I still have love for you

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This is a very interesting video. Thank you for explaing the different drugs. I am just stating Abilify this week and was very concerned about all the possible side effects and now i feel more positive about trying. Thank you ! 👍👍👍👍😊😊😊😊

I first came across your channel 8 years ago - and randomly just re-found you again today! Glad to see you're well 😊

praying for you 🙏🏽

It made me laugh when you said what type of name is Tik Tok, when that's a character in Return To Oz. Make sure that you focus on stuff that bring you joy. Every time you mention Game of Thrones, it makes me want to continue the series myself.

Hi, Amanda! Thanks a lot for the new video. As always, it's so interesting to watch. Happy belated Halloween! There's probably a small bug at the end of the vid? At the moment when there appears the writing "Click above for more videos", I can see only empty frames where, as I suppose, there ought to be some video previews or covers... Maybe, I'm just going blind) Never mind. I wish you a wonderful week, a bright start of the new month, and we'll be eagerly anticipating your new vlogs🙂

You not up. try hitting a head stand. Or Upside down on the mattress. HMU. You probably can’t hit a head stand but if you did you a probably understand what I’m saying. I’m going through it also.

Hey, A.! i guess you are reading more than one book at a time? My reason for not doing that is my attention gets diverted from one thing to another. in the past i did it successfully but lately i just stop reading the one and move onto another. i like to write too but i only write letters. i do it by hand and snailmail. i have to remind myself of the incredible reservoir inside each of us and do away with doubt. i guess I've got a ways to go.

Amanda I'm not Jesus I'm skip james

Amanda this is gonna sound crazy but have you considered being a psychic because sometimes I feel as though you are psychic

Amanda I wood love to read the books you write I bet you are extremely gifted

You are always interesting, amanda. l always love your channel

alien abduction in childhood nitemares..with poststress/adultattention/deficitdisorder....hyperactivity...needing a nature hike to get to a farm away from the city ....

- The Shawshank Redemption - Get busy living or get busy dying

I swear I was cursed to be a human too 😂

Hey! How are your symptoms? You seem to be doing well! Lately I'm emotionless and experiencing horrific visual hallucinations. The monsters are brief and in my mind's eye. I'm thinking maybe my schizo affected disorder bi polar type is morphing into paranoid schizophrenia. I'm not thinking I'm a bad person though, I know it's the illness. I am interested in drawing and think maybe I can use the imagery for drawing ideas. Maybe I'm talking myself into liking them because it definitely does feel bad, very grey. I had my dark period that lasted most my life and now things are grey. But my perception is very vibrant like an LSD trip. It is a twofold experience. Good and bad. My perception helps. Doesn't sound like it makes sense but I'm being truthful.

Thanks for the new video, Amanda! It's always so pleasant and nice to watch your vlogs. Take care of yourself! Eagerly anticipating your next vids.

You are always interesting. Love your videos

Thank You!

I've been reading magazines and Britney Spears' memoir. I like to write to and I have two correspondences from out of state. I write snail mail letters.

When did you get roommates? I haven’t been around for a while

Steady does it. Just keep doing the best you can👍

You are always interesting, amanda. Love your channel

Man I am so curious about the similarities between mushroom trips, and delusions. I think you actually go places. It’s weird

Thanks for the new issue of your podcast, Amanda 🙏 It's been very pleasant to see and hear you again🙂 Wishing you a nice week ahead! Keep safe!

you're so down to earth and calming to listen to

Your dogs are bored and restless. I never had a dog except when I lived with my dad in the late nineties. She was lucky because both I and my dad walked her. I like to find books in the library though sometimes I buy online. Thrift books is a good place. It doesn't charge as much for shipping as Amazon. And you can sell your books back to them. I'm wondering if I should start a channel about schizo affected disorder bi polar type, my diagnosis though I'd say the big hurdle in my life is depression. I don't know how I can be bi polar and suffer long term depression? It's good to see you. I have subscribed to you and a few other people with mental illnesses.

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You are awesome. I am always interested in your videos. You are a very busy woman. You are never boring. Love your channel. Wishing the best amanda

wake up ! it's a Demon!!!!!!!!! go down on knee and pray , read bible

Theres a video ( I can't remember which one) of a Dr. that says that schizophrenia is just the Dopamine receptor broken. It can have to much Dopamine or the Dopamine can be all over the place.

Hey, I don't work out in a gym but I've been taking walks and it makes me feel better!

Hey amateur aries love your channel and watch all your videos in one video you said you thought your house was haunted could you do a video on that? Love the channel keep up the good work

I'm always excited to see you, amanda. I love your channel. You are a fun person

You forgot to buy fish sticks.

I always love your videos. You are always interesting. Love your bubbly intro. Always enjoy your videos

My Mother was Borderline.

I totally hear you on the whole feeling of looking back at your past self and seeing that and then comparing to whatever happened after life and all….i myself feel like a whole different person after adulting…my best shape was also in college and i miss that so much :/ but I guess in life we go through different phases of our personality, our physique, and just our selves in general…and it’s okay we’re always changing I enjoy your honest vlogs about life! Maybe a vlog about your personal books, and your advice on writing plots? Cos I’m trying to write as well. Maybe some outdoor vlogs too

Stay strong - i think its amazing that you deal with the hallucinations straight on and is so resilient with everything taking meds and going on day by day My mental health hasnt been very good recently too so Ive been trying to cope recently too

I also gained weight :/ im on resperidal. But im im the midst of tapering because the meds still numb my emotions so much - thank u for sharing ur experience! Ur story is inspiring and I enjoy watching ur videos! Your makeup is on pointe too i wish i could do makeup like that

The doorway was dungeons and dragons, it opened her to demons.

Could fightness a come everday lount are flat spoken shoud complex

hi thanks for making this video! I've enjoyed your other videos about makeup and talking about mental health also! Do you struggle with anxiety as well? I feel like that's been a debilitating issue along with depression. I look forward to more vids :D

I have to ask.. that sweet little doggy in the background.. Is he still a puppy? What breed is he?

Im crazy Chis Harvey 😇

Cool to see you uploading again love this channel 😀

And yeah auditory hallucinations are so toxic it's wild

Hello uh I have schizzoaffective disorder depressive type anyway im on invega sustenna which was just changed to 1 injection every 3 months from 1 injection a month anyway the weight gain is the only problem i have having to take it do you have any tips on how to manage this issue please and thank you

I think. When you are in meds. You are limited to the things you can do and you are doze down😑. So you attract less attention. When you off of meds you might being more active living your best life. probably Living a more selfish lifestyle.( Drinking , parties and things like that)😊 Attracting more negative attention from others. triggering their insecurities and controlling issues. So people tend to see you in a more negative way. 😡Do not outshine the master. So the medication tends to work better on bystanders than the one taking it. 😅 side effects.