I’m so very sorry for your loss. Maggie was so beautiful❤ I admire your bravery in sharing your story and I hope you and your family are continuing to heal.
@kellywinget5790Күн бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss. She was absolutely beautiful. I lost my baby at 3 months and I wished to god I could have seen my baby but they didn’t allow that.
@joezieman89864 күн бұрын
She was a beautiful angel. She will always be your baby girl. ❤
@jackiebaumgart6118 күн бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss. I am grateful that you were able to have your baby the way you wanted to. I honestly was not expecting her to be beautiful. Even though it was a heartbreaking loss for you and your family, it's a beautiful story and you told it well! God bless you for sharing, this will help other families I'm sure!
@kateclark771010 күн бұрын
So sorry for your loss 😮❤
@briceliaical52712 күн бұрын
Congrats see i told you God bless you with a another child it doesnt matter it a boy or girl god will give one special child for you 😅
@rebeccasandlillysadorablebaby18 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for being so great to share for with everyone. I know it’s hard for you when you’re there right now but it’s not a loss because you will always remember the times that you got her kiss her holder even if it was for what this feels like Fact, disability to have a child but I’m not saying this to make you feel bad. I’m saying this because you have more strength than me because you had the baby and then her death and you had another one and then it and that’s phenomenal. I mean, even if it’s just for you and it’s still, look up to you only at the time reborn comfort because I know that I will never be a baby, but I will never be able to the joy of holding. Guess I’ve told my cousins and my nephew, but never my own. You are such an angel blessing thank you thank you thank you for saying your storystories so much it means the world to me. It means the world to everybody that has worked. Just keep going. We all love you Rebecca Russell from Ontario Canada. PS my disability is called. Thank you for everything you’re doing XOXO.❤😊
@shelliwood522021 күн бұрын
You're very brave. I'm so sorry for your loss. ❤
@redoksunflowerАй бұрын
Did you do an autopsy and find out what possibly happened? Im so sorry for your loss
@HaylieAshtin25 күн бұрын
@@redoksunflower We didn’t do an autopsy but we did do placenta pathology. I’ve been mia since I had my rainbow. I had planned to make videos about it though.
@kellymccallister7373Ай бұрын
She's beautiful oneday we all will be together 💜🤟
@HaylieAshtin25 күн бұрын
@@kellymccallister7373 Amen💛 Thank you💛
@kellymccallister737325 күн бұрын
@@HaylieAshtin 🤟💛🤟💛
@kristiiiiiiiiiАй бұрын
I hope you’re healing, Mama. ❤
@christina5kids16grandsАй бұрын
So much love and grace and sacrifice here❤ my heart is crushed for you.
@lirpa19812 ай бұрын
She was so perfect and beautiful. I am so sorry.
@LolaNicoleBlogs2 ай бұрын
I feel I found your story and this video when I needed it. I struggle with being angry at God for taking away our daughter at 37 weeks after we waited for her after my MMC 4 years ago. I’m working on trying to build my faith and trust in him through all of this. Thank you for sharing your story.
@silfarinha3213 ай бұрын
❤❤❤
@claudiakrizay3 ай бұрын
Why would anyone want an unmedicated birth?? Why would anyone want to put themselves through all of that pain when there are less painful options!!?? Women who choose to have unmedicated births are masochists and get pleasure out of pain which is just plain weird!
@linseyloorny98893 ай бұрын
I’m so very sorry for your loss. You are so brave sharing your heartbreaking story of your beautiful daughter ❤
@HaylieAshtin3 ай бұрын
Awww thank you so much. The Lord out it on my heart that hers and my story needed to be told. 💛
@lizzylxv4 ай бұрын
I know this was posted a long time ago but I would like to offer condolences.
@HaylieAshtin3 ай бұрын
Thank you so much. Know that no matter how long it’s been we as mothers will always accept condolences and acknowledgment of our story and our babies💛💛💛
@lizzylxv3 ай бұрын
@@HaylieAshtin you’re so strong, I can’t imagine experiencing such a big loss
@Valentina-Steinway4 ай бұрын
What a sweet video… You brave girl ❤❤❤❤
@HaylieAshtin3 ай бұрын
Aww thank you so much!💛
@Valentina-Steinway4 ай бұрын
Sending you love ❤️ From San Antonio, Texas..
@HaylieAshtin3 ай бұрын
Thanks so much💛 I’m in Texas too!
@Valentina-Steinway3 ай бұрын
@@HaylieAshtin ❤️❤️❤️❤️🫶
@Leah-pn5cv4 ай бұрын
Sorry for your loss, but also, what happened
@HaylieAshtin3 ай бұрын
Thank you💛 She died from a undetected small placenta. I’ll be coming back soon and I’ll make a video on that.
@jonaekyoshee5 ай бұрын
So sorry 😢
@StephAnie....5 ай бұрын
27:24 heartbraking 😢😢😢😢😢
@StephAnie....5 ай бұрын
Your baby is s o sweet, cute and unbelievable beautiful ❤
@HaylieAshtin3 ай бұрын
Aww that is so sweet thank you so much🥹💛 I too think she’s unbelievably beautiful 💛
@Brittoxo6 ай бұрын
She was beautiful ❤ I’m sorry for your loss and congrats on the new pregnancy I hope all is well 💓
@HaylieAshtin6 ай бұрын
Aww thank you so much! We are doing well💛🥰 Hate that I haven’t done any updates. Just trying to navigate life now lol.
@sagbae6 ай бұрын
We will always love you
@HaylieAshtin6 ай бұрын
Awww thank you!💛🥰
@sagbae6 ай бұрын
Yes
@sagbae6 ай бұрын
Shes somewhere better than this cruel woo
@HaylieAshtin6 ай бұрын
She is in the perfect place with our Heavenly Father🤍🙌🏽
@michellerobertson94156 ай бұрын
She’s perfect 😢❤
@HaylieAshtin6 ай бұрын
Thank you💛
@kenzie11587 ай бұрын
Had me crying! I’m so sorry you have to go through this! 😢
@HaylieAshtin6 ай бұрын
Thank you so much. It’s hard but Gods love makes it easier💛
@cindychristian17007 ай бұрын
She was so beautiful! Your angel will always be with you in your hearts!
@HaylieAshtin6 ай бұрын
Thank you💛🥰
@cindychristian17006 ай бұрын
@@HaylieAshtin 🙏 🤲🩷!!
@julieamsbury29777 ай бұрын
I found this video completely by accident! I will have watch part one and two now! You are an amazing mother. I am so proud of you. (I don't know anything about u except what I watched here)Thanking for being brave enuf to share this.
@HaylieAshtin7 ай бұрын
Awww thank you so much, that is so kind! I hope you love it here and decide to subscribe 🥰💛
@allysoncouncil28338 ай бұрын
Hi sweet Hailey i just wanted to pop on here and say hi and i hope you guys had a Merry Christmas and a Happy New year. Take care and i hope that your you tube family will be getting a new update video from you soon. Love from louisiana
@HaylieAshtin7 ай бұрын
Thank you for checking in! So sorry for leaving everyone hanging, planning to film and upload an update this week! Thank you for being here and supporting us💛
@Jayden-ps5fo8 ай бұрын
I am very confused is the baby alive in the picture sorry if that question was bad
@HaylieAshtin8 ай бұрын
It’s okay, don’t feel bad for asking a question❤️ She is not. She was stillborn which means she died in my womb, before she was born.
@Jayden-ps5fo8 ай бұрын
I’m very sorry for your loss
@helenthomas95398 ай бұрын
Awwwwwwwww x
@MelissaModsMetal8 ай бұрын
She is SO BEAUTIFUL.
@HaylieAshtin6 ай бұрын
Awww thank you so much!💛🥰
@MelissaModsMetal8 ай бұрын
God bless you mama❤❤❤
@HaylieAshtin6 ай бұрын
Thank you, may God bless you as well🤍🙏🏽
@juliecarroll8559 ай бұрын
Heartbreaking 💔 R.I.P baby angel xx
@HaylieAshtin9 ай бұрын
Thank you💛
@GermanSanchez-zp1ye9 ай бұрын
❤❤❤😢
@pinacoloda2269 ай бұрын
I'm so sorry for your loss,she is absolutely gorgeous 😢😢😢 fly high baby girl❤❤❤
@HaylieAshtin9 ай бұрын
I think so too🥰 Thank you💛
@dougcook36549 ай бұрын
Loved the video and the camio appearance of my special g-great grandson Corbin himself. So proud of you. You are doing great.❤
@HaylieAshtin9 ай бұрын
Thank you❤️
@kimkelly90469 ай бұрын
Oh sweet dear Haylie - the anxiety is understandable. God's got you and baby. My daughter is going through this right now. She lost her daughter at birth four years ago. She is due with another daughter in early 2024. Everything is going great, but we still find ourselves worrying. I will pray for your peace of mind. Will you please pray for my daughter as well?
@HaylieAshtin9 ай бұрын
Thank you for your prayers, and of course I will be praying for your daughter. Pregnancy after loss is so tough. Even though we know everything is going fine in the pregnancy it’s hard to trust that the baby will be in our arms.
@kimkelly90469 ай бұрын
@HaylieAshtin thank you so much. I wish I could take your and my daughter's worries and anxieties away.
@Valentina-Steinway4 ай бұрын
@@HaylieAshtin- I miss you 😘 and have not seen any more updated videos. It’s 4:00 am and I’ve binged watched most of the videos. I hope you are ok. I’m not sure about when you were due. Please let us know you are ok…❤
@4cats20084 ай бұрын
@@Valentina-Steinway I also binged-watched today and got scared when the last video was 5 months ago BUT I found her on Instagram! She was blessed with a baby boy in December!
@HaylieAshtin3 ай бұрын
@@Valentina-Steinway We are okay! I did post a short about him arriving but everything has been so busy. I will be posting again shortly. Thank you so much for caring and worrying about us. It means a lot💛💛💛
@Anything.for.selenas9 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for your loss. What is on top of her head?
@HaylieAshtin9 ай бұрын
Thank you! Thats vernix, all babies have it in the womb. It is a protective coating on their skin that protects it from the amniotic fluid.
@Anything.for.selenas9 ай бұрын
Oh,ok thank u
@pinacoloda2269 ай бұрын
I am so very sorry😭💔 My heart aches for this family!! Maggie is resting in the arms of Jesus, and He is also your comfort 🙏🏼🙏🏼
@HaylieAshtin9 ай бұрын
Thank you so much!
@itz_strawberry433710 ай бұрын
What’s the white stuff on her head?
@HaylieAshtin9 ай бұрын
Thats vernix, all babies have it in the womb. It is a protective coating on their skin that protects it from the amniotic fluid.
@Heavyisthecrown10 ай бұрын
I am so sorry ❤ her doll is perfect. The weight of her when you hold her must feel so comforting ❤
@HaylieAshtin10 ай бұрын
Thank you!💛 Her doll is both comforting and hard to do sometimes. Very bittersweet.
@UrLocalDTIPlayer10 ай бұрын
We know god will raise her. Shes ready for her mama❤
@HaylieAshtin10 ай бұрын
She has the ultimate father raising her, how lucky right?!💛🙌🏽
@keyonnadarrough274710 ай бұрын
12 yrs ago, I gave birth to my stillborn baby boy. He was found to be taken back home for 3 days inside me with me not even knowing it. The hurt was unfathomable and it gave me the most deep depression; that for a few months after he left me, I became an alcoholic, never could eat. At his wake, I begged the funeral conductor to let me just take him home. 12 yrs later the heart ache still runs deep. So so sorry for your loss, may God be with u always
@HaylieAshtin10 ай бұрын
I am so sorry for the loss of your sweet boy, I know as mothers this pain will never truly go away until they can be in our arms again, for all of eternity. So thankful for gods promise to reunite us one day🙌🏽🤍
@keyonnadarrough274710 ай бұрын
@@HaylieAshtin thank u so very much. & yes, I wait for that day daily. I'm getting peace with it by knowing he's up in heaven patiently waiting for me to come.
@Dyates-dp4kc10 ай бұрын
Hi precious baby rip
@shannonanderson152910 ай бұрын
Praying for a healthy and safe pregnancy.
@HaylieAshtin10 ай бұрын
Thank you💛
@ajaybhagat417311 ай бұрын
Lost my first baby boy at 35th week of pregnancy... Don't know how to handle this awefull situation. 😢😢
@HaylieAshtin10 ай бұрын
I’m so sorry for the loss of your little boy. The only thing that helped me was my relationship with Jesus, I’m sending you prayers of healing and peace🤍 I hope that you find it🙏🏽