I AM in agreement with your prayer that God will continue to carry you as a single Mom raising 2 children. I, too, raised my 3 children alone after their father abandoned me & like you said, it was a very hard struggle. But they weren't even special needs, which I can't even imagine having to deal with that & I know that's a whole other level of struggle to deal with in raising your kids that I don't know how it feels. That's why I AM praying for you my sister, as I always pray for myself when I get overwhelmed because of the trouble or struggles I face in life. I pray this part of Psalm 20:1, 2 "May the Lord answer you in the day of trouble; May the name of the God of Jacob defend you; MAY HE SEND YOU HELP FROM THE SANCTUARY and strengthen you out of Zion" I AM especially praying the part that's in all CAPS, that he will send you help from the sanctuary or church...whether that be Divine helpers from church who can lend you a helping hand with your kids or a Divine mate that God has chosen for you in life, who will love and cherish you & your kids & help you raise them up as godly children. May the peace, strength & comfort of God be with you ALWAYS, my sister 🙏🏿