Well you blew it!! The one thing you didn't want I think was me moving on with other men and I will be. I'm going to do that. I have two men one in particular. I really do love. I just didn't want to be in a partnership. This all just kind of happened. But now I'm going to go forward with it because she called me the other night. Like I told you he was so happy. Used to talk to me, makes him happy and the other guy came by this week. He's so happy when he sees my face. Such a wonderful thing to say. And I'm never going to get married again. So goodbye RS. It was not what I expected. Getting to know you. I didn't know you were so egotistical. I hate to be mean to bad but I can't believe you lived off your ego. You have no love in your life. Very weird. Just know I'm not going to jeopardize your career and that's really big to you and you deserve not to for not to get interrupted. Just consider me someone you want to do one more time ago. Goodbye, I'm trying to erase as many messages as I can so that will never be affiliated with each other. Good night!😊

This was written 2 weeks ago and you still haven't called me on the phone goodbye

Q You know what's the weirdest part of the song is the way you reel me in. You talked about trust and loyalty and faith and I'm really big on proving to others that I am a great woman. I really am sincerely. Never realizing that you were accusing me in order to have your ego filled. Then once you got that in there then you could start talking about romance and everything else that goes with it. Well, it didn't work. Summer racing all my messages. I will not interfere in your life. Don't worry, I will not destroy your reputation again. I'm looking to be the best person. I can be the best version of who I am. I believe in heaven and that's where I'm going. So goodbye and I'm still listen to your music and this will be a memory that will soon be faded. That's how life works. Goodbye

It's over. Goodbye

It's over sweetheart. It really is I can't. I can't do anymore. I have a busy life. A busy schedule in the beginning. I was trying to give you the attention you acquired but it's never enough for you. You always want more attention. All you care about yourself. You're so egotistical I can't stand it anymore. I thought at one time there really was a sense of man somewhere in there but no. So I'm leaving this to rest, lay it down, walk away and let's just act like it never even happened. Whatever lessons you've learned, take them with you and apply them to your life and what have I've learned. I'll take that with my life. Goodbye

I've also reached the stage I'm done. I can't do this anymore. I really can't. This is so beneath my character. I only did it cuz I found you in a bad place but they have to speaking to you for all this time. I realize you're just leading me on for your own ego. I won't do this anymore. So goodbye. I wish you the best of luck in your marriage. I really mean that cuz I want to be a good person so I have to set you free and also wish you the very best. That means I'm doing something selfless. I'm giving you the benefit of the doubt allowing you to just move on with your life. Love your wife. Love your children. Love whatever it is you want to do fishing whatever your hobbies are. Enjoy it but we can never be together because I'm too old for you. Remember you told me that like three times I'm too old so let it pay. Tell all your friends. You can tell them you dropped me because I'm too old that you can tell them. That's a really great. That's a really great reason to leave someone. I have a million attributes some love by so many but I was too old. Doesn't bother me Annie but it bothers you. So goodbye. What's fun why at last but it's really getting. It's really really draining on me now I have to leave. I have to get out of the situation. Enough is enough

Stop it. You're never going to do that. I don't know why you keep hanging me on but I can't do this anymore and I've been saying it and saying that you're not listening to me. We cannot keep doing this. I can't. I'm like cutting the quads here. No more. I really believed in you. I did. I feel no remora I said I'm not angry. I'm at you ignoring my anger at myself. I always look at life as lessons to learn and I learned very well. I did. I learned a valuable lesson. Don't trust any man. I always did think it and I know to believe it. I'm meant to be somewhere else in life. I believe you and I were just going to cross paths. I was going to help you a little bit and then you took in the knowledge and did what you want with it. And for that I'm proud of you. Hang in there. Be thankful for your gifts that God has given you be happy for your wife, your children and all the other things you have in your life. But do not lie to me. I'm too smart, I am. It's so sad because I really wanted to believe that there was so much good in you and there really isn't so you hang on to that idea of self-discovery as you going out to dinner or your meeting up with your friends and you going to the bar and singing. That's all a crockett crab. It's all lies. You pushed me too far so I just want to really say goodbye. Don't try texting me. Don't try instagraming me. None of it unless you actually text me or call me. I really want nothing to do with you anymore. I know my worth. I'm starting to learn your US too. I really have to go. I don't want to say anything mean. I'm not trying to do that but it's coming out that way so let's leave it to rest. Good night!

What about what I'm going through? Where's my unwavering support from you? Where's my constant love from you? Well why have you texted me? Why haven't you called me after all? I'm the love of your life. Finally, God has blessed you. Yes, when I found you in a very dark place and I helped you out but maybe that was all I supposed to do. Maybe the rest of your life was meant to be with your wife and your world and the people that live in it. I just want to know why you chose me and of all the women in the world. Why did you choose me to play these mind games on. I'm just kidding. Very frustrated. I keep hearing the same things over and over again. You never allow me to say anything. How do I feel? Do you wonder how I feel? I feel disappointed. I feel betrayed. I feel I've been lied to over and over again. I believe this is a game for you for your ego so boost it up there because I'm a wonderful, beautiful classy woman that any man even at my age even young. I have 40-year-old men there after me too. I'm a good woman and I would never hurt you and you know that. But do you love me? No do you like who I am 100%. Yes you probably like everything about me but to truly love me. I don't think so sweetheart. I don't think so. See if I make up your mind soon because I really have fallen in love with you and then I have to stop it. I'm old and I know how to do that and focus on other things. Do you want to understand what I'm saying? Yes you do❤ Once again, you're the one that destroyed it. You were you just refuse to work at it. All you focused on was yourself. You didn't focus on me. You're calling us a couple. We've haven't been a couple. I don't even know what shoe size you have. I don't even know where you live and we're a couple and we're a powerful us. Why would you say all that to me? I'm a good person❤

You constantly say that line the thought of not having you in your life. The thought of it is unbearable. You and I have been speaking on the phone for 2 years. What does that say? That's a lie. If it was that unbearable after 2 days you would have came and cleaned me. But you didn't do that. You got through it. I've seen your videos. You're doing a great job. You're all over the place making things happy so you weren't isn't unbearable situation for you not to be in my life. You make it that way you can get on a plane that you own and you can be at my house within. I don't know where you're off in a couple hours but you don't do that. You don't text me personally. You don't phone Me personally and to be honest it's just getting very mundane. You keep repeating the same things but you never take affirmative action. Why? Because you don't love me, you can live without me. You are living without me and you're still with your wife. So what did you want? Something that no other man can have. But you. You wanted me all of me, my body, my heart, my soul, my mind, you wanted me and all that came with me because of the rarity. I'm unique. I'm one of a kind and you know it. You're a very egotistical man which means you like things that other people can't have and that's me. Many have tried after my husband died. Nope. I do not let them in. I hold up my head and I told you about the two gentlemen but I don't love them that way. Now I get to choose. So why don't we just cut the crap? Let's just get down to what it is you really want from me. It's not my love because you would have gotten that real quick like you do with Rachel. So what is it. And it's been since childhood that you've had these traumas which we've all had. Why were you able to go from one marriage to another to another and then actually State to the media that you're the luckiest guy in the world because of the wife you're married to? Why would you say that you didn't need to say that you could have just said you're going home to the UK, but you put those words in there because you meant it. That's why🎉

Everything you're saying is 100% true. That is my personality. But I remember when you were getting married to elk something a model and you saw in the newspaper or in a magazine another woman, her name was Rachel. Well, you did everything in your power to meet her. You went you. I think you're in Europe at the time and you went to New York and you insisted on dating her. Then you married her and then she became your wife and then you had two children with her. You were infatuated with her. You were madly in love with her. You actually left the other woman who had already had an engagement ring on her and you were supposed to marry her but you told her no. I want to marry Rachel and that's who you married. So I know a little bit about your past and that just shows again when a man feels he loves somebody. Nothing will get in his way ,, To be with the woman he truly feels he loves ,,,,You hopped on a plane you went to New York. You investigated where she lived ,,,and you conquered and you succeeded. What's different now? Why am I so different? You're in an unhappy marriage. You've really been down. I know that I've been trying to uplift you but don't play mind games with me sweetheart. I'm highly intelligent woman. Yes, I have emotions. Yes I feel bad for you. I really do. You're in a very bad spot in life right now. You're so confused. Your career is almost over but there's so much more to live for,,,, and you're really ruining this relationship. I don't know if we're going to be able to repair it cuz you've told so many fibs you deceved me. You lied to me. I only associate myself with people that are honest, trustworthy and truly love me❤ for who I am. That's why I'm single. I choose that that's the life I want to have. I don't worry about worry about my man is doing what all you doing. By the way, I don't even know where you live. You tell me you love me. You don't know where I live. You don't know what my family looks like. You've never asked to be introduced to them. You never got divorced even though you're in a horrible marriage. There's something that keeps you two together. Something that ties you and I think it's intercourse. Maybe you. Also she looks good next to you. Not my opinion, but in your opinion okay. I'm not trying to be angry. I'm not trying to be vindictive. I'm just trying to tell the truth you don't love me. You're just luring me in for your own gratification. I've had two guys. It was really strange come back into my life and it's in the last 2 weeks and both of them sincerely left me. They would marry me tomorrow when they see me their faces light up. Forget about it not yuza no I know the difference. I see these men that would give the world out for me to say hi but I won't because I don't love them. However, I thought you and I had a chance and opportunity in the beginning cuz I thought you were going for a divorce but you never were and you never planned on it. I think you underestimated what woman you were dealing with me. I'm a genius of a high IQ and I have four brothers who told me how men think. No this is not what a man in love would do. Leave me opened for any man to conquer, going out to eat and do things with my friends. Having two of my old men who truly love me and would love and they're still single. By the way, they never got married. They stayed single because they only loved me. Yeah, here you are wasting all this time❤ For what? I need to know what you want from me? 8:22

I see some problems in this learning phase thats incoming. I will never know when you are just making fun out of me. 🤢🥺 And that is something thats eating me up from the inside, and the other things is i cant really control myself sometimes. It just gets what it gets. Now it feels like you are hiding something again, could be its a fear mid of little of everything. But why we havent run away for ourselves i havent figured out yet, if there really was time why had the option closed itself. Why letting me run around like this never understand anything. There arent for the rest of OUR lives left, there are people who will probably go away before us. I would love for you to see them with me. It would be so much for me you couldnt understand. I would made sure they know im in good hands for the rest of my life. If that aint possible just say it aint possible and not why. I can figure out the rest myself. But it weighs heavy every day, i did never say my last words to any of them.😢😢😢😢😢

This is the question of the night. Why aren't I with you if I am the love of your life am I? If I'm the missing piece no man and I know because I've studied love and philosophy and theology. No man could distance himself someone like me nobody could. Do you know how many times men have come back to me? Begging pleading they will lower themselves to the ground just to go on a date with me and get a kiss and you could have it and you're still playing games. Why why play the games? Be honest to yourself and be honest with me. You're not looking for no self-discovery. You're too old to change if I hurt. If you hurt me, you don't care. You got 10 other girls you'll be interested in. You and your wife allows you to have an open marriage. I'm not stupid sweetheart. I wasn't born yesterday so I'll hear the rest of your BS

I've learned a lot getting to know you and one thing is definitely true when a man truly loves a woman like the way you're saying you love me. You don't just take off. Find your own space. No, I've looked it up. I know all about it and in a real love relationship, the man will never leave his precious woman alone because she could become available to other men that will be his greatest fear. So whatever your obstacles are, you'd want to face them with me. After all, I am your strength. I am your confidant. I'm your best friend. So why aren't we doing this together? Why are you lying to me? Why you telling me you need your space to figure out what you want to do when it comes to love there are no answers. All you do is face it, grab that woman and start a new beginning. I want to know why you're not doing that and don't use this space crap and this time you need alone. It's only telling me more and more each time you don't really love me. You don't you just know I'm as close to a virgin as they could get at my age and you love you would love that opportunity. Your friends probably know it too how they've loved that opportunity to be the second man. Are you kidding me? You have gone to sleep bed with women who've been doing it since they were in their twenties, not me. I always held on to my self-respect and men. Respect me for that. So now what are you looking to do with this relationship where you really love me? Are you going to use me as a lucky card? Am I your lucky car when things are around you and I'm in your life things go well but when I'm not with you things don't go well. I'm questioning myself on all this because we've declined at one time. We did email and then we did another type still connect. It's still connected now this is anonymous. So what are we doing right now? That's why I want to know. Just tell me tell the truth ⁉️

Why did you go ❤

i love my Sweetheart Darling ZYGOR, i stick eith you forever

I know what fuck stole from me mad god ape t money walk away now took my things from creator n spent my money others those party gods just people stole and that for god no your pat different

Yes sweetheart we have but it's all been a hoax. While I was believing that we could have a relationship, you're already married. So now I have to back down the more I reflect on it. The more I realize it's really wrong. It's not right. I don't want to hurt any woman and I don't want to wreck a home or a family or a marriage. So let's just leave it alone. I really enjoy speaking to you. We had a lot of laughs. A lot of good times. A lot of great memories but sometimes in life we only get a little bit of time with certain people. I don't want your face all over the media. I don't want my face to love with the media unless you officially separated and going It was a divorce. You and I can never be in the same room together by ourselves. It's so sad cuz we really do get along quite well. Well what's up to sweetheart? Let me get some sleep ❤I'm really tired. Good night love pleasure dreams❤😊

No that's incorrect. I found out he truly was in a relationship,,, happily married. I didn't belong in his world. Even now he's asking for me and you to meet and I an under the assumption he might be separated yet the next time I speak to him I will approach or ask him about that. As long as he's married we'll never go on a date. No way. Well I spoke to him the other night. I'm sorry sweetheart. When I spoke to you the other night and we talked about a date. What would it be? It was just a general statement. That's all it was if I went out with a guy that's what I'd want to do. Plain and simple. I'll chat with you tomorrow. Good night pleasant dreams❤❤❤ 1:34

If it’s the Universe’s will , nothing but good can come out of this for both of us!

Pain is inevitable and misery is optional!

I love how he isn't concerned about how long it could be before we end up together. He's not worried.. Huh. We've known each other 40 years/we're in our 50's, so.. I think we're done.

Amen

Felt the impact of it

We both have the same feelings and hopes 💞

Hej Det är olika srycken i samma Melodi ibland är det falskt Enligt i mitt musiköra Din oskerhet gör mig Förvirrad ibland jag vet Inte vad du egntligen Känner jag. Har alltid läst Dina texter ❤su

If this is about Holly I want to be back with her I miss her and love her very much she was my wife

❤Beautiful gift in words, your actions are going to lineup for us.⚓️💐🧿

Don't worry about all that. No no no no. Well it's been forgiven. You have to believe that you have to believe that once you believe that and then you can come right to me. But we all make mistakes. We all screw up. No one is perfect. Only God is perfect. The one suggestion I would make is come to me. Let's sit down for a while and see if we really do get along. That's what I'd be doing if I was the guy. But I'm not the guy I'm the lady. You're the gentleman. You have to invite me so think about all those things okay❤

That's what love is all about sweetheart.❤ It's about exposing your good emotions, but more importantly exposing your bad ones. Your bad ones are fear of rejection. Your shame. There's no shame here. You're human so you didn't get it right the first time you didn't get it right the second time this time you will what else you afraid of. There's nothing to fear but fear itself sweetheart.❤ Especially with love. I'll forgive you. I'm not going to beat you up. I'm going to open my arms and welcome you home. What were you thinking? Just work hard to get back home. Okay get back to me and let us start our life together. You're wasting time❤

I'm happy you came to that realization. Yes, you're the one that's sabotaged the whole relationship. Yes, you're the one that built the walls around the heart. Your heart, yes, you're the one that was too afraid to reach out to me. Yes, it was you who made the Gap. Who made the separation happen? I was here the whole time. Where were you yet? That's all in the past and I don't like to focus on that. But I do like the fact that you're making it known that it was you. You were the one that stopped this relationship from going all the way. Now you're getting the last chance to finish up what we started. Make it real, make it happen and let us feed together. As you say we're meant to be. I'm everything you want a woman so come and claim me okay. Do whatever you have to do to make it work. You're a guy. You'll figure it out why I patiently wait for you to come back to me. In the meanwhile, take care of yourself. Eat right sleep and try not sleep. Thinking about me too much at night. You keep me up. You do 🤣🤣🎁

❤❤ yes

Okay sweetheart❤ I understand what you're saying and you're 100% correct. I am that person and you were that person at one time. You'were very self-centered very egotistical and what you did to me was wrong. You rejected me and pushed me away. However, being the woman I am so filked with love and forgiveness❤. I did forgive you so I want you to stop saying that okay. I do not live in the past. I'm not one of those people that does that I don't hang on to grudges❤. I'm always living in the present and looking towards the future.❤ A bright and beautiful future. I'm happy to hear that I have helped you grow into a better better individual ❤. Did you need it? No, you really needed that you are arrogant. . I probably had my faults. I Excuse me if there was a time I was ever hurtful to you, I never intended to do that❤. So I'm going to give you one last chance.❤ This time you have to make it work this time. You have to contact me this time. You have to help me.❤ I feel like I disappointed myself and you because you didn't go all the way. You stopped yourself and I don't know why. I never want,, you to think that I would ever reject you or do something as malice as that. I always feel for people sometimes too much more than myself and that's gotten me into a lot of medical problems. I'm happy😊 I've had an impact on you in a good way. And yes you can reach out to me❤. Do not think I could ever hurt you. I don't do that. I don't know how to do that❤. Once again thank you for all your compliments. We will talk soon. Good night sweetheart❤ 25:01

No, you didn't bring me pain. You brought me disappointment. I❤I'm the person that gives it all. I give you my all.,,,,,,,, 21:12 I never disappoint anybody

Take your time sweetheart. Take as much time as you want. I will give you my understanding and reassurance that you want.from me🎉 But you have to remember I have my own life to live. It's so strange because I'm a woman and I seem to take on every task with no problem. Always I have a resolution. Why can't you do that? You're a man? But don't you have employees that wo rk beneath you and can help you resolve all your business troubles? I don't understand a lot of things about your life. I thought I was getting to know you but I'm not sure anymore. I will continue to support you and be here for you if you need me. Let me go now and you get back to spending time alone and understanding your mistakes, fixing them and becoming a better person. Take all the time you need. Sending tons of love and support your way❤💯😎 That's a big insult to me sweetheart. When you talk about what others would say if you brought me out with you, are you one of your mind? What about your friends? Are they out of their minds? I am a woman of intelligence and integrity. I don't lie. I don't cheat. I'm rather beautiful for my age and I'm filled with wisdom and I'm filled with laughter and I'm filled with joy!! I did not think you were that superficial but if you're worrying that maybe beside you would somehow humiliate you then don't get back to me. I love myself too much. I love the age I'm at. I love the wisdom. I've achieved the education every piece of memories I have and every experience I've undergone. It has been a wonderful life for me. Get you for your friends are so superficial and so transparent. If they want you to be attached to 30-year-old then go find her and don't waste your time with me anymore. I've given you so much knowledge. So much info and that's the answer. Give me. You're fearful what you friend your friends may say. Are they helping you right now or am I helping you who's helping you? It's me. Stop worrying about what other people think about you. There's a song you can't please everyone see you might as well. Just please yourself. I live by that rule and it works out just fine and in the end people come back and they respect me they do. Food for thought

Listen, I have a great idea. You live with your remorse. You live with your guilt and the things you did wrong to me. You know it, I don't and I don't want to know it. I don't want to know you anymore. You're a pathological liar and I'm too good for you.

Nope, I'm beginning to understand this. A big scam. What to the celebrities pay you to put this information up and then we all the decent people of the world believe it to be true. This is all fake. You folks have to live with it, not me!!

You lied, you cheated you head. What do you think? This is a game. I won you lost.😎💯 I am a fabulous woman. Just got home to your wife And stop lying, just stop it and then you won't feel guilty and remorse any longer. You'll become a good human being.❤ Enough is enough

I knew you still struggles to paying due of life then and now fore them ! I always love you no matter what I did take care problems our love life !don’t worry about us ,you take care what they need and you my love! We fine then and now just like to see if you do fine without us!

Honey if your have so much struggles right now or then I don’t knew then or not now knowing ! I’m so sorry my love! Do what make you Happy don’t worry about this chaos life not help you in life love! I still love you even you have so much problems of this life my love my soul waiting fore your soul till the end! Keeps paying your due till the end love!

If this is my ex you need to stop. He keeps turning down all communications & 3rd parties keep interrupting causing trouble. We are both politically blocked. Yes, it is evil. But I cannot stop it either.

Stop sending me texts. Enough!

Good english you will feel good and things will change for you.

Continue what you did and are doing. I don't have these in my mind. Continue and one day you will reach where you are trying.to reach. Continue and all the best .

Sometimes it's too late. Once one door has closed another door opens immediately. And someone else gladly gathers the blessing that someone else threw away. At that point you have no more claims to the gift. Sad but true. I had a similar situation with a guy who thought he was better then me. Actually told me to my face that he didn't want anything with me. Then God brought back the love of my life. A man that I had been with before whom I was deeply in love with. We got married and now I feel no more loneliness. I am happily in love. Thank God for my husband Perry. I love you Michael Perry Epps you have made me the happiest woman alive.

😊🌟😍v Yes sweetheart, our story is a story of Hope and promise of a better life. No longer will you ever be alone. You will always have me,, And I vow to be the best partner. A woman can be giving you my undivided attention when you need it. Giving you comfort and support when you need it. Giving you love just because I want to and also for the first time in your life truly believing in me and the trust that we have formed between the two of us and the love we share❤. We are soulmates 💞💞💞

We had a good relationship going. Stop having fear for everything. Its not good for you. You are to be posotive in everything. We are not perfect. We make mistakes we learn from them.ĺ accept this apology 😊 from you, you come home we will become great partners agains.❤🎉😊♾️❤️‍🔥💖✨️🌷💐🌷🙏🏻💍

Not my person it’s Elons cat not mine I don’t want anything to do with. I’ll be friends but she can’t do anything with it, she been fostering so much gross negativity and trash emotions she will become something else. I tried to get her to hang out with me a while ago I figured we could hide out and meditate and make love until she felt alive again. And then I figured we would both go. But she chose what she chose I can’t help that, it is too much to do anything about now.

Thank you for this message❤

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This dirty demonic narcissist is reaping what he has sown! No mercy for this douche! He is pure evil & for the streets! Gross! Bridges burned to the past! Never gonna happen! 🤮