You’re really right. I try my best to be the best person to strangers and friend I can be. However, it’s tough. It weighs so heavy on me. Then no one is ever there for me but one person. I’m beyond greatful for that person. I’ve ruined my life when I was younger getting into trouble. I just want to give up sometimes.

@@patfarmer4583 just don’t give up Pat. I don’t know your situation my friend but I truly believe with everything in me that it’s never too late to make changes and life can be fixed a massive amount of the time. Some thing may not be the way they used to but that is just apart of this journey, it’s what make the memories worth while! I understand that feeling tho but even at the worst times in my life I’ve thought things wouldn’t ever change but after some time they did and they got better. Anyhow Just know that there are tons of ppl out there that care about you. Even tho I don’t know you I care about you and want you to live a great life. Spend time searching and talking to god. Whether you believe in god or Jesus ask god to reveal himself to you! I believe in Jesus and I know that he loves each and every one of us! Best of luck Pat, hope you are doing well!

Hi guys... It's me again. I visited my country to see my mother who was with cancer... My brother was taking care of her recently. I took a flight, talked to her during the connection flight. She made me some compliments. A few hours later she had passed away. I didn't have time to see her again face to face. Only in her funeral one day later, just before mom's day. It's not easy but we have to keep going and taking care of the others who need us. If anyone else is living the same situation, don't hesitate to contact me. We're not alone. Bye... Keep safe, guys

Thank you! It also reminded me so much of Atlas! 💔