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Oink Oink.. I am looking at the Mirror.. of course the reason why I am looking at the Mirror is to see if you are There.. You told me to come to the Mirror and that if I did.. I am able to see YOU there.. I am looking.. smiling because I know that this is crazy.. why did I fall for this trick.. I knew that I can't see you but only see myself when I look at the mirror.. I would smile.. and looking at the corner of the Mirror.. I see a picture.. there is YOU holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. I wanted to look at a picture of YOU just smiling.. but.. I guess what YOU means is looking at the corner bottom of the Mirror.. I will find a picture of YOU.. I am thinking of seeing YOU as I am looking at the mirror.. but.. I do love Your Smile.. as I would grab the picture of YOU.. bottom corner of the mirror.. YOU told me that YOU are going to come over.. I found a note and it was from your writing telling me that YOU will be coming.. and Yes.. I have been waiting for YOU.. and on the back of the Note.. you wrote about the Mirror.. I thought that it was a joke.. and I went over to the mirror.. and I stood there.. wondering will you show UP.. I smiled.. and giggled because I knew this was a funny joke.. but I stood there becoming a joke to myself.. I would smile looking at the Mirror.. and I would imagine that you would be standing and I be able to tell YOU what my Heart feels right now.. will you open your ears to listen to me.. will you open your Heart so that it can receive all my words I needs to say to YOU.. because right Now.. I needs to say something to You.. before YOU show UP.. I am going to.. as I would look at your Picture and I am looking at the Picture of YOU holding the Giant Teddy Bear.. I would lift to look at the Mirror.. I would close both of my eyes and I would picture you standing.. and I would say.. Do you know that it is not easy for me to say these words to YOU.. I know it may seems like it is easy but truly it is Not.. to find the right words.. I have to truly think about the words I needs to say.. Not to say whatever.. and what if YOU decide not to receive at all.. that is why many times I would pause.. think about what I should say.. sometimes words would not come Out.. why.. because it is all about telling YOU how much I love YOU.. I must be very careful not to say words which can create things YOU wish Not to hear or to receive.. I had to look at the wall.. I would face the wall.. it is very funny when YOU are looking from behind and saying.. am I crazy.. and when a stranger looks at me.. they will say I am crazy.. but I know that I love YOU.. so I would face the wall.. and I am trying to find words.. I am closing my eyes.. thinking and blinking trying to get the words Out.. it hurts my chest.. my hand beats upon my chest because I am looking at the wall.. what am I doing is what I am thinking.. but I want to tell you.. My Heart.. this is My Heart.. I needs to get this Off my chest.. telling YOU how much I love you but when I face the wall.. I look and I black Out.. I mean.. I would pause and think about.. what would I do if YOU do stand there.. and YOU would look direct at me.. I know I am suppose to say but.. I look at the wall.. If I can't even speak to the wall My Heart.. get my head clear and Pause to think about Words I want to tell YOU.. If I can't tell the wall.. How am I suppose to tell YOU when I face YOU.. because I love YOU.. I want to tell you millions of words of How much I do truly love YOU.. and I want to hold YOU.. but I just can't hold YOU if I can't tell you How much I love YOU.. as I face the wall.. I am staring at your picture.. and I am looking at your Picture more and more.. I lift my Head too look at the wall I am facing and I would say.. my Heart.. My Heart.. I needs to say and speak too YOU.. and as I would stare at your Picture and I look at the wall.. I would try to say the words.. but end UP laughing to myself.. but something.. My Heart would ask me.. It is Not funny because YOU are going to show UP soon.. am I going to stand there and say nothing and just laugh.. No.. so I would start to feel all sad.. what am I suppose to do then.. if I can't say it now.. I needs to say it Now so that I can say it to you when I see YOU.. I needs to tell YOU that I love YOU.. when I see YOU.. do I just say.. I love YOU.. my both eyes are still closed and I am wondering.. why am I closing my eyes.. I know that I am going to see you soon.. but still.. I feel like I am stuck.. Words are not coming Out.. why can't I tell YOU what my Heart truly feels.. I needs to say it to YOU before I can't.. I want to say these words.. Please.. and both eyes Opens and I am looking at the Mirror.. I still see myself.. my own face looking at the mirror.. and I just can't.. but I know I needs too and I turn around.. and I look at the Glass Jar.. it is on the floor so I go over to the floor and I sit.. I grab the Glass Jar.. and I don't know what to do.. I don't know what to say.. what am I suppose to say to YOU.. and I look down.. the Glass Jar is empty.. and I can feel my Heart.. I am breathing heavy and tears runs down.. only thing I can show you is the tears in the Bottle.. will you believe me that I do love YOU.. will my tears show YOU when YOU come and I show you these tears.. I have cried so much that it has filled UP this jar.. tears in the jar and I will give it to you.. will you believe me that I never stopped loving YOU.. what am I going to say.. I know that the time is coming near and I have to face YOU.. my Heart is stuffy.. and my breathing so Heavy.. am I nervous.. but I have been looking at the wall.. facing the wall.. closing both eyes and trying to imagine you and I be opening my Heart.. sharing and pouring out to YOU.. telling you like YOU are here even though YOU are not.. but I have been looking at the wall.. it has become like a friend to me because I wanted my Heart.. I wanted My Heart to let it all go.. and to vision YOU are here.. ever since the first day my eyes saw YOU.. since it is not easy for me to tell YOU through words.. I wanted to say it.. I wanted to tell YOU for a long time.. I wanted to pour out my Heart to YOU by telling you MY Heart belongs with YOU.. I never stopped loving YOU since the first time I would share.. I would start too look at the wall.. and I would cry as my tears falls out.. looking at the wall.. and I would stand there looking at the wall.. look at me.. I can't even tell YOU.. I look so crazy.. look at this and looking at the wall.. I be looking down at the floor.. watching the tears fall hitting the floor.. wiping my tears and trying to say.. but.. how am I to tell YOU if I am only talking to this wall.. but what if I never get to tell you anything and I would be crying more looking at the floor.. wiping my tears over and over again.. and I would lift up to look at the wall.. and I would only look at your Picture.. what have you done.. why this picture came to me.. if only I never saw this picture.. would I be suffering more like this.. this pain and ache hurts me many times because I want to tell YOU but I can't.. and Now.. if YOU do show UP.. and I would sit.. my arms around the glass jar.. I am looking and the Glass Jar.. my tears are half full of it.. I been crying for so long.. longing for YOU.. wanting to be with YOU.. only I look is the wall.. and time to time I would look at the mirror.. too look at my own face.. but I know that I have to believe.. believe that I will see you soon.. I know that if I love YOU so dear.. something has to happen right.. if I only believe that Love can come true and I know that I love you and never stopped loving you.. I know that you has to show UP.. show up so that I can tell you face to face.. but what if YOU did show up.. and Now I would be looking at the Mirror.. and as I would look at the mirror.. I would close my both eyes.. trying to imagine YOU are standing there that when I open my eyes and I see the mirror.. I see your face.. what do I do if I see YOU there.. and my Heart just beats.. I can hear the sound of the beatings grows so Loud.. am I going crazy.. if you are asking me if I am seeing things.. I see YOU everywhere.. I see you because I love YOU.. what do I do because I love you.. If I see you here.. Can you please tell my Heart to stop beating so that I can stop breathing.. if I see you.. I know that I just want to love YOU.. I feel like my Heart is dying.. it is dying for you.. dying because I needs to be with YOU.. dying because I want to tell you I love YOU.. but what if my words don't come Out when I do see you.. then YOU can tell my Heart.. STOP beating.. if my Heart can stop beating.. there is no reason for me to live any more.. if My Heart stops.. I can stop breathing and I be lying on the floor dying.. and you can watch me because I love you this Much that I can die.. and you can see me because I want Your Love.. I feel like it is so Hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to love YOU.. why is it so hard to tell YOU that I love you.. if you are thinking.. look.. there is writing and typing.. I can write and type you many letters.. and tell you through all these letters.. but I am thinking about telling you with Words.. if I was to see YOU.. and meet you face to face.. how am I going to tell YOU with those words.. I want to tell YOU with my lips how much I love YOU.. and tell you so that it is Not only by the letters of writing.. but I am imagining when I see you.. will I tell you the right words.. will I scare YOU.. will I push you away because you say.. and for a long time.. I never stopped loving YOU.. I been here.. telling YOU.. telling you how much I love you.. letting YOU know the shape of my Heart.. how much My Heart truly loves YOU.. because I will never stop loving YOU.. as I would sit on the floor.. I would get up slowly.. leaving the Glass Jar on the floor and

My room.. How is it that YOU left Your Heart behind.. why would you do that because what if the wrong Person comes trying to steal Your Big Heart.. YOU should not just put Your Big Heart in any one's room.. but I guess YOU know that I am not a stranger any more.. Do you even trust me to Put your Big Heart here.. I know that I been asking for Your Big Heart for a long time.. and My Heart has never changed.. because even right NOW.. I still want Your Heart.. I want to have Your Heart.. and I want to love Your Heart.. so that I can tell YOU how much I love YOU.. and I would slide and I hit something.. which is stopping me to go and I know that there is a Glass.. there is a Glass Wall in my room.. and Now I know that I can't get to Your Heart.. why would you put a Glass and it has a wall.. which I know that I can't go across.. why did you put the Wall and put the glass there.. then WHY would you show me the Big Heart if you know that I can't get to that Heart.. what are you trying to do.. are you telling me that I should Not get close.. are you telling me that YOU have put a wall against US.. so I am only to look at the Heart.. and then What.. if I am Not allowed to go across but YOU have to remember that this is IN my own Room.. I would understand if I cam over to your House and went to Your room and has placed a Wall against so that I can't enter.. I would give the room and space because it is your privacy.. But think about it.. I am here at my room.. this is My room here.. and I am sitting down in the room.. and only looking at your Picture.. Now I see a Big Heart.. But the Big Heart is Not in your room.. but in my room.. how can this Be.. why would you do that since it is IN my room.. Now.. I am wondering.. how did Your Big Heart come across.. How did your Big Heart come into this room.. are you laughing at me.. are you teasing me that I can only watch.. My eyes can sit here and just look at Your Big Heart.. but what if I want More.. what if I want to go over and touch Your Heart.. if I want to Hold Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart something I wanted to say for a Long time.. YOU know that I want More.. I just do Not want to have and hold your Big Heart.. what I truly want is YOU for myself.. that is why I am asking you for that Big Heart.. Please tell Your Big Heart to come across.. command Your Heart that there is a Person waiting for YOU.. waiting for the Heart.. Your Big Heart because I want to Love YOU.. I want to tell Your Heart How much I truly Love YOU.. since YOU have placed the wall and there is the glass in my room.. when did YOU come to my room.. and why would you leave Your Big Heart behind.. and for me to see.. why do you want to show me Your Heart.. your Big Heart if I am Not allow to touch.. if I am not allow to hold and not allow to tell and speak.. I want to say something to Your Big Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart how I feel.. to tell you Heart to Heart.. but with this Wall.. the Glass Wall is Not helping me at all.. but I want you to know that I need your Heart.. to love YOU.. if I want to love YOU.. I need to say.. Tell your Heart how much I love YOU.. Please tell me that I am allow to speak to Your Heart.. I can't even go across.. this wall.. I am stuck here.. DO you see that I can't go any further now.. but I needs to go.. pass and go across.. so that I can get close to Your Heart.. I want to know if YOU can tell Your Heart.. your Big Heart.. I love YOU.. I want to Hold your Heart.. I want to tell Your Heart.. I want to tell YOU.. but How can I if you look at my shoes.. looking at the wall seems so miserable at this Point.. my head goes down looking at the floor.. I feel so sad because I know that I do Love you.. holding your Picture.. I would lift up the picture and I would look at YOU through the Picture and I would say.. I know I don't have much.. I know that I can't love YOU either and I should Not because I truly have Nothing to give back.. but all I know is that I have me Your Picture.. I know that I love YOU.. I know you be asking for so much more.. and that is why I will show YOU.. there are many empty bottles in my room.. you will say what are you going to do with all these empty bottles.. it is just a trash too you.. I know you will look at it as It is nothing to YOU.. because it has NO value on your Part.. but for me I am giving it my All.. Heart to Heart I would open the Bottle.. Letters are written.. I am writing to YOU.. I know that it will have NO value because I can't sell it.. But I don't want to sell anything.. it comes from My Heart.. what more can I do if it is all from MY HEART I am giving.. from my Heart.. I write letters.. and Open the Bottles to place each Letters inside.. I am a writer YOU Know and I put My Heart and Soul.. and I share Love to YOU.. I want to give you the bottles.. it has messages in the bottles but if it means Nothing to YOU.. I feel like I am standing in the ROOM.. LOOKING at the wall.. feeling like I can't do much or give Much when It means everything to Me because LOVE is only thing I can give and share to YOU.. because I truly Love YOU.. I need YOU.. I need you forever so that I can love you forever.. because I love YOU..I would walk to the Mirror.. and I would face the mirror and I would look at myself.. and I would say.. why do I have to look at myself.. why can't I see you here.. if I can only picture Your face and Not see my own face.. I know that I am able to tell YOU something that is from my heart.. but when I am standing here looking at this mirror and I see my own face.. I just can't say anything.. and as I turn.. I hear a knocking on the door.. DOK DOK DOK.. I am standing there frozen.. My Heart.. I put my Hand on my Chest.. I can hear My Heart beating fast.. I hear another Knock.. DOK DOK DOK.. I am standing here.. I can't breathe because I know that it is YOU who is here.. I know that It has to be YOU.. I haven't been able to speak to the wall well.. I been trying to talk to the wall for a long time.. but whenever I try too.. I would struggle with words to say.. I don't want to get the door because what if my words.. I hear.. knocking.. DOK DOK DOK... I walk.. and I open the door.. and when the door Opens.. I see you there.. as I am looking at YOU.. MY Heart can't stop crying.. My Heart cries because YOU are so Amazingly SO Beautiful.. takes My Breathe away in a Heart beat.. I have been waiting for YOU for a Long time.. it has been so Long and Finally I see you here.. holding the Glass Jar.. But.. I can't find YOU.. so I am asking.. Where are YOU.. I am walking and standing Out side.. I am looking UP at the Sky.. Knowing that it is going to rain.. I see the Moon.. and I am holding the empty Glass Jar.. and I lift UP both arms showing the Moon the Glass Jar.. I know there is Nothing for YOU to see.. But I am asking for a Heart.. Do you see what I am holding UP.. I need a Heart.. is there a Way YOU can get me the Heart.. I would be standing.. I want to hear the Answer.. but I know I will be getting No response.. but I truly want to Know.. I need the Heart.. I need Your Heart.. I know that standing Out side.. YOU are miles and miles away from Me.. and No Matter How many times I would be asking for YOUR Heart.. you can't hear me.. I have a Letter.. I have written you a Letter.. in the back of my Pocket.. I have written YOU something from MY Heart.. I saw Your Picture before I came out here to see the Moon.. I was touched and My Heart was touched because each TIME I see and I look into your Picture.. my Heart is touched and Moved by your Beauty.. What am I suppose to do when YOU are so Beautiful to Me.. I can't remove two of the My eyes.. I know that I can't tear your Picture into pieces either.. if I did.. I would be looking for a New Picture.. If I am unable to tell you standing Out here.. here out side.. I know that my Words.. my Voice is unable to reach YOU.. that is why I have written YOU a Letter.. I want to tell YOU.. even though YOU may not able to hear me Out here.. I don't care.. the neighbors can hear me But I don't want the neighbors to hear me.. I want YOU to hear me instead.. I am only focusing On YOU of letting Out How I truly feel inside.. Only if YOU can catch my Emotions and My Words I tell YOU.. I wish that I can tell YOU.. if YOU can put your ears and Let the MOON have your ears.. How nice would that be for More.. that no matter HOW many times I miss you.. and would come Out to see this MOON.. and knowing having Your ears.. and I can just look UP and I can see the ears.. Your Ears.. I would be writing more Letters and I be walking outside.. LOOKING UP to the sky.. asking the MOON to come closer.. if you can hear me far.. then It be alright to stay where It is.. but I want to know.. if you can give Your ears to the Moon.. I won't have to be crying any more.. wondering when I can share and tell you through the Letters.. I will say.. LOOK at the MOON.. with your ears.. and I would reach the back Pocket grabbing the Letter.. and I would open the Letter wide and I would turn towards looking at the MOON.. and I will say to the MOON.. if you can hear me.. please Come closer with your ears and if the MOON listens and turns and get close.. I would say.. this is the Letter to the One with Your ears.. Please give me your Ear.. and I would read the Letter to YOU.. telling YOU.. I have been waiting for this very day.. How come it has taken this long for YOU to put your ears on the MOON.. if you did it sooner.. I would of told YOU through these letters way before

I can't stop.. I am looking at Your Picture.. I just can't stop.. What are you doing to Me.. WHY is it that I don't see YOU.. YOU are so far away from Me.. and I been waiting here.. same room.. only your Picture.. I keep on telling my self to Stop but It hurts.. YOU are so Far.. I am reaching my Hands Out.. I am asking for you.. I can't find you any where.. I am looking at the Wall.. the wall in my room.. as I want to hold YOU.. my arms are open Wide but I can't see YOU.. as I would look at your Picture.. I am telling myself.. It hurts me more than It hurts YOU.. because It is I who is missing YOU.. why can't you be close.. WHY did you choose to go far.. or is it me who just can't move at this Point.. I am holding the Bottle.. I am facing the wall.. as I would look at you through the Picture with the Other hand.. I just can't believe YOU are so Far.. I am missing YOU.. why do I keep on missing YOU.. the More I want to turn the Other way.. I know I just can't.. I open my mouth.. the Bottle.. I taste the wine.. I am chugging the Bottle like it is the water.. and I stop.. Looking at this wall.. I see nothing.. but just the wall in my room.. I want to hold YOU right Now.. if you were here would you let me Hold YOU.. my arms open wide.. so that I want you to get close.. I want to hear Your Heart Beat.. close to my Chest as I want to hear the sound of your Heart.. would you let me know that YOUR Heart can beat the sound as Mine.. Please.. I need YOU.. I need you here.. I need you close.. so that my arms knows that I can hold you and I can whisper to your ears.. How much I love you.. as I place the empty bottle on the floor.. I am looking at your picture.. and I look at the Giant Teddy Bear sitting on the top of the Bed.. I get close to the Bed and I would say.. Do you remember this Bear.. this Teddy Bear.. you told me that YOU will never leave this Bear alone.. if you have promised me that YOU are going to take this Bear with YOU.. why is this Bear sitting here all alone.. are you trying to make this Bear feel just like Me.. it looks so sad.. like my Heart.. broken and shattered.. the More I look at this Teddy Bear sitting.. I feel like it can truly understand me.. But why do you have to leave this Bear.. making me feel more Hurt then ever.. YOU know how much I love YOU.. I am the One who gave you this as Your Birthday gift.. YOU told me that YOU will always have this by your side.. Now.. I know that YOU don't love me.. YOU told me that YOU did but why do I feel like you never loved me.. if you loved me then would you hurt me like this.. Please tell me why.. why did I have to heard the words I LOVE YOU.. I would hear you say those words to me.. But now.. my Heart keeps breaking on Me.. I feel like I just can't move.. I just feel like if I did.. if YOU would come.. I want you near.. I want to see you close to me.. But.. all I am seeing is this wall.. the WALL in my room.. I only stare at this wall.. and only thing that my eyes can see if your Picture.. It drives me crazy that YOU are so Far though.. WHY do I have to feel like I am going crazy.. I open the Bottles.. and I drink these wines.. trying to clear UP my Mind.. my Heart.. I would be drinking till I am drunk.. I fall on the fall.. and I sit on the floor.. just crying.. my tears just don't leave me anymore.. am I depressed or am I sad.. I am not sure because I feel like I am.. but.. all I need is your Love.. I need your Love too.. I need your Heart.. I need you with me.. Help me to find a way to get to YOU.. to your Heart.. I am asking you what am I suppose to do.. I turn.. I am seeing the wall in my room.. and I look at the Bed.. the Teddy Bear looks at me and cries.. I want to say to the Teddy Bear.. do you feel like Me.. Do you know that this Hurts.. I am more hurting than YOU because at least I have a Heart.. WHY do I feel Like I am dying.. I am dying in Love.. drowning.. sometimes I want to run where the Ocean waters are.. and from the cliff jump off and plunge into the waters so that NOONE can find me.. but.. I wake UP.. I am alive again.. I can breathe.. my eyes sees a new day.. and I turn.. I look at your Picture.. melting my Heart.. I don't even see YOU.. I don't even meet YOU and I would look at your picture and say.. HOW COME.. what are you doing to my Heart.. then.. I wonder what will happen if I see YOU.. if I see you and meet you face to face.. are you going to say to me I am crazy.. it is this Crazy person.. and say YOU are so crazy.. and tell me how can I love you.. and I will say to you I don't know.. YOU needs to ask my Heart and Jump into your Chest.. maybe my Heart can light you on fire because I just don't know how could this Be.. and So what.. Now.. I came long ways to ask YOU for Love.. I want to Love YOU.. are you going to tell me to stop loving YOU.. I want to ask my Heart let us Stop.. but I just can't because I want your Love.. I want YOU to love me TOO.. I am asking YOU.. then Please.. give me YOUR HEART.. if I can get your Heart.. maybe my heart can do or say something so that YOU know How much I love YOU.. But look.. as I am standing in the room.. I feel like I am only using my Imagination.. I am looking at the wall in my ROOM.. and there is NO ONE here.. I have your Picture in my Hand.. and I am looking at the wall.. of course I don't see YOU.. you are not in this room either.. but I do see your picture.. and I am facing the wall.. with the Empty Bottle on the floor.. and I am hurting in pain.. my Heart is in so much ache right Now because I am missing YOU.. I need you here.. I want you close to me so that I don't have to act like I am crazy.. if you were close and you were near.. I won't be like this.. I be asking YOU please come near.. I will open my arms wide.. pull your ARM near me and I would wrap my arms around YOU and would say.. HOW COME you have taken me this Long.. I have been waiting.. longing.. yearning.. mourning and crying my tears.. and waiting.. LOOKING at your picture.. facing the wall and beating against my Chest.. I would say I hurt because missing YOU Hurts me to death.. I would turn to look at the Giant Teddy Bear.. I would say.. WHY didn't you go.. WHY are you here with me.. LOOK at this.. LOOK at me torn into pieces.. if you had left.. I know you be in a much happier spot but with me.. LOOK.. I am holding the picture and talking to YOU.. look at this BOTTLE.. an EMPTY BOTTLE is what YOU see.. and you have seen more empty bottles laying around.. and YOU SEE.. I am looking at this Empty Wall.. this wall is not going to solve any of my problems.. but YOU can see and hear problems coming out of my Heart because I miss YOU.. How many days Must I miss YOU for the Words to get to your Head.. HOW many Notes turns into long long letters must it goes.. I am drinking all the Bottles.. Putting Letters into the Bottles.. Hoping that it is going to reach you some How.. but what if the Letters never get to YOU.. am I suppose to sit in my room on the floor and cry my Heart out.. my eyes can be bleeding.. losing Life because I need your Love.. I need YOU is what I am telling YOU.. as I would look at your Picture.. and I can see blurry visions.. and wanting so bad to hold YOU.. missing you just is not enough any more.. I want to scream.. scream from my Heart to tell Your Heart.. How come you making it so Hard for me.. why are you making me suffer like this.. Do you want me to enter my own grave.. then give me a shovel.. Let me die for YOU instead.. if loving you is Not going to be enough.. How about digging up my own grave.. bring me a stone.. I will put a pillow and a blanket inside with me.. I am going to grab all of the empty Bottles.. with Letters inside.. I will take it with me too because YOU don't want to tell me Your Heart.. I am going to grab that Giant Teddy Bear and we can all snuggle into the Casket together.. and I am going to cry while I am dying inside because I need YOU.. YOU know How much I need you.. I need you so that I can Love YOU and tell Your Heart.. I am going to Grab your Heart too with me and I am going to shut the casket.. I am going to take your Heart with me.. if you want your Heart.. you needs to Open the casket.. and I will let YOU know how it feels to be In the room.. Facing the wall.. looking at your Picture with Empty Bottles and letters inside.. How it feels to be Me.. It is Not easy to be the One to Love.. it is not easy to be me who is missing YOU.. but I want YOU to Miss ME.. so I am going to take YOUR HEART.. maybe then you start to think.. who is the One taken Your Heart.. and YOU start to be looking for the One who has taken.. GIVE me your Heart.. so I can start this Process of YOU too miss me.. how about That.. because I want You to Know that I love you.. why can't you see that.. Why can't you understand that I love YOU.. it is already Hard enough of missing YOU day and Night.. I want that Heart.. I want your Heart.. I need Your Heart so that YOU Know how it feels to be missing something.. as I am standing in my room.. I am looking at the wall.. this Wall is empty.. but My hand is holding your Picture.. I am missing YOU.. If I miss you so much.. what do I do.. What must I do.. Will you help me to find a way to Your Heart.. because I can feel helpless sometimes.. staring at the wall.. only thing I can do is hold your Picture in my Hand.. I want to tell YOU something.. but How.. YOU are so far away.. but I can't really do much either.. but I want to do more and more.. if you can see my Heart.. but I don't think you can see my Heart.. facing the Wall.. looking at the wall and LOOKING at the Giant Teddy Bear.. makes me Bitter many times.. I look at the situation because there is NOT much I can do.. but I need YOU.. I want YOU.

How could Your Picture gets to my Heart.. The more I turn and look at your picture.. I want to See YOU.. stops me from writing this Letter to YOU.. I want to pour out my Heart and speak that there is a Language of what I call Love.. the name is loving YOU.. and I just want to love YOU.. is it really my fault that I want to love YOU.. my hand grab the picture.. I take a closer look.. WHY do you have to be so far.. far that I want to be near YOU.. and yes.. I want to tell YOU directly.. How much my Heart means when I look at YOU.. How about I get to look into your eyes.. I want to stare into your eyes.. and tell YOU that YOUR EYES are the most beautiful eyes I have ever seen.. but feeling from my heart.. because of Your Loving eyes.. I want to hold you near.. I pause for a minute.. just staring at the eyes of YOU in the picture.. I hurt.. my Heart hurts because just loving YOU TOO Much can hurt right.. I wish that you can truly relate with me.. it is a pain to Love YOU.. I can truly suffer because I love you.. is it alright if I get so sick because I love you.. I put your picture down.. trying to refocus and I look down on the Paper.. grabbing the Pen and I write.. I wish that YOU could read this.. if you are willing.. Please take your time.. if you do not want to read.. maybe is it because I am a stranger.. is it because YOU think I am crazy.. Do I bring you that kind of vibe.. I am so sorry if I am like this.. it is because I want Your Heart.. I have a Glass Jar.. I look at it every night.. and All I see is that the glass jar is empty.. I want to cry holding this Empty glass jar.. ALL I am is asking YOU to put your Heart.. at least I can see the beauty that comes from YOUR HEART.. am I asking YOU too much.. I am so sorry if I give you a rude vibe.. But I want to say.. I want to tell Your Heart something.. I want to speak to Your Heart.. there is NO other way but YOUR HEART.. One side is Your Picture.. the Other side is the Empty Glass jar.. has no life.. and Next to my Paper is the Empty bottle.. waiting for the paper to go inside it.. and I am waiting for the rain to stop.. as I look down and I would write.. the reason why I want Your Heart.. with this Pen.. I am going to write My name in That Heart.. I want it to be inside your Heart so that One day.. or someday you can say.. I do recognize this Name.. I do know this Name.. I remember Your Name and hoping that once YOU start to know who I am and My name.. then YOU can at least Open your Heart.. I want to see Your Heart Open so that I can speak.. Tell your heart something.. I want to say that THIS is My Name.. this Person with this Name loves You.. and I want to start to speak Love into Your Heart.. if that is alright for YOU.. can I start to say and share.. I missed YOU today.. if I am able to get Your Heart and write My name in your Heart.. I am able to grab YOUR Picture and I will turn to LOOK at the Glass jar.. knowing this Heart belongs to the One who I am holding is YOUR PICTURE and start to share How much I think of YOU.. How much YOU are wanted.. that there are days.. I just can't sleep.. Holding My breathe.. like I am under waters.. and for awhile can't breathe until I get Out of the water.. and breathe Out loud.. Beating on my Chest.. calling out your Name in the Night.. I cry with chills because I want to tell YOU that I love YOU.. why can't I hold you and tell YOU how my heart is hurting me.. I hurt because I love YOU.. I love you where I fall out of the bed.. and it hurts and I cry.. wailing like I am a Lone Wolf.. I want to be with YOU.. I want to tell YOU HOW MUCH I want to be with YOU.. is it Wrong though.. it is Wrong for me to love YOU.. tell MY HEART that I am wrong for loving you.. longing for YOU.. since I can't be with YOU.. I want Your Heart.. your Heart at least.. as I lift UP my Head and I turn to LOOK at the Empty Glass Jar.. I want Your Heart.. I can't even tell YOU anything unless I have Your Heart.. I want to tell YOU.. my Heart bothers me that I can't tell YOU the words I need to say to YOU.. How come YOU make it so Hard on Me.. why can't I tell YOU and I LOOK at the empty Glass Jar.. I want YOU so Close.. but when I keep on looking at the Glass Jar and it is Empty.. I feel like.. what Am I suppose to DO.. only if I can have your heart and Put it gentle.. with my Name written in your Heart.. knowing that the voice YOU be hearing is the Same person who has the name in Your Heart.. that you be familiar with Me.. that YOU can start to say.. I know this voice.. I know this Person.. I know the voice and the name in Your Heart matches.. so that I can tell YOU How I feel.. I want YOU to remember how much I love YOU and that I love YOU.. that I cannot stop but loving YOU.. as I am looking Down at the Paper.. I turn on the side to look at Your Picture.. YOU are so Beautiful.. YOU are so so SO so SO so beautiful.. why do you have to make me feel like I needs to take my eyes off.. why do you have to be this beautiful that sometimes I want to lose my both eyes.. I can't stop but stare.. stare because I am not sure who I am seeing.. SO beautiful that I be stuttering.. and YOU be thinking I be handicap.. and that is Not true.. but you make me nervous because YOU are such a Queen.. most beautiful Flower.. as I turn to look down.. holding the Pen.. I start to write.. Only if YOU can read this letter.. I am asking YOU for Your Heart.. I want to ask if YOU are able to give me Your Heart.. I have the Glass Jar.. it is empty because I want to Place Your Heart and I will take good care of her.. I will love your Heart and YOU will know that the way I love your Heart.. you will never experience it from other Men.. because there is Only One man who can love you where YOUR HEART knows I love YOU.. Not your Body.. Not Your Intelligent.. Not YOUR beauty.. But YOUR HEART.. so I am writing YOU this Letter.. and I am going to sent an Angel to Your Direction.. when YOU see the Angel.. He is going to tell YOU who the Letter comes from.. the Letter is from Me and I want you to know how much I love YOU.. just waiting for YOU.. but I feel like this is the time where I needs to ask.. ask for YOUR HEART.. not begging.. I grab the Letter and I rolled it and I place it inside the Bottle.. Put a Lid on top of it and I turn to LOOK at the Glass Jar.. MY Hand touch the Glass Jar.. and I tell It.. Just please wait.. even though YOU are empty right now.. SOON or Later.. I am going to write My Name in Your Heart and place it inside this Glass Jar.. I turn away and I look out the Window.. the Rain has stopped.. I stand UP and out and go to the Floor.. and I am holding the Message in the Bottle.. and I am looking OUT.. looking at the Moon.. I stare at the peace of the Night.. I raise up my hand holding the Message in the Bottle.. Angel.. IF you are willing.. WILL you please do me a Favor.. if YOU are willingly to come and take this Message in the Bottle.. ONE hand is the Picture.. the Other is the Message in the Bottle.. please come and help Me.. as I would sit and waiting through the Night.. I am awaken.. and I see an Angel.. He smiles and greets me.. I cannot believe it is Me Angel.. Do you see what I see.. I am holding this.. will you do me a Favor.. Can you pretty Please do me a Favor.. and He smiles.. I show the Angel the Picture of YOU.. he looks and says.. YOU are so Beautiful.. Like a Flower.. so Beautiful.. I wonder why I am waiting for an Angel.. He looks on the Other Hand.. the Angel grabs the Message in the Bottle.. and takes the Picture.. I look at HIM.. I need the Picture.. it is the only way I can see Your Face.. If I don't have this picture.. I am going to miss YOU.. and the Angel takes a picture of the Picture and gives me the picture back.. I look at HIM.. will YOU do me another favor.. ask FOR YOUR HEART.. I want YOUR HEART.. and I turn to Point.. The Glass Jar is empty.. in that Letter I am writing about YOUR HEART.. will you please ask.. and I need.. Only way to get YOU to love me is YOUR HEART.. I want YOU to love me Too.. I want Your Love as much as I love YOU.. but I just can't love you by my self.. I want YOU to think about me and to love me too.. so I want Your Heart.. can you please ask for the Heart.. YOUR HEART.. and the Angel takes a peek into the room and sees the Glass Jar.. and tells me He will ask.. and I look.. and I just can't believe and tears starts to run down me two eyes.. I can't believe you are answering me Call.. the Angel looks at me.. why am I crying.. am I sad or feel broken.. WHY am I crying.. I tell HIM.. I call it the tears of joy.. YOU are delivering the Message to My Love.. it is going directly to YOU.. and the Angel smiles and I watch him holding the Message in the Bottle and I see HIM goes UP across and I watch him go off.. I am wiping my Tears.. just can't believe it is going to YOU.. How can it Be.. I never imagined in my Life that I am able to share My Love to YOU.. do you know what this means.. How is it possible.. How is this truly possible.. and I am crying wiping my tears with tissues.. I love YOU.. I love YOU.. and I love YOU.. How can I erase YOU off My Mind.. I think YOU are driving me crazy.. Always Running in my Mind over and over again.. thinking of YOU.. wanting to be with YOU.. My hand touch the Chest.. trying to feel if My Heart is okay.. But I hear a Knock.. DOK DOK.. and My Heart tells me to Stop.. Can YOU stop thinking about YOU.. WHY can't I erase YOU OFF MY MIND.. I think I am going crazy.. I tried to run.. running helps me to feel free.. trying to Get YOU off my Mind.. SO I try to run Faster.

i just love to watch her sing😍

캐롤이 고음차력쇼면 어떻게 따라 부르라고 하는건데요ㅇ...ㅠㅠ

Congrats Meung~ 🥳🥳🥳

Lovely Meung~ 😊 💖💖💖

💖💖💖~APINK 🐼 MY TEAM~💖💖💖

미룬 산스장 트레이너님 다음에는 보컬트레이너 영상도 부탁해요 ~~~~

아따 우리 은지 잔망진거 보소~

Happy 13.6M visit Apink HUSH🎉💐❤❤❤

This song will be always have a special place in my heart and it will never loose it ♡.

이쁘다 ㅎㅎ 하트뿅뿅 에이핑크 멤버들 행복한 건강한 연말연시 보내자 ㅋㅋ 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

은지야 축하해믕 ㅎㅎ 하트뿅뿅 짝짝짝 엄지척 🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉🎉😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊😊💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝💝🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🎆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆🏆👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍👍

đến hongkong là mặc đồ đẹp , trai hongkong nung lắm đó

pero kung ganito naman trainer ko, lagi ako mag-eexercise 😚

Y'all won't understand how much this song ate and the heels?!?! GIRL I MISS THIS ERA

哈哈，很有趣的健身空間跟教學😆，並且妳真的很精通健身的訓練跟飲食，但最讚賞的是妳的自律跟意志力🙂

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에이핑크,,,,,완전짱!짱!짱!

5:18 곱디고운 한복믕

바쁘고 바쁘게 일하는 믕은 힘들겠지만(ㅠ)곧 믕 주연 드라마가 또 나온다는 게 너무 행복한걸요….

16:36 좌절하시고 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 매 순간 좌절하면서 또 먹..죠..

울믕은 어떻게해도 너무 예쁜데 진짜진짜 존예믕 많이 소장하고 있는 판다로서 입술은 딥레드보단 살짝 연한 게 너무 예뻐요.. 올해 저 옆머리만 갑분 긴? 스타일 많이 해주시는 거 같은데 믕은 진짜 자연스러운 머리가 너무 예쁘고 눈이 너무 예뻐서요…ㅎ 좀 오지랖같고 전 메이크업에 대해 아는 게 별로 없지만 그냥 헤메코 해주시는 누군가가 읽어주시길 바라며 적어봅니다.. 진짜 헉 하게 예쁜 순간들이 있거든요..❤ 그리고 믕은 쌩얼이 너무 예쁘답니다..! 화장한 것보다 예쁘다고 생각될 때가 많아요 개인적으로

믕 트레이너

Merry Pink Christmas! ♡♡♡♡♡

Essa sessão de fotos ficou tão bonita! ♡ Amei demais! ♡ Esse Natal com o Apink está sendo maravilhoso! ♡♡♡♡♡

2:13 Eunji ar🤣🤣🤣

Eun Ji looks real good.

the background music is wonderful! I can feel editor's effort and love to apink!! thank you!!

I would absolutly love that she is my trainer💖💖💖💖🎁💖💖💖💖💖💖💖🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰🥰💖💖💖💖💖💖💖😍💖😍💖😍💖🎉💖🎉💖

Eng subs please 😭😭

Merry Christmas Apink 🌲 🎅 🎄 ❤

아 ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ 개재밋다 ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 이런거 자주 올랴주세요ㅜㅜㅜ 너무 재밋음 진자... 정은지 너무 귀여움 내꼬 ㅎㅎ

믕지는 못하는게 뭐임ㅋㅋ

미룬티 .. 진도가 너무 빨라요 ..

25년 컴백 기다립니다😊

Merry Christmas Apink 🎄🎅💐❤❤

Merry Christmas Apink 🌲 🎅 ❤

0:59 아 RGRG 트레이너의 T가 그 INTP의 T잖아...

eng subs for intl pandas please 🥺🥺

English sub pleaseeee

촬영자님 너무 고생 많습니다ㅋㅋㅋㅋ 에핑스탭은 역시 극한직업ㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋㅋ

미룬❤❤

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