Nigrairide

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@_P_T_H_ 5 күн бұрын

Miss you papa 💔

@Bllackmetal 12 күн бұрын

Play again. Dec2024❤

@CASHxBANDICOOT 26 күн бұрын

This is what I think of when someone says depressive black metal

@nyrojamesdio765 26 күн бұрын

LA MEJOR BANDA DE METAL EN IRAN ...SALUDOS DESDE BARRANCA PERU

@sandrose3335 27 күн бұрын

i'm so happy to see you're back Nigrairide ❤ i hope you are well...and what a beautiful touching song 💔

@necrophalus666 29 күн бұрын

EVOL .............................. A FUCKING GREAT BAND ! ! ! !

@buraksahin7823 Ай бұрын

bir yıldır şunu soyleyen kişiye ulasmaya calısıyorum saklanmış sankı

@skella6992 Ай бұрын

Wow, i found this after many years again

@morranon7340 Ай бұрын

So is this NSBM? Couldnt find any infos or lyrics. Because there was an SS-division called Division Nord. I liked the other songs of the album, would be a shame if they ruined it here.

@dismal368 2 ай бұрын

recuerdo cuando escuche wedard la primera vez, tendria como 15 o 16, ahora tengo 33, media vida y todavia me eriza la piel cada vez que la escucho.

@linargaroth1726 3 ай бұрын

Thy Light forever 🖤¥👿-l-🤘-l-👿¥🖤

@Fleviler 3 ай бұрын

Спи спокойно, Андрей... Мы будем носить наши грехи прямо на рукавах...

@wwvvww573 4 ай бұрын

Sup mate, I have a gut feeling that you have a misconception about this song. I might be wrong, but whatever. I've just read about a suicide assumption so here i go. Perception through your senses is the most important factor to existence. It decides the difference between existing and truely living. Your subconscious mind is incredibly powerful - to an extent in which it distorts your perceived reality without you noticing. You can become blind towards love, approval & sympathy which is given to you by living beings all around you. And due to that you get stuck in a viscious cycle that feeds your distorted perception even more. Until the surreal distortion starts to manifest in your very real surroundings and life circumstances. With no one around to comprehend how and why it drained your aura to an almost non-existent extent. They can't see it through your distorted eyes and they can't listen with your distorted ears. Most likely they also lack the traumatic experiences that you encountered. How should someone truely understand who wasn't affected by that. So here I am. Read with care. Such as i wrote with care. Undistorted. I strongly assume that you don't perceive the meaning of the song in its intended way. In that case you probably follow along from the writers point of view. > But you are the one who received the letter < You have to fulfill a complete shift in perspective by breaking through the distortion. "(...) you might find it soothing - or you might find it sad." Because this song indeed is soothing - not sad. "The idea of loosing everything that you once had". It is soothing when you use this phrase to break away from the brainwash that led to the distortion of your senses. Away from this artificial social construct of acquiring bullshit. Away from the concept of possessions - nothing belongs to no one. We all are one. You. Me. Everyone we know. Everyone we don't know. Animals. Plants. Funghi. Bacteria. Fuck, even Viruses. We all combined add up to one lifeform amidst the sheer endless void of the universe. I once spotted a predatory bird as he sat on the top of a power pole. I observed him for a while until i started to feel his pride. In its truest form. Yet, i wondered how it was possible for him to feel this way... since he had no material belongings to show for. And it was this moment, that i felt shame towards myself. How could i let it happen throughout all those years that anything external was able to affect me. Though i should know who i am - and be fucking proud of that no matter what. Thousands of years of ever-changing elites that want their sheep to grind in a relentless war against each other. Divide et impera. We are held in a cage. And their tool is and ever was our minds. False beliefs carried on through our parents and grandparents. Quite literally a kind of Matrix - if you ever watched this movie. And it is this cage in which empathetic humans like us are left to rot. So we outerly change into very cold beings to cope. But the gate to that cage isn't even locked. You just need the courage to step outside and accept the momentaneous fall. Let go. "The death of your mind gives birth to your heart" This is by far the most important verse in this poem and also the reason why i chose to write to you. Because i think that your distorted peception focuses on different verses that follow along the sad vibe. The death of your mind is literally neccesary. Since your distorted perception is deeply engraved - like scars. It is your only solution to free yourself of everything that has happened to you. From all those layers of manipulation... Let go of the concept of 'it is my fault or someone elses'. Let go of hatred and forgive. Let go of the concept of possession. Let go of all your addictions. One by one. Let go of the masks that you carry around while facing people. Be vulnerable. Unfreeze your heart. Break the glass layer that lies in between you and everyone you encounter to truely connect. Be your true self. I don't mean your already existent non-conformity - of which you can be proud of. Being your true self is only in reach as soon as you fully understand that you carry layers of masks. On the most inner layer - the one closest to you - there is a mask that you are blind to. Being in false believe that there is none left though it is by far the thickest. Grown over the years since the moment of your birth. A mask that "protects" you from facing trauma of all kinds. There lies so much freedom in the behaviour of a newborn. No shame. No guilt. No worry. No regret. Just mindful existence and undistorted perception. Until the artificial social construct starts to change us. Seek your inner child. Step out of the cage. Become the truest form of yourself. As nature intended you to be. You'll face inner demons and remember things which are hidden in your subconscios for a reason. But you'll find yourself through your heart. Feel it all. Don't fight it. Don't escape. Stop spending all day every day distracting you with all kinds of consumption. This modern world is trying to dull you with cheap dopamine. Instead hold on. Turn around. And face what ever you are most afraid of. What ever encounters you there can not kill you - though it might feel like it. If you don't bring up the courage to do that life continues to feel like not worth living. For I experienced the thought process of suicide myself. "It is through suffering that you will get it right" And of course you are already suffering (!) You are molding in the cage. Stuck inside your mind. Let go of everything you know. And from there you can follow your intuition... With death might come the great nothingness. A dreamless night of which you never awaken. Most definitely a way to escape the suffering. But definitely a way to close the door to happiness. Thinking about the macro- and microcosm and how incomprehensively unbelievable their proven existence is, we know that everything seems to be somehow possible - thus leaving a chance for death to be something highly spiritual in which we might strive alongside the belt of orion some day. Let me end on a quote from another song that has a special place in my heart aswell: "I am the push that makes you move FUCK IT ALL FUCK THIS WORLD FUCK EVERYTHING YOU STAND FOR DON'T BELONG DON'T EXIST DON'T GIVE A SHIT DON'T YOU EVER JUDGE ME" ~Slipknot - Surfacing

@DelusionalReality1914 2 ай бұрын

Brother.. I have no words. I don't know how your letter reached me but I'm glad it did. Thank you for your time. Best of luck for everything you stand for and have a good life 🤘

@wwvvww573 2 ай бұрын

@@DelusionalReality1914 Bro... I had forgotten that i wrote that comment. I am glad that everything is somehow understandable since i was coming down from an acid-trip at around 4 to 6 am after a sleepless night. Don't thank me for my time - i now remember that the time spent on writing felt very vivid. Also being able to read the thoughts that i had on LSD is helping myself right now aswell. I guess there is a "good" reason that this drug was globally banned in 1971. F*ck the hierarchy. Though i maybe would follow that bird when i think about it... I hope you're not tired of reading at this point but i'd like to add something: Remember that self-love is simply the absence of self-hate. And if you get control of your endlessly chattering mind by mostly silencing it then self-hate vanishes automatically. The immense feeling of boredom that goes along with it is you Ego's tool to get you back into thoughts or distraction. You have to 'fight' the urge to break this state of "simple" awareness - and after a very long felt time it starts to get easier and easier. Treating the Ego as an seperate entity that basically opposes you seems absurd or even frightening if you come to the conclusion that this might be the truth. Have you ever noticed that things that you really want to do remain left undone? And vice versa. We are driven by a very primitive section of the brain that is fine tuned for physical survival. It evolved at a time where over-stimulation and abundance didn't exist. But what about our mental survival? Especially in modern times. Take control over your malfunctioning primitive brain. Less is more. Nothing is sometimes all. Decelerate your life. I'm not religious but i strongly believe that far-eastern monks are not paid actors. They seem genuinely happy... I highly recommend the new album 'Nadir' by the band 'Groza'. Unfortunately most of their songs are sung in my native language - but in times of artificial intelligence you should be able to translate their lyrics somewhat precisely. Also three of their songs have a video to them. Look out for those. Ending with a quote from the previous comment: (without particular reason) "With death might come the great nothingness. A dreamless night of which you never awaken. Most definitely a way to escape the suffering. But definitely a way to close the door to happiness." That line hit the hardest while reading. I shed a tear... Feels like a quote from someone important from centuries ago. Makes me a bit proud of myself - not gonna lie.

@NekropölisMusik666 4 ай бұрын

This song is so perfect because it reminds me of the the Darker Days, where all I would do is drink, smoke, huff, cut, and think...

@jetjizou7016 4 ай бұрын

🖤

@fabiopungent1575 4 ай бұрын

🤘🏼

@xyz23467 4 ай бұрын

I thought you committed s**ci*e

@countdarcon2360 4 ай бұрын

Awesome song!

@shamrainn 4 ай бұрын

əfsanəvi 🖤

@None-jj8sx 4 ай бұрын

10:09

@louper3002 5 ай бұрын

Some doom bands write great funeral doom but execute it in a distasteful way, like drenching instruments in reverb then keeping the vocals dry which sounds confusing and contrary to the atmosphere that doom is supposed to purvey. Abyssmal sorrow has always been the kind of shining beacon of funeral doom that few other bands come close to in terms of production, composition, lyric writing, phrasing and placement. Funnily enough the only other doom metal band I'd say deserves a spot on the same pedestal is also Aussie - Disembowelment . Listening to this for the first time in over 5 years, it instantly transports me back to a specific time walking home from work in torrential rain listening to this track on my minidisk player knowing that I was going home to an absolute psychotic mess of a woman. Life's better now, music got me here, and I appreciate that. Kudos Abyssmal Sorrow!

@tdhamood3639 5 ай бұрын

Incredible Album, my personal favorite track! The only DSBM album i find myself frequenting. The instrumentation here is just so heavy and visceral. Very awesome!

@YannDoberman 5 ай бұрын

у кого есть какие нить ссылку на группу Filicide, в любой сети, не важно) скиньте плиз

@countdarcon2360 5 ай бұрын

I still love that scream! She actually sounds scared!

@GROBOED-ds7hv 6 ай бұрын

Когда мир всё дальше и дальше от всего прекрасного , а информационное поле заполнили пошлость, разврат,тщеславие и высокомерие, здесь,в этом андерграунде,можно обрести счастие.

@fallacy420 6 ай бұрын

sanaj baina chamaigaa

@kanjisanji-g4p 6 ай бұрын

Bi ch gsn tuuniigee sanaj bna

@mkhjn9929 2 ай бұрын

Setgelde hamt bga c biyere tsug bj cdku bga tunige snaj bn

@allncturnal 18 күн бұрын

tuuntei bsan muchuude sanj baina

@dunkelzorn995 6 ай бұрын

Absolutly awesome! 🤘🏻💀

@iouliospsixoulas7090 6 ай бұрын

Thats true music

@AndresDiaz-oh3xf 6 ай бұрын

Wow, esto es precioso! La eterna levedad del ser, la paz del silencio y la oscuridad

@crismaz2010 7 ай бұрын

🖤🖤🥀

@CHeRTilloiD 8 ай бұрын

песня про лобковые волосочки деревьев, ЛЕГЕНДА!

@The_KJ8 8 ай бұрын

Is there any way to find this on Spotify?

@Abbadonum 8 ай бұрын

Another banger

@deadredsupermonkey 9 ай бұрын

underrated song and album

@dodgyss 9 ай бұрын

It becomes even better when you know who is Lucretia and whats her story. (She was noblewoman in rome and got raped by king's son Sextus Tarquinius in 508-510 b.c. year. After that she stabbed herself with a knife in front of her husband.) This song can represent her emotions and feelings.. i had a goosebumps.

@todorveliki 9 ай бұрын

Penetrating...

@EVERETT-i5f 10 ай бұрын

Son de los ultimos grandes discos del DSBM.

@azardes2960 10 ай бұрын

still.... the lyrics are so incredibly brutal 💀

@satanictony 10 ай бұрын

🤟🔥🤟

@Martin_Z_P 10 ай бұрын

....a stairway to depression....and suicide. I wonder by whom the author was inspired

@tululu7438 11 ай бұрын

i discovered dsbm recently and i really like the genre but this song and many others are impossible to find on platforms like spotify, does anyone have a solution?

@KaiTom6410 10 ай бұрын

PlayerGR or Spotify Clones with offline mp3 hearing. then you judt can save it in the app. or just pirate it and play it on a 20$ mp3 player