What for you your body can't physically process, for others is monotonous typical moments they have already forgotten. They are kind to everyone and its normal, no one is kind to you and receiving attention hurt. Funny that. But i guess it makes sense. You have almost always wanted to matter to others subconciously, only in the past few years conciously. You got your wish from them of someone acting like they want to spend time with you. You never mattered to them. They hurt you more than anyone in the past has, by sensitizing you, by teaching you what being treated as an equal and as mattering felt like. You will probably never, ever be over it. One doesnt simply move on from something that intense.
@devidtheyfar686Ай бұрын
Excelente track 👌🏻💯 lo agrego a favoritos
@francoisvandermerwe12 ай бұрын
Thank you for that.
@tipsythecat2 ай бұрын
i can't be more serious when i say this: THIS is what it feels like to have a trauma related panic attack. the music plus the visuals is literally what it feels like.
@tipsythecat2 ай бұрын
images seared into my subconscious plaster themselves onto my vision as my mind scatters and painful thoughts shred through my brain
@lullajaby81453 ай бұрын
i listen to this over and over again. The Song just carries my thoughts and emotions with it. very nice work
@Foltrak3 ай бұрын
ts so fire
@GoldenGmrYT4 ай бұрын
Insane levels of talent ❤
@lorenzs56784 ай бұрын
Sooo awesome this is the best song ever
@JenniferDARNELL-h5q4 ай бұрын
Private use.
@DuckNDuckie5 ай бұрын
ITS SO GOOD!
@FlorasLost5 ай бұрын
visualiser goin crazy on tabs
@aphsy5 ай бұрын
I have been listening to this on youtube music for a while now and when i saw you also uploaded a youtube video i just had to comment. This is probably the best piece of music ive listened to . I listen to it basically every day. Please keep it up! You are an inspiration
@BChrome_05 ай бұрын
Uh you are getting into KZbin recommendations lol
@tipsythecat6 ай бұрын
how the hell did you get a video of my brain
@HysiaSucks6 ай бұрын
lmao
@ERIK-4576 ай бұрын
This feels somewhat beautiful but also somewhat sad, also maybe a bit galactic and existential, like some apocaliptic sci-fi war that might end with the world but there is still hope for survival or smth, cant really express it with words, you gotta feel the music
@shinSenkaii7 ай бұрын
Lonh ahh
@Sleepy_Nera8 ай бұрын
This is fucking amazing
@hard01079 ай бұрын
Los adolescentes sienten mucha presion y no saben como afrontarla
@hard01079 ай бұрын
Lol
@HysiaSucks9 ай бұрын
lol
@elderchankaxbl34289 ай бұрын
If I could have this as a constant thing playing on my wall I would.
@Space-Milk9 ай бұрын
The begining feels like a movie opening
@helkesthemonage10 ай бұрын
Its beautiful, cool music and harmonious combination with visualization. Cool work, Hysia :)
@armin429810 ай бұрын
I have been listening to this before the visualizer got uploaded. This piece simply constructed a beautiful story in my mind, one similar to edgerunners for some reason. I wish we had more music like these in the movie genre