to your honey! 💛

Has it been hard to have moved away from your native community in Washington? (Duamish family history here.) Have you been able to establish new native tribe contacts and friends?

Good to see you! Lost track of you for a few months - you look great!

I like this! stay consistent - show up and DO SOMETHING! :)

good on you, losing. I was only 239 lbs, but nearly bed/home bound. I lost my 100 lbs doing Vegan low fat ,high starch. It reversed many food/drink related illnesses. No, not corny, it is true. My motivation is: being healthy feeling. I am now 72, yo yo dieted 55 years . Good one, keep being you ! I always say "keep on, keeping on" . tfs

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LETS GOOOOOOOO

You are amazing. Huge changes for you and you're still on it. So proud of you !!❤❤❤❤

Hey 👋 I watched a heap of you videos back when you started this journey and I really enjoying seeing both your determination but also the reality of the challenge and the true mental ups and downs. I have been away from social media for an age and I come back and find a video of you strolling the streets like a champ, close to cracking 400 pounds. Huge props from Australia man 👏👏 also, you look heaps different, do you notice the changes other than weight? I can see your skin is clearer for sure, things like that?

Proud of you. Tackling big (no pun) changes. But that's the way of growth. Thanks for inspiring me today. Be well. From Arizona 🙏💚🌵

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nice, good job losing. tfs

I love your poem! Thank you so much for sharing it with us. ❤

Powerful poem...the last line especially ..well done👏👏👏👏

you guys are so cute together :) love you guys

I hope you are doing well brother! Proud of you!

It's time.

I love this idea

I'm proud of you 🥹 don't let the negativity get to you. You are so right about any progress is progress! And go Mrs. Nativesaiyan!!