i had really really terrible cystic acne and took the pill for many years - do try to get off it. Talk to someone about high doses of Vitamin C - seriously really high (you just pee out what you don't need) there is a medication that includes vitamin A acid - it will burn your skin a bit - but you will get rid of scarring in a year or less. So - Vitamin C and E and D - lots of those . Be careful with the vitamin A internally or on your skin. It's old school -but it works and it's safer than the other methods and absolutley better than the pill - Trust me when i say you don't want the other physical problems that will come with "the pill" and also yes, i do have DID - which is why i tuned into your video. Yes i do meet some of my others in the dream state too; and i have a mini recorder beside my bed so i can record the dreams and then talk to people later.
@insert_uncreative_user3 күн бұрын
I named ourselves the "Peponto Railway System", because I really like Pepoyo and Submas/Trains verrrry much lol. Not sure if it will change later on
@Adrian202427 күн бұрын
Hey from Chloe
@knownling10 күн бұрын
We tend to be good at getting who we want out, out. But that's because we use VRchat, which means we have AVATARS that these alters connect more too. But there is one time where we had everything set up for one year to come out... Only for another to accidentally slip out and was confused as hell. Another time one alter was in a deep conversation with a friend about something and then suddenly switched. And i mean a hard switch where it dazed the hell out of both alters where they didn't know what was going on and couldn't focus on WHO they are.
@jennamathews750611 күн бұрын
Thank you so much for this video! I’m not someone with DID, as I don’t experience “switching” but I am Plural. I’m a mixture of 7 different identities, I’ve been this way since middle school. Currently, we’re looking for our first job and there is soooo little information on how to navigate job interviews/job searches/and keeping a job while you have multiple identities. A lot of your tips help a TON! Especially the one about wearing different colors depending on who is fronting/or who you want to front. We are DEFINITELY a color coded group. I think this will help the one of us who is adamantly against a dress code be able to handle it. And the idea of backup is really good too! While we are usually all present, we are still learning how to work as a team in a professional work environment. And having someone “in charge” in a sense, but with backup headmates on hand and trained just in case, would really help if the person in charge has to step back because something triggered them or they’re starting to grow tired of working that day. I’m so glad you were able to find and maintain a job that works for you! I wish you the best of luck with all the trials and tribulations that come with it. Thank you again for creating this video. It’s helped relieve so much anxiety for us.
@user-lm1np7hm5k13 күн бұрын
Fun fact: liquid oxygen is magnetic :)
@user-lm1np7hm5k14 күн бұрын
We likened picking a system name to naming a ship :)
@starbubo2617 күн бұрын
Wow, I just emailed you asking about this very thing, then I decided to look at your other videos, I saw this. I have watched you videos before , my memory of it is vagued.
@TheDreamerS459917 күн бұрын
through dreams was how we first saw our inner world and i think how we got our galaxy (system) name 🌈🦋
@allison-jane75717 күн бұрын
AMAB transfemme system here. We are polyfrag but the vast majority of us are female. We have NB alters, genderfluid alters, and even male alters. There's still a lot of us who aren't documented yet but we're pretty confident most of them are either women or femme leaning alters. We have some complicated feelings about gender since our gender was used to control us when the body was younger. Our abusers let us present femme every so often in exchange for obedience. We've talked to most of the alters including the male alters and the most of us who are documented or semi documented have agreed to transition medically and surgically. The males used to front a lot when we were younger because the dysphoria was too much for most of the system and it was really hard on our system with so few males available to front to cope with dysphoria. So we are very certain these are the right steps for us. We are very happy with our transition so far and don't want to transition back to male. It's just too hard on our system.
@user-lm1np7hm5k18 күн бұрын
Futurama had a take on a sentient galaxy, "little bigfellas"
@user-lm1np7hm5k18 күн бұрын
I have cacti and a tree alter :) based on plants I've had in our lives at some point
@amandajwhitney22 күн бұрын
You're missed. Come backkk ❤😊
@holliblaze109823 күн бұрын
"we dont really do crimes out here, we already have everything we need". jeeez i wish that aged better but so true!
@JackW-hp7op27 күн бұрын
i speak some klingon and some welsh
@JackW-hp7op27 күн бұрын
facinating
@user-lm1np7hm5k27 күн бұрын
I just got out of a therapy session where we were learning grounding/presence exercise and ALLL of my protectors and gatekeepers showed up at the same time! That's never happend before and now thier all aware of each other. This is good and big. Cheers to the systems out there!!!❤
@user-lm1np7hm5k28 күн бұрын
14:10 most of our dreamscapes are set in inner worlds, it's Hella cool to see them develop over time
@user-lm1np7hm5k28 күн бұрын
10:58 wow, what a strange concept to us. Alts having an avitar to leave unattended when they front. I think our aperence internally is just our mind arranged into a form as far as I know
@user-lm1np7hm5k28 күн бұрын
Huh, I just got major minecraft server vibes on the topic of inner worlds
@SaraiSomeSay29 күн бұрын
Were nearly 40 and only just learning the truth of what caused the d.i.d - 5 years after becoming self aware at 33😢🙏
@JackW-hp7opАй бұрын
diamonds in the sky...wish you could do a version with puddles
@user-lm1np7hm5kАй бұрын
Of topic, this isn't advice of any kind. Just something about us that we'd like to share. Weed helped me quit drinking. It turns out I like weed more than I crave alcohol. As a system it makes us feel more corporeal. I hope something like this wasn't too out of place!❤
@user-lm1np7hm5kАй бұрын
My masks handled work before, now we have to switch every few minutes to whoever can handle the task at hand. Extraordinarily exausting
@user-lm1np7hm5kАй бұрын
I wish we had an irl system we could talk to like this :)
@user-lm1np7hm5kАй бұрын
Dungeon dad did a vid on giant flying stingrays in d&d if you would like some world building fodder :>
@snowren456Ай бұрын
About the age thing: I experience that too! We have a little who says she feels 2 years old, and looks 2 in the innerworld, but she’s got the maturity and mannerisms of an older kiddo, maybe 7 or 8. Age can be so weird in DID
@PhoenixBuzzАй бұрын
I don't have DID but I can view my memories from a 3rd person perspective too, I can switch to 1st if I want though, it's weird
@user-lm1np7hm5kАй бұрын
Anyone else fantasize about being a benegeserite from dune? I took the name Aliya when we transitioned :)
@Bugsy01Ай бұрын
Is “blending” a term used in the DID community
@tiawebber9507Ай бұрын
I struggle with this too switching I my sleep an not getting any so the body is tired
@tiawebber9507Ай бұрын
I have OSDD and work full time as well most of the time it’s great unless one of my alters decide they can’t do it on that particular day and I’m not able to make it out. Usually its because the system is overworked and we need rest
@Bugsy01Ай бұрын
You are loved. Thank you for educating me. I appreciate your bravery. You are stronger than you seem.
@JackW-hp7opАй бұрын
i feel my alters like a coat...is that normal?
@JackW-hp7opАй бұрын
as a new system..thank you for all you do...from the borg system
@neontwilightmusicАй бұрын
Everybody in my house is sus of you having DID.
@AcrylicAndAetherАй бұрын
FYI. I watched your little video. I was diagnosed at nineteen. Our watt pad was abandoned so quickly because we CAN’T write in peace. That’s why it’s taken so long to put together any promised works. And we smile and talk brightly BECAUSE so many other systems want to off themselves. We want them to be able to find some hope that they aren’t damned to scrape out a miserable life because of how awful this disorder makes things. We acknowledged that Aetherian is more of a pattern than a language in a video at one point. I haven’t played DND in 7 years. I don’t have 190 personalities- I have one identity that was compartmentalzed into hundreds of alternative states due to severe abuse I endured as a child. And the two of us are both diagnosed by psychologists (in adulthood) and legally married. Unless you’re an expert in my personal life on an in-person basis or have spoken to me directly, please don’t make leaps, because your video has multiple lies in it.
@neontwilightmusicАй бұрын
@@AcrylicAndAether Sorry! Point 1: I thought you said that you were diagnosed at 11 (in your diagnosis video), which is why the psychology student noticed that red flag and commented on your video about you getting diagnosed. Point 2: Almost All other systems are faking, that's why they smile (they're like "Look at my ALTERS! :)" without introducing their trauma, etc). Even DissociaDid had huge drama over faking DID, rapid switches, and makeup withme videos. 3.: One of your thumbnails said "190 personalities!". Not "hundreds". 4: In the song, I even said that Aetherian is "Speaking Reversed". 5: Why did you make that TheDiverseSystem wattpad account (last record of it was 5-3 years ago) in the first place? Why did you play DnD if you noticed something wrong about yourself (first alters show up before 8)? You mentioned that you stopped playing at 19 years old (according to a youtube short, you said you were 24 in 2022.)
@Dark_CharmАй бұрын
Abstract art... Nice.
@neontwilightmusicАй бұрын
When I first developed my voice (I was about 14), I used to do the "rlae" sound ("The korean l thingy"). I would obsess about the sound "rlae" in 2022. But r and l split into separate sounds in later development (2023).
@JackW-hp7opАй бұрын
i just am wondering why thicc boy?
@JackW-hp7opАй бұрын
nothing wrong with being russian...im 60% welsh...
@JackW-hp7opАй бұрын
ive been haveing some one screaming at the top of there lungs
@JackW-hp7opАй бұрын
as a new system, and we know you have maede vidios on this, know that medusisan system finds you a hero also side note. 50 dollar dynasty has a song titaaled sphinx... he may enjoy it
@JackW-hp7opАй бұрын
coming from the medusian sysem.. we love hollow, he is cute.
@CRINDOR7Ай бұрын
So fucking happy for you guys! Keep being amazing!
@JackW-hp7opАй бұрын
your explaniations are so gooddut i do have a quesion... do any of your alters feel like a coat being put on?
@JackW-hp7opАй бұрын
been unpacking my trauma recently..it is alot of work...I too have a nobbady, Odo(bajorian for nothing)