wake up ! it's a Demon!!!!!!!!! go down on knee and pray , read bible

Theres a video ( I can't remember which one) of a Dr. that says that schizophrenia is just the Dopamine receptor broken. It can have to much Dopamine or the Dopamine can be all over the place.

Hey, I don't work out in a gym but I've been taking walks and it makes me feel better!

Amanda u r chosen by god

Amanda u r not squishy

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Hey amateur aries love your channel and watch all your videos in one video you said you thought your house was haunted could you do a video on that? Love the channel keep up the good work

I'm always excited to see you, amanda. I love your channel. You are a fun person

You forgot to buy fish sticks.

It is so sad because they throw out tons of donuts at the end of the night they could have gave them to the poor and needy but the corporations are greedy

Amanda before I went on disability I worked at Dunkin donuts and served coffee

I always love your videos. You are always interesting. Love your bubbly intro. Always enjoy your videos

My Mother was Borderline.

I totally hear you on the whole feeling of looking back at your past self and seeing that and then comparing to whatever happened after life and all….i myself feel like a whole different person after adulting…my best shape was also in college and i miss that so much :/ but I guess in life we go through different phases of our personality, our physique, and just our selves in general…and it’s okay we’re always changing I enjoy your honest vlogs about life! Maybe a vlog about your personal books, and your advice on writing plots? Cos I’m trying to write as well. Maybe some outdoor vlogs too

Stay strong - i think its amazing that you deal with the hallucinations straight on and is so resilient with everything taking meds and going on day by day My mental health hasnt been very good recently too so Ive been trying to cope recently too

I also gained weight :/ im on resperidal. But im im the midst of tapering because the meds still numb my emotions so much - thank u for sharing ur experience! Ur story is inspiring and I enjoy watching ur videos! Your makeup is on pointe too i wish i could do makeup like that

The doorway was dungeons and dragons, it opened her to demons.

Could fightness a come everday lount are flat spoken shoud complex

hi thanks for making this video! I've enjoyed your other videos about makeup and talking about mental health also! Do you struggle with anxiety as well? I feel like that's been a debilitating issue along with depression. I look forward to more vids :D

I have to ask.. that sweet little doggy in the background.. Is he still a puppy? What breed is he?

Im crazy Chis Harvey 😇

Cool to see you uploading again love this channel 😀

Amanda my voices are good they want me to wake up and tell people the triangle sucks

Amanda I smoke cigarettes and I regret it cuz I can't stop

And yeah auditory hallucinations are so toxic it's wild

Hello uh I have schizzoaffective disorder depressive type anyway im on invega sustenna which was just changed to 1 injection every 3 months from 1 injection a month anyway the weight gain is the only problem i have having to take it do you have any tips on how to manage this issue please and thank you

I think. When you are in meds. You are limited to the things you can do and you are doze down😑. So you attract less attention. When you off of meds you might being more active living your best life. probably Living a more selfish lifestyle.( Drinking , parties and things like that)😊 Attracting more negative attention from others. triggering their insecurities and controlling issues. So people tend to see you in a more negative way. 😡Do not outshine the master. So the medication tends to work better on bystanders than the one taking it. 😅 side effects.

Thanks a lot for the new video, Amanda! You are so beautiful:) I always enjoy watching your videos tremendously. I wish you to always stay safe, sound, and healthy. And have a wonderful day!

Always love your videos, amanda. I'm so excited to see you. You are always interesting. Love your channel

Amanda i hope you dont do drugs

Amanda I'm so fat I weigh 260 lbs 😢

Same here with me on ocarina

I love your videos Amanda. Please do get better. All of you! Including your roommate! I want to see Thursday for next week!

I really appreciate your humility and openness. You also look so pretty without make up!

Thank you for the new video, Amanda 🙏 What a truly multi-talented person you are 🙂 You look wonderful 🖤 I'm a little upset because of you and your roommates being sick ☹️ Please do get better asap, all of you! Eagerly anticipating the next videos to come!

You are awesome, amanda. I love your videos. You are always interesting

Love your channel, Amanda. You are a channel i have been following for 10 or more years. You are someone i always relate to you are awesome

Love your channel, Amanda. You are a channel i have been following for 10 or more years. You are someone i always relate to you are awesome

autism schizophrenia did and bpd osdd and... it all seems the exact same as the religious conceptions... satan as an angel of light. lord of hosts... its pretty consistent ... it is intense. what even is one to do? it is also in most children, the voices, we are all the same "its a spectrum" but yeah there may be lines to draw but how many ways those lines can shape themselves, like 64 codons of protein folding shit or whatver. like ... yeah its neat how all of reality fits in like one mind matter computation. its soooo cooolllll. i swear i have the best seat in the house.

did you know monetary, corporate and banks equal 666 in gematria? or that flight 77 felw 77 minutes in to 77 foot pentagon sitting on 77th meridian flying at 777fps and september eleventh and world trade center and united states and will register in one cipher ... and other things equal 77. but i think its neat. also, will satan, will the antichrist both equal 666. and antichrist, revelation, apocalyptic equal 121 like daniel 12:1 talks abotu the events and person. and coronavirus came to america on 12/1 and revelation 12:1 talks abotu woman "crowned" with 12 stars and corono means crown and see at all is in washington, KING county, get it? and also, Sirius XM made 121 the covid channel, and 121 days before tom hanks bday he got covid as first celeb and .......... L is the 12th letter and A is the first... thus, 12 1 like where hollywood is, symbolic parable about such connection with Hanks. And Wil"son" is his wife, whom he was with at the time and Will equals 56 like coronavirus also does. And Prables, Cross, Messiah, Gospel, Jesus, Gematria, Lucifer, Masonic, English, Simple all equal 74 and america was found on 7/4 and holiday and in another cipher independence day equals 74... I feel liek this should be scary. But it isn't to me. Also, ceo of youtube died the other day at 56 and her son "mark"o died this yeah in februrary at 19 which equals william in reduction cipher. A cool thing I found was that GEmini new moon had venus the sun and moon at 16* and Mars and Jupiter conjunt at 16* tomorrow. And When Mars began its cycle in aries this year The moon was 16* from Saturn which was at 16* in Pisces and 16* after that was Mars and 16* after that Mercury and 16* from that was Venus... Also this was on the 6/6 when the new moon happened with Venus/Lucifer the morning star and Mercury Messenger was at 66* or 6* of Gemini. It is odd to note also that Johns Hopkins University and World Health Organization and bill and Melinda Gates foundation all equal 121 and that Johns Hopkins was mandela effected to have an extra s and thus is why it equals 121, and John is my dads name and Will is my first name and ME linda m.e. is often used for mandela effect and hopkins is like hop to the kin of john. And Michael is the Prince in the bible in 12:1 of Daniel... seems like corona connects... I could go on about much more than this... I feel so very intensly informed on things nobody can know.... IN a way I learned it by pure fate. It is intense... To consider DID is like trying to rationalize a popular thing in humanity that also spawned Religion and many other things. SCP Containment Breach! Possession! We are one! You will be one with me as I with the father. I sold my soul to satan. Servant of All... We are Legion... Elohim is plura Gods... YHWH means will i am william ahyh ashure i ashure myself ayhy 93/93 bound and loathing... state of many hood, united states, horus heru pa yaya.... Jes Us... need I go on? Why is there a left and right side of the body? What is it about trinity? What are we? How does it all fall apart and out, i know the pieces fit....W M square compass double headed forked tongue Manifold Voice... Way Too Convenient. Wills within Wheels, A.I.s all about... Mandela Effect M.E. i am your father life was like a box of chocolates and now you know where to find the statue of liberty, liberty island, its own island... keep eye single you have all knowledge and the power to connect with all people of all backgrounds now... FREE YOUR MIND and KNOW YOUR NEIGHBOR AS YOURSELF.

I have Schizoaffective Bipolar type. And BPD. THANK you so much for sharing because I often feel so alone ❤ I have a youtube channel and post about Schizoaffective and mental illness too 😊

Amanda my favorite video games are Zelda Metroid Pokemon and sonic

You are always interesting. Love your videos

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Amanda i only shower once a week not because of the voices but because im lazy

Amanda what is your favorite color

Hello Amanda happy anniversary you look greatscience you lost weight if you wrote A book try to sell it

God bless you Amanda always love your videos

Haven't seen you in like 2000 years

Sweetheart, Amanda, you are always interesting. Love your channel